okay so he knows

anonymous asked:

crazy!ponyboy headcannons >.>

OMG YES ILY FREN WHOEVER YOU ARE


-Okay so??? We all know he’s very stubborn and doesn’t like help

“Pony are u ok”

*visibly shaking and crying* “I’M FINE HAHA”

-When the voices in his head get really loud he’ll start tapping on things? Like he’ll just take whatever’s nearby and erratically tap a rhythm

-His back starts hurting after a while because he spends so much time curled up into a ball against a corner or something

-There have been times when someone has to forcibly remove his hands from the side of his head because he yanks on his hair and digs his fingernails into his head and makes it bleed

-He gets so mentally tired sometimes that he just sits back and lets them scream at him and his eyes go blank and it scares his brothers tbh

-On his good days, he’s really relaxed and easygoing and giggly and just happy, really happy okay

-He’s also very clingy on his good days, while on his bad days he has a  tendency to snap at and push people away

-It’ll get so bad sometimes that he’ll see shadowy figures and he SCREAMS and it worries the gang

-Once he had a panic attack and socked Steve directly in the nose and he felt bad but was secretly laughing

-He will sometimes sing old nursery rhymes softly when he’s freaking out, because it reminds him of when his mom would do it and that makes him feel better, but from the outside it looks creepy AF

I know I have posted already two posts about Sean being inactive and I know I shouldn’t worry he is probably just taking a breather from all this drama but I can’t help but worry because he always posts the video link but today he hasn’t even done that that’s really strange so I hope he is okay and that he knows we are here for him always and that we love him very much 💚🍀❤️

like…listen…everything is messy as hell and Lukas is in a really bad place and it’s all stressful as anything but…that scene with Philip and Lukas and Anne…where Lukas admits out loud to someone other than Philip, that he likes Philip and it’s hard for him…and Anne reassured him it was ok and kissed his cheek…I’d like to thank each and every deity for that scene because it cleansed my skin and watered my crops and added years to my life

there’s something about even’s little nod in this scene 

because even knows. he’s not oblivious, he notices the way isak reacts to his presence, to him. he’s been noticing him for weeks, weeks before they first met. he saw the way isak was when he came over to his place the previous week, he saw the look in his eyes, the light in his eyes, he saw the way he smiled and laughed, he noticed the changes in his voice. he probably memorized his facial expressions and the things he said last friday. kept replaying them in his mind every single day, in class, before going to bed, when he was with other people 

earlier in that episode, when he came to give isak his snapback, in a matter of seconds, he understood that isak hadn’t told his friends he had gone to his place, he understood that he didn’t want them to know. because he sees and understands. he remembered the cardamom on the cheese toasties five weeks later, how they were sitting on the floor of his room as they ate them, he remembered isak saying he had a drop of water in his throat, he remembered isak talking about parallel universes. because he pays such close attention to isak and the way he looks and moves and speaks and all the things he says

do you think that even, who saw this boy on the first day of school, who was probably looking forward to seeing him even when it was just at school, in public, in rooms and hallways with other students, would not notice how isak was acting? notice the way he’s been looking at him the moment he showed up at his place for the pregame? the way he starred at him when he kissed sonja and looked at him straight in the eyes? how tensed he was as he told him about sonja and how they’d been together for years? the intonation of his voice as he said his okay’s (been together since we were 15. okay. can’t dump her. okay). do you think that even who’s been desperately trying to spend time alone with this boy he was falling for would not notice the smile that spread all over isak’s face when he realized that even was messing with him, the smile he was trying to stop it, in vain? do you think he would not sense his attraction to him? the vulnerability?

of course even notices. and since he came to see isak in his kitchen, he’s only been kidding, pretending not to be serious. but with that little nod, he grows more serious. with that little nod, it’s like he’s saying i see you, i see it, i’ve seen you for a while. it’s reassuring. it’s okay. it’s understanding. i know, isak. i know. me too

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Mercer’s Magnificent Mane™ appreciation post

Requested by ~Anon~

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Luke Arnold [takes a deep breath]: I LO-

Interviewer, the cast, the fandom, the entire world: yes, you love Toby Stephens, we know, you love Toby Stephens so much, he’s the light of your life, you love him so much, you just love Toby Stephens, we KNOW, you love Toby Stephens you fucking love Toby Stephens ok we know, we get it, YOU LOVE TOBY STEPHENS. WE GET IT.

I ! am ! finally ! done ! This was one of those were you go, eh, I’ll start it, I’ll doubt I’ll finish it, but whatever. So here’s Anders, kudos to @timesorceror again, for making this a thing.

bang pd nim more like min yoongi bs&t era 50 years later ((@ anyone who’s reblogging this i am nOt making fun of him cmon im going emo all over the tags;_;))

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“you win if there’s a change in hyungsik’s face” ; part.1 ailee vers.
{ivy vers.}

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camisado // panic! at the disco

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Shiro canonically being six and a quarter years old is the best news I’ve heard this entire year.