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It’s awesome to be able to draw Mark with his black hair again

Living with anger issues I can’t work on
  • I get angry at technology A LOT
  • When people tell me how to feel the only thing i feel is ANGER
  • I’m not gonna calm down because your voice is whispered and kind
  • i’m still angry
  • there are some days where i don’t want to here a single person’s voice.
  • if you try to tell me something you found on the internet i will get extremely impatient
  • i fucking hate when i’m being so unfair but i don’t know how to not be unfair
  • I GET REALLY CONTROLLING 
  • TELLING ME TO STOP BEING SUCH A BABY MAGNIFIES MY ANGER
  • there are sometimes i really want to cry but i can’t because I’M ANGRY. 
  • I am a total ass to everyone and everything 
  • i’m a pacifist but even i wanna throw a bag of bricks at your face when you tell me how i’m supposed to react
You’re My Best Friend

Prompt: ((thank you for sending yours in!))

Genre: angst, fluff, smut ((wow the whole package go kyra))

Warnings: grinding, swearing, self hate, homophobic slurs, bullying

Word count: 1818 ((god damn it kyra this is a simple prompt why))

A/N: okay this was supposed to be really fluffy and smutty but then i haven’t written angst and i threw this thing up. also the italics are time flashbacks with the exception of the end. hope you like :)

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Minicat. 2464 words.

Prompt: Person B knowing they’re undoubtedly about to die within the next few seconds, likely from the gaping wound they’re bleeding out from. Instead of calling for help, they phone Person A and carry on a casual conversation as if nothing is wrong, making sure to mention how much they love them before their time runs out.

A/N: Much love to seargentbutternipples for babysitting me back when I started writing this fic a few weeks ago. Sorry it took so long to finish bb <3 

With an audible groan, Tyler dropped to the ground behind a nearby crate, hissing as a sharp pain shot through his abdomen as he agitated his bullet wounds. He slowly sat up against the crate, careful not to hurt himself any further, hand pressed against his injuries in a feeble attempt to stop the bleeding. He took slow deep breaths as if that would somehow lessen the pain or prolong his dwindling life, but he knew his efforts were useless.

There was no surviving this. Tyler knew next to nothing about first aid, but knew there was not a thing he could do to save himself. He could try his best to stop or even slow down the bleeding long enough for the rest of the guys to come and find him, but even if they did manage to get to him on time, there wasn’t anything they could do. Three bullets were lodged somewhere in his stomach and knowing his luck, at least one had probably clipped a vital organ, and there wasn’t a single member of their gang that was qualified enough to safely remove them. They could maybe manage one bullet wound, but definitely not three.

He was fucked. He was well and truly fucked, and there was nothing he could do about it. The Grim Reaper was coming for him, and all he could do was sit back and wait.

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wow finally drew some stuff again

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NEW VIDEO: “My Epic Food Fight <3

(PS: reblog if you want me to follow your blog! Following a bunch!)

I did my first follow forever last year sometime around Christmas so I decided to do it again *audience clapping in the background*
So I wanna dedicate this to my friends/squad/mutuals and thank you all for making my dash awesome💛
(Also: my photoshop skills did not improve since last year so idk I tried)

Shoutouts for being like extra fab go to: @soy-una-chispa @piszczk @iamlivindead @podolzki

Sorry for being too lazy to do this in an alphabetical order
@blackheartsofchrome @fcbootylona @ginterwonderland @footballcrown @glbb0 @ronaldosnipple @leupolz @hohohollimaatta @paulcdybala @sereusly @classybellerin @neystegen @ucls @alderweirelf @jakubblaszczykowski @smolgunners @fxxball @serbian-queen @guendogawa @skijumpingaremylife @fantastiscos @matshommels @gintered @dylan-o-cryen @flelix @oh-its-a-trapp @sergiorambo @brosnia @yongaeelf @plszczu @gloryhuntingrentboy @erikdurmxs @dortmund-yellow-wall @romanbrrrki @boreussin @cuteinhos @heydebruyne @soccerlifw @borussee @hoector-ballerina @gra-i-gconai @sandinjar @borussiadortmundaf @ikerclausillas @fxxtball @harrykandykane @holyreus @sergiocuatro @cechh @santa-claudio @kyapii @real-germadrid @willian-borges @mignoleeet @sxrgioaguero @hohohummels @tomastuchel @preciousisco @liebereus @kovacicmateo @sassybartra @chelseadortmund @iblameserhio @livielea @koenigreus @uka-ku @neuer-get-in-the-box @ffireandblood @thefootballstranger @thebvbfans @winning-is-our-aim @plszczek @sackbenitez @xavidodgers @vikt0rfischer

Happy holidays💛🎅

Blackout day ✨

I know Josh’s birthday is technically 28 minutes away my time but I made this for suicide squad and Heathens and I really like it so I couldn’t wait 28 whole minutes just to post it.
Happy early birthday, Jishwa!!! ❤️

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The fitness magazine Dean was reading mentions mammograms on the cover three times, and healthy foods twice, once in relation to avoiding cancer. I can’t help but think we’re supposed to make the association here between cancer and the mark, especially considering all the healthy food Dean’s been eating as a preventative measure.

I think this is a very interesting association to make considering cancer is a disease characterized by the body’s own abnormal cells growing uncontrollably into tumors. Cancers are caused by environmental factors and/or genetic inheritance, but nonetheless it is still the body’s own cells that mutate and cause the disease.

Like many cancers, the mark is something that came from an outside source, but is using what is already inside Dean to proliferate. And if we’re thinking of it as a cancer, as far as I know most cancers are never completely cured, they simply go into remission. There are treatments to rid the body of the tumors, but there’s always the chance that cancer will come back in the future. 

Taking this as just another sign that Dean will be stuck with the mark for good, but with treatment, a lifetime of remission may be possible…

i feel like norway would have a serious problem with reading books before bed like, he wouldn’t stop until he’s finished this last page. okay, the chapter. then the book. the series. another book. 

and then it’s fucking dawn.