It’s still making me upset, you know. When you just left. When you just decided on your own that you don’t want to be a part of my life anymore. I mean, yes, I’m used to it. People does that to me all the time and I know I shouldn’t be surprised that you did too. But maybe, what we had, whatever it was. It made me feel special for the first time. It was like, I’m finally a part of something so beautiful that I might actually risk my all just to keep it long lasting. You made me feel loved and wanted and worthy. Everytime I look at you, I tell myself, okay, this is it. Let us jump to the void. Then all of the sudden, you were gone. Without any reasons. Without clearing to me what went wrong. Did you just wake up one morning and realized that you don’t want me anymore? Explain to me because I’m still so upset and I keep on blaming myself. I need something to move on from— I need you to break not only my heart but also my hopes for us. Tell me.