okay my mind is omg




Just wanna say that I am so happy I started watching Jack’s videos and got involved with this community. As sad as I get sometimes, you guys really do care about me and what i post and that means more than anything in the whole world. 

And not just that but the fact that Jack interacts with what I post, means a ton too. I know he’s just a person like you and I, but he has such a huge following and I’ve never seen anyone with that platform talk to their audience as much as he does. This is sounding like a broken record because I say it a lot but I don’t care. :P

The actual fact that Jack knows who I am, blows my mind okay. I don’t see it as ‘omg he’s so youtube famous’’. Maybe a little bit but it’s just insane to me. 

Anyways, thank you guys for always being here for me. And Jack, I love ya buddy<3

I have an announcement and I feel like I have to write this down before I change my mind. So school will be starting again for me in a few days, I actually just got my class schedule this morning, and by the looks of it I know I would have to go on a hiatus for quite some time. It’s very hard for me to leave tumblr this was one of the hardest decisions i made, but sometimes you really just have to make sacrifices. It’s a little sudden so I would want to leave this message before i go. Please bear with me.

First of all, to my ever dearest followers, I don’t know when or why you lovely people started following me but please know that I am very grateful for the appreciation that you have showed towards my blog. Also, for those of you who left me kind anonymous or un-anonymous messages before, thank you for doing so because I’m 100000% sure that reading your messages made me very. I also, btw, read some of your tags (and/or comments) when you happen to reblog my posts and I wanna tell you now that I appreciate all the positive and hilarious remarks that you have written. You guys seriously are the best, if I could only tag all of you here I would but you’ve unexpectedly come to a number where it would be a little hard for me to do so. So, if you happen to read this, let me just thank you, from the bottom of my kpop-ed heart, for staying with this blog until now no matter how lame my posts can be sometimes. The months I’ve spent here are the best months I’ve had ever since I joined tumblr and you lovely people have played a huge role in that happiness. I really hope you didn’t regret following me. Please be happy always. I will be back as soon as I am well-adjusted to whatever is ahead of me this semester. See you soon. I love you.

And now, to the blogs that I follow that make my dashboard golden, let me just thank you so much for making me feel every possible emotion there is because of your posts. Your posts made me laugh until my jaw and stomach hurt, and cry so hard it felt like I was drowning in my own tears. You people are the funniest, kindest, and most creative people I have ever known, and that is not an exaggeration.  Never stop being the awesome bloggers that you are and keep on making people. I originally wanted to make an FF but then i follow like a gazillion awesome blogs so don’t have the luxury of time to make one now. I just hope this’ll get to you someday.

Finally, to the people here that I have become friends with, you know ho you are, i love you from the bottom of my heart and i will miss you a lot like A LOT. Really. Some of you I can contact using other means so we will hear more from each other constantly still haha but for those that i only talk through tumblr, please udate me about your life from time to time i would love to hear form you. Imma try to check my inbox as often as possible to see if you left any so please do. And i hope you know that I’m so glad I made this account because I met you awesome people! I love you all.

Know that i will try to be active again as soon as possible, but for now i really have to go. I will miss you i will miss you i will miss you all. Everyone, be happy always, and see you soon.