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Writing is Hard, part 7: The Shower

Summary: Dean doesn’t appreciate the story you write about your first time.

Read Part 1 Part 2 Part 3 Part 4 Part 5 Part 6

Warning: Smut, awkward sex gone wrong (but it gets fixed!)

Word Count: 3000ish

A/N: This is all written with love for fan fic. I’m teasing, not putting it down in any way. Hope you enjoy! (Sorry, tag list is closed!) XOXO

It’s a little sweaty when you wake up. Dean’s on his stomach with his face turned away from you, snoring a tiny bit, his body sprawling over the king-sized bed and leaving you curled up in one tiny little corner.

He does look good, though. The sunlight can’t get through the curtains, but you left a lamp on, and the muscles of his back are all exposed in the dim light. You lean up to get a better view and appreciate him fully, and instantly groan. Your muscles hurt. Apparently, you’ve been curled up in knots all night, and you desperately need to stretch out.

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  1. ❛ It may be the wrong decision, but fuck it, it’s mine. ❜
  2. ❛ Like patience, passion comes from the same Latin root: pati. It does not mean to flow with exuberance. It means to suffer. ❜
  3. ❛ No one ever really gets used to nightmares. ❜
  4. ❛ I still get nightmares. In fact, I get them so often I should be used to them by now. I’m not. ❜
  5. ❛ Sublime is something you choke on after a shot of tequila. ❜
  6. ❛ Some people reflect light, some deflect it, you by some miracle, seem to collect it. ❜
  7. ❛ Beautiful women are always drawn to men they think will keep them beautiful. ❜
  8. ❛ The ruminations are mine, let the world be yours. ❜
  9. ❛ You will fulfil a promise I made years ago but failed to keep. ❜
  10. ❛ Darkness never satisfies. Especially if it takes something away which it almost always invariably does. ❜
  11. ❛ I want something else. I’m not even sure what to call it anymore. ❜
  12. ❛ What can I say, I’m a sucker for abandoned stuff, misplaced stuff, forgotten stuff, any old stuff. ❜
  13. ❛ Is it possible to love something so much, you imagine it wants to destroy you only because it has denied you? ❜
  14. ❛ It’s just silent, no sound at all. It’s like something’s waiting. ❜
  15. ❛ I guess I’m hoping the weapons will make me feel better, grant me some kind of fucking control. ❜
  16. ❛ Oh and something else: – Fuck you. ❜
  17. ❛ God I’ve never been afraid like this. ❜
  18. ❛ I miss you. I love you. There’s no second I’ve lived that you can’t call your own. ❜
  19. ❛ I’m so tired. Sleep’s been stalking me for too long to remember. Inevitable I suppose. ❜
  20. ❛ Not seeing the rip doesn’t mean you automatically get to keep clear of the Hey-I’m-Bleeding part. ❜
  21. ❛ These days fantasies flourish and die like summer flies. ❜
  22. ❛ Yeah I know, I know. This shit’s getting ridiculous. ❜
  23. ❛ ‘Fuck’ and ‘fall for’ have very different meanings. The first one you do as much as you can. The second one you never ever, ever do. ❜
  24. ❛ It’s a nice idea but it reeks of hope. False hope. ❜
  25. ❛ It’s, well…one thing in two words: fucked up…very fucked up. Okay three words, four words, who the hell cares…very very fucked up. ❜
  26. ❛ Do you think I could spend the night at your place?  ❜
  27. ❛ Any fool can pray. ❜
  28. ❛ I feel like I haven’t slept in months. My neighbours are scared of me. ❜
  29. ❛ I’ve lost my mind? Maybe, maybe, maybe. Maybe I’m just really drunk. ❜
  30. ❛ Perhaps by cleaning out my system I’ll come to a clearing where I can ease myself into peace. ❜
  31. ❛ I should be dead. Why am I still here? ❜
  32. ❛ Fuck if I know. Your guess is as good as mine. ❜
  33. ❛ You are my flesh. You are my bones. I know you too well. I read you too perfectly. ❜
  34. ❛ Not all complex problems have easy solutions. ❜
  35. ❛ Do you believe in God? I don’t think I ever asked you that one. ❜
  36. ❛ We all create stories to protect ourselves. ❜
  37. ❛ Are you kidding me? This place is scary. ❜
  38. ❛ These days the only thing that gets me outside is when I say: Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck you. Fuck me. Fuck this. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. ❜
  39. ❛ You like that crap because it reminds you of you. ❜
  40. ❛ You may suddenly realise things are not how you perceived them to be at all. ❜

anonymous asked:

Why do you love yusol so much. I haven't really seen anything that makes them canon

wow okay everyone make yourself a hot drink and curl up with a blanket cause you’re about to read a 3 volume novel 

First of all there’s the sharing of clothes. There is the legendary yusol beanie

^ this was taken january of this year so he still has the hat

then there is the yusol shirt

and some other cases

but let’s move on to some other things

there’s yuta talking about hansol at fansigns 

and them just generally being cute on twitter

and then just the way they look at each other 

and then skinship

and this moment caught in the backgrounf of a jaeyong moment

i just find it soft okay

oh and who could forget this legendary video 

and then there’s just the cute little things like hansol teaching yuta satoori to the point where he know more satoori dialect than korean (satoori is the dialect spoken in Busan where hansol is from)

or yuta being the only one not laughing when hansol had to eat the chili in bangkok because he was worried 

and them crying while watching anime together 

and being jaemins parents

i could go on forever but i have work to do today and i spent way too long putting this together 

so yeah stan yusol guys, they’re coming for you 

everyone is gay: the musical // magnus & even, t+

aka: magnus has an awakening and even is unfortunate enough to be near it.
(for ceecee aka @westiris, thank u for supporting my impulsiveness love u)

“I gotta ask you something.”

Magnus blurts it out over lunch one day when it’s just him and Even sitting at the table. Even doesn’t even have to look up from his phone to know that Magnus is staring intently at him, hands in his lap as he waits for Even to tell him, “go ahead, lay it on me, I’m a human search engine.”

“What’s up, Magnus,” he all but sighs instead, tossing his phone onto the table.

Magnus doesn’t even hesitate before beginning with “So you’re bisexual,” and Even’s patience is already compromised.

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anonymous asked:

*coughs* svt reaction to their s.o secretly being really kinky ugcfugiglhjdufog k bye


you already kno daddy s.coups would fucking LOVE that shit okay he’s not even lowkey about it either he’s so kinky deep down inside

Originally posted by beautifulcarats


i deadass think he’s secretly kinky too ok,,,like behind all the angel ish, he’s really kinky and loves to be in control

Originally posted by snowonwoo


OKAY YOU MIGHT ALL THINK OH THE GENTLEMAN OF SEVENTEEN AKA JOSHUA but i really think he’s kinky. i think he’s  a sub & likes to beg a loT AH

Originally posted by scoupy


???? you already know this little shit is kinky as FUCK, why are you reading that? he’d eat sleep & breathe for that shit dAMN u found the right guy 

Originally posted by 12fools


i really don’t know, i think he’s like joshua; a sub who whines & begs a lot buT WAIT I JUST READ A SMUT ABT HIM BEING A DOM WHATS THE TRUTH HERE HOSHI

Originally posted by visual-17


another one i don’t know abt, i highkey feel he’d be confused but still willing to try some of the stuff you liked

Originally posted by visual-17


sUB SUB SUB I THINK HE’D LOVE HOW KINKY YOU ARE but he’d hide it by just like laughing at you pretending that he wasnt turned on by this but bitch he was

Originally posted by cutiepatoodie


dom ???? he’d probably lowkey be into this too i see him as a manly dom fuCK ME UP BITCH

Originally posted by ldks


like jun, this cocky little bitch will LOVE this shit okay he’s just as kinky as you

Originally posted by wonwoossshi


we’ve already learned that minghao is a fucking savage right ??? so don’t you think he’d be cocky in  bed? i also think he’d enjoy this factor of you

Originally posted by mystarsandmoonhao


he’s grossed out but turned on at the same time

Originally posted by dank-svt-memes


listen ok i can’t decided if he’s a jsub or dom prolly just vanilla asf hansol would probably be turned on, but he wouldn’t know how to express it properly

Originally posted by vernon---baby


listen buddy i feel he’d be exactly like our boy vernon; turned on, but too shy to express it.

Originally posted by jeonfhan

reaction requests are open for; seventeen, 2ne1, exo(o12), bts, got7, and blackpink. 

Sherlock’s got a girlfriend. Sherlock x reader/ John x friend! reader.

Summary: A conversation between you and John about your feelings for Sherlock.

You and Sherlock have been friends even before he met John. You’ve fallen in love with him but Sherlock’s never seem to notice. Now, he’s got a girlfriend. Janine. You even saw them kissing.

Now Sherlock had left and you were there with John. You showed up to the flat knowing Sherlock was not going to be there. You were so upset, but still needed the flat’s cosy sofas and some tea from Sherlock, or Maybe Mrs. Hudson would feed you. 

John was sitting in front of you. You were both really quiet. He was reading his newspaper but kept giving you glances from time to time. You were wrapped in a blanket and drinking tea. 

“Are you okay?” John finally asked.

“Why? I’m fine” you were not looking at him. 

More minutes of silence.

“So…he’s got a girlfriend now” John started.

“Yes…” Oh no, you knew where this was going.

“You know, we’ve known each other for more than three years now, and… I don’t feel you consider me your friend, a real friend, (Y/N)”

“You are one of my few friends, John” you were still not looking at him.

“Am I? Then why is it that you never talk to me?” John’s tone was soft. He was not pushing, but he knew how you felt. 

You finally looked at him.

“What do you want to talk about, John?”

He knew about your feelings for Sherlock. You were together when you found Sherlock and Janine together at the flat. When they kissed, John saw your expression. He could see everything so clearly? How could Sherlock not see any of that when he was so smart as he always said he was?

“Sherlock’s new girlfriend” he answered. 

“Yeah, sorry he broke your heart.”

John smiled sadly. He knew this could happen. You were always so joyful and childish, but now apart from sad, you were also upset. Sherlock hadn’t been able in all those years, not once; yet John could see right through you. 

“My heart is not the one that’s broken” he stated. John looked at you warmly. “You can talk to me.”

“Fine” you complained. Then you finally said “He’s got a girlfriend now, a girlfriend that is too dumb for him. I used to think I was too stupid for him, too ordinary. But next to her, really, I’m a genius”

“Janine is quite smart…” you interrupted him.

“This is all your fault” John looked surprised. “Yes, this is all your fault. You introduced her to him.”

“Maybe if you had come with us to that case…” John tried to defend himself.

“I was working. You know my boss is impossible”

“Then it’s your boss fault.” 

There was a small paused before you added in an angry tone:

“You know what? This is all Sherlock’s fault. He’s an idiot. I’ve been with him for the last three years. He was dead and then he wasn’t and I’m still here. It’s pathetic. I am pathetic.”

“No, you’re not”

“You’re pathetic too” you frowned “You’re still here too. How is that we even cope with him?”

“Because we both love him”

You stayed quiet. You were evaluating being completely honest with John and decided to trust him.

“I never have dates” you confessed “I just say I do and maybe Sherlock would react or do something. But he never does.”

“It’s because he’s Sherlock!” John giggled. He never thought you could say those kind of lies. You always looked so confident, so flirty. The last thing he’d doubt about you was your active love life.

“Maybe he’s reacting in the inside and doesn’t know how to express it” he added. “Maybe it’s because he’s never seen you with other guys. You’re the girl that always comes when he calls.”

“Thank you, John. I really appreciate it” you replied sarcastically.

“Then do it. Be with another guy in front of him”

“Isn’t that a little bit immature?”

“A lot. But Sherlock is immature in these matters” John smiled at you.

You smirked and leaned closer to him. His smiled slowly vanishing.

“Is this the way you make your move with me?” you asked in a seductive tone.

“What? NO!” John gulped. His cheeks were turning red. “Well, I wouldn’t mind…” he added in a whisper.

You laughed. You leaned even closer.

Oh Doctor Watson, are you nervous?” John gulped again “I promise I won’t bite you…” you smirked “Unless you want me to.”

Suddenly, Sherlock entered the room. You sat properly and gave John a wink before Sherlock could notice.

He did though.

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Gif not mine.

Originally posted by thistie

Kissing Contest

Shawn Mendes 
Words: 1,000 
Note: Basically I saw ^^^ and ended up writing this in about an hour. I changed it a bit, but I think it came out okay? This is kinda collage Mendes, so woo! 
Also, if someone can send me that photo of Shawn in glasses and blue shirt, pls do so! I’ve been trying to find it for at least 10 minutes :D 

“Who’s ready for some kissing!” Some guy standing on a picnic table yelled through a megaphone. The crowed of students cheered loudly, all seeming way too excited for this stupid contest.

“The rules are simple! We start on the dong! Whoever can smooch the longest gets a one week couple’s holiday!” A chorus of oooo’s spread around the group. One of my friends rolled her eyes and mimicked the sound, making me laugh,

“Just remember lips only! And only couples are permitted!” Megaphone guy turned to a very red-faced guy at the front of the crowed, giving him a knowing look. Red-face stumbled back, trying to escape from the taunting laughter of his friends.  

“Can I get some music please!” After a few seconds of minor technical difficulties and some muffled words, the intro to Eye of the Tiger blasted out through some Iphone dock someone must have brought along. Okay, this shit was getting way too cheesy now.

“How can you sit and watch this?” I asked the friend who managed to talk me into coming along. While I didn’t attend this school, a lot of my friends did, so it was unusual for me to get dragged to things like Halloween parties, or random beer chugging festivals like that one time.

“Don’t worry, it gets better.” She had to yell over the music to be heard, “Last year this one girl went nuts because her boyfriend was making out with some other girl. They won though, so I guess it wasn’t too bad.”

I flashed her a look as if to ask ‘why the hell am I friends with you?’, but she didn’t seem to notice as the crowed began counting down.


The group broke up as people rushed around trying to find significant others, or just random people to make out with.


Standing up, I quickly began collecting my things, hoping to escape before it was too late.


Shoving my notebook in my backpack, I shouted a ‘see you later’ to my friends who all looked a bit disappointed that I was leaving so soon. One even grabbed my arm, trying to slow me down.


Laughing, I managed to free my arm and waved them bye as I began rushing down the path.


I weaved in and out of the crowed, almost hitting into a couple who seemed to be getting a head start.


Someone called my name. At first I thought it was one of my friends running after me because I forgot something. But when I turned around I was met with a very handsome guy running towards me. He looked vaguely familiar, and he was wearing a burgundy sweatshirt with the universities initials on it, so the fact that he knew my name wasn’t all that creepy.


He was suddenly stood in front of me.

“Kiss me.” He breathed out through pants. I knew his voice from somewhere. Then it clicked. His name was Shawn…Something. He worked at the coffee shop me and my friends sometimes go to study in. He would always smile when I walked in, Well, he seemed like the kind of person to smile at anyone, but he always gives me a slightly bigger piece of brownie, so that’s got to count for something.  


My heart began pounding at a thousand miles an hour. I stared at him with wide eyes as I tried to process what he just said, “Wait, what?”


“Will you kiss me?” He asked again, jumping from foot to foot, pushing his glasses up his nose as he anxiously awaited my answer. And while this probably wasn’t the time to admit it, but it was cute.


Although I knew I could say no, I panicked and nodded my head.

A loud gong echoed through the air. Dropping our backpacks, Shawn was quick to close the distance between us, his hands grabbing my face softly as he pulled me cover to meet his lips. Things were very awkward at first. We didn’t know which direction to turn out heads, so our noses were constantly bumping into each other. Then his glasses kept getting in the way. And I didn’t know what to do with my hands, leaving them dangling at my side for a good few minutes until I finally placed them on his waist, gripping onto his jumper a bit too tightly.

But damn this boy had great lips. They were just so soft and plushy, and I don’t know what he did to them, but they were sort of sweet. It was like kissing a marshmallow and I was totally 100% okay with that.

We managed to sneak a quick break so Shawn could take off his bloody glasses off, shoving them in his back pocket. But then we were back together, just as Megaphone guy walked by, staring us down. The dude turned to me and winked, and I tried to stay focused on the guy I was sucking faces with, but the smile he was wearing was way too big for my liking.

“Fucking creep.” Shawn mumbled under his breath, just loud enough so I could hear, wrapping his arms around my waist tighter. The dude soon moved alone, probably going to find a more interesting couple to stare at.

The kiss started to drag on, feeling more like hours since we started. At some point the couple next to use must have got caught out, and I was trying so hard not to laugh at their stupid argument.

I broke when the girl next to us mentioned something about her boyfriend reading gay smut. This time our break was a lot more noticeable, catching the attention of one of the other judges and I knew we were out once and for all.

“I’m so sorry.” I apologised, still trying to reign in my giggles. The couple shot me a dirty look before the girl huffed and stomped away, the guy chancing after her.

Shawn smiled down at me, his lips all red and puffy from the kiss, “It’s okay. I didn’t really care about the prize anyway.”

Okay, now I was even more confused, “Then why did you ask me to kiss you?”

His face burned a bright red as he looked down at his shoes, “I thought it would be a good way of asking you out.”

God, he was cute.

Leaning up, I pressed a kiss against his hot cheek.

“So, want to go get some coffee?”

Where are the fandom’s long meta posts on Twin Suns? *whines* I want quality Obi-Wan discourse to emote my Feels. I mean, can we please talk about how perfectly Obi-Wan is Obi-Wan in that episode? He’s so ANH Obi-Wan, all wizened, calm and so Jedi it hurts.

Obi-Wan in his own words,

“Look at what I have risen above.”

and it’s just so perfect because he said it calmly, devoid of anger, as a statement of fact. He wasn’t mocking Maul or anything. He’s just solemn because he’s been through Hell and back after RoTS and now he’s achieved that level of ‘I will Deal with things serenely, with the guidance of the Force and accept its Will upon my own Will’. JEDI okay JEDI.

And also can we talk about how respectful the writers were of Duel of Fates in TPM that they didn’t even attempt to give us a long drawn duel between Obi-Wan and Maul in Twin Suns because they know they shouldn’t even attempt that sort of thing and insult us with nonsense like Obi-Wan is out of practice and all that built simply on the misconception that because he’s been living a spartan life in the middle of a desert he’s out of practice? please. JEDI THRIVE UPON CALM. Bountiful calm in the middle of the desert okay. Plenty of time and space and quiet to tap into the flows of the Force and practice all the katas to perfection. KUDOS to the writers. Duel of Fates is unparalleled.

The briefness of Obi-Wan’s encounter with Maul imho is a humble nod to that fact and also OBI-WAN’S OPENING STANCE. DID YOU ALL SEE??? He took his signature Soresu stance but then he took a different stance and it’s the one we see in TPM and it’s like he’s about to fight Maul the way he did back in TPM except it’s different now because Obi-Wan has risen above so many hardships and trials since. (Can someone meta this more for me because I have a mighty Need).

And of course, Obi-Wan did what he had to do then, he basically put Maul out of his misery because Maul’s destructive need wasn’t really to destroy Obi-Wan, it was to destroy himself. Maul is in so much pain he was a husk of a being filled with nothing but mindless hatred. Obi-Wan had to protect Luke from Maul’s desperation, thus so be it, Maul finally gets what he sought Obi-Wan out for —to die (like he should’ve in TPM).

Obi-Wan then catches Maul as he falls and he does so because Maul was then a helpless dying creature. And sorry if you thought Obi-Wan felt anything approaching forgiving pathos for Maul because LEMME TELL YOU THIS RIGHT NOW, HE DIDNT OKAY HE DIDNT. All Obi-Wan seemed to convey with his expression and tone of voice was pity.

Why pity? Because

“He will avenge us…” said Maul with his dying breath. Maul still wanted hope in the form of revenge of all things! What else is there for a Jedi to feel? Another soul lost to the Dark of greed and hatred…

I actually can go on forever but it’s more fun if people would share their meta really.

for the anon that wanted pics and gifs of pau behaving like a kid. i mean that’s him 99% of the time. he comes under the definition of ‘smol’ and ‘baby’ in the dictionary. also sorry for taking this long. 

we’ve got his weird way of twerking this looks like when a baby is first learning to walk and they sort of on their hands and feet and rock back and forth

this was just cute and i had to put it in. forget the jacket, hugging my mate is more important. 

aggressive angry child???

creepy stalker kid 

pumped up kid 

duck face kid 

having fun decorating christmas trees 

any post game celebration gif and videos 

baby photo bomb 

a boy’s best friend 

playing with his own bobble head 

and this 

these videos: 

1. paulo being an annoying fucker and not letting mira talk [x]

2. sleeping baby [x]

3.  the time he couldn’t tie his own shoelaces and needed sami to do it for him [x]

4. paulito singing [x]

5. being annoying af when he wins fifa [x]

6. Paulito singing [x] [x]

7. Dancing to trashy music  [x] (this was in the hallway in a hotel when they came on our down under. what would i have given to be in a room next to them and witness this live) 

8. being an extra awkward kid trying to get Iker’s attention [x

9. him just being a weirdo [x]

10. Finally finding playmates his acual age [x

11.  all posts where he’s losing ludo pretty much is a five-year-old kid having a mini tantrum. (He’s a sore loser) [x] [x]

12. Trolling mandzu (how he hasn’t been bashed in the face by mario baffles me. i ship these two sm) [x]

13. more mario trolling [x]

14. being a cute kid mucnhing on grapes [x]

15. claims to be a role model to children when he still is a child himself [x] (gif)

16. puppy snapchat filter looks so good on him (and anto too) [x]

Pic and gifs of paulo hanging out with other kids [x]

Dear Cat,

Congratulations.  I’m afraid the blush you’ve caused is permanent.  Both Alex and Susan commented on it yesterday.  Job well done.

Don’t think for a moment that my blushing at the thought of all those delicious whispers into my ear means I plan to shy away from this… us.  I believe you fancy me a shrinking violet.  I can see why.  I’m clumsy.  I fidget and giggle.  I do that when I’m nervous.  And oh, did you always make me nervous.  You still do.  My heart races and my stomach flips and it’s all I can do to keep my hands to myself.

If I’m reading accurately between the lines, you appear to be… anxious.  It seems you are a bit unsure of yourself when it comes to physical affection.  That’s okay.  You lead in the boardroom… I’ll take over in the… well, you get the idea.

Sex wasn’t really necessary on Krypton.  I was born from a birthing matrix, a genetic codex that created scientifically perfect children.  So, at twelve, while human children would be getting ‘the talk’ and awkward sex ed classes, I was taught about gene splicing and the marriage of well-matched families.  I’m sure Kryptonians were affectionate, even sexual, but it wasn’t instinctual and certainly not done with the same joy and abandon humans find in the act.  My long-awaited point is that I have… taught myself about human approaches to love and… done considerable… reading.  And while that sounds terribly clinical and cold, the truth is, I really do know how to enjoy myself.  I think I can help you enjoy yourself too.  And now my blush is back, just so you know.

Don’t worry, Cat.  I promise you I will not let you delegate your part in this to me.  You consider yourself some sort of Pillow Queen?  No.  We’re going to be partners in this, equal ones.  I’d offer to bring some of my more useful books, but I think in your case we just need to throw the instruction manual away and just… have fun.  Trust me, if you’re as good at the rest of it as you are at making out on your couch, we haven’t got a thing to worry about.  

It’s a shame this part of your life always came with such outside motivations and rewards.  You seem never to have experienced pleasure for pleasure’s sake.  I must say I’m disappointed in John Stamos.  He certainly dropped the ball with you.  If he didn’t take full advantage of the gift he was given, well… then he really is just a beach bum.

I already know how responsive you are.  You simply need the right… incentive.  That’s where I come in.

Did you just call me a tease?  No matter, keep getting better.  I’ll see you soon.

emelliex  asked:

haii! can i request got7 2jae fanfic recommendation? thank you in advance ! <33

hi! of course :D here are some 2jae ff i really enjoy (all completed)

Blue - it doesn’t make sense at first few chapters and the grammar is not the best but slowly you’ll get what the story is. REALLY ANGSTY BY THE END i cried (chaptered)

Flowers - short fluff with florist!youngjae and tattoo parlour owner!jb so cute >< (oneshot)

Not the right kink - youngjae crossdressing for some smexy time jaebum but unthinkable situation happen! no sex scene if you’re wondering xD (oneshot)

Crash Course - HANDS DOWN MY MOST FAVOURITE 2JAE FF EVER. youngjae is a college student and has a crush on his own fucking hot biology professor - Professor Im. there’s some smut here and there! (chaptered)

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Originally posted by fairyprincewinwin

WinwinxReader AU (requested)

Genre: fluff

Word Count: 2.3k 

A/N So this turned out a little very different than what had been requested, and the tone of it kinda changes because I left it for a while and came back to it later. Honestly it’s not the greatest T.T But I hope you still enjoy reading it anon dear~ (Also some things may come off a little insensitive, but this is in all honestly based on my personal experiences with exchange students and language barriers.)

“Sicheng, are you okay?” 

Winwin looks at you like he just came back from another dimension. His eyes are blinking slowly, and his mouth is opening to explain himself. But he’s posture is stiff, as an unreadable tension falls on his shoulders. Although slightly confused, you didn’t have to think too hard about why he appeared so uncomfortable. 

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Hell on Earth: Learning

Characters: Dean Winchester x Reader x Sam Winchester

Length: 1208+ words

TW: Studying? Copious amounts of books and textbooks? 

A/N: Lemme know what you guys would like to read for the Hell on Earth oneshots!  

Catch up on the Hell on Earth Series HERE

“Dean!” you called, drawing out his name. He was laying down on his bed, reading a book when you came in.

“What’s wrong?” he asked, turning his attention from his book to you. 

“I’m bored.” You slid underneath his arms holding up his book, and rested on his chest, looking up at him.

He chuckled, making your whole body vibrate, and you giggled at the movement. “Why don’t you watch a movie?”

“I don’t wanna.”

“Okay. How about read a book?”

“I still can’t read that well,” you mumbled, avoiding eye contact with the oldest brother. Sam was teaching you basic grammar stuff to improve your writing, and he made you read a couple of simple books to read. You’ve gone through most of them, but still unsure of your abilities.

“Well, that’s the more reason for you to read.” He leaned over, and grabbed a novel from his bedside table. “I just finished re-reading this, and I think you would really like it.”  

You opened it, nearly slapping Dean’s nose with your actions. He chuckled when he heard you laugh. “Sorry, Dean.”

You read the first page with great focus. You frowned when you stumbled upon a word you weren’t familiar with.

“What’s wrong?” he asked, looking at your face.

“What does this word mean?” You pointed to the word in question.

He looked at it before replying. “Eloquent. It means someone who is good at speaking.”

“I want to be eloquent,” you said the word slowly, testing it out on your tongue.

Dean smiled. “You got it, sweetheart. Keep this up, and you’ll be the most eloquent out of us.”

You beamed at his compliment, continuing to read. You finally got off him, and decided to walk around reading, not liking to sit for too long. You were engrossed in the book when you bumped into something or someone.

“Woah there.” Sam put both his hands on your shoulder, balancing you. “What’re you reading?”

You showed him the cover. “I want to be eloquent, Sam!” you repeated with a huge grin, slowing down to say the word once more.

He chuckled. “Alright.”


He hummed a response.

“What does this word mean?”

His eyes followed your finger. “Facetious? Something that shouldn’t be taken seriously.”

Your lips formed an ‘O’, and you nodded your head, continuing reading.

“Say it,” Sam suddenly said.


“Say ‘facetious’. You have to get used to saying too.”


He slowed down the word, and you repeated after him. He made you repeat it a couple of times, until you could say it easily.

“And what does that mean?”

Your eyebrows furrowed, trying to remember how Sam defined it. “Something- Something that shouldn’t be taken seriously!”

“Good job!” He gave you a high five, and you laughed.

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Selfish - ExBoyfriend! Jimin Oneshot

‘I miss you.’

You had spent the last 30 minutes re-reading those 3 words. They came from none other than your ex boyfriend, Jimin. Waking up to a text like this is something you’d rather not have to do because no matter how much you may deny it, it didn’t take a genius to figure out that heart wrenching feeling you had was due to missing him too. You let out a soft sigh and typed out your reply.

'You’re the one who broke up with me.’

Resting your face on the palm of your hand, you sat staring at the screen of your phone. Why was he messaging you now after breaking it off two months prior? There was no answer to that question.

'I know and I really messed up. But I need to see you. Please… let’s meet up.’

Your heart skipped a beat when you read his text. You couldn’t say no. Not when you were still as in love with him as when you were still together. That’s why you gave in straight away.

'Okay… 2pm tomorrow at our café.’

It hurt to use the word 'our’ but you pushed the pain down. Your phone vibrated in your hand a few seconds later.

'Okay. See you then.’

You let out yet another sigh, this one heavier than the first. Was this the right decision? You hoped so.


Sitting at the café alone was more awkward than you presumed it would be, maybe because the barista had clearly recognised you from the time you had broken down in front of her. That was a memory you wished not to relive.

Glancing at the time on your phone, your eyebrows furrowed at the bold numbers on the screen.


Maybe he got caught up in traffic? It was something that used to happen a lot. You decided to wait 20 minutes longer until your coffee got cold but 20 minutes turned into 40 and 40 turned into an hour and a half. You felt tears prick your eyes at the humiliation you felt of getting stood up. You must have seemed so desperate.

He was the one who messaged you so why were you the one waiting for him?

Standing up from your seat, you refused to wait a minute longer. Dumping your coffee cup into the bin, you strode out of the café and into the cold streets. You decided to confront him about the matter. There was no way you would excuse this.

'Jimin where are you?’

You glared down at your screen, inwardly cursing the man who still had a hold on your heart. You continued your journey home, anticipating a reply. You received none, however, which only infuriated you.

'Jimin! I can’t believe you stood me up.’

You reached your front door, unlocking it and entering your apartment. You proceeded to remove all your extra clothing and get yourself a glass of water. Still no reply.

'I knew I shouldn’t have bothered.’

You hoped he felt guilty after reading your messages. You wanted him to feel how much pain and unnecessary guilt you felt. It was unfair if all these feelings were one sided. An hour later and you were beginning to give up. Your last resort was to call him, something you tried to avoid doing at all costs. You were sure that as soon as you heard his voice you would be in tears. Pushing your hesitation to the side you dialled his number (you hated the fact you still had it memorised) and allowed the phone to ring. After the fourth ring, you were about to hang up when his phone was answered.

“Hello?” The mans voice you heard was one you didn’t recognise. You knew most of his friends after having dated for 3 years, so it struck you as odd.

“Um… may I ask who this is? Where is Jimin?” You didn’t want to be impolite to the stranger, it wasn’t their fault you were in a bad mood.

“Ah, you must be a friend of the patient.”


“My name is Sung Min and I am the doctor in charge of Park Jimin. I’m sorry to tell you this but it seems he was in a car accident. I’m not aware of the details of the story as he is currently unconscious but he was struck by a car just outside his house.”

A gasp escaped you as tears collected at your eyes. You couldn’t believe how one sided you were being to not even suspect that something was wrong. You shot off your sofa and began putting your shoes back on. After receiving the name and location of the hospital you set back out.


When you arrived at the hospital, you had asked for Jimin’s room number and hurried in the way you were directed. Making it to the floor his room was located you found his parents sitting outside. His mother was choking back sobs whilst his father held her close, and you stopped by their side. His father noticed you first and gestured you to take a seat beside them which you did. Your hands grabbed at the material of your jeans as you shook uncontrollably, biting your lip.

“Witnesses say he was rushing out and acted carelessly, not bothering to look out for any cars.” His fathers words had struck a chord in you and you bowed your head. You were reminded about how selfishly you had acted when waiting for a reply.

“I’m sorry…” Your words came out as a whisper and his father placed a hand on your back, rubbing comforting circles.

“It’s not your fault, it never will be.” You wished you could believe his words. You simply nodded your head.

“You should go in.” His mothers words caught your attention and you glanced up at her. Her tear streaked face broke your heart, you never liked seeing her upset and this was no exception. You sent her a thankful look and made your way to the door of his room. Preparing yourself mentally, you twisted the handle, entering the room.

The first thing your eyes lay upon was his bruised face. His head was bandaged and he had his arm in a cast. You slowly inched towards his bed and grabbed his free hand, softly stroking his head with your other hand. Your heart shattered at how vulnerable Jimin looked and you closed your eyes trying to ease the guilt that was eating away at you.


Your head snapped up to look at him with wide eyes only to find him staring back at you, eyes half open. He cracked a small smile at you and you choked back a sob.

“Jimin, what happened to you? Why were you so careless?” Deep down you already knew the answer to your questions as it was the very source of the guilt you felt.

“I wanted to see you. I couldn’t wait to see you.” His words brought tears back to your eyes for the umpteenth time today and you allowed them to fall into his bed.

“Jimin…” His smile never dropped despite the pain he was evidently in.  You couldn’t believe that he had rushed out to see you, not paying mind to the busy street he lived on.

“I didn’t want to make you wait. Another day without you would kill me. I don’t know how I’ve coped these past two months.” Your sobbing turned into full blown crying as he continued his explanation and you hated that you felt happy to hear that given the current situation.

“I miss you.”

And instead of replying coldly, you gave him the answer you should have the day before.

“I miss you too.”

The close eyed grin he gave you was well worth putting your pride aside.

Fairy Tail Chapter 525 Review

Lets get into Fairy Tail: Why his majesty’s child was not loved

So chapter opens with the first chapter of Fairy Tail. Awww. Want to see me ruin this because actually there are a few canonical issues.

Bora was actually looking directly at Natsu when this happened, Natsu didn’t even look at Lucy rather he was looking at Bora. Also Lucy was behind Bora while staring at Natsu. Really the most consistent thing is Lucy’s boobs in the first chapter were slightly smaller than they are now.

This was their direct meeting, you should’ve used this.

We open with Gildarts vs August. Pretty much the only Spriggan fight that hasn’t ended in 3 chapters and is total bullshit.

So after Judo tossing Gildarts Augusts begins on repeat asking why his majesty’s child never received love. And get used to it folks he’s on repeat this whole chapter.

Again I’ve said this before, I like that Cana is getting involved but the sad truth is, she is nowhere August or Gildarts level. She may be S-class worthy but these two are just so above her that Cana trying to help will most likely not amount to anything other than make Gildarts try harder.

We cut first to Larcade crawling upon the ground and then, cut to FT’s guild where Natsu is getting darkness punched in the face.

Okay Question. Larcade was scene made a appearance at the universe one battlefield but with Irene’s death universe one wore off and everything returned to where it was. I guess I’m asking did that only count for the continent because the people were clearly moved around. So shouldn’t Larcade go back to Mt. Zonia where he was when Universe one was first activated? I guess not because Lucy and Natsu didn’t return to that ditch where they met August. Also why didn’t Sabertooth bind this up? Did Sting just look at his bloodied corpse and say “not worth it”?

Back to the story

So Natsu and Zeref are still fighting until, ugh, Mavis contacts them. Now to be fair she does give the order of stay away from the guild because Larcade will use one of his pleasure magics and it will effect everyone in the area. Good advice Mavis.

OR AT LEAST IT WOULD BE IF SHE DIDN’T ACT LIKE HER USUAL MAVIS SELF! I pretty much said that the Larcade’s magic would hurt everyone in a range which is true but Mavis doesn’t bother to explain that, she just speaks in her usual faux wisdom and asks people to trust in her.

Okay I actually really like that move Natsu just did. Natsu’s always has been hand-to-hand but not much of a grappler, so just seeing him grab Zeref and punch him to the ground is brutal.

I’m with Natsu on this one

I’d make a joke like “what no tentacle hentai for natsu?” But really he is still a virgin so pleasure wouldn’t work, soul of the wicked meal wouldn’t work because there isn’t anyone to canabalize, leaving only RIP.

Natsu Stop Hitting yourself. Oh wait you need to live, never mind.

So in Zeref’s anger we get a flashback

Oh no. Okay Laracde is my favorite spriggan and if you want to know why please just read this post I made. But I’ll say here’s one of the big reasons I can’t get too much into Larcade it because of how iffy his origin is. We know Mavis and Zeref kissed and then she died there was no sign of recreation. Now if your reading this you’ll say “What I thought people didn’t want FT to be a hentai” well if this is going to be a big plot point in the future it should’ve been explicit that the two had sex because with the stuff we’ve been given the only way for them to have had sex was while kissing Zeref just inserted himself which is very iffy or, God Forbid, he had sex with her dead body.

And Zeref up and kills Larcade in the present. So much for the love between parent and child.

Post Chapter follow up: I wanted to like this chapter a lot, I really did but man…

Okay I want to get with the biggest problem in this chapter and probably the only problem in this chapter stuff happens but not really. Nothing gets done this chapter. We have this theme of “why does his majesty not love his child” and we get no answers. Zeref talks about protecting humanity but curse of contradiction effect on him but it goes nowhere. We get a backstory about Hades operating and finding Larcade in Mavis but again just goes nowhere.

On to the positives, This Chapter had some nice action. Zeref vs Natsu is still even matched no OP ability what so ever and I do find it nice how we get Fire Dragon’s Roar this chapter, one confirming he still is a dragon slayer, but two, because that’s the first spell Natsu used in the series. Also Gildarts vs August is still good but again no ground is really gained either side I’d understand if people weren’t a big fan of it.

I’m glad were bringing back Larcade’s plot point because damnit there’s been too many forgotten this arc.

Final Verdict: 5/10

  • Nothing bad happens this chapter but nothing really does happen
  • The action is solid
  • Just lukewarm chapter
Goodbye, my love | Pt. 2

Pairing: Taehyung x Reader

Genre: Angst

Word Count: 864

Author’s Note: Thank you so much guys! I’m still very insecure about my writing but I’m really happy that you guys liked the first part of ‘Goodbye, my love’ so much. I hope you like the second part too. And let me know what you think about it. Love you guys. <3

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Shocked, you turned your head toward the door. Oh no..


“What are you doing here?”

He run toward you and engulfed you in a bone crashing hug.

“Thank god you’re ok.” He kissed your temple and stroke your hair. “Do you know how worried I was! I thought something bad happened to you.”

You chuckled and held his hand. "Everything is okay, Tae. I’m okay.“

Sitting on the bench at the park where you two met for the first time when you were little kids, you looked up at the sky and took a deep breath.

“What are you thinking about?” He asked.

You closed your eyes. For some reason you felt very sleepy and weak.

“I’m thinking about the time we first met.”

He chuckled. “You fell, and I carried you home because your knee was bleeding and you couldn’t walk.”

You giggled and looked him in the eyes.



“I have something for you but you’re not allowed to read it before I fall asleep.”

Shocked he looked at you. “You want to sleep? Here?”  

You nodded and took out the letter from your pocket.

“Wait, you wrote a letter? For me? Yah, did you do something wrong?”

You rolled your eyes and put your head on his shoulder.

“Tae, shut up. I will hold it. And when you realize that I’m asleep you can take it and read it. Okay?”


Nuzzling your head in the crook of his neck, you took a deep breath and closed your eyes.

Few minutes passed and you could already feel how curious he was.

He reached out for the letter but you slapped his hand.

“I’m still awake, Tae.”

“But I want to read it!”

“Wait a little bit.”

You closed your eyes again.


“Shh! Tae, I’m really going to punch you in the face if you don’t stay silent.”




“Can I hold your hand?”

Confused, he asked. “Why?”

“Can I?”

He nodded. You reached out for his hand and intertwined your fingers.

“Thank you.” You whispered and everything went black.


When he realized that you were asleep he took the letter and opened it.

Annyeong, best friend!

If you are reading this letter, it means my time has come.. After you read this letter you might cry, be angry or even hate me. But I had no other choice. Tae, forgive me for not being able to keep my promise to be there for you whenever you need me.
And.. forgive me for loving you..
Tae, I’m in love with you. I was in love with you since we met for the first time at the park when we were little kids. You were my hero. Throughout my life, I always wanted someone to love me. Then I met you. You were sparkling like a little star. You dazzled my eyes. Not mine alone, you dazzled all eyes which were staring at you. And you chose me through all of them to be your best friend. I was so happy..but also scared. I was really scared that that sparkling little star might be taken away from me. And my biggest fear became reality. She took you away from me, Tae. She took my little sparkling star away from me. But I don’t blame her. Because you love her too… That’s why I’m going, my little star. I’m leaving you and this world..
I’m sick, Tae… I’m really sick. I have a weak heart and I’m going to die.. I don’t care if I go or stay. The only thing that I know is that I’m suffering. I’m exhausted, Tae. I’m really exhausted. I can’t handle it anymore.
And that’s why I need to go.
You’re the most beautiful thing that happened to me. And I’m thankful for that..
Thank you for being my best friend, Tae.
Be happy with her and love her like I loved you. Because the only thing a girl desires is that someone loves her like no one has ever been loved before. There is nothing else a girl wants from life..
Take care of yourself. Because I failed in it..
I’ll love you all my life, till the last breath of my life.. and even after that..

Goodbye, my love..

He was sobbing now. Turning his head to you, he kissed your forehead and whispered the words “I’m sorry. I’m so sorry, Y/N…”

He tried to wake you up, shook you and called for you. Only when your hand fell loosely out of his hand did he realize that you were gone. That you left him and this world.

“No, please don’t leave me Y/N! Please! You can’t do this to me! You can’t leave me! I need you! I need you, please..”

Kissing you for the last time while sobbing, he nuzzled his head in the crook of your neck and whispered his last words.

“Goodbye to you too, my first love..”


Imagine Sherlock (yes the TV show, duh). 

You do? Good. But here comes the tricky part. Imagine Sherlock where EVERYTHING is the same, except for one thing: Sherlock Holmes is a woman. 

This is not a Femlock post, mind you. (Not that I have anything against Femlock, but this is not about that). No, I just want you to really imagine this show where everything is the same except for this one detail (okay, it’s a pretty big detail, but anyway). 

Why? Because I’m curious. And because I’m tired of the fact that Johnlock and reading Sherlock as gay always have to be justified in 1 000 000 000 000 ways and still not be taken seriously. Now, I’m not gonna try to force you to ship Johnlock if you don’t. (And if you’re a Johnlocker, this should still be interesting.) Whoever you are that reads this, I just want you to be honest with yourself. You don’t have to dig super deep or analyze like crazy, but just think about it for a second, objectively, no matter what your ship is. 

So here we go:

How would you have reacted to the following parts of the series if Sherlock was a woman?

  1. The scene at Angelo’s
  2. The conversation between John and Irene (”Look at us both”)
  3. Irene’s attempts to get Sherlock’s attention
  4. John’s endless row of girlfriends that actually did come to an end because he always prioritized Sherlock
  5. Sherlock deciding to fight for her life after realizing that “John Watson is definitely in danger”
  6. Sherlock’s wedding speech
  7. Sherlock leaving John and Mary on the dance floor, then leaving the wedding early
  8. Falling back on drugs after the wedding
  10. Sherlock using Molly’s deep affection for her to her advantage
  11. “Why don’t you two just elope” (in the mind of Sherlock herself)
  12. “John, there is something I should say, that I’ve meant to say always and then never have”
  13. THE HUG
  14. “Into battle”
  15. “… with your cheekbones and turning your collar up so you look cool”
  16. The whole frickin Lying Detective and “the man we both love”
  17. Sherlock surprising John with “not dead” and the reactions from them both
  18. “I was so alone and I owe you so much”
  19. John grieving for two (2) years and returning to Baker Street to “move on” from Sherlock right before proposing to his girlfriend
  20. THE POOL - Everything that happens there + “people might talk”
  21. John killing a man to save Sherlock after knowing her less than 24 hours

I’m really just wondering - HOW WOULD YOU READ THESE SCENES?

Tagging some people under the cut (if you’re interested, otherwise sorry to bother you!), feel free to add something cause I’ve really just written this up right before bed and I’ve probably forgot something important :)

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anonymous asked:

why you draw archie so fat? in cannon he has a fit muscular build and he is a guy who would care about his appearance so you should respect that and stop drawing archie like that

Is this forreal? Is this something a real person typed and decided to send????

Okay then

1) why you draw archie so fat? 

I should have stopped reading after this line. Why are you trying to policy the way others draw fanart of their faves when it’s not offensive in any way, for starters? Fat/overweight people are vastly underrepresented, and when they do exist in media, they’re used as comic reliefs. 

Is it really hurting you that I want to take one (1) character and re-imagine him as overweight while people around him still like him and consider him hot and he is also complex? If the answer is yes, please reconsider how you view fat people/fat representation.

2) in cannon he has a fit muscular build

In canon art he doesn’t have a nose or nostrils either, nor does practically everyone in the pokémon world. 

You can argue that’s a stylistic choice. fine. Then let me tell you about how drawing him with more chub is my stylistic choice because i like to represent many different body types and not stick to the same-ness build that many characters in this game are depicted with. I also draw maxie more skinny than how he look in offcial art, I also draw lillie taller and skinnier, too, but i don’t see you complaining about that.

Also….. fitness =/= how many muscles you can see on someone’s body??? Honestly it’s an old argument that has been disproved many times (to mind comes that one overwatch post dicussing zarya, but I can’t finid it so I’ll paraphrase the gist of it)

When people think of strong, fit people, usually the picture of bodybuilders with big shoulders-small waist and lean, defined muscles pop into mind. I’m talking about this body type:

when, 90% of the time, these people are bodybuilders with little to no practical/useable strength. They’re just for show. This, on the other hand:

is the body of someone who wrestles elder whale gods in their spare time. All these people are powerlifters/weightlifters. They don’t have a tiny waist or defined abs. They are thick, they have fat and muscles, they’re endomorph.

 The way I draw Archie is not that thick (after all, he is not a professional athlete but just a regular guy who works out), but he is in that zone. I try to consistently draw him with his good share of stomach fat (meaning little noticeable abs), thick thighs, and a broad waist. Is he fat? Maybe to your standards. It depends from person to person, and also depends to what extent “fat” is considered a slur/insult. Is he not in good shape? Hell no. 

3) and he is a guy who would care about his appearance

……..Implying that fat = doesn’t care about their appearance??? No. This is blatant fatphobia, and I won’t tolerate it because, well, I’m fat. I’m overweight, I have a big stomach, large tighs, arm flab…. and I’m so fed up with the idea that fat people need to be dolled up 24/7 or overperform feminity/masculinity (make-up, beards) for them to not be considered lazy or disgusting, specially when thin people wearing some old pyjama tee-shirt are worshipped as fashion deities to hell and back.

4) so you should respect that and stop drawing archie like that

He just gained a stomach roll and three new stretch marks after this comment :)

Now seriously, outright offering criticism to an artist without them asking to is, hm, how do you say it, rude as fuck. 

You don’t get to decide what I draw in my spare time, and how I draw it, since hey, I’m doing it for free as a hobby. 

I don’t have to cater to anyone else’s view but mine. I draw fanart for the fandom to see and to like/reblog if they want, and i do love the feedback and the positive comments, but ultimately, it’s me who I’m making happy by drawing my faves.

tldr; fuck off and don’t come into my inbox trying to impose your fatphobia on me and policy my art 


Okay before i go to bed i wanna say something.

Occidentalis karma was and is something that i have never seen in eurovision. Of course i dont speak italian so i had to read multiple translations, but when i understood the songs meaning i was just amazed. He brought something new and fresh to the competition, but still didnt win. Why? I dont know and in the end it doesnt really matter that much. He will still be here and all that he did is still here.
Now the competition is over and i will continue supporting him and i hope you will too. Goodnight.