old school crushes

All of them are bi

damn the delivery boy.

Pairing: Jeon Jeongguk / Reader.

Genre: Expecting Parents AU / Fluff and Non-explicit smut.

Summary: Jeon Jeongguk is a computer science major working as a pizza delivery boy, and you are an uninspired published author who has just started an art degree. When you realise that the delivery boy is your old high school crush, he keeps coming back, but with more to offer than just puff pastry and vegetarian supreme. Though little did he know that he would end up giving you something much more that flips both of your worlds completely upside down in the form of two blue lines and nine months.

Count: 9,656 words.


month one.

Two lines.

The second is a little faint, but it is there, undeniably there, growing stronger by the second as your heart sinks deeper into the pit of your stomach and suddenly you are keeling over the sink, throwing up a combination of panic and regret. You wipe your mouth, sit back on the closed lid of the toilet, shut your eyes and take a deep breath, holding it until your lungs burn and your lashes fly back apart to look at the test still shaking between your fingertips.

There, right before your eyes, two fucking blue lines protruding like two middle fingers, poking up at you and saying – Congratulations sucker, you are pregnant!

Twenty-three years old and pregnant.

You throw up again.

This has got to be the biggest mistake of your life.

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Take a look at the fics from the 1000 Feelings For Which There Are No Names Challenge !

As usual, all my fic recs are in the masterpost.

⭐️ Wholehearted , by TheMagicWord  : AU. When superstar singer and winner of The Voice Louis Tomlinson tweets “Nothing worse than waking up with no milk for a cuppa !! Gutted” he doesn’t expect someone to bring him some. And he really doesn’t expect that someone to have bright green eyes, long curly hair, and (fucking) dimples.

Larry famous not famous AU (77k) : stop everything and read it now. Fav smut (kind of share that)(also ANKLE KINK), and a bit of angst because closeting and bearding.

⭐️See Clearly Now , by @a-writerwrites : OR a five-times fic where two guys, one college dorm room and a faulty door lead to a few embarrassing situations and finding out more about themselves and each other than they ever bargained for. 

Larry Roommates Uni AU (11k) : omg so much wanking. All the wanking. And so much fun !

⭐️  On The Open Road , by MoonlitLarrie : Harry and Louis grew up together, they shared childhood and teenage memories, but they never really got along. What happens when they reunite after four years of not seeing each other, and they find out that the person they hated so much is not the same person anymore? Or a short roadtrip!au in which Harry and Louis have to travel together across the US, deal with the past and of course, share a bed.

Larry road-trip and hate to love AU (24k) : the question is : will I never be tired of this plot ? The answer is : NEVER. Great story, and funny moments ! also car sex , WHOOP WHOOP. (read the tags for TW)

⭐️ come away with me , by @fukcinglouis :  Louis had such big plans. He wanted so much out of life, and so did Amy. Now Bridget is going to grow up without a mother, and she’s always going to wonder what it would be like if this hadn’t happened. He wonders if she’ll blame him for her mother’s death as she gets older, or if she’ll understand that this is just as painful for Louis as it is for her. Louis doesn’t know how he’s going to raise her on his own, because he’s a fantastic father, yes, but he’s always been the fun parent, and Amy was in charge of the rules. He doesn’t know how to make sure Bridget has everything she needs all the time, doesn’t know how to make her favorite meal or how to do that one braid she loves to have in her hair or how to teach her to be the best person she can be. He doesn’t know how to live without Amy, he doesn’t know what he’s going to do. Or, Louis has to pick up the pieces of his and his daughter’s life after his wife dies, and Harry is a beautiful stranger that just wants to help.

Larry single dad Louis (80k) : this is hurting a lot tbh. Widower Louis (and fair warning, you’ll see his wife in the first chapter), a very big sexual identity crisis, a lot of angst … and it’s awesome. Kind of share that for the smut!

⭐️The Oldest Magic Word  , by anonymous : Louis gets called up to play Seeker for the English National Team and when he gets there, he finds out that Harry Styles, his old school crush, is the Team Healer.

Larry Harry Potter AU (18k) : say hello to the HP Exchange ! also sayyyy helllo to teasing/pining/sexual tension !! GREAT :)) (love you forever for the shower sex)(bottom Louis)

⭐️When You Look Like That , by @hrrytomlinson​ : “You… you still have the dress form I got you for your eighteenth birthday? You’ve kept it for ten years, Harry?” Louis’ eyes flick around Harry’s studio. It’s big and modern, with floor to ceiling windows that help flood the room in bright sunlight, just like the lobby. However, he can’t stop staring at the faded, but present, heart surrounding the “H + L” written delicately in Louis’ handwriting in the center of the mannequin. Louis is a songwriter who is nominated for a Grammy and he needs a suit. Fast. He seeks out help from a very popular, very mysterious designer who just so happens to be his ex-boyfriend.

Larry AU (16k) famous-famous AU and ex to lovers , with a great story, fluffy and not angsty or smutty :)

⭐️ Be with me so happily , by @briannamarguerite Or … the one where Harry Styles has a bad reputation and a heart of gold, and Louis Tomlinson wishes he wasn’t so enchanted by boys who looked like Disney characters and wore shirts with bumble bees on them. [aka Louis is the director of the Styles Elephant Sanctuary and really doesn’t want to babysit his funder’s spoiled lay-about son for two months]

Larry AU (42k) : rich and kind of famous Harry, sassy Louis, some hate to love who doesnt last long, a bit of angst (and elephants will make me you emo) , also yay smut ! (kind of share that)

⭐️ a body wishes to be held & held , by turnyourankle : Harry wants to return the favour after Louis helps him out with his heat.

Larry a/b/o (7k) : let’s be real : it’s smut. Hellooooo dirty talks ! Omega Harry !

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ϟ  10 harry potter au fics you should read  ϟ

Magic, Love Potions and Idiots (23k)

Niall, Liam, and Zayn attempt to slip Louis some love potion, thinking it would be hilarious to watch him swoon over Harry for three days, and they’re excitedly waiting for him to make a fool of himself after he drinks it, but when he does, literally nothing has changed and he acts exactly the same….

…and then the plan evolves and Hogwarts is the set for the newest gay comedy starring Harry, Louis, and Nick.

Can You Feel This Magic In The Air? (It Must Have Been The Way You Kissed Me) (3k)

The one where no one knows what House Harry is in.

Can’t Hide It, You Might As Well Embrace It (67k)

Together since they were teenagers, Harry and Louis are professors at Hogwarts School of Witchcraft and Wizardry. They may also secretly be married.

We Will Find Our Way (23k)

“Yeah, well you see I was just… erm. I’m sleep walking!”

“Sleepwalking?”

“Yep,” Harry nods his head. “Definitely sleep walking right now.”

Louis’ lips turn up in amusement. “You’re really talkative for a sleep walker. Do you usually wear shoes to bed?” He points down at Harry’s bedroom shoes in the shape of a badger and Harry shuffles his feet.

“Yeah, I know that I’m going to sleepwalk so I wear shoes to bed so I don’t stub my toe and hurt it,” Harry explains hardly believing that Louis is actually humoring his very obvious lie.

Louis maintains a stern expression for only a minute before he bursts out laughing.“You do talk some shit, don’t you?”

Or the one where Harry is a Hufflepuff, Louis is a Slytherin and they take midnight walks together.

Close Your Eyes (And Let The Word Paint a Thousand Pictures) (7k)

Harry thinks it’s a good idea to use cheesy pick-up lines to reveal his feelings to Louis.

An Underrated Type of Trouble (23k)

Harry is the Head Boy, Louis is a troublemaker and they both like each other too much to get in each other’s way.

Fallin’ into you, falling for each other (20k)

After years of not trusting Slytherins- even though he and Harry constantly bump into each other, almost like fate- Louis puts aside his inter house bias when his younger sister is sorted into that very house, meanwhile those feelings of hate for Harry change rather quickly.

A Fully Armed Battalion (To Remind You of My Love) (5k)

Everyone at Hogwarts knows that Professor Styles and Professor Tomlinson absolutely despise each other. It’s too bad that they’re in love.

The Oldest Magic Word (18k)

Louis gets called up to play Seeker for the English National Team and when he gets there, he finds out that Harry Styles, his old school crush, is the Team Healer.

L'Été en Azur (26k)

In which Hogwarts students Louis, Liam and Niall go on a summer exchange to Beauxbatons.

you got your spell on me baby - 6k // harry styles & louis tomlinson // {1/1} // by demiboyharrie 

Auror Louis is under orders to keep muggles from being exposed to magic, including wizards posing as muggle magicians. Usually he can spot the criminals, but one time he doesn’t.

The Oldest Magic Word - 18k // harry styles & louis tomlinson // {1/1} // by FullOnLarrie

Louis gets called up to play Seeker for the English National Team and when he gets there, he finds out that Harry Styles, his old school crush, is the Team Healer.

if you let it be something - 10k // niall horan & zayn malik // {1/1} // by zcinmalik

“The only reason–” George suddenly can’t contain his laughter and needs to take a moment to collect himself. He doubles over for a few long seconds, then straightens up again to wipe an imaginary tear from his eye. “Oh, lad. The only reason that potion would cause someone to nearly propose marriage is if they were already embarrassingly in love with you.”

Love Like Wildfire - 22k // harry styles & louis tomlinson // {1/1} // by perfectdagger

Louis was an Omega and a Prefect. Harry was an Alpha and a little rascal. They were mates, drawn to each other since they first met in the Hogwarts Express. They worked well like that, or at least they tried, which only made their relationship way more interesting.

put your head against my life (here i am) - 13k // harry styles & louis tomlinson // {9/9} // by phoenixflyinghigh 

Louis is the youngest, most accomplished Potions Master that Hogwarts has seen, but can he learn how to heal the cracks in his heart he’s been ignoring?

Try to Impress - 6k // niall horan & zayn malik // {1/1} // by hilarry13

Hufflepuff pure-blood Niall tries to impress Nerdy Cute muggle born Zayn at the new Hogwarts Scify/Fantasy Club. Cue lots of pining, menacing Louis and cute fluff!

Sweeter Than Wine - 15k // harry styles & louis tomlinson // {1/1} // by letsjustsee 

When Wizard!Louis goes to a muggle club for a change of pace, his one night stand ends up being much more than he bargained for.

Right Smart Spell - 11k // harry styles & louis tomlinson // {1/1} // by distortedrain 

Harry is a muggleborn who’s very, very nervous about school at Hogwarts but Louis, a pureblood who is also a first year, takes Harry under his wing and teaches the ins and outs of Hogwarts.

We Will Find Our Way - 23k // harry styles & louis tomlinson // {1/1} // by amomentoflove 

Or the one where Harry is a Hufflepuff, Louis is a Slytherin and they take midnight walks together.

love came and hit me in the eye - 10 k // niall horan & louis tomlinson // {1/1} // by niallhoranbitches

How to woo a Hufflepuff? Zayn read with disbelief clear in his voice. “You’re kidding?”

“Nah,” Louis answered proudly. “This is serious research that will give me all the knowledge I need.”

Hold up, no, you didn’t bow down - 4k // harry styles & louis tomlinson // {4/4} // by 1975reasons

Louis Tomlinson was the Gryffindor golden boy, always managing to earn his house points and winning them any and all quidditch tournament he could get his team on. He was the picture of perfection and grace and he was deeply loved and admired by all his fellow students, house members or not.

And then, of course, there was Harry Styles. The prettiest, most infuriating piece of work Slytherin had ever managed to produce since Professor Malfoy and that’s saying something.

Always And Forever - 4k // harry styles & louis tomlinson // {1/1} // by smileformemylovely // 

Life is hard when you’re the savior of the Wizarding World, when the one person who was supposed to be there for you isn’t.

An Underrated Type of Trouble - 22k // harry styles & louis tomlinson // {5/5} // by anchortied 

Or, Harry is the Head Boy, Louis is a troublemaker and they both like each other too much to get in each other’s way.

we push and pull like magnets do - 17k // harry styles & louis tomlinson // {2/2} // by larry_is_mine

or Louis finds himself struggling with dealing with exams and has to deal with somehow getting stuck with Harry Fucking Styles of all people as his tutor.

it’s always darkest before the dawn - 18k // harry styles & louis tomlinson // {1/3} // by lostboysoflondon

Seventh Year Hogwarts AU. Amidst the darkness of an impending second Wizarding War, Louis struggles to reconcile his feelings for Harry with his role in The Resistance. 

Been here all along - 28k // harry styles & louis tomlinson // {10/10} // by Cherrie

Harry is 11 year old wizard who was brought up in muggle home and now is on his way to his new school. Everything is new and exciting, and nothing can hold his attention for more than two seconds at the time, expect for this one boy with blue eyes, silver tongue and green tie around his neck. He can hold Harry’s attention for two seconds, or you know… forever.

Keep Your Hands Up, So I Can See - 30k // harry styles & louis tomlinson // {9/9} // by xxSterre

Or: an AU where Louis is the golden Slytherin Seeker, with Jesy and Perrie as both teammates as well as his BFFS, and Harry is the Hufflepuff Seeker - and also Louis’ arch nemesis, or is he?

only words to protect - 30k // nick grimshaw & liam payne & louis tomlinson // {1/1} // by serenityandtea

Hogwarts AU in which Hogwarts really isn’t the safest place in the Wizarding World any more, Louis and Liam just want the war to be over already, and Nick thinks he’s sending them off to boarding school.

Keep me from falling - 20k // zayn malik & liam payne // {2/?} // by shiningdistractionwrites

It’s their seventh year at Hogwarts, and Liam and Zayn are selected as co-Head Boys, from Gryffindor and Slytherin, respectively.

It’s unexpected, to say the least, and it really doesn’t help that they can’t agree on a single thing.

(It also doesn’t help that their Headmaster doesn’t seem to care at all, that there’s nothing quite like a good prank to relieve stress, that Liam looks good in a Quidditch uniform, or that they may or may not have slept together once in sixth year.)

you call it hope, it is but agony of desire - 5k // harry styles & louis tomlinson // {1/1}// by curlyfries

Louis has had a crush on Harry for the longest time, but when he stumbles upon the Mirror of Erised, he’s still surprised at what he finds reflected back at him. When they finally meet, it doesn’t seem like it’s meant to be, but after a little help in a stressful situation, maybe Louis could re-evaluate.

A story where Louis and Harry are meant to be, there’s more pets, and an unrequited crush turns into a blossoming new love.

Figure Me Out - 5k // harry styles & louis tomlinson // {1/1} // by toritastic11 

Harry and Louis were enemies since day one, their Gryffindor and Slytherin pride getting the best of them from first year. Unsavory circumstances land them in detention together and who knows what can happen when you go in with an open mind.

Talk Me Down - 27k // zayn malik & louis tomlinson ; harry styles & louis tomlinson // {8/8} // by lou_beatrix

Louis is just someone who has a lot of love to give. His polyamorous relationship with Harry is beautiful and perfect, and when Zayn transfers to Hogwarts from Beauxbatons in their 5th year, Louis finds himself drawn to him as well. But Zayn’s difficult childhood brings up problems that maybe Louis can’t fix, and maybe Zayn can’t either.

let me take your heart, love you in the dark - 7k // zayn malik & harry styles // {1/1} // by leighbot 

Or, Zayn and Harry are secretly together and both entirely sick of sneaking around. They don’t handle it very well.

There’s No Antidote For This Curse - 27k // harry styles & louis tomlinson // {2/2} // by LiveLaughLoveLarry 

New York City, 1924. Harry Styles is an Auror working for MACUSA. Louis Tomlinson is an investigative reporter for the Daily Prophet in London. They haven’t seen each other for years, but when bodies start showing up in Central Park, Louis travels to New York to cover the story. The two work together to uncover the killer, and uncover a few other secrets along the way.

Here Comes the Thunder - 8k // zayn malik & liam payne // {1/?} // by iwanttowriteyouafic 

Or the one where Liam is Head Boy, Louis and Niall are Quidditch captains, and Zayn and Harry are Ilvermony students stuck at Hogwarts for reasons no one is quite brave enough to explain.

I’ve been thinking ‘bout it all day - 8k // harry styles & louis tomlinson // {1/1} // by LSFOREVER 

or, Harry gets a job in Perrie and Louis’ potion shop. He wasn’t planning on the huge crush he develops on his boss.

Green Eyes - 13k // harry styles & louis tomlinson // {1/1} // by Cherrie

Sometimes things don’t go according to plan. Sometimes people who should be the closest to you are the ones you sometimes need to get away from, and sometimes just a job can turn into the most important thing in your life.

a truth so loud you can’t ignore - 4k // harry styles & louis tomlinson // {½} // by 5sexualhomos 

Liam just wants to get through Sixth Year relatively unscathed. He wants to pass his N.E.W.T.S and beat Slytherin in Quidditch for the first time in four years. But he can’t do that when Louis, his best Seeker, is off hooking up with Harry Styles during practice.

fake it ‘till you make it - 14k // harry styles & louis tomlinson // {1/1} // by tempolarriefics 

or, the one where Harry and Louis are seventh years at Hogwarts and while trying to make Liam jealous, fall in love along the way.

Some Secrets - 11k // niall horan & liam payne // {1/1} // by stylindad 

Or the one where Liam is a fifth year in charge of showing the mysterious new transfer student, Niall Horan, around the school.


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Random Omegaverse Starters/Prompts

This is my first time doing anything like this. Please if you don’t think any of these are good, feel free to tell me and I will fix them or try again. Thank you loves. <3

  1. - Omega accidentally getting the wrong dry cleaning after trying it on and having to find the Alpha that it belongs too by the information the dry cleaners give them and the scent still left on the clothes. 
  2. - “Hey! You didn’t have to save me ya’know. Just because I’m an Omega doesn’t mean I’m weak! I could handle myself.”
  3. - Alpha asks a friend or a random Omega to be their plus one to a family event so their traditional family doesn’t even them lip for still being single. 
  4. - Alpha is out and about when they catch the scent of an Omega in heat. When they trail it and find the Omega, they’re surrounded by unwanted Alphas. Knight in shining armor comes to the rescue. 
  5. - “I don’t know you and you don’t know me, but my heat is about to start and I could really use some help right now.”
  6. - Omega helping an Alpha pick out clothes at the store for a new outfit. 
  7. - “This is not a place for a tiny Omega to be this late at night.”
  8. - Omega goes to an Alpha, who doesn’t look too menacing, and clings on them to get away from another creepy Alpha/Beta. 
  9. - Beta friend setting up friends on a date. 
  10. - “God, you smell ridiculously good.” 
  11. - “I smelled you from across the room and I gotta say, you have the best scent in the history of scents.”
  12. - Alpha randomly hugging an Omega that doesn’t have a jacket on outside as it starts snowing. 
  13. - Alpha or Omega scenting an Alpha/Omega on the bus or train, stuttering and blushing as soon as they are caught red handed. 
  14. - Drunk one nightstand with accidental bonding or mating marks. 
  15. - Alpha goes into rut and the closest Omega comes to save them before they cause any damage. 
  16. - Omega following the scent of an Alpha unconsciously and snaps out of the daze when he bumps into his or her back. 
  17. - Omega trying to get some heavy things out of their car and Alpha comes to help before they blow out their back. 
  18. - Omega gets a sperm donor and pregnant, and curiously contacts the father/mother to tell them they are welcomed in the pup(s) life(lives). 
  19. - “I’m stressed out, I gotta nest and cuddle. Please come over?” 
  20. - “I tried to recreate that dessert you made that one time, and now I have something that looks like oatmeal and not cake batter. Send help?” 
  21. - Alpha finding an Omega crying and automatically offers to comfort them and fight the reason that they are crying. 
  22. - Alpha bumping into an old Omega crush from school, then stammers as they try to ask them about life. 
  23. - “You’re not like other Omegas, are you?” 
  24. - “I love you, screw an arrange bonding!” 
  25. - “I want you to be the father/mother of my pups, and no one else.” 
  26. - Alpha courting the Omega, but not doing it in a romantic way. So they start gifting the Omega toothpaste and socks. 
  27. - Omega taking it upon themselves to court an available Alpha. Getting the attention of the Alpha with no problem whatsoever. 
  28. - “An actual puppy is just practice for a real pup!”
  29. - Alpha’s parents arrange their bonding to an Omega. 
  30. - Omega asking an Alpha to take them home from a party because they are scared by how many people are there. 
  31. - “I need a heir, I know you will be a wonder mother/father. Please help me make a baby.” 
  32. - Omega is a doctor and Alpha is a nurse. They always get made fun of by their peers, until they find each other sad in the break room. 
  33. - “Why do you have a fake bonding mark?” 
  34. - “My ex-boyfriend is here, please scent me before he tries to do something towards me.” 
  35. - Alpha asks friends out to eat, Beta friend tells everyone to stay home, but the Omega so Alpha/Omega can have an impromptu date. 
  36. - Alpha is a single parent and needs to hire an Omega nanny to help them out with their Omega/Beta child. 
  37. - “You’ll make an amazing mate one day, I know I’d be honored to be bonded to you.”
  38. - Omega trying to flirt with an Alpha, but getting too nervous and run away. Only to have the Alpha chase after them to make sure they are okay. 
  39. - Alpha goes feral for whatever reason, Omega steps in to calm them down before they are tranquilized and taken away. 
  40. Pregnant widowed Omega calls a friend or service to have an Alpha come comfort them since their previous mate is dead. 

Again, tell me if you like these or think if these are dumb. I need to know to fix them and make them less shitty. 

I hope you do like them though. Thank you loves. 

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just doin some summer sketchbookin (aka my wallet was too thicc bc of movie tickets so i decided to just stick it in an empty ntbk) found some old papers abt school n crushes n shiz n decided to just throw in monet & papemelroti prints ✌️😊💕

After All These Years

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Rating: Teen and Up Audience

Relationship: Castiel/Dean Winchester

Additional Tags: Alternate Universe, Pretend Relationship, Reunion, Fluff, Single Dad Dean, Crushes, Falling in Love

Publishing Date: September 24

Summary:


“Please, Dean!! Please!”

“Are you kidding me?”

Jo’s eyes are suddenly very big and wide and a serious competition for Sam’s puppy dog look. “It’s just for a weekend …”

“You want me to pretend to be your freaking boyfriend?”

“Maybe three days tops …”

Jo!”

“Okay, closer to four days. I promised I’d help with the preparations for the wedding …”

While she keeps rambling about flower arrangements and seating plans Dean rolls his eyes, wondering once again why he didn’t bother to look for some better friends when he still got the chance.


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(In which Dean finds himself at a wedding as Jo’s fake boyfriend against his will, groaning and complaining the whole time, but still trying to appear all handsome and perfect and utterly in love since he’s an awesome friend like that (and since Jo would make his life a living hell otherwise). And just when he begins to think that it won’t be so bad to eat tons of free food and let his daughter Emma enjoy the festivity his gaze suddenly meets the two bluest eyes in existence and the world stops to move for a moment.

Because of course the groom’s brother turns out to be his old high school crush Castiel – the only person Dean was never able to forget – and things start to become really freaking complicated all of a sudden.)


The first chapter will be posted on September 24, followed by weekly updates!

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The Oldest Magic Word

by Anonymous

Louis gets called up to play Seeker for the English National Team and when he gets there, he finds out that Harry Styles, his old school crush, is the Team Healer. 

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YOUNG: Part 1 ( COLE X READER)

Summary : Word on the block goes Cole is returning to his old boarding school to prepare himself for a role in his upcoming movie. Psst, and he’s bringing along a special friend. Eveyrbody is excited to have him back, except for a certain (Y/n). You’re sure as hell not excited to see your first love walk through those door again.

A/N: I’m a sucker for boarding school love stories! I think it’s dangerous and cute! I hope you like this one :) By the way, in this story, you’re 18 and so is Cole x Enjoy x

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You woke up to the sound of loud continuous knocks at your door.

You’ve been in boarding school for as long as you can remember. You’ve had your days but this being your final year, school has been great so far. You’ve also shifted to the senior’s block so now you have your own luxury room.

The ward bell always rung at 6:30 am sharp to wake everyone up so you have no idea who in the world is knocking on your door at this hour! It’s 5:45am.

Ugh, there’s nothing worse than interrupted sleep.

You rub your sleepy eyes and open the door to find an exhausted yet thrilled Wendy. Your best friend.

“What the hell, Wendy? There better a good reason for interrupting my sleep,”

She’s clearly out of breath,”Water. I need water, first.”

You hand her a bottle of water from your mini-fridge. “Now, tell me.” You yawn, still very sleepy.

“Cole,” she finally says,” he’s here, oh my god. While jogging I saw him and KJ APA go to the Boy’s block. KJ!!! Ohmygod, I’m so excited.”

She’s clearly thrilled about Cole’s return.

“Cole? You woke me up to 5 to give me the news the whole school already knows? Get out, Wendy!” you sigh

“What,” her excitement drops, “Aren’t you excited to see him? I mean, he was your..”

“WAS. He was someone I used to know. Now, he’s just the guy from Riverdale.”

“(Y/N),” Wendy’s voice softens as she holds your hand,”  Tell me the truth. Are you really over him? I mean, I know its been years but I , of all people, know how hard it was for you when he left.”

As much as you love your best friend, you hate the fact that she can read you so easily.

Flashback to when you were 15 and you still remember how Cole asked you to be his girlfriend. No, it wasn’t anything romantic and sweet. He was the school playboy, for Pete’s sake!

“(Y/N), can you be my girlfriend?” he asked you during one of your lazy Sunday stroll to the garden. You were quite taken aback, you were obviously a sucker for him but you knew what type of guy he was! Anyting but a commited boyfriend. He told you about every single one of his flings and about the girls he liked. He confided in you.

“What?”  was all you blurt at his odd request.

“I heard girls dig it when guys are taken, you know? Like, it speeds up our hard-to-get game or something. Also, school is getting really boring. Think of it as an experiment! Yeah, I’ll be your experimental boyfriend and you’ll be my experimental girlfriend. It’ll be cool to have someone to call my ‘girlfriend” .

You couldn’t help but laugh at his idiotic proposal but after hearing him plead that entire evening, you said “Alright!”. In your heart you were ecstatic to be called ‘Cole’s Girlfriend’.

Being his ‘girlfriend’ didn’t mean that he would court you everyday and leave his playboy etiquettes. You didn’t even expect him to, c’mon he was your best friend, you knew him better than he knew himself.

You simply put your heart on the line and agreed to his request because you’re his best friend. And best friends help best friends get chicks, right? Right?!

If only you could tell your 15 year old self, ‘..but not at the cost of your own heart’.

So  even though he referred to you as his girlfriend, Cole had his ways. Whenever you got upset at him for mingling with other girls , you reminded yourself that you had no right to feel that way. He made it very clear that it was all just a façade. You knew he wasn’t doing it to hurt you. He would never hurt you. He was just being him. As he had always been.

Cole liked having his share of fun but you were his best friend and he was always there for you when you needed him. The girlfriend status was just an experiment. He thought it was harmless and you couldn’t blame him either, he never knew you loved him.

Cole obviously liked you. But then again, he liked a lot of people. And a lot of people liked him. It wasn’t that deep. As for you, you were in love. He was your first love. You were in love with Cole and all of his little things. And when he told you that he had to leave, it broke your heart. But you never let him know because you knew he never felt the same way about you. You also knew how much acting meant to him. Cole really liked acting. You always knew he wanted to be an actor. So, you pretended like you didn’t mind and that, he didn’t matter.

Sure, you put up a smile everyday. No one was really concerned about you because they all knew that it was just one of those high school relationships. Nothing really serious.

The only person who you confided in was Wendy. She knew all about your happy-façade at school and about your 3am sobbings because your first love left before you even got to tell him you loved him.

It has been 2 years.

You’ve come far from the innocent 15 year old who fell in love with her best friend. You never dared speak of love ever since. Even though he left, Cole always found a way to haunt you back in your dreams and when you heard that he was coming back, you felt something trigger again- an old feeling, perhaps. Your unrequited love.You stayed up till 3am that night, constantly assuring your own self that it was just an old high school crush and that you were over it. But when you went to bed, the raven eyes of the boy you once loved came back to haunt you again.

“(Y/N)!” Wendy snap her fingers to bring you out of your reverie.

“I don’t know, Wendy. I mean, I  don’t think I love him anymore. C’mon, I don’t even know who he is anymore. But I, I don’t know. It’ll be weird, you know? Having him around…”

“Yeah, he was such an ass for lea-“

“No,” you cut her off and giggle, “He didn’t know. HAHA, we were just young. It didn’t mean anything. I just liked him..”

“Pff,” she scoffs,” No one spends 2 years trying to get over someone they just like,”

You roll your eyes.

“You don’t even watch Riverdale, for the love of G-“

“I don’t like Netflix,” you protest. You yawn, “Sigh, since we’re already up, let’s get ready for school.”

-

“Students,” Sir Knightly, the principal, draws attention during Breakfast hour.

All the students gather at the dining hall at 7am sharp for breakfast. You’re sitting at your usual table with Wendy and some other friends. You haven’t seen Cole yet.

“As you all may already be aware, we have a special guest in our midst.”

All the students turn their head to a particular direction at the back. You resist.

You continue looking straight at Sir Knightly instead for Cole’s face.

Who cares, he’s getting up on the podium in a while. I’ll see him then.

“Here they come,” Wendy whispers into your ear.

You clench your fists as two tall figures overpass your table and head towards the podium.

Cole Sprouse and KJ Apa. In Kingsville Boarding school uniform.

You lost your breath for a second. In two years, you’ve only seen him in your dreams and sometimes in Daily Mail when you accidently click on the Showbiz page.

He looked so much like… how he did in your dreams. Only, this one was real. He looked so good.

“ Cole Sprouse and KJ Apa, everyone!”

The dining hall roars with applause and little 15 year olds screaming.

“Since when did being good looking start earning grand applauses,” you roll your eyes and refuse to clap.

“Mr Sprouse is a former student of this school and we’re happy to have him back. He and Mr KJ will be joining you as a part of their 3-month summer program here. So, be nice and help them settle. Also, I don’t want girls screaming in the hallways.” Wow, Sir Knightly you are So hilarious.

Cole smiles as waves at everyone. Stop that, you’re not the Queen.

His eyes narrows at you and you feel yourself turn red. Quickly hiding behind Rachel, you sigh as your stomach sickens at the thought of seeing your unrequited lover again.

-

Seeing Cole at breakfast wasn’t really the most ideal way to start your day but after going through hours and hours of Calculus, French and history- your mind was way too occupied to worry about Cole. You’re dead ass tired but you have only 3 minutes before the practice for the Annual Winter Ball dance starts.

You put your hair up in a ponytail because you know how hot it gets in the practice room . And by hot, I mean the temperature.

You decide to remove your blazer and carry it with you to practice.

Oh shit, you’re one minute late. You know how Mrs Hurley hate late-comers!

You rush inside the class-room and you’re immediately greeted by Mrs Hurley and her cold stare.

Shit.

Everybody has already gathered and they’re staring at you. They know better than to be late for Mrs Hurley’s classes.

“I’m sorry for coming late, Mrs Hurley. I was-“

“It’s fine, sweetheart,” she smiles sweetly, “Off you go,”

How weird. You’re surprised at her sudden change of attitude.

It wasn’t long till you realized why she was acting that way. From the corner of your eye, you could see Cole and his redheaded friend.

That damn grin on his face.

You pretend not to notice him and concentrate on Mrs Hurley.

“As you all know, Kingsville holds a special ball every year. More specifically, the Annual Winter Ball. This year, we will be having the ball on the 21st of this month in Quentin Hall.  Since this is your final year here at Kingsville, you will be doing the traditional Kingsville dance during the first 3minutes of the program. “

The boys groan, “Can we get a pass?” Alec, the school’s badboy asks.

“No,” Mrs Hurley turns to Alec,”In fact, Alec, you will be one of the three students standing in the frontline.”

The boys roar in laughter as Alec roll his eyes and grunt.

“I’m gonna need a volunteer to start things off,” Mrs Hurley looks at the class with her eagle eyes.

Cole pushes KJ to the center stage. He had always been mischievous.

“Wonderful!” says Mrs Hurley. KJ looks over at Cole and mouths something while Cole starts applauding, and the whole class joins in.

You make sure not to turn towards his direction. It’s just WEIRD, you know? Simply having him there.

“We’ve got a boy, now I’m gonna need a girl volunteer.” And this time when Mrs Hurley searches the class for a girl volunteer, instead of hiding their faces, the girls confidently smile at her, trying to stand out from one another.

But not you.

The last thing you want right now is to dance with Cole’s friend in front of the entire class, in front of Cole.

“Hm, how about (y/n)? You came late to class, maybe this will make you improve punctuality”

You drop your head.

Sigh.

“Woo..” Wendy, your faithful friend cheers for you as you walk towards KJ.

“Hi,” Kj greets you. You give him a small smile.

I don’t want to do this I don’t want to do this I don’t want to do this.

“I need you two to face each other,” directs Mrs Hurley.

You do as instructed.

“Now, Mr KJ, place your hand around (y/n)’s waist.”

You can hear Cole coot from his seat.

KJ shoots Cole a look and then nervously places his hand around your waist.

“I’m a very bad dancer. I’m sorry you’re stuck with me,” you whisper at KJ

He chuckles, “It’s okay. I am not much of a dancer myself.”

“(y/n), back straight. Place one hand around Mr KJ and take his hand with the other.” You want to roll you eyes everytime she says ‘Mr KJ’, like he’s some kind of royalty.

“Perfect. Now stand still. Everyone, pay attention to this posture, this is the perfection we want.”

You and KJ scoff at the same time.

Mrs Hurley shoots a look at the two of you.

You and him immediately gulp and act all serious. When she looks away, KJ murmurs a ‘phew’, making you giggle.

-

The dance practice actually went really well. KJ wasn’t kidding when he said he wasn’t much of dancer, he eventually found out that you weren’t either. You had a lot of fun though, accidentally stepping on each other’s shoes, hitting each other’s arms, etc. You eventually got the hang of it, though. KJ wasn’t as bad as you thought he’d be. He was actually really nice. He kept whispering inside jokes and making you laugh with every mistake and with every step.

For a second, you forgot that the entire class was watching, you even forgot that Cole was there.

After class, KJ walked towards you and said, “You were great today, dancing queen. By the name, I didn’t even get your n-“

At a distance, you could see Cole walking towards the two of you. In panic, you run out of the room, leaving KJ confused.

Cole puts his arm around KJ, ”Why did she leave?”

“I don’t know. I didn’t even get her name.”

Cole snickers as he smiles and reply, ”My friend, that’s (Y/n). “

“Oh, the one you told us all about?”

-

You woke up again to sound of continuous knocks at your door. Unlike yesterday, this one was a quiet one. You groan as you check the time.

It’s  4:02am.

What the hell. Who could be at your door at 4:02 am? If it’s Wendy, she better have good reason for coming at this hour.

You rub your sleepy eyes and sleepily walk towards the door.

“Wendy, you bette-“

Staring back at you was the boy who once held your hand and ran towards the Kingsville Hill to chase the sunset.

Staring back at you were his Greenish-blue eyes.

Cole Sprouse calmly leaning against your door in his Black hoodie and black Pjs.

“Aw, you still look beautiful,” he grins at you.

Ugh. That grin.

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