omfg i love it so much ;a;

EXO'rDIUM in LA experience

Last night was like the best night of my life. EXO'rDIUM in LA WAS SOOOO LIT. Saw KaiSoo with my own eyes the 2nd time and tbh they were legit together the whole time. Not like together together but whenever I saw Kyungsoo, I saw Jongin right next to him or vice versa. Even though they didn’t have much interactions but seeing them together made my night a lot. Artificial Love was hella hot omfg, I screamed sooo much my throat is hurt now lol. Also I got to see the way Jongin stared at Kyungsoo during the acoustic part was a blessing. Baekie birthday project was a success, we sang happy birthday to him twice because he didn’t hear it fully the first time. Chanyeol was a dork I love him so much. Junmyeon was so done with all the members because they were so distracted by the fans and the gifts lolol. Sehun looked gorgeous in person, so flawless. Jongin’s blind fold performance took my breath away. Jongdae’s high note got me dead. Minseok was soooooo cute and so playful. Kyungsoo, he proved to me again that he’ll forever be my ultimate bias because yes omfg he’s the epitome of perfection in my eyes. Anyway I really hope they come back because my night was blessed by those 8 angels, hopefully the last angel will be able to come in the future.

OMFG, GUYS, I HIT 1,000 FOLLOWERS!!!! THANK YOU ALL SO MUCH THIS IS SO (excuse my language) FUCKING AMAZING!!!! I LOVE YOU ALL SO MUCH AND I COULDNT HAVE MADE IT HERE WITHOUT YOU GUYS! OML IM CRYING! THANK YOU ALL SO MUCH I DIDNT THINK I WAS GOING TO MAKE IT HERE AND YOU ALL PROVED ME WRONG! SO THANK YOU ALL SO MUCH! I DINT EVEN EXPECT TO GET 50 FOLLOWERS AND IM GOING TO DIE!! THANK YOU SO MUCH AND I ABSOLUTELY LOVE YOU ALL! I HOPE YOUR DAY/ NIGTH IS WONDERFUL! THANK YOU ALL AGAIN! I CAN’T EVEN PUT INTO WORDS HO HAPPY AND EXCITED I AM! THANK YOU ALL AGAIN!

44.6 OF YOU WANTED ME TO OPEN SHIPS, H/C’S AND REQUEST SO BE READY FOR THAT TONIGHT!

if your wondering I'm talking to te’a or @alfred-the-cat-writes  and we’ve been talking for 5 hours and we’re still talking

You guys are so awesome and I love you all!

You guys have been keeping in touch so much this last week, it’s been awesome! I’m studying for finals next week, so I haven’t been around much, but I’ve been trying to answer messages because omfg I love you guys more than studying and I want to answer your messages right away! (Though I got a reeeeally good one the other day that takes some thinking, but I think I have an answer after some consideration, so I’ll answer it tomorrow :D3)
I just wanted to say it’s been so awesome talking to everyone this last week and your support and encouragement has kept me going strong, even though I am about to wage war with Finals ;)

kapparel  asked:

Holy crap, i cant believe your following me!! Girl, i love your writing and your blog! I follow you on 'lushguk' this is such an honour omfg, okay im done but ily and you just made my day! I hope we can become friends 💓💓💓💞

omg bby thank u so much <33 ill hit u up on lushguk :)

We are always stronger together 

Can you believe there is only a few day left before Voltron season 2 ???

andrew getting overwhelmed by how much he loves neil…like…before he Never saw this feeling coming he thought it was just his mind making up things while he was on his meds. he’s long since accepted that this is real neil is real but sometimes it hits him so hard, that he can have this. he wasn’t able to have cass the way he wanted because of drake ruining it, ruining him…but now he has neil, and he is able to keep having him. 

neil, who loves andrew unconditionally for who he is. neil, who accepts all of his sharp edges and dark thoughts. neil, who knows when to back away and when to stay close. neil, who wants to be with him and feels just the same as he does. neil, who can see the good in him when everyone else couldn’t. this all hits andrew like a wave crashing onto the shore and he feels like he’s drowning, but it’s a welcomed feeling. because it’s safety, and it feels like home. neil is home and before, he had this twisted, broken view of what “love” is from all those traumatic experiences that still eat away at him, both of them did, but this is new and different from anything else and too much and sometimes andrew wonders if he is really worthy of this, of what neil gives him and makes him feel. 

and there are still passing fearful thoughts that what if he loses him, but waking up to fluttering eyelashes against cheeks and the way the morning sunlight rests against his skin while he’s in a peaceful sleep, seeing those looks neil sends his way, full of adoration and warmth, late night trips to the grocery store together wearing eachother’s hoodies and sweats and picking up andrew’s fave sweets to dull the nightmares he just had and is still feeling in trembling fingers and a rapid heartbeat— 

it all makes their forever click into place and andrew knows that this is it. neil is it for him and it will always be that way

My new beartooth shirt is fucking amazing