4am messy sketches. Wanted to sketch out @motherish and @zenshousewife‘s DnD characters!!! Just seeing the chat when we were discussing it, I can tell it’s already going to be a disaster, but I’m excited lmaoo.
causticallyoptimistic : I was able to visit my husband for his birthday this last weekend. It was the happiest I’ve been in the past 2 months. Unfortunately, the travel from my parents to my husband has made me bedridden for the last 3 days. :/ But, I thought I’d share this happy memory with you! ^_^
CAN WE JUST TAKE A MINUTE TO SCREAM OVER HOW CUTE YOUR BABY IS IN THAT HALLOWEEN OUTFIT??? OMFGGGG!!! You are amazing and I’m so glad you got to visit your babe again awuh ; u ; you guys look so happy together! Thanks for sharing! I love you bb!
I was so happy to have met @mugiwaratrash yesterday and today! She was so sweet and fun to talk to! I even got some art so I’m more than happy! @gagakuma and I died because she was so sweet! I even got a hug!!! So happy!!
Summery: Jungkook doesn’t realise what he has until its gone.
A/N: I am so bad and endings omfg 😂😂
You looked down at the small bag in your hands , you smiled at it softly as your thoughts drifted to one person, Jungkook.
You had known Jungkook for almost two years and it was safe to say you had a slight crush on him, and it was also safe to say that he knew about it, you weren’t great at keeping it a secret.
For the past two or three months you have been giving Jungkook gifts, they were nothing big usually just some food or vitamins, little things to show him you care and even though his attitude towards you has been cold and rude part of you knew he was grateful so you carried on giving them to him.
Currently, you were on your way to his groups practise room to deliver him and his some lunch so they don’t forget to eat, you have done this many times in the past and even though Jungkook ignored you the rest of his band thanked you eagerly for the food and promised you they would make sure he ate something.
Today, you thought, was no different. You slowly pushed open the door that lead to the practise room and saw the band lazily sitting on he floor, all breathing heavily and sweating from the dancing they were previously doing. They all looked towards your direction as the door closed behind you with a light clicking sound.
“Y/N!” You heard Jimin exclaim excitedly as he got up to greet you
“Hey guys,” You smiled at them as you placed the bag of food on the floor next to them, your eyes scanned around the room looking for a certain person. You smiled once again as you locked eyes with him, he sighed slightly and rolled his eyes before standing up and walking over to his bag in the corner of the room.
Your shoulders dropped slightly at his coldness towards you but quickly brushed it off and turned back to the other members.
“Jungkook, say thank you to Y/N for bringing us food,” Jin called out to Jungkook who was now sat playing on his phone. Jungkook looked up at all of you before once again rolling his eyes, ignoring Jin’s order.
“Jungkook,” Jin called out again, his tone more stern than last time “Don’t be so rude.”
Jungkook looked up once again, this time with annoyance evident in his eyes “What am I saying thank you for? Y/N does this because she wants to not because I’m asking her to. I’d actually prefer if she didn’t do it so I wouldn’t have to put up with her coming here every fucking day and annoying me by trying to talk to me. She has a weird little crush on me and it’s annoying as hell I wish she would just back off and leave me the fuck alone.”
A silence fell over the room and everyone was looking and Jungkook in shock. “Jungkoo-” Namjoon began
“No, It’s okay,” You cut him off, already feeling tears well up in your eyes “Don’t worry, I’ll -uh- I’ll leave you alone,”
“Y/N,” V says in a soft voice “Do-”
“No, It’s okay,” You repeat again. “Enjoy the food,”
You quickly walk out of the room feeling humiliated and hurt by Jungkook’s words but for some reason you couldn’t blame him for it.
You roughly wiped of the tears you didn’t know were falling until now with the sleeves of your jumper and hastily made your way home.
It had been two weeks since Jungkook last saw Y/N and he has realised a lot, as much as he hates to say it he missed her, he missed how she constantly worried about him, how she would always bring him something to eat just in case he forgot, he missed how hard she tried to talk to him and more than anything he regretted telling her to back off.
And most of all he realised that he likes her.
Jungkook sighed as he slid down the mirrored wall on there practise room and sat on the floor, he was breathing heavily from practising. He rummaged through his bag which was next to him looking for his phone, his hand finally gripped the small object and he pulled it out of his bag. He switched it on, part of him was hoping that Y/N had texted him like she used to but ,sadly, she hadn’t.
He sighed and shoved his phone back in his bag, disappointed.
“What’s wrong with you now?” Yoongi asked before taking another swig from his water bottle
“Nothing,” Jungkook answered simply, not in the mood to talk.
Yoongi sighed as he screwed the lid back onto the bottle “Why don’t you stop being so stubborn and go apologise to Y/N,”
Jungkook didn’t reply,
“We can finish practise early, just go to Y/N,” Yoongi offered, leaning against the wall. Jungkook just nodded, he pushed himself up from the floor and pulled his bag onto his shoulder before walking out the door.
You groaned as a loud banging pulled you from your sleep, you sluggishly pulled yourself to a sitting position on the couch. Another loud banging echoed through the house and it took you a few seconds to realise someone was knocking on the door.
You let out another loud groan and pulled yourself to your feet as another loud bang came from the door.
“Hang on, I’m coming!” You yelled as you unlocked the door and pulled it open.
“Ye- Jungkook?” You exclaimed, shocked that he was standing in front of you.
“Y/N, you have every right to shut this door in my face but please listen to me,” He begged
“What do you want, Jungkook?” You asked, leaning on the door frame and crossing your arms over your chest.
“I am so so sorry, Y/N. I had absolutely no right to talk to you like that, and I- I miss you. I didn’t realise how much a relied on you until you were gone. So please, Y/N, please forgive me.”
You stared at him for a few seconds, before sighing “And why should I, Jungkook. You humiliated me, you hurt me.”
“Because I like you, okay. I fucking like you Y/N. And I need you.”
“Wai-What?” you stuttered, not sure you heard him right.
“I like you, Y/N,” He repeated “So damn much. So please.”
“I - uh - okay,” You stuttered out.
“You forgive me?” He said, a smile forming on his face
“No,” You sighed “But - but it’s a start.”
“That’s good enough for me,” Jungkook grinned at you.