okay thats it from me tonight

Tonight was my first really big struggle not to slip back into depression. My father is being a real dick to me (for, frankly, no reason) and my mother is being her usual self, slipping back into being controlling and domineering after a little break.

But…I’m pushing through it. I removed myself from the situation and went to the sunroom and just put on the Wonderful Town cast album and lost myself in it for a little while. And I’m going to be okay. I’m still in a good place, even if tonight is a little bit of a fight to stay level.

The spirit of 26 December is living on. And that makes me happy.

Angel (Richie Tozier x Reader)

Author’s Note:  Hiiiii! How are you guys? Im a lot better than I was last time I posted, so big thanks to everyone who contributed to that! ALSO IM 10 AWAY FROM 100 FOLLOWERS! Im still in shock that people are reading my writings when I literally made this account with the intentions of just reading imagines.. You guys are the absolute best! Oh and I want to get to know you guys/ have you get to know me so send in an ask or just message me! ((: Hope you enjoy this imagine, feedback is appreciated <3 And yes, I know ive literally only written Richie imagines (some others, but its mainly richie) its only because Richie is my fav if im being completely honest, and I relate most to his character so its easy for me to think of ideas for what to write, but I promise there will be others in future imagines! I already have an idea for a Ben and a Mike Wheeler request so stay tunedddddd (;

Ship: Richie x Reader

Warnings: nothing out of the ordinary, just cursing and Richie’s jokes 

Description: Truth or Dare is never a good idea, especially with a group of friends who know about your crush on the one and only Trashmouth Tozier.


Secrets spread like wildfire in the losers club, no one kept their mouth shut, so you weren’t surprised when you telling Bev about your crush on Richie spread around the group within a few hours. 

“Not to be rude, but why him (y/n) hes so - and you’re so.” Stan had whispered to you in math class.

“What are you even talking about Stan?” you replied looking over at him with your eyebrows furrowed.

“Your crush on Richie! What else would I be talking about?” He rolled his eyes jokingly (a/n JO KINGH.. I had to Im sorry, back to the story).

“How did you- I just told Bev..” you trailed off as Stan just stared at you and rolled his eyes once again.

“Come on (y/n), you know Bev cant keep secrets! Plus everyone knows everything about everyone in our group.” He replied matter- of - factually.

“Yeah thats true- fuck does Richie know? He cant find out-” You started but Stan cut you off with laugh.

“(y/n), seriously? come on, bev isn’t that shitty of a friend, of course Richie doesn’t know, but Bev did invite everyone over to Bill’s house tonight for some truth or dare.” He laughed as you just stared down at your desk, knowing what Bev was planning.

And thats how you got to the awkward position you were in now, sitting cross legged between Bev and Bill, across from Richie in Bill’s living room. 

“So I felt like we haven’t hung out together as a group in a while, so Bill so kindly agreed to host this tonight for us.” Bev finished, smirking at you.

“D-uh dont you m-mean y-you tell-ing me I h-had to h-h-h-ost this?”

“Oh Big Bill, dont embarrass her. Its okay Bev, we all know you only planned this cause you missed my sexy face.”

“Totally Richie, because seeing you in English and history class isn’t enough.” Beverly teased before continuing, “So lets play everyone’s favorite game! Truth or Dare! Ill choose first, (y/n) truth or dare?” She finished giving you a knowing look.

You looked down, feeling the gaze of everyone’s eyes as you weighed your options. You knew if you chose truth she’d make you confess your feelings, but if it was dare she’d make you do something physical. You felt your stomach do somersaults 

“(y/n) Are you alright? Do you need a hit of my inhaler? You dont look so good? Oh god are you sick? Do you need some pain killers, I should have some in my fanny-” Eddie was cut off by Richie hitting his shoulder and Mike speaking.

“Calm down Eddie, and Richie dont hit him. Come on (y/n) just pick one, if you’re too uncomfortable to do either, you dont have to do it.” He smiled, sensing your discomfort.

“I guess dare Bev, hit me” You said giving in

“I dare you to pick the most attractive person here and go into the closet for seven minutes in heaven.” She sniggered looking from you, to Richie, as you looked up and glared at her.

 You stood up cursing to yourself and reached your hand out to Richie, “You coming or what trashmouth?”

Your words shot right through him, leaving him speechless as he grabbed your hand, standing up and looking at the group in shocked eyes but bev just winked and gave him a thumbs up. encouraging him as he continued to follow you to the closet. Once inside, you breathed out, and the silence engulfed you, making you feel self conscious and small. You moved backwards until you felt the wall and leaned against it, Richie moved around for a bit and copied your actions, leaning against the wall for support before turning his head towards you.

“So i know this is seven minutes in heaven, but I didn’t realize there would be an actual angel in here.” Richie declared as you snorted.

“Gee Tozier, you really need some new content.”

“Hey! Whats wrong with my current content, its obviously worked on you considering you think im the hottest out of the group.” He retorted, and you blushed, silently thanking yourself for not turning on the light, knowing Richie would have something snarky to say. 

Silence ensued once again as you felt your heart beat faster and harder as Richie scooted closer to you.

“I know I made a joke earlier, but do you actually think im the most attractive person here?” Richie broke the silence with a sigh.

“Careful there Rich, I can practically hear your ego inflating.”

Richie let out a laugh, as he moved around until he was standing in front of you. “Well, you know, since we’re going to be in here for a little while there’s something I should tell you.” he trailed off

“I think you’re really fucking gorgeous.” Richie suddenly blurted. You froze.

“Shit, fuck sorry I didn’t want to just come out and say that, but its true. Everytime I see you or someone mentions your name my heart feels like its going a million miles a fucking hour, and even though Bev and the others say you like me I cant find it in myself to believe them because you’re you, you know? And what the fuck am I? Im a trashmouth, who makes jokes about Eddie’s mom’s underwear and shit-”

“Richie.” You cut him off.

“No wait im not done-’

“Richard Tozier, for once please shut up.” You giggled and pressed your lips against his.

It was barely a kiss, it was more of a soft and awkward brush- of- the lips peck, but to you and Richie it felt like the best thing in the world. You felt your heart begin to race again and you heard Richie gasp as you pulled apart, his hand coming up to brush against your cheek. You both looked at each other, not really able to make out each other’s faces, but you saw the way Richie was smiling at you, and you felt his thumb softly brushing against your cheek. 

“So does that mean you like me? You like me back?” he whispered excitedly, letting his had drop from your cheek to grasp one of your hands in his.

“No, I just did that for fun! Of course I like you Rich, I have for a while…” you whispered back.

“But fuck, why? I thought, shit.  For the longest time I thought you liked Stan? But fucking seriously you like me. Thank god for Bev’s dare.” 

You laughed again, gripping his hand tighter. “I could never like Stan, he’s like a brother to me.” You murmured, laughing again as Richie looked down at your lips.

“Can I- Can I kiss you again?” he asked, worried you’d say no.

“Of course.” you replied, your eyes closing softly as his hand reached up again, cupping your cheek. He leaned in again, meeting your lips in a less awkward kiss. Your hands found their way into his curls, before you both quickly pulled away from the sound of the door opening and the laughter of your friends. The two of you looked up at your friends, blushes coating your cheeks as your friends stared down with smug grins on their faces.

Beverly gleamed down at you both before saying, “Now see, arent you happy I told everyone you liked him (y/n)? And Richie I told you she liked you!”

“Well i’d say they really like each other judging from how they were just sucking each other’s faces off.” Stan said with a smirk growing on his face.

“Ew I know right, do you know the kind of diseases you can contract by doing that-” Eddie was cut off with another hit from Richie

“Thats enough out of you spaghetti head.” Richie exclaimed making you giggle as they went back and forth arguing.

“So Bev, your turn. Truth or dare?” you said, giving her the same knowing look she had given you as you looked between her and Bill.

“Oh god.”

diner girl | jughead x reader

Originally posted by alinok

a/n: this is a different type of piece so i hope you guys enjoy this! requests are open! 💋

“order up”

i blow a strand of hair out of my face as i pick up the next order waiting to the table at the back accomodating to a local couple, they were older but always order the same thing, two coffees and onion rings.

“here you go” i smile brightly placing the order out onto the table “if you need anything else’s just let me know” i smile picking up the empty coffee pot and wondering back to over to the counter

“louis and amelia in again?” hermione asks and i nod brushing the crumbs off my yellow waitressing uniform and adjust my name badge “yeah, i hope I’ll be like them when im older”

i sigh leaning against the counter earning a playful smack on my butt from the lodge woman “you’ll find someone your young gorgeous smart-” she emphasis the smart placing her hands under my chin “and a waitress you forgot to add a waitress” i tell her sarcasm laced in my words

the bell dings indicating more customers, i smile recognising them instantly; they were in my year at school one being Hermione’s daughter Veronica lodge the newest member, Betty Cooper the blonde cheerleader, Archie Andrews the red headed sports jock and musician and finally Jughead Jones

“now there’s an eligible bachelor” hermione smirks as the brunette boy smiles at me before slipping into the booth with his friends.

i blush a strand of hair falling in my face, the older ladies eyes widen at my response “let me go work some magic-” she smirks

“no H please please don’t embarrass me” i complain trying keep her from going over to the group

she grabs my cheeks in her hands and i dart my eyes to see if the group is looking and sure enough jughead is, he chuckles as we make eye contact and i furrow my brows in embarrassment.

i let her walk away as i wait another table trying to keep myself busy and i imagine hermione is telling the boys how im a lonely single 17 year old.

i walk over to my tables and refill some coffee mugs before i discretely glance over my shoulder to hermione and the teenager only to find they’re eyes already on me.

i glance at the brunette boy curiosity on his face and he watches me whilst popping tomato sauce drenched fries into his mouth. I’m quick to look away continuing to busk the tables.

i scoop up the half empty coffee pot and make my way past the table hoping that they wouldn’t notice me sneak past but i was sadly mistaken, the raven haired waitress pulled at my arm tucking me under her arm.

“just the girl i wanted to see” she muses, “you guys need anything?” i ask pulling out my notebook and placing the coffee pot down they shake their head conversation falling silent.

i top up veronicas mug with coffee and pick up my tray removing the empty milkshake glasses and onion ring baskets. i turn to leave put hermione grabs my shoulders pulling me back.

this throws me off and send my tray crashing to the floor the glass shattering and bits of left over food and milkshake flying everywhere. i cuss and drop down trying to clean it up as everyone stares.

a scream fills the small diner and we perk up trying to find the source of the scream, my eyes land on the red headed girl and instantly roll at the drama queen.

“you just got milkshake all over my new shoes!” she cries out pointing to her white pumps small droplets of chocolate milkshake splattered on them.

“sorry ill just grab you a napkin” i mumble stepping over the spill and handing her a clean napkin. she scoffs at me flinching away from my outstretched hand

“you can wipe it you spilt it” i bite the inside trying to remain calm, i bend down and wipe her shoes clean placing the napkin on my tray “can i help you in any way?” i ask and she clears her throat.

‘i’d like another strawberry milkshake free of charge for the inconvenience of your tragic waitressing skills” i pull out my notepad scribbling down her order “ill notify pop to remove it from your bill”.

she places her hands on the table “you might wanna clean up your mess now” she sasses her friends giggling at me.

i turn and collect the mop and the dustpan, hermione already crouched on the floor tending to the glass “hey its okay I’ve got this can you make sure cheryl gets her shake and mr green gets his cheese burger” she nods.

“i think pop need to re think his poor staff choices, a lodge and a (y/l/n) god he really lucked out” i concentrate on cleaning the spill and try and block out cheryl rude comments.

archie and the group watch my intently as i finish cleaning my mess and walk over to the blossom girls table for the bill. i pick up the scrunched up cash and head to the till when the red head grabs harshly at my wrist.

“now make sure that all that money makes it to the register wouldn’t want your sticky fingers thinking its a tip, you know with all your family history’ the girls snicker and i smile down at cheryl.

before heading over to the till “spoilt brat” i mutter “excuse me what was that?” “i said you spoilt little brat” i repeat myself crossing my hands across my chest.

“you miss blossom are a huge pain in my ass, you come here and harass us all and you think that its okay all because your last name is blossom’ i spit my anger boiling over “the way you treat people is disgusting”

she raises her eyebrows “its not my fault you can’t do your job properly klutz, don’t even think that i don’t notice you always refilling their glasses and baskets of fries without costing them” she argues gesturing to the group of four.

i walk up to the counter and empty my uniform of my tips and place it all in the till “there happy? now all their meals are paid for” she taps on the table “wheres my damn milkshake” i grab the milkshake off hermione and walk over to her

“one strawberry milkshake?” she smiles sweetly at me and nods, with a smile on my face i turn the cup upside down at let the shake pour from the glass o the top of cheryl’s head.

she screams and wipes the shake from her face “you you-bitch!’ she stand from the booth snickers coming from the booth behind me “get the hell out of my diner, oh and heres your money back yano for the inconvenience”.

she storms out and i glance at a very un impressed pop walking toward me with  a mop “she been harassing me and hermione for weeks pop i had to put her in her place” he huffs and shakes his head “just get it cleaned up kiddo”

a round of applause fills the diner and i grab the ends of my dress curtseying at the crowd “thank you thank you very much” i smile my gaze falling o=n the group smiles of amusement clear.

“id clean up your mess missy if you still want your job” hermione tease smacking my bum playfully “yes mama” i tease dragging the mop across the diner floor soaking up the spilt shake.

“I’m headed home V you coming?” her daughter stands from the booth biding a goodbye before walking past me a slipping a 50 in my apron “oh no Veronica i can’t take this”.

i remove it and try and hand it back to the raven haired girl but she shakes her head “uh uh you kept it- its your tip okay, and call me V thats what my friends call me and after tonight you are defiantly one” i sigh placing the money back in my apron.

“thanks V, see you around?” 

the blonde girl stands along with the red headed boy “it getting late jug we’ll see you at school” he nods continuing to eat his burger as the last of his friends leave the diner.

i grab the bill for my last two tables and star wiping down the booths removing them from empty dinner plates and drinks. it was just after 11 and everyone had cleared out leaving an eerie quietness leaving only a single customer; jughead.

i sit on the stool at the top of the diner waiting for pete to arrive for his shift so i could finally go home.

i walk over to the occupied booth nervous “hey” i say softly gaining the young boys attention, he tilts his laptop screen down smiling up at me “can i sit?” he nods and i slip into the empty seat opposite him.

its silent for a few seconds but he breaks first “(y/n) right?” i nod “thats me (y/n) (y/l/n)” i laugh nervously “jughead jones?” “the third” he adds smirking.

he pushes the bowl of fries over to me but i shake my head declining them and he shrugs plucking more and throwing them into his mouth. “heard a lot about you” he starts wiping his lips with his thumb.

my eyes flicker from his lips to his eyes “oh really?” i state playfully “miss lodge seems to have an endless list of compliments about you-” i roll my eyes siting back my hand outstretched on the table top almost touching jugs.

“correct me if I’m wrong but are you perhaps single?” “as a matter of fact i most certainly am, you?” i move my hand closer to his our fingers brushing together. 

“i am in deed, there this girl though” he start continuing to flirt “there always is” i muse “she gorgeous actually, intelligent, funny and can actually be a pain the ass sometime but i like it” “maybe she just has a great sense of humour” 

he narrows his eyes “maybe, she has excellent taste in clothes too, but i almost never see her out of the incredibly yellow waitressing uniform” his eyes fall to my lips then back up to my eyes.

the bell rings and i look past jughead to see Pete entering giving me a small wave before clocking in. i slip out of the booth “you have a thing for ronnie’s mum?” i place my hand over my mouth faking shock.

he exhales laughing and shaking my head at me “told you she was funny” i grab my bag from behind the counter and push on the door starting my journey home when i hear the bell ding followed by heavy steps.

“(y/n) wait” i turn and start walking backwards “you need something?” i ask turning forward when he finally catches up “let me walk you home?” he questions and i sigh “fine this way” he laces his hands with mine and we begin the short trip to my house.

we create small talk until the familiar house comes into view “this is me, thank you for walking me home” he smiles shyly “anytime” i go to walk up he steps but he stops me placing his hands on my face.

he presses his lips to mine in a sweet warm embrace, i kiss back instantly my hands darting to his suspenders pulling his body flush against my own. he smiles into the kiss and i break away stepping back a few steps.

 “what about hermione?” i tease.

“oh be quite and get your cute ass over here” i walk back over to him wrapping my arms around his neck as we continue to kiss butterflies thrashing my stomach.

best shift ever.

Happy Halloween #1
  • Namjoon [via Skype]: So, which costume will Jungkook wear tonight?
  • Jimin: Nothing.
  • Namjoon: Ha? You told me 5 minutes ago that you'll go to a Halloween party in Tokyo.
  • Jimin: Yeah that's right. But Jungkook do not need a costume after he stay up the whole night to play Overwatch. He have bloodshot eyes, eye bags like a panda. Summarized he looks like a walking dead body.
  • Namjoon: I thought he would enjoy your honeymoon trip!
  • Jimin: Oh he did. Until Taehyung called him to play Overwatch.
  • Namjoon: Are you okay?
  • Jimin: Of course. It's not like I would feel lonely, but I feel lonely.
  • Jungkook [from across the room]: I'm so fucking sorry! I'll never do this again. Please forgive me and stop ignoring me.
  • Jimin: Sometimes I hear whining voices.

ppl always go on about captain phasma being overrated because she looks cool but didn’t have much screen time in tfa but……is that no different to darth maul and boba fett’s roles in the live action movies???

Some unusually smart food choices today somehow led me to be able to have pizza from a RESTAURANT tonight. Honestly this never happens so I’m enjoying every second of it.

thoughts on 2x20 in random order (spoilers ahead)

-drunk luke stumbling around and hugging everybody is my aesthetic

-the seelie queen is a S N A K E and im really not here for it

-simon, i trusted you. you need to break off whatever deal you have with the seelie queen while u still have ur freedom. she is a cold hearted snake and ur just gonna hurt maia

-i started s o b b i n g when jace said to clary “i love you” i knew he was going to die bc of the books and i also knew he was coming back but him wanting that to be the last thing he said to clary broke my heart, plus her reaction. they are s o u l m a t e s i tell you. soulmates.

-speaking of soulmates, MALEC. i am beyond happy that alec and magnus got back together. i would lose it if they didnt. when they showed alec moving through the crowd to meet magnus i knew that they were either going to hookup and not get back together or get back together and enjoy their night in each others company. thank god (or the angel, if you will) that it was the second one. 

-about one or two years ago i read the first and second books of the mortal instruments series and a little bit of the fourth one (dont ask) so i dont remember or know much ab what may happen as the series goes on, so dont attack me for this next bullet

-who the hell is jonathan’s mother and she better not find a way to bring him back to life. if she wants to be the villain next season then im fine w that bc female empowerment am i right but if i have to see that idiot sebastian one more time imma lose it. i really wish we met the real sebastian, although i feel like he would develop feelings for clary and RUIN clace. 

-whatever is happening to jace he needs to snap out of it. hes my bby and clary is also my bby so i cant deal w him acting weird and hurting himself and clary bc hes not himself. i hope hes not evil or anything bc once he told clary that theres always a consequence i knew something would be wrong w him. i seriously wonder if they’re going to kill off jace next season. i would be so upset.

-another thing ab this whole jace situation, why would they leave that unresolved. if they had even just told us what was wrong w him i would be fine. i understand they wanted the characters at the party to enjoy themselves and be happy but they also shouldve explained even if they didnt fix it by the end of the episode. i mean i was so happy when maia told him that he and clary looked cute together and he had that little smile on bc he LOVES HER W ALL HIS HEART, but now hes in pain and it physically hurts my heart. 

-clary fray you angel u sLAYED VALENTINE (LITERALLY) i did not think she could pull it off since the first time she tried she got knocked out by one punch but she took the second beating and killed his annoying ass.

-as much as i hate valentine you could see the pain in his eyes as he killed jace. at first he didnt really care bc all he said was sorry but u can see in his face (great acting) that he realized what he had just done. im also v glad that he let clary go to jace and have a moment w him before she went ballistic and he had to punch his own daughter.

-if that angel that raised jace from the dead is the reason he’s in pain i will automatically hate him. even though clary would probably make the same decision in the spur of the moment, he shouldve told clary that there would be a consequence, and what it would be. youd think that an angel would have enough common sense lmao.

at the end of the day, each and every one of these actors and actresses sold their characters. their acting was INCREDIBLE and i really really hope that they all come back for season three and they dont change anyone. i saw a picture of kat and the guy who plays jace in the movie together and some people think that hes replacing dom but i hope thats not true. tonight on twitter dom even said how excited he was for season three so they better not let me down. i havent watched the entire mortal instruments movie but ive seen clips and from what ive seen, dom is a better jace. maybe thats just my opinion bc im a hardcore tv show stan. 

okay im done lmao 


-im so excited to see abnormallyadam’s reaction to this finale ohmygod hes gonna pass out when he sees malec.

the signs as tøp lyrics
  • Aries: cause sometimes to stay alive you got to kill your mind // migraine
  • Taurus: gangsters don't cry,therefore, therefore I'm Mr. Misty-eyed // heavydirtysoul
  • Gemini: used to dream of outer space but now they’re laughing at our face,
  • saying, "wake up, you need to make money" // stressed out
  • Cancer: don't wanna give you all my demons you'll have to watch me struggle from several rooms away but tonight I'll need you to stay // the run and go
  • Leo: tie a noose around your mind loose enough to breathe fine and tie it, to a tree, tell it, "you belong to me, this ain't a noose, this is a leash, and I have news for you, you must obey me"// holding onto you
  • Virgo: but I'll kindly enter into rooms of depression, while ceiling fans and idle hands will take my life again // glowing eyes
  • Libra: you fell asleep in my car I drove the whole time but that's okay I'll just avoid the holes so you sleep fine // tear in my heart
  • Scorpio: but there's hope out the window, so that's where we'll go let's go outside and all join hands // guns for hands
  • Sagittarius: faith is to be awake and to be awake is for us to think and for us to think is to be alive // car radio
  • Capricorn: the ghost of you is close to me, I'm inside-out, you're underneath // goner
  • Aquarius: he's changed his meaning of a chair now because a chair now is like a tiny island in the sea of all the people who glide across the very surface // the pantaloon
  • Pisces: i want to crack the door so I can just fall out but then I remember when you packed my car you reached in the back and buckled up your heart // a car, a torch, a death

anonymous asked:

hi!! can i get 61 with josh or dan smith (i know you haven't done any fics for him, so if you don't want to that's ok) thank you so much!!

Send me writing prompts!

61. “If you go anywhere near them, you’ll have to deal with me!”

i f*cking love dan smith???? thank you for this???

“Are you sure you’re gonna be okay?” Dan asked you for literally the twelfth time that evening, you’d been counting. You were getting ready to go to Lights Out, one of London’s more known clubs, for your friend’s birthday.

You had made the mistake of telling your overbearing but undeniably loving boyfriend a few days ago and the entire time up until tonight was spent trying to deter you from going.

You look over your shoulder and stared at Dan, watching him fiddle with the sleeve of his long sleeve shirt as he looked at you. You gave him a smile and turned back to getting ready, signifying your answer. You heard Dan sigh and move to sit on the bed but you paid no attention.

You reached over and grabbed your beige silk top from the wardrobe and pulled out some shorts; at first you were apprehensive on the outfit but once you had it on it was perfect. You gave an approving nod in the mirror and turned to Dan who had your shoes hooked on his fingers.

“Here you go,” he said in a sulking voice, much like a child would use. You laughed and grabbed them from him. Once you put them on you finished with putting on your simple jewelry and the diamond necklace Dan had bought you not too long ago.

“Okay how do I look?” You did a full turn, almost tripping in your shoes. Dan stood up and wrapped you up in his arms, holding you close, and rested his head on top on yours.

“You look stunning, might I add very fuckable, I’m upset that you aren’t staying home though,” Dan mumbled on top of your head. You wacked him on the stomach for his second comment and his laughter shook through your frame.

“I’ll text you when I get there. Do not screw up tonight Dan or so help you,” you pointed a finger at him and threatened.

“Oh don’t worry, I’ll be here if you need me. Now go have fun. I already put the present in your car love.” You gave him a grateful smile, a huge kiss on the cheek, and grabbed your things before making your way out of the flat and over to your car. You gave one last wave to Dan who was standing in the door way and drove off.

The drive to the club wasn’t too long and you had music to take your mind off of it. You were worried about what tonight would entail; the club was a rowdy one and you would have to fend off the handsy people that were there.

You had the valet man take your car as you made your way to the entrance where you could see all of your friends.

“Look who showed alone! We were expecting Dan to come on by with you Y/N.” You knew your friend was just joking and gave her a large hug and wished her a Happy Birthday as well as handing her her gift.

Hugs were flying around and soon you were making your way into the place. The rumors had held true, the scene was insane. Peoples bodied pulsing to the sound of the music, drinks all about, and lots of wondering eyes. You were suddenly wishing Dan was around knowing he would protect you all but you pushed that to the back of your mind and focused on having a good time.

“I got us a reserved section towards the back of the room.”

Once in the section you were pleased to notice that there was lots of free space and you still could move into the middle, more populated areas.

“So then he gave me this stunning piece,” your friend showed you all the brand new and shiny diamond infinity ring on her index finger. You all gasped and grabbed her hand.

“My god you must be doing something right,” you told her suggestively and you all broke into laughter.

As the hours and drinks passed by you could feel yourself having more and more fun, but you missed your boy. You were glancing at all of the club activity when you saw a man gazing your way.  

You tried to avoid eye contact.  In fact, you put every ounce of energy you had into concentrating solely on the drink in front of you.  But he moved closer, and it made you uneasy.  

“Hey there,” he said, sliding into the seat beside you.  

You nodded and said in your most unappealing tone, “Hi.”

“Why don’t you come dance?” he said, gripping your wrist tightly.  

You instinctively jerked your arm away, startled that he would touch you at all.

“No thank,” you said, the knot in your stomach growing larger.  You looked around desperately, noticing all your friends out dancing already, oblivious to what was happening at the table.

“Feisty one, yeah? That’s alright, I like a challenge,” he scooted up closer to you, pressing his hand firmly on your thigh and leaning in to kiss you.

“Get away from me-“ you snarled, turning your head away.  This time you were the one gripping his wrist.  You used your grasp to shove him away from you.  

“Jesus Christ,” he muttered, standing up and starting to back away. “Fucking tense bitch. Lighten up, will ya?”

He walked away then, but your heart still pounded in your chest.  

You immediately fished through your purse searching for your mobile.  In your ecstatic state, you texted Dan quickly, “Can you pick me up?”

Within a minute he replied, “on my way.”

You sighed a breath of relief.  You were a little too drunk and uneasy at this point to have a good time.  So you gathered up your belongings and decided to go tell your friends you were ditching early.  

You were hovering on the edge of the club, one hand feeling the wall to brace yourself, when you felt an all-too-familiar grip around your wrist.

You pull away, just as you had done earlier, but this time, the grip is much firmer.  And when you turn to look at the man, you see this time, he’s also accompanied by a pocket knife pointed right at the fleshy part of your stomach.  

You freeze completely, practically go limp in his grip, and you see the smirk cross his face.  

“What do you want,” you asks shakily.

His smirk grows wider, “You.”

Just as he started pulling you towards the back of the bar, you feel your arm get jerked, before his grip is released.  You pull your arm back, cradling it to your chest before taking a look at the scene before you.  

Dan had practically tackled the guy.  You watched as his knife skid across the floor, earning an assortment of gasps from the crowd.  Dan, now on top of the guy, wound up for a punch right to the face.  You blinked harshly, you’d never seen Dan lay a hand on another person, let alone deck them right in the nose.  

“If you go anywhere near her, you’ll have to deal with me!” he spits into the guy’s face.  He threw another punch, and another…

Two bouncers came rushing over to the scene. One ran to you making sure you were okay and the other pried Dan off of the man. Dan pushed the bouncers arms away and came to stand in front of you.

“Take care of this,” Dan barked towards the man who had came to you first. He nodded and with the other bouncer grabbed the man and set him down on the bench, one of them calling the police.

Dan looks you over first.  You’re eyes are wide open and you’re still cradling your arm.  “Did he hurt you?” he asks, tenderly reaching forward and touching your shoulder.  

You shake your head, finally mustering up the energy to look up at Dan.  Once you do, you’re able to let out the breath you’d been holding.  It’s unsteady and chopped, but it feels good in your lungs and head.

“Let’s go.” Dan wraps his arm around you, leading you through the crowd of people who’d just instantly gone back to the party they’d been having.  

The cool air felt nice against your skin.  It shocked you back into reality a bit.  Dan helped you into the passengers seat before climbing in the driver’s side. Silence was accompanying you all through the drive home and you were trying to process all of the events that had just occurred, alcohol still lingering.

When you got up to Dan’s flat, he helped you up the stairs and onto the bed.  

“Let me look at you,” he said, glancing all over.  “Did he hurt you at all?”

You shake your head again.  “You-“ you say, lifting your hand to point, “your hand.”

Dan raises his bloodied knuckles.  “It’s nothing,” he says.  

“Thank you,” you whisper, still slightly shocked.  “Thank you for being there.”

You both got ready for bed not saying a word to one another, not broaching the subject of tonights occurrence. The bed was comfy and you were more then ready to welcome sleep with open arms.

Before sleep could fully take you Dan pulled you into his chest and put his lips towards your ear.

“I’ll aways be there, sleep well love.” With a kiss placed in your hair you finally let your dreams take you away.

I was meant to be going out tonight but plans changed for a few reasons so now I’m at home drinking tea and watching Downton Abbey. Given the state of me after my walk home from uni this evening, I’m sort of okay with that! I got my exam results yesterday, I got 2 2:1s and a 1st, with my average literally being A THIRD OF A PERCENTAGE below a 1st overall. I know logically that thats really good, especially given that I was struggling a lot over the few weeks I sat them, but the one I thought I’d done best in was actually my worst and I really really reeeeally want a fucking 1st and I’m so close so I know I can do it. I have 3 semesters to get my average up by that tiny amount so here’s hoping 😅

  • Akechi: This was amazing, and I learned a lot, and I enjoyed it tremendously.
  • Akira: I learned a lot about you, Akechi.
  • Akechi: You did!
  • Akira: One; you're super interested in slobbing on my knob, like-
  • Akechi: Wow, is that what you took away from this?
  • Akira: Number two-
  • Akechi: Uh-huh?
  • Akira: That's going to happen tonight.
  • Akechi: Whoah.
  • Akira: You made a promise.
  • Akechi: I did not.
  • Akira: Don't break it.
  • Akechi: Okay?
  • Akira: I'm holding you to it-
  • Akechi: Nah.
  • Akira: Publicly.
  • Akechi: A promise I never made?
  • Akira: In front of all of these people.
  • Akechi: You're holding me to a promise that you made just now on my behalf.
Signs as Twenty One Pilots' Vessel Lyrics: (@asstrolorgy)
  • ARIES // you think twice about your life, it probably happens at night, right? fight it, take the pain, ignite it, tie a noose around your mind loose enough to breathe fine and tie it, to a tree, tell it, "you belong to me, this ain't a noose, this is a leash, and I have news for you, you must obey me."
  • TAURUS // and I will say that we should take a day to break away, from all the pain our brain has made, the game is not played alone. and I will say that we should take a moment and hold it, and keep it frozen and know that, life has a hopeful undertone.
  • GEMINI // I'm never what I like, I'm double sided, and I just can't hide, I kind of like it when I make you cry, 'Cause I'm twisted up, I'm twisted up inside.
  • CANCER // while you're doing fine, there's some people and I, who have a really tough time getting through this life, so excuse us while we sing to the sky.
  • LEO // I do not know why I would go, in front of you and hide my soul, cause you're the only one who knows it, yeah you're the only one who knows it, and I will hide behind my pride, don't know why I think I can lie, cause there's a screen on my chest
  • VIRGO // I have these thoughts so often I ought to replace that slot, with what I once bought, 'cause somebody stole my car radio, and now I just sit in silence
  • LIBRA // I ponder of something great, my lungs will fill and then deflate, they fill with fire, exhale desire, I know it's dire my time today
  • SCORPIO // behind my eyelids are islands of violence, my mind's shipwrecked, this is the only land my mind could, find, I did not know it was such a violent island, full of tidal waves, suicidal crazed lions, they're trying to eat me, blood running down their chin, and I know that I can fight or I can let the lion win,
  • I begin to assemble what weapons I can find, cause sometimes to stay alive you got to kill your mind.
  • SAGITTARIUS // don't wanna call you in the nighttime, don't wanna give you all my pieces, don't wanna hand you all my trouble, don't wanna give you all my demons, you'll have to watch me struggle, from several rooms away, but tonight I'll need you to stay.
  • CAPRICORN // let's say we up and left this town, and turned our future upside down. we'll make pretend that you and me, lived ever after happily.
  • AQUARIUS // am I right? of course I am, convince me otherwise would take all night
  • before you walk away, there's one more thing I want to say, our brains are sick but that's okay.
  • PISCES // I find over the course of our human existence, one thing consists of consistence and it's that we're all battling fear, oh dear, I don't know if we know why we're here, oh my, too deep, please stop thinking
  • ace: sabo! you know what time is it?
  • sabo: it's evening, 8:27 pm. why?
  • ace: that's not what i mean. look, which season is it?
  • sabo: fall.
  • ace: oh sabo! time or day!
  • sabo: 8:29 pm.
  • ace: are you kidding me?
  • sbo: no? what do you want from me?
  • marco: sabo, babe yoi?
  • sabo: yes?
  • marco: it's snowing, yoi. haruta and ace had tell me this afternoon, yoi.
  • sabo: what do you mean? yes, it's snowing, it's evening and it's 8:35 pm
  • ace: okay, okay. what day is it?
  • sabo: the last fall day?
  • ace: he forgot it...?
  • marco: looks like it, yoi.
  • sabo: but what?!
  • ace: go away. i sleep at luffys place tonight!
  • sabo: hey wait! .... marco?
  • marco: normally, i'm the one who forget something like this, yoi. it's the last day of fall and every year on this day we drink hot chocolate and watching a movie, yoi.
  • sabo: oh damn it! i really forget it. shit.
  • marco: relax, you can say sorry tomorrow when he has a better mood.
  • sabo: i'm so sorry marco!
  • marco: it's okay, but try to remember next time, yoi.
  • sabo: i will do my best.
  • marco: sit down, i will make hot chocolate, yoi.
  • sabo: no, it's my mistake. i will make it. sit down and read your book.
  • marco: okay, thanks yoi.
  • special thanks to @marcoacesabo
  • Gwaine: 'hey...umm I'm an independent person from my sexual orientation and I have motivation outside of getting laid... with that in mind, who am I taking home tonight ;)'
  • Gwaine backflips off a mountain: 'if my partner wants me to be exclusive that's fine and okay as long as they come to me, but I would expect them to do the same.'
  • Gwaine lands on a horse: 'but the idea that sex is directly equated to how much I love a person is fucked on a level on par with romans'
  • Gwaine riding into the sunset: 'bisexual people don't exist to fulfill or fight stereotypes they are just people'
A One Time Thing - Jimin x Rap Mon x Reader (Smut) - Pt 2 of Teacher Jimin-

Final Request From ( @xxsaskia1xx )

It was Saturday morning, you had just woken up when you heard a *ding ding* noise coming from your phone. You looked at the message, revealing it was from the contact “Biology” meaning it was from Mr Park, Jimin Park who you have been messing around with for the past 3 months. The text message read, “Hey, I want to try something a little frisky tonight adding another person, you up for it?” You looked at the text, questioning what your answer should be, it wouldn’t be such a bad thing, especially if the guy was hot. “Only If he’s hotter than you.” You replied jokingly, another *ding ding* sounded in the room, signalling another reply. “Thats not going happen, but you may think he’s okay” you raised your eyebrow at his reply. “Send me a picture” You messaged back, checking he was of potential. The same signalling sound projected from your phone as you typed in the passcode revealing a blonde man, he had a hearty smile, a structured jawline and some cute brown eyes, “Seems pretty hot, as long as it not a more than one time thing.” You replied, getting out of bed. “Okay see you at six then, I love you” was his reply as you got into the shower. Once you where clean and fresh you proceeded to your lingerie drawer, picking out a black lace bra and some matching panties. To cover that you put on some black skinnies, a camouflage jumper and some black heeled boots. You done your make up before blow drying and straightening your hair. It was around 2pm by this time so you flicked your T.V on to the vampire diaries, watching 3 and a half episodes before Jimin had text you, making you aware of the fact he was waiting outside. “Hey baby” He said as you got in the car, puckering his lips for a peck, which you gladly accepted. “Hey, Chim” You said putting your seat belt on. You made small talk about anything and everything as you made your way to his Jimin’s house. “What made you want a threesome may I ask?” You questioned curiously. “I thought it’d be something different” He laughed slightly. “Okay then” you replied, putting your phone on silent after texting your mother and telling her you’d be staying at a friends for the night. “You think i’ll like this guy?” You asked him, getting slightly worried about the occasion. “You’ll love Namjoon, he’s such a chill guy” He spoke placing a reassuring hand on your thigh as he continued to drive. After another 25 minutes passing you finally made it to Jimin’s house, It was around 6:49 and Kim Namjoon was arriving sat 7pm. You sat cuddling with Jimin, talking about useless things, you shyly asked Jimin “Do I still have to call you daddy if he’s there?” your face went beetroot as the words left your mouth. “In any sexual activities you call me daddy. Understand?” He asked completely serious, you simply nodded before the door went, making you both jump to your feet. “Heeeey, Joonboii” Jimin spoke hitting the blonde boys arm in a bro hug. “This is the lovely Saskia, whom I’ve heard so much about” the boy said taking your hand and kissing it delicately. “Nice to meet you!” You said, trying to sound friendly. “Now shall we get started?” Jimin asked, you tried to keep your cool, relishing in the scent that was your boyfriend as he wrapped his hands around your waist, you where very unsure as to how you felt about this but never the less assumed you’d enjoy it. You nodded, as you walked up to the bedroom. “Just give me 10 minutes to go up and get ready. I’ll wait for you in your bedroom.” You said as your got to your top landing. You walked to your cupboard in Jimin’s room, picking out your black lace nighty, changing from your clothes. You fixed your hair and applied some lip gloss, sitting on the bed quickly preparing yourself as you heard someone walk up the stairs, the door opened revealing a lustful eyed Jimin. “Baby, you look gorgeous” Jimin spoke as he sat down with you on the bed. He began kissing you, using his tongue to taste every part of his mouth. He redirected from his lips to your cheek before moving over your jawline, nipping and sucking at every inch of your neck. You moaned as you leant you head to the side allowing him more access. He began removing your lacy night dress, you lay back on the bed as he kissed down your chest, unclipping your bra, kissing and massaging your breasts as you continued to moan his name. “I’m going to blind fold you now baby, remember the safe word, although you shouldn’t have to use it” He spoke, all you could do was nod, reaching complete darkness. He then moved your arms over your head and tied them with strong rope round his headboard, you felt almost afraid of what was about to happen however all those worries left you when he began to kiss you again, exploring your mouth with his tongue and your body with his hands. Namjoon crept into the room, as Jimin was leaned over kissing you, he left the kiss to take his shirt off, before whispering “ill be right back baby” you where left in darkness unaware of what was happening as namjoon and jimin stripped off. They both leaned at the edge of the bed, jimin slid his hands up your legs, pulling your thighs apart, kissing around your heat. You whimpered slightly at the lack of touch. Namjoon moved up to your mouth as Jimin took your panties off. Jimin blew the cold air onto your clit, making you whine before attaching his lips and sucking fiercely achieving a moan from you, however when you opened your mouth you felt a tongue slide in, tasting you. You didn’t recognise the tongue however in your attempt to explore, the tongue disappeared leaving you hanging with only a taste whilst he massaged your breasts then moved down to your neck, biting and sucking, all while Jimin continued to work at your clit. The tongue soon disappeared and when you where least expecting it Namjoon inserted 3 fingers into your folds as Jimin continued to suck on your sensitive clit, you screamed out in pleasure as you released over the two boys fingers and faces. You heard Namjoon lick your release from his fingers and Jimin proceeded to eat out the release left inside of your pulsing heat. All of a sudden you felt the ropes around your hands release as hands escaped to the back of your head, all of a sudden the blind fold was removed and you saw two indescribably handsome, naked men standing over you, you reminded Jimin that you where on birth control and with that they continued. Jimin positioned you on your side as Namjoon lay infront of you, his erect length in your face. “Suck me, Saskia.” He spoke the lust in his voice so thick you could cut it with a knife. You felt Jimin raise your leg as you licked the tip of Namjoons length, you could taste the pre-cum as you took him, tasting saltier and less arousing than Jimin’s however you could still enjoy it. You began to take more of him, swirling your tongue and rubbing the rest of him with your hand, just as you came to grips with it Jimin plunged into you “MHH DADDY!!” you screamed, because he was so horny he gave you no time to adjust, so instead you whimpered and moaned whilst Namjoon was still in your mouth, you felt him twitch at the vibrations of your sounds, so you flattened your tongue causing his release, you swallowed what managed to fill your mouth as Jimin plunged in deeper than before, hitting your g-spot and causing your second release, shortly followed by his first. They both sat up, making you stand on the bed. “Your gonna take me in your ass, wither you like it or not” Namjoon spoke viciously, you gulped as his erect member faced you, you slowy sat down on him, causing a shooting pain from the never before experienced sensation, however all became too real when Jimin then lifted you slight, sitting his dick into your wet heat. You now had the two men inside you and where in so much overwhelming pleasure you could barely even speak, the two men began moving, slowly as you whimpered in the painful pleasure. Once you had adjusted to having the two men inside you both of them grabbed your hips and began speeding up, thrusting into you as hard as you could. You screamed out in pleasure finally releasing over the two men when Namjoon started massaging your breasts and Jimin began rubbing your now bright red and trembling clit. The two men followed your release, feeling yourself heat up in both your pussy and your ass as the two men release, hearing their moans and groans as you breath heavily. You sat there still with the two men inside you, “Thank you so much for allowing us to do this baby” Jimin spoke as he kissed your lips sweetly. “Thank you trusting me” Namjoon spoke kissing your neck. “Can you guys go downstairs please? I need a little nap after that” You spoke, exhausted. They both slid out of you, you stood up in an attempt to get under the covers, the horrendous pane in your stomach washed over you causing you to fall to the ground, Jimin ran over to pick you up as Namjoon pulled the cover back, Jimin lay you down tucking you in as he pecked your lips, they both got dressed before smirking at you “That pain should go away in a week or so…” Namjoon said winking at you as Jimin closed the door, you where so tired that you passed out, thinking about the event that just took place.


If there was one thing that Alca really, truly liked about living in Inkwell Isle Three, it’s the impressive sunsets. Sure, Chicago has nice sunsets as well, but you really had to try in order to get a decent glimpse; what with all the tall buildings and whatnot.

The squirrel simply had to take a surprisingly not so long walk to the dock that sits outside the beach. You can see the sky’s vivid mix of red, orange, yellow, and pink up so close that it feels like you can just reach out and touch it before it soon turns dark into night. Certainly beats having to view it from a building rooftop in the distance.

Alca got up from sitting on the dock’s edge as soon as night time hit. As she walked off the wooden structure, she looked up at the sky to see very few stars shining despite the sky being completely clear. Of course, with the third isle being a city isle, this is understandable; cue all the building lights turning on.

Suddenly, thanks to the fact that Alca wasn’t really watching where she was going, her face has made contact with something white and puffy. Backing up a few steps, she saw that she happened to bump into…a cloud? And at such a low altitude from the sky?

“Huh…” And it was just after a few seconds of inspecting said strange cloud that she noticed that an actual person was on it. Like straight up laying on it.

“…” Dang, what possibilities does this place not have?

sanerontheinside  asked:

oh my god feel free to not do this one but “fight me, you attractive stranger.” XD that's probably the first time they meet in the uni au one of them walks away from an argument before they even know each others' names thinking that I can't sorry I'm all manic giggles tonight

Okay I’m tired and a little loopy, but fuck dammit Saner, you keep sending me the best ideas

Obi-Wan is drunk. Obi-Wan is /very/ drunk, because today was the last day of classes, so he doesn’t have to be up at too-fucking-early-o-clock in the morning to teach.

And so, he is drunk. And so is Bail, and Satine, and Satine is giggling on his shoulder, while Bail regales them with some story that Obi-Wan has long since lost the plot of, sweeping one hand grandly in the air. It’s probably more stupid things that happened on campus.

“I need to pee,” Obi-Wan announces, pushing himself up off his bar stool, Satine shifting easily to lean against Bail. He’s gone only three steps when he hits a wall, which is odd, because Obi-Wan can see the wall, and it’s still a fair distance off, and really, he’s pretty sure his depth perception is not quite that bad just yet. Also, the wall is remarkable soft and warm for a wall, and also breathing. Obi-Wan may be a Literature professor, but he’s pretty sure walls don’t breath.

Confused, he looks up. And up. And the up a little more.

The wall is, in fact, a man. A very gorgeous man, with a crooked nose and long chestnut hair pulled up in a bun which, ugh, and stormy eyes, and okay, Obi-Wan is too drunk and too gay to be dealing with someone so beautiful. What the fuck.

They stare at one another for a few long moments. Obi-Wan might be gaping. He’s not sure. Confusion fades to suppressed mirth in the man’s eyes.

“Hello,” the man says, and oh, his voice. It’s like liquid warmth sliding straight into Obi-Wan, and he wants to close his eyes and reveal in it.

“Uh,” he says.

The man laughs, rich and full. Obi-Wan narrows his eyes, suddenly irritated.

“Fight me, you attractive stranger!” he snaps, and then spins on his heel, stalking off to the bathroom.

  • Napoleon: So, what's the plan, who are we meeting?
  • Gaby: You're my body guard, not my business partner, so just focus on guarding my body.
  • Napoleon: So not knowing who we're meeting tonight is gonna make me extra effective. That's okay, I get it. I got shit to do. You'll probably be fine. Why don't I go get you a nice dress to be buried in? Dumb ass.
It Only Takes One Time (Part 37)

hey I’m dead and lazy. I promise I’ll edit the next one

Part 36

Warnings: lol swearing

“There’s been an accident.”

“An accident? With who?” My panic was prominent and beginning to make me feel light headed. The thought of someone I knew being hurt exhausted me.

“Phil and I.” Dan replied with ease.

“How? If you’re in an accident with Phil how are you calling me… Where’s Phil? Put him on the phone!” I felt as if I was screaming at this point.

“Phil’s dead, Y/N.”

My eyes shot open and I began to pant.

“Ugh, it was just a dream.” I rubbed my temples and looked over at my clock. It was only 11am but it felt like it was so much later than that. I immediately checked up on my phone. If there was an actual accident I’m sure there would be people asking about what happened or some type of update. I had 8 texts and two calls. The texts were evenly split between both Dan and Phil. They were all along the lines of “are you okay” which made me question what happened to me.

I stood up and rubbed my eyes, pulling the over sized shirt I was wearing over my simple pair of underwear. I didn’t remember getting to bed after talking to Dan’s mother, I simply remember crying to her and then receiving the call. I wasn’t even sure last night happened, it just all seemed like a blur.

I crept out of the room slowly and went up to see Liam. I wanted to cuddle him and pour myself into loving him more than ever. My dedication to motherhood hadn’t been as wonderful as it could have been but I was determined to change that.

“Oh good, you’re up. How are you feeling, darling?” Dan’s mother smiled at me as she held Liam in her arms, patting his back. “Liam needs to be fed but are you well enough yet? If not I could get some formula.”

“Oh don’t worry. I’m well enough.” I insisted, softly taking him. Liam gurgled in my arms and waved his arms around. I chuckled and gave him a kiss on the cheek. “If I’m honest I don’t remember going to bed?” I felt like I should have been embarrassed for my attire around her, but I didn’t. Whether I was with Dan or not she was still my sons grandmother and that meant she was still family to me as well.

“You were feeling sick last night when you got home, your back hurt and you had a headache. I made you go to bed since your night had already turned sour.” She placed a hand on my shoulder and squeezed it. “Dan nor Phil came home last night. I told them you weren’t feeling well and they insisted on coming but I figured you should have space.”

“Thanks, that means a lot. I’m sorry you had to stay over and watch Liam longer than intended, that surely won’t happen again.” I shook my head.

“It’s okay, he’s my grandson. I’m always available.” She smiled.

After feeding Liam and getting us ready, I informed her that I needed to run a few errands. I needed to go to my doctor and confirm the whole pregnancy situation once and for all. I also needed to pick up more supplies for Liam so it would work out well.

“I don’t think you should go out yet.” Dan’s mother mumbled from the couch as I was getting ready to go. “If it’s supplies you need, make a list and I’ll go. I’m worried that you’re still not well enough.”

“No no, I have to take care of some other stuff, too. It’s fine honestly, I’ll be back before he’s up from his nap and then you’re free.” I promised, pulling my hair back. She sighed loudly and shrugged for a second.

“You left your pregnancy test in the bathroom, Y/N.” My blood ran cold and my mood went from meh to bleh in 30 seconds.

“T-thats old-I,” I frowned and tried to think of an excuse. There was nothing that didn’t make me sound even more crazy that I could come up with. “So, okay, I need to go to the doctors now so I can get results back by tonight. I need to be certain before anything happens.”

“Alright… I hope everything is okay. Can I just ask you one thing?” She played with her hair for a moment and turned off the TV in front of her.

“Of course.” I tried my hardest to smile but failed and went for a neutral expression instead.

“If you’re truly having a baby… Is it Dan’s?” All I could do was slowly nod. I had no nails left to chew on my hands or else I’d be relieving my stress that way. She simply nodded in return and gestured her head to the door.

The process at the hospital was quick. I got my blood drawn and begged for them to get it back to me ASAP. I needed to know before I went on my trip with Dan. If I was pregnant, that secret would be suffocating to hold back.

I was hoping for a smooth rest of my day as I tried to fight of the pure anxiety that built up inside me whilst I waited to get my result. I’d get an email around 7PM and I needed to distract myself. This would be a good opportunity to clean up a bit and even go online and browse for a new apartment.

I wanted to be in a good mood while everything was mostly unknown.

I raced home after shopping and grabbing a coffee. I had every intention to get home and clean everything up and get organized. If I felt organized that would already be a huge improvement.

 However, since it was my life I was dealing with, plans didn’t work out. I entered the apartment just to be greeted with a load of guests.

“Dan? Phil?” I called out at the doorway as I took off my shoes. I could hear all the chatter from the lounge. Why were there so many people over? Why hadn’t I known?

“Yeah?” Both of them responded, from different sections of the house. I didn’t reply to either and took it upon myself to go to the lounge. I looked moderately presentable but at the time I was so absorbed in the situation that I could care less.

The lounge was filled with well… Everyone. Dan’s family, my family, Marie’s family, and Catherine…

For a moment, I bothered to question why she was here. Then I remembered that she was dating Jacob and tat made me wonder if she was doing it just to spite me.

I looked around the whole room and the only person who wasn’t there was Phil which was odd.

“What’s going on?” I looked to Dan who was holding Liam and raised my brow. He pursed his lips and hummed for a second.

“Everyone wanted to come and see us before our trip tomorrow.” He looked at everyone and sat Liam up on his knee.

“Why?” I put a hand on my hip and moved to make eye contact with Waverly.

“Because we care about you and we all have stuff to say, starting with me. Y/N, I’ve found some apartments and there’s one in particular that has the space you need and its honestly wonderful for you.” Wavily smiled and slightly clapped her hands together.

“Already?” Dan piped up. Wavily immediately shot a glare at him and crossed her arms, making him turn back away and shrugging. “Just kidding…”

“I’d really like to stick around longer but I have things to do so this isn’t really anything I want to deal with right now.” I shoved one of my hands in my jean pocket and fiddled with my hair.

“Like what?” Marie chirped up, leaning her head over and resting it on Dan’s shoulder. With Liam in his arms, they almost looked like they were a family of their own. It would have seemed real if Dan hadn’t stiffened up the second she touched him.

“I’m sure Y/N has to pack up and get Liam organized. It’s alright, go ahead.” Dan’s mother insisted, turning to look at everyone and standing up. “Meanwhile, let’s talk about how much Liam has grown.”

I walked out of the room with every intention of just going to the shower and hiding in there. I needed to find happiness and being clean seemed like that would suffice.

“Y/N,” the voice came from behind me along with more footsteps. “I was worried about you.” I spun around on my heel to see Phil standing there. His hair was messy and he was in his pyjamas. Typically he would always try to make him self look somewhat ‘decent’ but right now he looked like he’d just woken up, and I adored it.

“Hi, did you know about this whole party gathering thing?” I pointed my finger to the living room. “If you did I’m not mad or anything,”

“No, I can safely say I didn’t know but… I wanted to say something it shouldn’t take too long.” Phil shyly looked around and walked up closer to me until our bodies were almost touching. “You know that fight I had with Dan?”

I cleared my throat and bit my lip, nodding.

“It was about how Marie was fiddling with his condoms because she wants a baby, too… I told him it was insane and inconsiderate she was for doing that and he denied it and said it was fine and normal for a woman to want a baby. I then told him that I knew it would hurt you because you love him. He then said that the two things don’t mix and I brought up him needing to focus on his already existing son and he lost it.” Phil was so close to me that I could feel his breath on my skin. It was so soothing and I wanted to jump in his arms and squeeze him. He was just as hurt as I was and him telling me that was the evidence.

“Sounds like Marie to be so awful and possessive about him… But that doesn’t sound like Dan? I’ve never seen him get so irritated so quickly.” I didn’t know what to think of the situation. I wasn’t exactly shocked but it explains why a second pregnancy would be brought into consideration.

“It’s because I brought you up and he loves you… He didn’t know he did and when he realized it, he knew he fucked up.” Phil squeezed my shoulder much like Dan’s mother had done earlier.

“What’s up guys?” Now Dan had showed up, Liam on his side. He looked far more distressed than pleasant but had no intention of saying anything about it.

“Talking.” I answered, not pulling my gaze away from Phil.

“Got room for one more person here?” It was now Catherine who came in.

“I actually have to talk to Y/N alone,” Dan awkwardly stood in between Phil and I bouncing Liam as he did so.

“I do too…” Catherine waved and played with her dress.

“We were busy talking.” Phil slowly turned his head to stare at Dan. “You can wait,”

“It’s important, though.” Dan mumbled.

“I don’t care. Why are you always such a cunt?” Phil rolled his eyes. This sent Dan and Phil into another argument. They were going back and forth with insults using profanity. I grabbed Liam and started to bring him up to his nursery and heard everyone calling out to me. I ignored all except for one comment that came from Catherine.

“I wanted to tell you that I’m in love with you!”