imagine-narusasu  asked:

ok! so, out of curiosity, 1-50 for the anime questions please <3 if you don't mind!

I dont know, did you mean 1 and 50 or all of 50 questions, but I will pretend what it the first, because Im too lazy to answer on all it…

1. What got you into anime?

“Sonic the hedgehog” game:D I was totaly in love into this pixel game when was a child, and when my dad found a little book with official art, I could stare at it by hours. In this times in Russia almost did not show foreign cartoons on TV, and anime style was a shock for me x) A some years later “Sonic X” series was appeared on our family channel, and me with my older brother was amazed! We screams so loud, what dad thought that in our room started a fire :`з Good old times..

50. How has anime impacted you as a person?

Hmm…At first, it helped to get rid of some complexes, what Ive got in the primary school. At second, Im think it brought me and my brother very closer together (we are best friends ^-^). At third, it kinda formed my life views (like being tolerate, accept and respect all kind of people-and same for my brother. We both in LGBT community, respect people of all race and religion, and sometimes Im think what he is more feminist than me, hah :D ) And at fourthly, it impacted at my taste. My clothing style is pretty much inspired from anime outfits, my friend even calls me “moe-fatale”, because my style is something in the middle of moe and femme fatale x)) 

Thank you so much for asking, love!:з That was very interesting to analyze and remember this things //^__^//


Anyway here’s a summary of my day so far

Monday 8:27am
I woke up with you on my mind.
You called me babe last night —
my heart is still pounding.

Tuesday 10:53pm
Today I realized we won’t work.
What we are is hurting her.
And I think she matters more to me than you do.

Wednesday 11:52pm
I broke things off with you today.
She barely said a word.
I’ve never regretted anything more than this.

Thursday 4:03pm
I shouldn’t have sent that message.
You shouldn’t have been so okay with receiving it.

Friday 9:57pm
I almost messaged you today.
I didn’t.

Saturday 8:49pm
I’m walking around town in search of alcohol.
They say that liquor numbs the pain of having a broken heart.
I want to put that to the test.

Sunday 2:32am
I heard you texted a girl you’ve never spoken to before.
I wonder if it’s because you’re trying to replace me.
I can’t help but wish you weren’t.
I thought I was irreplaceable.

—  a week with you on my mind, c.j.n.
Looking back, I can’t remember the truth. I blew everything out of proportion so I could feel the hurt and betrayal and write about it in vivid detail. It was my own method of torture. My own undoing; and I enjoyed every second of it.
—  c.j.n.