okna

Nie chciałbym teraz odpowiadać na pytanie, jak to jest, mieć osiemnaście lat, chociaż za dziesięć lat pewnie powiem ci, że byłem wtedy nieśmiertelny. Gdy jesteś dopiero co pełnoletni, przebiegasz przez ulicę na czerwonym, bo jesteś pewien, że to nadjeżdżający samochód rozbije się o ciebie, że chodnik z perspektywy siódmego piętra jest gumowy, że każdy wypity alkohol w twoim organizmie zamienia się w wodę, że możesz przyjąć więcej związków chemicznych niż szklarnia, bo twój mózg jest kuloodporny i nieprzerwanie stabilny. Nic nas nie rozkruszy. mamy po osiemnaście lat i moglibyśmy jeść szkło bez kaleczenia ust, pic kwas, wyskakiwać z okna tylko po to, aby wzbić się do lotu.
—  Jakub Żulczyk

Facing Windows - La Finestra di Fronte (2003)

After you, red is no longer red. The blue of the sky is no longer blue. The trees are no longer green. After you, I have to search for colors in the yearning I have for us. After you, I miss even the pain that made our love timid and secret. I regret the waiting, the relinquishing, the coded messages. Our stolen glances in a world full of blind people who didn’t want to see… because if they’d seen us we’d have been their shame, their hatred, their cruelty. I regret I haven’t yet had the courage to ask for your forgiveness. And that is why I can no longer even look inside your window. That is where I always saw you when I didn’t even know your name and you dreamed of a better world. A world where a tree was not forbidden to be a tree, or for blue to become the sky. I don’t know if this is a better world… now that no one calls me Davide anymore, now that everyone calls me only Mr. Veroli. How can I say this is a better world? How can I say that without you?

The ravens of antimony is an alphabet of desire that I have engineered. “The Ravens” is how I usually referred to all letters primarily. Every letter in the ravens of antimony alphabet would be considered to be a servitor, and the astral form that has been associated to all of them is that of a raven with their sigil in their eyes. The Ravens’ astral body ,and etheric body has also been associated with human form variants in which they can switch between. The alchemical symbol for antimony is also burned into the backs of all The Ravens’ astral bodies, and etheric bodies which is more of a maker’s mark than anything else.

The Ravens of antimony are split up into 12 aspects called Okna, or Oknao for plural, and these 12 aspects are each separated into 3 sub aspect called Akna, or Aknao for plural. Each one of the Oknao has a counter Okna to it. This separates the Oknao into two groups of  not positive and/or negative aspects, but into two different approaches for walking the same path. None of these Oknao are inherently evil, or good. To stay in balance Oknao must have something to balance against another Okna. The 12 Oknao of the Ravens Of Antimony are as follows:

LOVE \ HATE

POWER \ FEAR

SPIRITUALITY \ REASON

SAFETY \ DELUSION

CREATION \ DESTRUCTION

LIFE \ DEATH

These 12 Oknao are split down into 3 Aknao that are associated with a servitor giving us 36 different energy entities call “Ravens” and/or “Arskasa”, or “Arskasao” for plural. Each Arskasao is associated with an Aknao of the Oknao. Let’s take love for example. Love is split into the Aknao of  lust, passion, and devotion, and these Aknao are also Associated to the ravens. Like lust is Associated to “E”(This is the raven’s name. It is pronounced like a soft “E”). Aknao are also associated with corrupted, tangible, and eccentric forms of the original Oknao that they belong to. I have found these associations to balance the servitors by making  corrupted Aknao, and eccentric Aknao cancel each other out if they are part of the same Okna. This does not mean the tangible is left unchecked. The tangible Aknao is the rope that keeps the corrupted Aknao, and eccentric Aknao together. If the tangible Akna becomes out of control the corrupted Akna, and eccentric Akna of the same Okna can be used to get it in control. Here is the Ravens of antimony split down into the Aknao:

LOVE AKNAO

  • LUST | CORRUPTED AKNA
  • PASSION | TANGIBLE AKNA
  • DEVOTION | ECCENTRIC AKNA

HATE AKNAO

  • PREJUDICE | CORRUPTED AKNA
  • ANGER | TANGIBLE AKNA
  • MISUNDERSTANDING | ECCENTRIC AKNA

POWER AKNAO

  • SKILL | CORRUPTED AKNA
  • MIGHT | TANGIBLE AKNA
  • ASCENDANCY | ECCENTRIC AKNA

FEAR AKNAO

  • CHAOS | CORRUPTED AKNA
  • PANIC | TANGIBLE AKNA
  • HORROR | ECCENTRIC AKNA

SPIRITUALITY AKNAO

  • DARK | CORRUPTED AKNA
  • CONNECTION | TANGIBLE AKNA
  • LIGHT | ECCENTRIC AKNA

REASON AKNAO

  • WISDOM | CORRUPTED AKNA
  • KNOWLEDGE | TANGIBLE AKNA
  • LOGIC | ECCENTRIC AKNA

SAFETY AKNAO

  • BINDING | CORRUPTED AKNA
  • WARDING | TANGIBLE AKNA
  • PROTECTION | ECCENTRIC AKNA

DELUSION AKNAO

  • INSANITY | CORRUPTED AKNA
  • ILLUSION | TANGIBLE AKNA
  • FANTASY | ECCENTRIC AKNA

CREATION AKNAO

  • ENERGY | CORRUPTED AKNA
  • LIFE | TANGIBLE AKNA
  • HEALTH | ECCENTRIC AKNA

DESTRUCTION AKNAO

  • CORRUPTION | CORRUPTED AKNA
  • DEATH | TANGIBLE AKNA
  • BANISHMENT | ECCENTRIC AKNA

LIFE AKNAO

  • PAIN | CORRUPTED AKNA
  • EXPERIENCE | TANGIBLE AKNA
  • ENLIGHTENMENT | ECCENTRIC AKNA

DEATH AKNAO

  • UNKNOWN | CORRUPTED AKNA
  • RELEASE | TANGIBLE AKNA
  • REBIRTH | ECCENTRIC AKNA

The Ravens, or Arskasa, or Arskasao for plural, are servitor entities that can be invoke by charging, and activating their sigils. Each one of these Arskasao has its own name, personality, associations, and sigil. Learning to work with the Arskasao can help bring certain energies into your life. You can also use there sigils to make other sigils that would help be empowered by the Arskasao. All the things you need to know about each Arskasa will be written below:

ARSKASAO OF LOVE

ARSKASA OF LUST

Name: E

Gender: Male

Aknao: Love

Akna: Lust

Akna C.T.E: Corrupted

Element: Earth

ARSKASA OF PASSION

Name: U

Gender: Male

Aknao: Love

Akna: Passion

Akna C.T.E: Tangible

Element: Fire

ARSKASA OF DEVOTION

Name: Æ

Gender: Female

Aknao: Love

Akna: Devotion

Akna C.T.E: Eccentric

Element: Water

ARSKASAO OF HATE

ARSKASA OF PREJUDICE

Name: TA

Gender: Male

Aknao: Hate

Akna: Prejudice

Akna C.T.E: Corrupted

Element: Fire

ARSKASA OF ANGER

Name: HA

Gender: Male

Aknao: Hate

Akna: Anger

Akna C.T.E: Tangible

Element: Fire

ARSKASA OF MISUNDERSTANDING

Name: RA

Gender: Male

Aknao: Hate

Akna: Misunderstanding

Akna C.T.E: Eccentric

Element: Fire

ARSKASAO OF POWER

ARSKASA OF SKILL

Name: A

Gender: Female

Aknao: Power

Akna: Skill

Akna C.T.E: Corrupted

Element: Air

ARSKASA OF MIGHT

Name: I

Gender: Male

Aknao: Power

Akna: Might

Akna C.T.E: Tangible

Element: Fire

ARSKASA OF ASCENDANCY

Name: O

Gender: Male

Aknao: Power

Akna: Ascendancy

Akna C.T.E: Eccentric

Element: Air


ARSKASAO OF FEAR

ARSKASA OF CHAOS

Name: KA

Gender: Male

Aknao: Fear

Akna: Chaos

Akna C.T.E: Corrupted

Element: Fire

ARSKASA OF PANIC

Name: ȜA

Gender: Female

Aknao: Fear

Akna: Panic

Akna C.T.E: Tangible

Element: Water

ARSKASA OF HORROR

Name: þA

Gender: Female

Aknao: Fear

Akna: Horror

Akna C.T.E: Eccentric

Element: Water

ARSKASAO OF SPIRITUALITY

ARSKASA OF DARK

Name: SA

Gender: Female

Aknao: Spirituality

Akna: Dark

Akna C.T.E: Corrupted

Element: Water

ARSKASA OF CONNECTION

Name: LA

Gender: Male

Aknao: Spirituality

Akna: Connection

Akna C.T.E: Tangible

Element: Water

ARSKASA OF LIGHT

Name: MA

Gender: Male

Aknao: Spirituality

Akna: Horror

Akna C.T.E: Eccentric

Element: Air


ARSKASAO OF REASON

ARSKASA OF WISDOM

Name: AR

Gender: Female

Aknao: Reason

Akna: Wisdom

Akna C.T.E: Corrupted

Element: Air

ARSKASA OF KNOWLEDGE

Name: JA

Gender: Male

Aknao: Reason

Akna: Knowledge

Akna C.T.E: Tangible

Element: Air

ARSKASA OF LOGIC

Name: NA

Gender: Male

Aknao: Reason

Akna: Logic

Akna C.T.E: Eccentric

Element: Air


ARSKASAO OF SAFETY

ARSKASA OF BINDING

Name: BA

Gender: Male

Aknao: Safety

Akna: Binding

Akna C.T.E: Corrupted

Element: Earth

ARSKASA OF WARDING

Name: GA

Gender: Male

Aknao: Safety

Akna: Warding

Akna C.T.E: Tangible

Element: Fire

ARSKASA OF PROTECTION

Name: CA

Gender: Male

Aknao: Safety

Akna: Protection

Akna C.T.E: Eccentric

Element: Fire


ARSKASAO OF DELUSION

ARSKASA OF INSANITY

Name: ZA

Gender: Female

Okna: Delusion

Akna: Insanity

Akna C.T.E: Corrupted

Element: Air

ARSKASA OF ILLUSION

Name: QA

Gender: Female

Okna: Delusion

Akna: Illusion

Akna C.T.E: Tangible

Element: Air

ARSKASA OF FANTASY

Name: FA

Gender: Female

Okna: Delusion

Akna: Fantasy

Akna C.T.E: Eccentric

Element: Earth

ARSKASAO OF CREATION

ARSKASA OF ENERGY

Name: KNA

Gender: Male

Okna: Creation

Akna: Energy

Akna C.T.E: Corrupted

Element: Fire

ARSKASA OF LIFE

Name: SKA

Gender: Female

Okna: Creation

Akna: LIFE

Akna C.T.E: Tangible

Element: Earth

ARSKASA OF HEALTH

Name: SHA

Gender: Female

Okna: Creation

Akna: HEALTH

Akna C.T.E: Eccentric

Element: Water

ARSKASAO OF DESTRUCTION

ARSKASA OF CORRUPTION

Name: ACK

Gender: Female

Okna: Destruction

Akna: Corruption

Akna C.T.E: Corrupted

Element: Earth

ARSKASA OF DEATH

Name: ABT

Gender: Female

Okna: Destruction

Akna: Death

Akna C.T.E: Tangible

Element: Earth

ARSKASA OF BANISHMENT

Name: ARD

Gender: Male

Okna: Destruction

Akna: Banishment

Akna C.T.E: Eccentric

Element: Earth

ARSKASAO OF LIFE

ARSKASA OF PAIN

Name: PA

Gender: Male

Okna: Life

Akna: Pain

Akna C.T.E: Corrupted

Element: Earth

ARSKASA OF EXPERIENCE

Name: DA

Gender: Male

Okna: Life

Akna: Experience

Akna C.T.E: Tangible

Element: Earth

ARSKASA OF ENLIGHTENMENT

Name: XA

Gender: Female

Okna: Life

Akna: Enlightenment

Akna C.T.E: Eccentric

Element: Air


ARSKASAO OF DEATH

ARSKASA OF UNKNOWN

Name: YA

Gender: Female

Okna: Death

Akna: Unknown

Akna C.T.E: Corrupted

Element: Water

ARSKASA OF RELEASE

Name: VA

Gender: Female

Okna: Death

Akna: Release

Akna C.T.E: Tangible

Element: Water

ARSKASA OF REBIRTH

Name: WA

Gender: Female

Okna: Death

Akna: Rebirth

Akna C.T.E: Eccentric

Element: Water

Minęli się jak obcy,
bez gestu i słowa,
ona w drodze do sklepu,
on do samochodu.

Może w popłochu
albo roztargnieniu
albo niepamiętaniu,
że przez krótki czas
kochali się na zawsze.

Nie ma zresztą gwarancji,
że to byli oni.
Może z daleka tak,
a z bliska wcale.

Zobaczyłam ich z okna,
a kto patrzy z góry,
ten najłatwiej się myli.

Ona zniknęła za szklanymi drzwiami,
on siadł za kierownicą
i szybko odjechał.
Czyli nic się nie stało
nawet jeśli stało.

A ja, tylko przez moment
pewna, co widziałam,
próbuję teraz w przygodnym wierszyku
wmawiać Wam, Czytelnikom,
że to było smutne.

—  Wisława Szymborska