Touch Me (Austin Carlile)
a/n: ….god damn, you guys are ur need for Austin C. smut….
BEEP! BEEP! BEEP! BE-
I slammed my hand down on the alarm, shutting off the blaring sound. Groaning, I turned over onto my back and cracked open my eyes. It was still dark outside, which confused me. Had my alarm gone off earlier than it was suppose to? But when I glanced at the clock, it read 5:03am. Sighing, I sat up with the covers still wrapped tightly around me. Why was I up this early? What was today? Did I have to do something important? I couldn’t remember. Maybe I just needed a new clock.
Standing up, I stretched out my arms and groaned; the back aches were getting worse, which meant I was becoming old. Oh joy. With a yawn, I opened my door and shuffled silently to the bathroom in the hall, careful not to wake my roommate. Glancing at his door, I frowned. Why did things have to be so complicated?
I jumped in the shower and spent an alarming amount of time just standing under the hot water. It felt so good on my skin that I didn’t want to ever leave. When I got out, I wrapped myself in a towel and started to brush my teeth, letting my mind drift off.
Y/N arched her naked body and pressed up against mine. The heat radiating off of us was scorching, but intoxicating at the same time. As I stared down into her pleading eyes, I braced myself on my forearms and slid into her. Watching her facial expressions while I slowly thrusted in and out of her was like nothing I’d ever seen. It was beautiful; the way her eyes glossed over with pure ecstasy and her lips parted open to moan softly. “Austin…” she’d moan, nails digging into my back…
I jolted awake, breathing heavily as I was brought back to reality. Glancing down, I saw a bulge under the blanket where my crotch was. I had it again, the steamy dream about Y/N. Almost every night I’ve had the exact same one, but it each night it went further and further. And of course, I wake up with a raging boner and the intense itch to sprint into her room and take her right there. The only problem was we were roommates, best friends that have known each other for years. I didn’t know how she felt about me.
These feelings I had were hard to contain and it didn’t help when I saw her eating. Those luscious lips, parting and her silky tongue gliding along…
I shook my head. No, I had to stop thinking like that. It was difficult when she’d eat bananas. It’s silly but watching her put half of a banana in her mouth was an insane teaser.
Sighing, I got up and threw on a pair of basketball shorts. As I stepped out of my room, I hear water running and instantly looked to the bathroom at the end of the hall. And there, with the door slightly ajar, stood Y/N. All that covered her body was a short, thin towel that showed off her amazing legs. Swallowing hard, I took a step forward to get a better look and saw that she was brushing her teeth. When she cleaned further back, I expected her to gag, but there was nothing. Oh god, Y/N didn’t have a gag reflex. Ideas were popping into my mind like flies, ideas that were making me become hard again.
Fighting with myself, I couldn’t take it anymore and made a decision.
“Fuck it,” I muttered and walked forward.
Just as I rinsed my mouth out, the bathroom door swung open, startling me. I let out a squeak and with wide eyes, clutched the towel and stared at the tall figure in the doorframe. Austin towered just inches away in all his shirtless glory, staring at me with an intense look that set my body on fire.
“Au-Austin. What are yo-”
“Don’t talk, Y/N. Not just yet,” he muttered and reached out to pull me into a kiss. Totally taken by surprise, I leaned back.
“What has gotten into you?!” My lips were tingling.
He cupped my cheeks, fingers tangling themselves in my wet hair. “Let me show you, Y/N, please.” His face was so close to mine. Glancing down at his lips, I unthinkingly leaned in, wanting to taste them again. This time the kiss started off slow, timid, but quickly turned desperate. I gripped onto his shoulders as his hands made their way to my hips and lifted me onto the sink, standing in between my legs. I could feel the bottom of the towel riding up my thighs, exposing my heat.
Austin was in control as he coaxed my mouth open, deepening the kiss. He slipped his hands under the hem of the towel. I wanted him desperately, but fought the urge to rip off his shorts and drag him into the shower. A hand came agonizingly close to my core, his knuckles brushing my dampness and then moved away. A groan of frustration escaped me. “Tell me you don’t want me to take you here,” he murmured against my lips. “Tell you don’t want me to spin you around and bend you over this vanity.” He slid his fingers down thigh and cupped me suddenly.
I gasped and licked my lips, struggling with my control. My hips bucked and my back arched as I rocked toward him. “Yes,” I managed to breathe. “Please.”
Austin pressed his lips to my ear. “Please what?”
“Please.” I begged, curling my fingers in his hair. “Please, Austin, touch me.”
He smirked and next thing I knew his fingers were on me. His fingers flexed, rubbing me and I release a throaty moan. I could let this man touch me for hours if he wanted. I want him to make me lose control with just his heavenly touch.
Austin slid his fingers across my core. “You’re so damn wet,” he murmured, touching my clit and I let out a soft moan.
“Austin…” I was starting to beg; his hands were driving me crazy as they worked me closer to the edge. My nails bit into his shoulder, causing a low growl to rumble deep in his chest. Peering up at Austin’s face, heat exploded over my skin; his eyes were clouded with lust and something else I couldn’t put my finger on.
A sexy smirk pulled at his lips. “You don’t know how long I’ve wanted to touch you like this, Y/N.” My heart sped up at a ridiculous pace as he unraveled the towel, letting it slip off and expose my body. A hum of approval rumbled in Austin’s chest. “Fucking perfect…”
Heat crawled up my neck and spilled into my cheeks, flooding it with color. I wanted to scold myself; how could I be self-conscious at a time like this? The man I had been wanting for so many years was finally showing interest. Get it together, Y/N!
Lifting a trembling hand, I slid my fingers over his abdomen, feeling the muscles tighten at my touch. I slowly slipped them under the hem of his shorts until I had a hold onto what I was searching for. With a smirk of my own and a small squeeze, I lifted my eyes to meet his as I started to pump my hand. His member is rock hard as I move my hand up and down, causing a deep groan from the back of his throat.
“Y/N…” Austin’s voice was raspy and thick with pleasure, sending the butterflies in my stomach into a frenzy. I leaned forward to plant kisses along his chest, nibbling at the skin a few times. In my hand, his member jerked and before he could release, I let go, leaving him breathing heavily.
“Oh, that’s how you wanna play, huh?” He grabbed my ass and lifted me up, causing me to wrap my legs around his waist. Walking from the bathroom, he moved us down the hall until we made it into his bedroom. I was dropped onto the mattress and suddenly he was above me, straddling my thighs. With a wicked glint in in eyes, he slid down and spread my legs open. Heat coursed through me as his gaze devoured my body. His hands left a trail of tingling skin as they slowly slid down my thighs.
Fingers gripping the sheets, hips rocking in small circles, breathing ragged; Austin was causing every nerve in my body to heighten. Finger tips ghosted over my wet folds and I tentatively raised my hips, silently begging for more. Finally taking the hint, Austin held my hip with one hand as the other cupped me. A finger slowly entered me and began moving at a steady pace, causing the knot in my stomach to start forming.
As he kept a steady speed, I wasn’t climbing fast enough to my high, until he pushed deeper and brushed my right spot. A whimper escaped me as my fingers dug into the sheets and another finger was added. My back arched and my toes curled.
“Oh god…” I gasped and shut my eyes, electricity zipping through my veins. I dragged my teeth along my bottom lip, trying to keep back the loud moan that desperately wanted to come out as Austin picked up his speed. Breathing was becoming very difficult and the knot was getter tighter and tighter with every stroke. A moan made its way out into the air and I could feel myself getting closer to the edge, all he had to do was stroke a few more times and I’d be thrown over.
My breath hitched in the back of my throat. “A-austin..I-” And just as I was about to lose control, his fingers were gone and the knot began to come undone. Opening my eyes, I saw him grinning down at me and my face pinched into a glare. “Come on, don’t be like th-” Lips crashed with mine and the words fell away. Our tongues fought for dominance, but his easily won and he took over completely.
Reaching down, he tugged off the shorts with ease and leaned over to open the night stand drawer. I grabbed his arm to stop him, and leaned up to his ear.
“Don’t use it. Just pull out,” I whispered with a smile, nibbling his earlobe before laying back on the pillow and wrapping my legs securely around his waist. Running a hand through his dark hair, I couldn’t help but let out a satisfied purr and tugged on it.
“You sure about this?” Austin asked quietly, leaning forward to brush his lips against mine. I nodded and sealed them together, bringing my hands to his back and pulled him closer. Spreading my legs wider, he fit himself between them and with one last look of conformation, he slid into me.
The feeling of him was better than I had imagined; his size filled me completely and sent a delicious burning sensation running through my body. Pulling out slowly, he thrusted back in and repeated until he created a speed that sent my eyes rolling into the back of my head. I lifted my hips to meet his.
Austin groaned, burying his face in my neck. “God, Y/N…you feel so good.” He kissed my neck, instantly finding my sweet spot. I let out a low moan and gripped his back. This only made him go faster; my legs were beginning to tremble as our bodies moved with one another. Our skin was becoming slick with sweat and the knot in my stomach tightened more and more.
“God, Austin, don’t stop…” I was getting close, and I could tell he was, too. Leaning down, he took one of my breast into his mouth, causing me to cry out as the electricity sparked. He sucked gently, rolling my nipple with his tongue as he rubbed the other. When he was satisfied with his work, he switched, giving my other breast the same attention. My head was spinning and the knot felt like it would snap any minute. “I’m clo-” I breathed out, but it was cut off by Austin’s lips.
His hands shifted underneath my back and he sat us up, sitting me in his lap. Gripping his shoulders, I began to move up and down and with one powerful thrust, I was flooded by my high. A loud moan of his name escaped my lips as ecstasy burst into my veins at my release; the feeling spreading all throughout my body and crashed over me like a tidal wave.
As I came down from it, I opened my eyes to lock with Austin’s. Lust no longer clouded the beautiful brown hue, something else was swirling around like storm clouds but I couldn’t tell what.
But my mind quickly switched to another part of him. Sliding off, I pushed him back until he was laying down, a grin stuck on my lips all the while. I straddled his waist, only to slide down a little further; my eyes scanned his chest and went lower to his still hard member. Licking my lips, my eyes flickered up to his, wanting to see his expression.
It was a delicious mixture of excitement and surprise which set my insides on fire again. With a wicked smile, I grabbed a hold of the throbbing member and started to pump up and down. As I leaned forward to place a kiss on the tip, a handful of my hair was clutched in his grip and he impatiently guided my mouth onto him. Taking almost all of him, I moved my head up and then down again, pumping what I couldn’t take with my hand. Swirling my tongue around his shaft, he groaned as I hollowed my cheeks. The grip he had on my hair tightened, fueling the fiery desire inside me.
I bobbed my head faster and kept my eyes focused on Austin’s face. “Fuck, Y/N,” His growl was low, yet powerful, making my stomach flip. By now, I was deep throating him with ease and I could feel him swelling as he drew closer to his release. The look of pure ecstasy on his face made the desire burn more and I let out an unexpected moan. The vibration from it sent him over the edge and he released into my mouth.
“God, I fucking love you,” he groaned, tugging on my hair one last time before letting go.
I froze. What did he say? Sitting up, I swallowed hard , the stickiness slowly gliding down my throat as I stared at Austin blankly. Could I have heard him wrong? There was no way he could have meant that…right? We were only friends. Who just had some wildly passionate sex.
I cleared my throat as he sat up. “W-what did you say?” My heart was beating faster than it ever had; nervousness began to leak into my veins.
Austin opened his mouth, confusion written all over his face, but then he stopped as recognition seeped in. “Shit,” He rubbed a hand over his face. “Y/N, I…I’m sorry, it just came out. It-it was an accident, I didn’t mean to say it. I’m sorry.”
I sat there, searching his eyes; they held honest sincerity, but also something else. I hadn’t recognized it before, but now I knew exactly what those storm clouds were that swirled in his brown eyes. My heart began to speed up for another reason; pure happiness.
“You said you love me. Is that true?” I asked quietly, but firmly.
Austin frowned slightly and tilted his head a little. “…yes. I…I love you, Y/N. Ever since we were in high school, I’ve loved you. It’s okay if you don’t feel the sa-”
I never moved so fast in my life; before he could finish, I scrambled forward and pulled him into a long, deep kiss. His hands hesitantly grabbed onto my waist while I wrapped my arms tighter around his neck. When we finally pulled away, our breathing was heavy and ragged. Austin cracked an eye open.
“So, does this mean you feel the same or…?”
I rolled my eyes and grinned. “Oh, shut up and kiss me again.” With a chuckle, he grabbed the back of my neck and gently pulled my lips to meet his. This kiss was slow but passionate, more intense than any other we had shared. I broke the kiss and leaned my forehead against his.
With a smile, I said, “Yes, this means I love you, too.”
Austin’s smile was breathtaking as his eyes crinkled at the ends in the most adorable way. “You do know this means we’re gonna have to tell the guys, right? Alan’s going to be so heartbroken; he has the biggest crush on you.”
I laughed. “Maybe I should’ve went to live with him instead.” At this, Austin rolled his eyes and then kissed me again.