okay then i'm ~having feels~ i think

also a quick message from my muslim friend to the muslim women in america: if you ever feel the need to stop wearing your hijab due to fear of violence, then that’s okay. allah will understand and forgive. i know i’m “just” a german muslim but american muslims shouldn’t have to live through this, it’s unfair and i want you all to be able to show off your religion with pride, BUT YOUR SAFETY COMES FIRST. allah forgives. please remember you are still valid and loved.

I want to be enough for you. I want to be reason you have a smile on your face. I want you to look at me and feel breathless. I want to be the reason you are wide awake at 3:00am because you can’t stop thinking about me. But the truth is I’m never going to be that girl, there’s always someone better than me.
—  I’m never enough for anyone anymore.

He’s not listening. He’s distracted by this one and that.
She’s impatient. Like somebody else I know… You always were. Never finished a game… never sat through a story.

“So Bits, how does it feel to be tall for once?”
“Your chirps can’t reach me up here, Jack.”

There’s a Culinary Arts museum in Providence and you can’t convince me that these dorks would not have a date there

So this is a light little Sterek drabble I’d ALMOST finished ages ago and then forgotten about until tonight, in which Derek and Stiles are neighbors.

Word count: a little under 2k

EDIT: just posted this to AO3 as well.

Laura tells him it’s cowardly and unromantic to confess feelings over text, but too bad. Derek can’t think of anything more terrifying than showing up on Stiles’ doorstep (conveniently, the apartment right below Derek’s) to tell him to his face. And Derek wants to know, okay? Has to know. He needs closure. He can’t keep second-guessing every microsecond of every interaction with Stiles, trying to guess how he’s feeling, and he can’t keep hoping like this. He’ll go insane. Stiles has been his neighbor/friend/hopeless crush for almost six months already, and Derek definitely can’t take another six.

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Prince Charming Is A Lie (Or Possibly Hellspawn)

Look, it’s 1am which is way later that I’m usually awake (because 25 is the new 80) and I wrote a thing because feelings occurred. So have 2.5k of feelings occurring. 

Blame the sleeplessness if it’s terrible.

“I think it was a mistake to kiss me, that first time.”

 Derek doesn’t look at him, continues to play with his fingers and Stiles feels like there’s a lead weight in the pit of his stomach.

 "How so?“ His voice is barely a croak. They’ve been together for a year, now, and if Derek thought their first kiss was a mistake, then maybe he’s just felt obligated to continue the relationship. Maybe the nebulous ideas Stiles has for a future have all been for nothing.

 Derek frowns and Stiles knows not to interrupt when he’s thinking – when he furrows his brow that particular way, he’s trying to figure out the best way to articulate something. Derek can hold his own in an argument, and is never at a particular loss for words, but sometimes he pauses to make sure the words he’s picking are the most effective.

 It’s what, Stiles thought, makes him so good for Stiles, who doesn’t think about what’s coming out of his mouth until twenty seconds after it’s already said. Derek’s arguments are carefully constructed and solid, while Stiles’ sow chaos and account for the inevitability of any plan going to hell in a handbasket, and they work together.

 At least, he’d thought so.

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It’s been 2 months since I’d finished Carry On, but I’m still having enormous feels about SnowBaz.

So here they are, with matching clothes and my favorite line!

Okay, look, I’ve been thinking about this daily and I can’t get over how Even seems to be so extremely proud of having Isak as his boyfriend, or just being proud of Isak generally. Like I can see,

- Even finally deciding to take Isak on a fancy official date (because let’s face it, Even is probably the most romantic guy there could ever be) and then when the waiter comes, he orders something for himself and then points at Isak and says ‘and MY boyfriend would want…’ and then gesture for Isak to finish the sentence as he beams like the sun. 

-because yes, Isak is his boyfriend and he can finally announce it.

-or like, the fact that when Isak wakes up on a Saturday at 11 and he’s still grumpy while Even jumps into the room on his bed and announces that he’d made breakfast for HIS boy and that Isak should be grateful enough to at least smile. Isak humphs and tries to stop his blush but as Even rubs his nose with his, he eventually breaks out into a smile. 

-he’s also very happy to be Even’s boy, after all.

-he accidentally called Isak THAT when Eva asked him where Isak was at the party and Even, happy as ever now, was just ‘well, my lovely boy is talking to Mahdi at the moment’ and Eva just got that shit-eating grin and asked ‘your boy, huh?’ and Even just chuckled, nodding. She will mention it to Isak later and Isak will just “Eveeeeeen, now she won’t leave me alone. Look what you did.’

-Even loves waiting for Isak after his lessons and every time he comes out with Isak’s friends, he smirks and asks ‘so, how was my boyfriend’s day?” while putting a hand on his waist like he did at the Christmas clip.

-The boys give him shit for that and for the fact that Isak actually blushed and looked flustered. (you know his name is Isak, right Even? you seem to be forgetting that lately, Magnus would say while teasing his friend. Even would just shrug.)

-he just loved calling Isak his boyfriend, okay? nothing wrong with that

-or just being proud how smart Isak is. Because he truly really is.

-when both of them and the kollektiv decide to have a movie night, Even would comment on something inaccurate in terms of some biological aspect mentioned in the movie and then the kollektiv would look at him like ‘huh?’ and he would just smile and say ‘Isak told me that’ and would wrap his arms around him tighter as Isak would roll his eyes (secretly smiling, though).

- he would mention that to his mom, too. ‘Isak is so smart, mom, so very smart’ and his mom would just smile and shake her head. Because, yes, she knows that Isak is smart. She has already met the boy after all but it’s endearing to see her son be so genuinely happy over being with someone.

- I just see Even as being the proudest boyfriend that showers Isak with compliments. Always. 

- he just feels incredibly lucky that he has someone like Isak. A person who is so supportive and understanding and just as in love with him. How can Even not be proud of that?

A dream that you wish will come true ?

idk, i think it wasn’t obvious what i wanted to convey with the first one… so i made a .. ?? thing.

I always think ‘okay, I’m prepared for the worse, I have no expectations.’ but I still hold on to that small glimmer of hope deep in me and that’s what fucks me up. It kills me every damn time.
—  I hope for to much and that’s the problem

Okay but does anyone else think about how Mike just warmed up to Eleven so quickly and didn’t press her on where she came from because he saw how uncomfortable it made her and treated her just like a good friend and showed her around his house and his nerdy toys? For a girl that he just met, all he wanted to do was keep her safe and make her feel like a normal kid. But he didn’t know that she wanted only the same for him and their friends, no matter what price she had to pay


“Have you ever met someone and they’re so fucking perfect in every way; And maybe they aren’t perfect to everybody, but to you they’re just absolutely amazing. The way they laugh and smile and talk and think and look and just everything about them and everything they do just keeps amazing you.” (x)

I think...

At this point one of two things needs to happen: 1) the writers need to tell us that yes Kara and Lena will happen or 2) they need to start explaining why Kara reacts that way to Lena and why Katie McGrath thinks its okay to have Lena unashamedly flirting with Kara.
Like, those are literally the only two options. I don’t NEED to know but I would like to know that I’m not just making things up in my mind. But, given all of their scenes together I highly doubt that I’m making it up.
The lingering looks. The flirty smiles. The lip bites. I mean honestly Lena “I am CEO of a huge company” Luthor, tooktime out of her day to personally invite Kara. We have no idea how she got Kate’s address. She was clearly jealous of Alex before Kara said she was her sister. And when she asked Supergirl if she and Kara would see her there, that smile had so much meaning behind it. Like she was so happy.
By now I have no doubts that the look in 2x04 was definitely a ‘gay ulterior motives’ look.

Anyway, this might just be me.

autistic-ford  asked:

you're literally such a sweet goodhearted person to just doodle stuff to help people who are stressed out, i hope youre personally feeling okay too <3 <3 (also um... if you dont mind, may i request a little doodle, since you offered?)

of course i don’t mind, friend <3 have a sea ford enjoying a coffee. 

I saw you with her today and it really caught me off guard. I was sad for a moment, but then I realized that you were happy. That makes me okay, knowing that you’re fine and taken care of. Even if it’s not me making you feel special, I’m glad you’re okay.

My boyfriend spent the last few hours outside playing nerf guns with my neighbors two kids and yeah someday I think I could marry this guy

i wish i could tell you how much i absolutely adore everything about you. you’re so amazing in so many ways. you’re so caring and strong. beautiful and talented. you care about your friends so much it amazes me. from making sure they get in their house when you drop them off to simply asking if they’re okay when they seem upset. you’re so strong in the sense of your feelings and all your crazy thoughts. and you’re honestly the most beautiful girl i have ever met and i don’t think you realize just how perfect you are. i wish you could see yourself the way i see you, you have the best smile ever and your eyes are incomparable. nobody could ever compare to you. you truly are an amazing and inspiring human being. and i wish i could tell you how i feel.
—  in my feels

Favorite person: sorry I kinda disappeared there for a while, I was busy

Me: haha its okay I only panicked for about twenty minutes before dissociating for the entire four hours you were gone :))

I have come to realize that I am like an old 20-dollar bill—crumpled, torn, dirty, abused, and scarred. But I am still a 20-dollar bill. I am worth something. Even though I may not look like much and even though I have been battered and used, I am still worth the full 20 dollars.
—  “You Are My Hands” -Dieter F. Uchtdorf