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You continuously tossed and turned in your bed. Sleep was something that just seemed to not come so easily at the moment.

You tuned again to look at the clock that was sitting on top of your bedside table. It was 2:13 in the morning.

As much as you wished sleep would come over you it just wouldn’t and you knew exactly why.

You reached for your phone and dialed his number. You needed the comfort of his voice to reassure you that everything was going to be okay and that the next few weeks without him wouldn’t be as long as they are seeming to become.

“Hello?” His groggy voice sounded through the phone. The sound of his voice instantly relaxed you.

“Cam.” You said your voice now becoming a little shaky.

“Y/N.” He chuckled but the paused. “What’s wrong?” Thats when you lost it. Tears continuously slipped down your cheek as you tried to form a sentence.

“I-I miss you. I can’t sleep. I can’t focus on anything because you’re not here and I don’t know what to do.”

He sighed. “I know babe, I miss you too. I’ve been the same way. To be honest I actually sat down yesterday and cried a little.”

You laughed and then sniffled calming yourself down.

“I just wish you were here lying next to me.” You smiled a little remembering how before he left he spent the night and all you did was curl up into each others arms. You two couldn’t keep your hands off each other knowing that it would be awhile before you would see each other again.

“I promise that soon I’ll be with you and you’ll be right back in my arms where you belong.” He said.

“Promise?”

“I promise.” He stated.

You felt a lot better now that you were had talked to him. He gave you the reassurance that the weeks were going to go by fast.

“Okay. I love you.” You said.

“I love you too.” He said before hanging up.


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captnbellamy’s christmas tumblr awards results! 

finally it’s time to announce the winners and runners up of my mini awards for the holiday season! a big thank you to everyone to entered, seriously though, when I do these I always think no one will want to enter haha. 

i’m hoping all who entered realise i’ve changed my url, prev. emmasdarkone! and if you didnt, you do now! ;)

but anyway, here are the winners and runner ups: 

/winners are the first url, runner ups are any that appear after with the exception of personal favourites/

HAPPY HOLIDAYS EVERYONE!

RILEY BLUE AWARD: best url.

@herokillians ♚ // @bellamysfreckles@raggedyclaraa + @emmaslovebug (because i rlly love all these urls okay?)

RON WEASLEY AWARD: best icon.

♚ @snowctavia  ♚ // @jensmorrison@captainswansjourney + @lovestruckswan

NISHINOYA YUU AWARD: best theme.

@reginamillsy ♚ // @killians + @lydiemertin

THE DOCTOR AWARD: best gifs/edits.

@scottslydias ♚ // @elcventh + @ravenreyus

HERMIONE GRANGER AWARD: best fanfiction.

@imhookedonadarkswan ♚ // @hook-come-back-to-me + @lucythemarauder

JESSICA JONES AWARD: best multifandom. /there a few more runner ups here than i planned because there were so many that were up for the multifandom category ~ and besides, it’s christmas!)

@snowflakesaviour ♚ // @thiaqueen, @princessmcchanic, @trigedakrubellamy, @wanheqa + @killianssnowman

KILLIAN JONES AWARD: best ouat.

@captainswansource  ♚ // @swansland + @lovestruckhook

CLARKE GRIFFIN AWARD: best 100.

@bobmorleyisking  ♚  // @leaderblake + @royalblakes

BELLAMY BLAKE AWARD: best overall.

@swanscaptn ♚ //  @commanderbellarke + @odonorude

EMMA SWAN AWARD: personal favourites. (all winners ;D)

@kyngbellamy / @bellamyblakesarmy / @jamespottxr / @hotchocolatewithkillian  / @heroickillian / @bobbigriffin / @trueloveismeanttobefoughtfor / @dreamerjojen

prizes are under the cut as a reminder!

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