old cd player


Based on this prompt I said I’d fill a few days ago:

boss: “know why I called you in here?”
me: “because I accidentally sent you a dick pic”
boss: “accidentally?”


(on ao3)

“You need to stop pining after people you haven’t even spoken to,” Lydia says one day, probably because Derek—er, Mr. Hale, their boss—has just stepped through the front door of the cafe where they’re having lunch, and Stiles has trailed off mid-word to watch him walk up to the counter. In Stiles’ defense, he’s never seen Mr. Hale outside of the office before, let alone Mr. Hale wearing a leather jacket over his dress shirt. God, and Stiles thought the tailored suits were bad enough…


“Uh, I have too spoken to him,” Stiles says indignantly, tearing his eyes away from Derek’s broad back across the room. “One day I was coming out of the break room and I almost walked right into him and he said, ‘Excuse me,’ so then I said, ‘Oops,’ and he smiled at me. Kind of. A little bit. I mean, I interpreted it as a smile. There was some prolonged eye contact.”

Lydia abruptly stops stirring her fat-free latte to stare at him—one of those Oh god, it’s worse than I thought kind of looks. “That’s it?”

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Butter-Fly (MIDI/Music Box ver.)
Digimon Adventure
Butter-Fly (MIDI/Music Box ver.)

when I was little I had this cd player and I was really into country at the time, so it had such hits as ‘I hope you dance’ ‘god bless the usa’ ‘I’m already there’ and a lot of reba.

Never Say Never (Part 8)

Pairing: Arthur (Mr.) Ketch x Reader
Word Count: 1,365
Warnings: Smut.  Fingering. Oral sex (male & female). Unprotected sex.
Sequel: Part 8/? of  Never Say Never

A huge thanks to @lucis-unicorn for being my beta and my idea bouncer and at times a co-author.  

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Enouement- 18

Summary: Told in reverse-chronological order, Enouement is the story of love and loss, telling the journey that led you to your ultimate destination: a life full of happiness and regret, mistakes and laughter- and the man who gave you it all. Bucky x Reader

Words: Lots????

Warnings: None

Master   Part 17

Originally posted by yourlipbalm

The living room was full of boxes, shoved up against walls with Sharpie scribbled on the sides. The windows were open, a gentle breeze flowing in and carrying the music of an old CD player through the house. The floors shined, freshly mopped, and you hummed along to the song as you wiped down each and every surface of the kitchen.

The screen door squeaked open and Bucky huffed, pushing through the open door with a heavy box in his hands. Steve was on his heels, carrying a box he could barely see around, and the two pairs of sneakers squeaked on the floor as they sat the boxes down among the others. Poking your head around the corner, you frowned at them both.

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Assist Me - Part 8

Summary:  With little to no experience and no approval, you are secretly trained to be an Avenger

Word Count: 3704 (This is a lot more than I anticipated)

Pairing: Bucky Barnes x reader

Warnings: a little bit of angst

A/N: I think this will be the second to last part. Thank you guys so much for reading and being patient!

Part1 ~ Part 2 ~ Part 3 ~ Part 4 ~ Part 5 ~ Part 6 ~ Part 7 ~ Part 9

Originally posted by sebstanslaugh

When the doors opened, the bright lights of the midday forced everyone to squint. Your opponents stood before you, ready for what was about to happen.

“This is actually pretty scary. Can I go back?” you joked and Bucky responded with a nervous chuckle. He squeezed your hand.

“You made it, babe,” he looked at you, eyes glossy and a small smile curving into his face, making his eyes squint a bit. He thought you looked so cute in your uniform. The way it fit your body looked nice. Luckily for you, it felt just as nice as it looked. The elasticity of it helped you to be as flexible as you would like and the thin material prevented you from getting hot so quickly, considering black attracts heat.

The both of you anticipated this day for a long time.

People began to split up. Bucky pressed a quick kiss to your lips before you two began.

“Let’s do this.”

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If I never knew you

Yondu X Reader.
Forgive me if it’s out of character for Yondu I just wanted to write some angsty sappy sadness. Forgive me if there are any mistakes..or if nothing makes sense.. I wrote a lot of this half asleep because late nights and junk..enjoy my loves.


This was it,
Peter was facing his father Ego head on as the living planet began to crumble beneath them. Just moments before all you could see was bright light and the weight of the powerful god pressed you down against your will. Slowly taking over you and your friends around you.. if it wasn’t for Star lord you were sure you’d be dead.. now it was just you and Yondu..you had stopped fighting for a moment when your captain said something that struck you as odd.

“What did you say Yondu..?”

“I said I an’t done nothin’ good in my life. Now it’s time ta fix that..” there was a pinch of sadness in his voice as he spoke to you. His eye brows were knotted together as he gave you a painful glance..smiling softly as reality hit you. He didn’t mean what you thought he meant..did he?

Your mouth opened as you thought of what to say, you could feel your eyes begin to swell as tears began to form. “Y-You don’t really mean..” your head shook as you fought back tears, “Cap’, I’m not gonna let you-”

“Now now list'n here Y/N..I gotta do what I gotta do..now pleas-”

“I am not gonna let you die on me!” Your voice rang against the heavens as more of the world began to crumble around you. Rocket and Groot had just landed behind you, quickly dusting themselves off. The raccoon eventually spoke up, obviously anxious,

“What the hell are you two fightin’ about?! This place is gonna blow in five minutes and we gotta get out of here.” The tears were coming out of your eyes now as you turned around to look at Rocket. His ears dropped at the sight of you crying, mouth opening to question what was wrong ..you broke in swiftly, explaining what Yondu had planned and the coon’s eyes went over to the blue man. “Are you fricken insane?”

“I gotta do it. Like I said ta her..I’ve been nothin’ but bad my entire life. Stealin’ and cheatin’ from world around me..from Quill..‘nd you Y/N.. ”, he peaked over at you with a weak smile, “ya’ll been nothin’ but loyal ta me. Let me do this one last thin’, for our boy..please..”

Without another word you launched yourself into his arms. Wrapping him up tightly as you sobbed into his duster.. he returned the gesture with a tight grip of his own, one of his hands pressing up against the back of your cranium as he rocked you gently..

“..If I neva knew you..”

Out came a rusty, poor excuse of a singing voice..from one old ravager that you were pressed into.. you peaked up to look at him with swollen, questioning eyes.

“..Are..are you singing that one song you know I love..? From that Disney movie?”

Way back when Peter was younger..around his teens, you had made a personal trip to Terra to pick up a few of your old belongings from your grandparent’s house. An old CD player, couple of books, and one heavy box full of Disney VCRs and the player. When you had returned you managed to hook it up to an old screen that you had laying around and began to watch some of the classics..a recent movie that had come out, Pocahontas, was in the pile. Your grandfather had found it shopping one day and left it in your belongings for when you returned to visit.

Of course the movie was about a Native American falling for a white settler by the name of John smith. Forbidden and in love they secretly saw each other until John smith was accused of murder and put to death. The scene in which Pocahontas goes in to see the now captive John.. was your favorite. The song that played made you cry each and every time.. Yondu had stumbled across you when you were silently sobbing to yourself..the VCR paused to the part right after the last line in the song..

“Whatchu cryin’ about girl?” Asked the captain as he settled down at your side. Wiping your tears you calmed yourself. Pressing rewind to the start of the song..

“It’s just this stupid song from this stupid movie from Terra. It’s the last time these two will see each other, since the man is gonna let himself be killed.” You explained.

Yondu simply nodded and listened to the song play through before asking if you could play it again only from the beginning of the movie so he could watch with you. You told him all about the movie and it’s plot so he could understand..and when it came up to the song once more you leaned into him. Singing softly before him..he had never heard such a sweet voice before, singing him a song that you seemed to really enjoy.

Little did you know he would get a hold of it and learn word by word..hoping one day he could attempt to sing along to it with you…

But not like this.

“I learn’ it yeah..I wanted to be able ta sing with yah.. I know how much yah liked it.. It an’t the time I know but-”

“No, sing with me.”

Rocket jumped in, “Are you two serious right now?? There an’t time to sing, this place is gonna-” Yondu shot a glare at the raccoon, and he grew silent. Obviously angry as he lashed out, “Fine! You guys go ahead and sing til yah dead! I’ll just wait here and-”

“Okay thank you Rocket. We won’t be more than a minute I swear.” Chiming in you smiled, looking back up at your captain, and he began again. Rocket grabbed his face and tugged on his cheeks in a groan.

“ If I neva felt this love
I would have no inklin’ of
How precious life can be.

And if I neva knew yah
I would neva have a clue
How at last I’d find in yah
The missin’ part of me”

The bomb went down a minute, Peter was still battling his father. Each blow the planet around you began to whither away..despite the chaos and the noise around you, it was just you and Yondu. The sounds behind you became nothing more than white filler as he went on..

“In this world so full of fear
Full of rage and lies
I can see the truth so clear..
In yah eyes
So dry yah eyes..” he ran his thumb over your left eye, and let his hand rest there. You nuzzled it gently, holding it against your face..

“And I’m so gratefu’ to yah.
I’d have lived my whole life through
Lost forever..
If I never knew yah..”

You pressed away from his hold as you broke into your part.. the bomb went down another minute..

“If I never knew you..
I’d be safe but half as real
Never knowing I could feel
A love so strong and true
I’m so grateful to you
I’d have lived my whole life through
Lost forever
If I never knew you..
I thought I love would be so beautiful..somehow we’d make the whole world bright..I never knew that fear and hate could be so strong.. all they’d leave us were these whispers in the night..and still my heart is saying..we were right..”

You both broke into song together.. you tightly gripped his chest and he held on to you. You didn’t want to let go..but knew it was almost time..

“If I never knew you/There’s no moment I regret”

“If I never knew this love/Since the moment that we met”

“I would have no inkling of/If our time has gone too fast”

“How precious life can be/I’ve lived at last…”

“Okay okay! It’s time to go Y/N.. ” Rocket finally leaped up and hurried over to the two of you. Pulling on your jacket gently..

“Yondu..I-I can’t leave you.. ” looking up at him you felt your chest grow tight as you knew this would be the last time you’d see him like this..alive..breathing and here with you..

“Y/N, I love yah.. yah gotta go..don’t you go and worry about me now..yah hear me?” With that, he leaned down and gingerly kissed your lips. Eyes fluttering closed as his embrace on you tightened. You fingers gripped the collar of his shirt as you pulled him in. Eventually he released you, slipping something into your pocket without your knowledge before pushing you towards Rocket. You touched his face one last time, he kissed it and inhaled your sweet scent before you moved away.

Rocket had handed him the last suit he had and the two of you were off. You turned your head to slowly watch him grow smaller and smaller as you left the planet’s core..

Yondu smiled, turning away to look in the direction of Ego’s center, knowing very well that it was down to the last two minutes.. he gave a weak smile,

“And I’m so gratefu’ to yah..
I’d have lived my whole life through..
Empty as the sky..”

You bit your lip, and in a whisper you sighed,
“Never knowing why…” landing on the ship just as it prepared to leave..leave him behind. The only person that ever understood you..the only person that you helped raise a kid with..he was your captain, your friend and your love..you knew he had to do it..it was what he wanted.. you felt your lips curl in a smile..life w ould’ve been way different if you didn’t know him…you thanked the gods for meeting him so long ago..
You watched the light of the planet slowly fade away as the door to the ship closed..

Lost forever… if I never knew..you..


@Waitinginsanity @beenerdish @elvisweasly

sometimes i just marvel at the kind of technology we have nowadays. i mean i can look up the weather on my phone, completely rendering weather channels obsolete. my dad has a heart moniter on his new phone. i have the entirety of the internet in my hand, i can look up anything i want whenever i want and i can use my voice to do it! and thats just cell phones, theres a million other things that can do a million and one things itself its incredible

Does anyone else miss the old Disney Stores and the way they used to look and be displayed? I remember as a kid the store displays used to be so enchanting and I felt like I was at the parks or something.

There was something always going on in the front display showcasing something from an old short or even a classic disney film. 

And if you looked up inside the store there were other displays of various Disney characters from their films.

Man I miss that.

Music In Real Life presents: The Mixtape Gift Guide

Want to show someone how much you care, but don’t quite know how to say it? Create a mixtape for them, the universal symbol that says “hey, I really like you, hopefully these tunes will show it”. Figure out the person you’re going to give this magical mixtape to and scroll down to find our top recommendations. Of course, nothing is better than putting a personal spin on these things, so add an extra track that you guys have jammed to together, or perhaps a song you can’t stop referencing during your times together. Either way, they’re bound to enjoy.


Whether they classify themselves as realists or romantics, none of that matters here because music is universal to all ideals. Create something she can wake up to, something she can cry to, but more importantly, something she can find you in when she feels lonely:

  1. Avalanche - WALK THE MOON
  2. Luv, Hold Me Down - Drowners
  3. Let Your Heart Hold Fast - Fort Atlantic
  4. Never Stop - SafetySuit
  5. Iris - The Goo Goo Dolls
  6. You Are Mine - MuteMath
  7. The Girl - City And Colour
  8. Bloom - The Paper Kites
  9. The Modern Leper (Cutting Room Sessions) - Frank Turner
  10. Medicine - The 1975


Known for being notoriously hard to shop for during gift-giving times, boys can sometimes be a little bit harder to analyze. Scientists have yet to discover what they exactly do want, but that doesn’t matter here. Create a mixtape that blows his mind, that makes him believe he doesn’t really need that new Call of Duty game, and that surprises him with how awesome your music taste is:

  1. Fineshrine - Purity Ring
  2. Every Other Freckle - alt-J
  3. To Be Alone - Hozier
  4. You and Me - You+Me  
  5. She’s Got You High - Mumm-Ra
  6. Sweet Disposition - The Temper Trap
  7. I Wanna Be Yours - Arctic Monkeys
  8. Rainy Zurich - The Fray
  9. What I Needed - Erin McCarley
  10. The Way I Am - Ingrid Michaelson


Remember when you pulled that all-nighter which will go down in history as the time you ate every bad kind of food all at once? Remember when you laughed so hard you could feel your non-existent abs starting to bulge out of your body? Remember the time you felt like complete shit and they were the first person you called? Create a mixtape that’s just as completely wonderful as they are and a mixtape that tells not only all of your adventures together, but how much you appreciate them on a daily basis:

  1. Oath - Cher Lloyd feat. Becky G
  2. I Feel Like Dancin’ - All Time Low
  3. Best Day of My Life - American Authors
  4. Kids In The Street - All-American Rejects
  5. With A Little Help From My Friends - The Maine feat. Lydia and Arkells
  6. Laughter Lines - Bastille
  7. Agape - Bear’s Den
  8. Single Ladies (Put A Ring On It) - Beyonce
  9. Girls Just Wanna Have Fun - Cyndi Lauper
  10. Breathe (2 AM) - Anna Nalick


If you’re running out of present ideas for your parents (no, your dad doesn’t need another tie and your mom is probably better off without another bath set), a personalized gift that they’re sure to love is a mixtape. What kind of weird, lame music did they love to listen to back in the day? Find out the answer to that question and you have a mixtape they’ll constantly leave in their old cassette player or “CD-ROM DiscMan”. Here are suggestions of some of the great hits of the “olden days”, and some songs that will tug at their heart strings:

  1. China Grove - The Doobie Brothers
  2. Landslide - Fleetwood Mac
  3. American Woman - The Guess Who
  4. Born On the Bayou - Creedance Clearwater Revival
  5. The Best Day - Taylor Swift
  6. Dancing Queen - ABBA
  7. Green Eyed Lady - Sugarloaf
  8. Hazy Shade of Winter - The Bangles
  9. Come on Eileen - Dexy’s Midnight Runners
  10. Hotel California - The Eagles


He (she) loves me, he (she) loves me not. If you’re still picking the petals off of flowers and you don’t know where you stand with someone, giving them a mixtape might be the perfect, yet subtle way of expressing your feelings. Pretty much any love/breakup song could fit on this one, but these are a few of our favourites. 

  1. The Only Way Out - Bush
  2. I Want to Belong to You - Katie Herzig
  3. Kathleen - Catfish and the Bottlemen
  4. I Will Posses Your Heart - Death Cab for Cutie
  5. 11:11 - Arkells
  6. If I Could Change Your Mind - Haim
  7. Closer Than This - St. Lucia
  8. Fallingforyou - The 1975
  9. Wonderful Unknown (feat. Greg Laswell) - Ingrid Michaelson 
  10. We Might Be Dead By Tomorrow - Soko


No matter what anyone says about country music, or the songs on the radio, or liking a band just because they’re “cool”, your music taste is awesome because it’s yours. However, if you feel a little self-conscious giving someone who loves music as much as you do a mixtape, here are our suggestions that we hope will blow them away. 

  1. You’ll Never Know - The Maine
  2. Don’t Sit Down ‘Cause I’ve Moved Your Chair - Arctic Monkeys
  3. Milk - The 1975
  4. Danny, Dakota, & the Wishing Well - A Silent Film
  5. Your New Beloved - Lovelife
  6. Make Me A Bird - Elektrik People
  7. Chelsea Dagger - The Fratellis
  8. Free (feat. Emeli Sandé) - Rudimental
  9. Ghost - Halsey
  10. Work Song - Hozier


While the title might be a little vulgar, we know that when someone breaks your heart, there’s no room for politeness or gentleness. You may not be as confident (or as cheesy) as some music videos/movies where you actually give this mixtape to your ex to show them that you’ve moved on, but think of this one as a gift to yourself. Sometimes channeling your anger or sadness into a beautiful creation can be therapeutic, so go ahead and waste a blank CD on this one. 

  1. According to You - Orianthi
  2. Drown - Front Porch Step
  3. My Song 5 - Haim
  4. Over It - Katharine McPhee
  5. Black Roses - Clare Bowen
  6. #Icanteven (feat. French Montana) - The Neighbourhood
  7. Walk Over Me - The All-American Rejects
  8. You - The 1975
  9. Satan - The Composure
  10. Over You (feat. A Great Big World) - Ingrid Michaelson


If someone you know is going through a rough patch, a mixtape of epic, inspirational songs might make life a little more bearable. As with the other mixtapes, this gift is perfect  is a great solution to not knowing how to put your feelings into words. Luckily, artists have already completed that task for you. It would make this mixtape even more meaningful and effective if you were to add some personal favourites. 

  1. You Won’t Feel a Thing - The Script
  2. Pocketful of Sunshine - Natasha Bedingfield
  3. Little Wonders - Rob Thomas
  4. Don’t Give Up On “Us” - The Maine
  5. Keep Your Eyes Open - NEEDTOBREATHE
  6. Parade - Matchbox Twenty
  7. Lifeline - Mat Kearney
  8. Face Up - Lights
  9. Lonesome Dreams - Lord Huron
  10. Suddenly I See - KT Tunstall
arlene; dylric au

the point of these bullets are all drabble/ficlet ideas that i will willingly bring to life !!! (except for the few that don’t make any sense lmao) just send me an ask with your choice of bullet :^)

important note: the nbk mission was aborted 



  • arlene (lena) maegan klebold-harris was born on april 20th, 2002 (she had a different legal name @ the time and was drafted into foster care not long after)
  • eric & dylan took her in after dylan finished at the university of arizona, so about 2-3 months after she was born 
  • i strongly believe that arlene pissed on dylan when he changed her once and he started freaking out and throwing his hands everywhere 
  • dylan was a highkey savage and gave her loads of dr. pepper when she was like 1 & a half 
  • first word: fuck 
  • first steps: 11 months; towards eric (he went on and on about this for a solid three months afterward) 
  • her first birthday party consisted of sue taking like 20 pictures every five seconds and hugging dylan and crying 
  • when she first learned to talk, lena called eric ‘rebby’ and dylan ‘dada’ 
  • the first song she danced to was ‘i hate everything about you’ by three days grace so everytime it came on the radio eric would sing along and she’d bounce in her car seat (this song eventually became her lullaby and the boys would get so fed up of hearing “DADA SING ME TEE DAYS GACE”)
  • arlene got her first “cool shirt” when she was three; dyl bought her a kmfdm jumper and eric absolutely lived for it
  • robyn babysat her often as the losers went off to work
  • on her first day of pre-school eric took her because dylan thought he wouldn’t put up with her crying but when eric goes to hug lena she just flips him off and waltzes to her assigned chair 
  • her preschool teacher often referred to her as a hell spawn to eric and at one point eric punched him in the nose
  • dylan once chaperoned for one of her kindergarten field trips to the zoo because he had a day off of work and the entire time she just held his hand and dragged him off to point at deadly animals (”DADDDDY, DO YOU THINK REB WILL LET US BUY A TIGER FOR CHRISTMAS”)

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Reading it back, the scenario is quite sad. I hope there are some happy bits to it! I think the whole situation would be horrible to endure anyway though. I hope you like the scenario still :)

Jade xo

“I still can’t believe there’s a tiny person in here,” you murmured softly to yourself, running your hands across your flat stomach as you sat on the edge of your bathtub. No evidence that you were pregnant was showing on your body but the doctor had confirmed it last week. You were going to be a mother and Jongin was going to be a father.

But first he had to leave for two months to tour in China.

“Is everything ok in there?” Jongin asked through the locked door of the bathroom. “You’ve been in there a while baby!”

Getting up, you checked yourself in the mirror to make sure there weren’t any signs of your earlier crying. You noticed Jongin’s toothbrush missing and had to fight the urge to break down crying again, swallowing the lump in the throat. “Coming now baby!” you called back, clearing the smudged mascara and then unlocking the door to reveal your beautiful boyfriend.

“Are you ok?” he asked, quickly taking you up in his arms and kissing along your hairline.

You looked up at him and frowned at his stupid question. How did he think you were? “Do you want the truth or a lie?” you asked quietly, worried if you spoke any louder he would hear the cracks in your voice.

“How about silence?” he replied and you nodded, nuzzling closer into his chest and tucking your head under his chin.

The smell of his aftershave surrounded you and clouded your every thought. It hurt to think that for two months you wouldn’t smell this; wouldn’t feel his arms around you; wouldn’t be surprised by the little kisses he liked to shower you in. Your bump was going to grow and Jongin would miss it. You were going to go for your first scan and he wouldn’t be there to hold your hand.

“I’m going to miss you so much,” you murmured, holding on tight to his shirt to take in every last breath of him. “Do you really have to go?” It was all wishful thinking but you were still holding onto the hope that he would turn around and just say no.

Jongin sighed to himself and ran his hand through your wavy hair, taking an audible deep breath in. “I wish I could stay baby,” he told you softly, brushing the hair off your face and kissing your temple. “I’d do anything to just unpack and stay here with you and our little baby.” His hand moved to cradle your non-existent bump.

“Next time I see you, there will actually be something to look at,” you joked tearfully, your eyes watering up. “Damn these bloody hormones!” you sobbed as the tears trickled down your face.

“Don’t cry baby,” he pleaded softly, taking your face up between his slender hands with his gentle touch. “I don’t think I can leave if I see you crying.” His thumbs wiped the tears off your cheeks as he kissed the tip of your nose.

You sniffed back your tears, crinkling your nose up because you knew how cute Jongin thought it was. “I love you Jongin and it’s going to be hard but we can get through this. We’ve done it before and we came out the other side!”

“It’s not just you I’m leaving behind this time,” he whispered, like he didn’t trust his voice. His hands fell from your face and picked up your hands. “I want to be here to see this little bump grow.”

“I’ll send you a picture everyday so you can watch it grow with me,” you told him. “I promise we’ll get through this.” You were trying to reassure yourself just as much as him. “And we’ll be here waiting for you in two months’ time.”

He lifted your hands to his lips and kissed the back of them softly. “I love you so much,” he murmured, leaning in for a soft kiss. His lips were gentle as they worked with yours, conveying all the words he couldn’t say.

By the end of the kiss, tiny tears were streaming down your face.

“We love you too,” you told him, sticking your stomach out and patting it dramatically. “Now your phone has been vibrating like crazy so they must be outside waiting for you.” You grabbed his phone off the bed and passed it to him, waiting for him to read his messages.

“They’re outside,” he concluded, pocketing his phone. You saw he wasn’t going to make the first move so you had to. You grabbed his suitcase and started wheeling it out of your bedroom. “Whoa! You’re not supposed to do any heavy lifting!” he exclaimed, grabbing the suitcase off you.

“I’ll just grab your backpack,” you replied dryly, grabbing it off the bed and following him out of the bedroom.

At the front door, his manager was waiting to help him with his suitcases. Jongin passed them both off to him before turning to you. “Please look after yourself baby,” he murmured softly, looking at your hands as they held out his backpack.

“Of course Jongin. I’ll call and text you every day,” you told him, squeezing his hands as you passed him your backpack. Tears were building up in the corner of your eyes but you refused to let him see you cry anymore – hormones or no hormones! “Just go baby and call me when you land, ok?”

“Ok,” he replied solemnly, leaning forward to place a tiny kiss on your lips. “Look under the bed when I’m gone. There’s something waiting for you.” He turned to walk away and then turned back. “Oh and don’t forget to pick the dogs up and hug them lots.”

You sighed and felt the tears begin to fall. “I will, now just go!”

He nodded once and blew you a kiss, closing the door for the final time.

The tears fell as soon as he was gone. “It’s just you and me now, little tadpole!” you said in between sobs, moving to the sofa with your hands around your belly. “Daddy’s gone away for a little while but he’ll be back. He’ll be home soon before you know it. And he loves you very much.” You cried into your hands, feeling the tug on your heart as you knew Jongin got further and further away from you.

Then you remembered there was something under the bed for you.

Slowly getting to your feet, you tried to control your tears so you wiped them off your face and willed no more to follow. You headed into the bedroom, getting onto your hands and knees as you searched for what Jongin had been talking about. Among the old boxes you’d just stuffed out of the way when you moved in together, there was a big hamper with a white bow on the top. You pulled it out and placed it on the bed, sitting down and lifting the lid.

“Oh Jongin!” you sighed, feeling the tears build up again. Inside the hamper were all your favourite things: a bottle of bubble bath, a bag of bubblegum bottle sweets, a big bottle of pink lemonade (the only thing helping your morning sickness), lots of different chocolates, a little teddy with Jongin’s sticker on its face, a bottle of his aftershave, along with some candles, a photograph of the two of you with all his dogs in the park and the number for the local takeout. “Jongin!” you sighed longingly, pulling all the little treats he had bought for you.

At the bottom of the hamper, you found a letter with your name written across the front. There was also a CD with the words ‘With love from Jongin (Chanyeol helped)’ written on the case. You moved to your old CD player and started playing the CD. Immediately you started crying when the music played, Jongin’s beautiful voice drifting out of the speakers. It was a lullaby, your favourite from when you were a baby.

You looked down at your stomach and rubbed it soothingly. “This is your daddy,” you mumbled through your sobs. “Your beautiful daddy.” Grabbing a blanket from the cupboard, you curled up on Jongin’s side of the bed, burying your teary face into his pillow listening to Jongin’s soft voice and hugging your belly tight.

I wrote a second part to this … just click here!


5 Things

I was tagged by the really talented and super nice @awintersrose Thank you, so much! 

Answer the questions and tag 5 people!

5 things you can find in my bag

  • a pocket mirror
  • cellphone
  • wallet
  • tissue
  • lip gloss

5 things you can find in my bedroom

  • an old cd player I’m too lazy to dispose of
  • a chair with books and clothes I need to put away
  • a lot of jewelry boxes 
  • cosmetics and beauty products
  • a plastic cabinet full of random things

5 things I’v always wanted to do

  • improve my English and learn a third language  (maybe French, Japanese or Mandarin)
  • get a house of my own 
  • get a PhD
  • travel all over the world 
  • learn to paint 

5 things that make me happy

  • my wacky family
  • reading
  • music 
  • long nature walks 
  • hanging out with old friends

5 things I’m currently into·

  • i’m stuck in the Naruto fandom (I never intended to be in the first place, but things happened XD)
  •  reading books and fanfic 
  • exercising outdoors every time i can
  • translating some documents from English to Spanish
  • daydreaming

5 things on my to-do list

  • pay some debts
  • buy new clothes for the season ·(it’s freaking hot here!) 
  • get a new haircut
  • redecorate my room
  • go for a drink (I really need it) 

5 things you might not know about me

  • i have a really bad eyesight and I wear contact lenses
  • the only instrument I can play for real is the flute 
  • i’ve never been hospitalized 
  • i used to play soccer when I was younger but I haven’t played in years 
  • i almost drowned in a pool when I was a kid and developed a fear of swimming but I overcame it over the years :)

I tag: @lilly-monster @i-broke-my-glass-balloon @megaelff @goldensnake89

I want nothing more than for it to be the early/mid 2000s again take me away from this wretched life and back in time to CD players, old school hot topic/emo, ps2 games, rhinestone jeans…