okay maybe i wish they met and make out

It started out fine before I met you

Then we started talking and I started wondering

Dreaming and hoping something would happen

Maybe all of my dreams would come true

Even if I wished upon a star

And wished for everything to be okay

I knew it wasn’t because you lead me to a dark place

The backspaces of my mind

The thoughts that I’ve suppressed

The thoughts that make me drink, smoke, and die a little from the pain

The thoughts that leave me with a screaming headache

The thoughts that make me not care about myself

Even with all the drugs and alcohol and the little rendez-vous here and there

I still wasn’t satisfied until you saw me

Until you talked to me

Until you came to me

Until you gave me a second of your time

I wasn’t satisfied

And it’s all because of you that I go to bed at 4 in the morning

Because I’m waiting on your texts back

Which, surprise, they never come until 10 hours later

You’re the reason I’m insane

You’re the reason I’m not okay

It was all fine before I met you

The Other Winchester ~ Part 2 ~ A Visit From The King Of Hell

Originally posted by shadow--hunters

Warnings: Drinking and language

Pairings: Winchesters X Reader; slight Charlie X reader

Word Count: 1500



April 2014

I sigh as I slam my head down against the table earning me a raised eyebrow from my friend Charlie. It had been four years since that day and a lot had happened. Dean going to and coming back from Purgatory and was now carrying the mark of Cain, which made him borderline homicidal. Sam, almost having died from the trials to close the gates of Hell permanently and being possessed by an angel to keep him alive, was now searching for a way to reopen the gates of Heaven so the angels could go home. Castiel was now running on borrowed grace and hunting down Metatron the scribe of god. They had been right all those years ago, our family was a dysfunctional one.

I pick my head up and once again slam it against the table making Charlie say, “You know if you do that enough you’ll break the table.”

“I don’t care, I’m bored.”

“We could go out?”

“You know I can’t, Dean would kill me.”

“I know,”

“Charlie,” I say as I walk over and sitting on the table next to her. “I haven’t been out in years, of course I went hunting with my brothers; but I wasn’t allowed to leave the motel. Now we have a bunker and they still won’t let me out. So tell me what’s been happening?”

“Well other than the avengers saving Manhattan, which by the way did you see Black widow? I would love to roll around with her.” She says making me chuckle. “I can’t believe you two know each other.”

“Yeah well when you have a shared past you tend to know some people. Although I wouldn’t mind knowing Thor on a personal level.” I say as I bite my lip making her laugh. “He’s just ah!”

“Have you talked to her lately?” Charlie asks and I nod.

“I talked to her right after the alien incident; she’s the only one other than Fury that I trust to know I’m alive. Although she was pretty shocked to know that I was. I gave her and Fury all the info I had on HYDRA before I became a ghost again.”

“I still can’t believe what they had you do.”

“Yeah well shit happens.”

“Come on,” She says instantly getting to her feet making me raise an eyebrow at her. “We’re going out, screw the boys you deserve it.”

“You’re serious?”

“Hell yeah I’m serious, we’re both bored and coming up on loose ends so let’s head out and get a couple beers.”

“Dude I love you, I could kiss you; but that would just make things awkward.”

“Just a bit,” She says as she chuckles. “So where sounds good?”

“No idea, but anywhere that sells beer is perfect.”


A few minutes later we are sitting at a bar with beer in our hands and talking about random stuff. It was so nice to be out and able to relax.

“Okay, so have you met Tony Stark yet?” Charlie asks as sets her beer down in front of her.

“Unfortunately no, but maybe one day I will.”

“What about Captain America?”

“Oh god I wish I could meet him, he seems like such a gentleman and his arms? God I’d love to run my fingers over them.”

“You’re hormones are raging aren’t they?”

“Just a bit, it has been years since I actually had sex. Well you know.” I say as I down the rest of my beer. She nods not asking anymore. She knew all about the man I was in love with that had shot me; she even knew more about it than Sam and Dean did. I trusted her with all my secrets and I didn’t know why.

“So have you thought about moving on?” She asks making me sigh.

“I have, but when you’ve had that one real love; even if it was part of a mission, it stays with you.”

“You really liked him didn’t you?”

“I did, but I told him what would end up happening.”

“What do you think he’s doing now?” Charlie asks taking me by surprise.

“Probably still killing people, he is a master assassin.”

“What do you think he’d do if he found out you were still alive?”

“Him, nothing. Now they people he works for would send him to finish the job.” I say as I glance around the room.

“That sucks,”

“Tell me about it.”

“So karaoke?” Charlie says and I smirk.

“You’re just having me break all the rules tonight huh?”

“Of course, it’s a girl’s night.”

“Sure let’s do karaoke,” I say as I hold my hand up for the bartender to bring us two more beers. After he does Charlie leads me over to the Karaoke stage and chuckles as she says, “So what should we sing?”

“I have no clue; I’m just following after you.” I say as I take a swig of my beer.

“Uptown Funk?” She says making me almost spit my beer out. “No. huh I don’t know,”

“Whatever you pick will work; I’ll just try to keep up.” I say as I down the rest of my beer and set it on a nearby table.

“Hello (Name),” I hear a voice say making me instantly sober. I turn toward the voice to see Crowley standing a few feet away a glass of whiskey in his hand.

“What do you want Crowley?” I say as i let out an irritated sigh.

“I wonder if Dean knows you’re out an about,”

“Are you gonna tell on me?” I ask sarcastically as I raise an eyebrow at him.

“No, I just thought you two might want some company; and I have some information you might like about your former boss.” He says as he swishes the liquid around in the glass.

“I’m listening,” I say as I raise an eyebrow intrigued. He motions me to follow him and I glance at Charlie who nods and follows closely behind me. upon reaching a seat he motions for us to sit down before he says, “It seems that one of my former employee’s has went and told Pierce some important information pertaining to your whereabouts.”

“What the fuck Crowley?!” I say a little louder than I meant to.

“He’s a little peeved since I’ve been spending all my time with you lot. Thinks he should be the new king of hell. Stupid twat.” Crowley says as he takes a sip of his drink.

“So what does Pierce know?” I ask my heart starting to race in my chest.

“Only a few minor details; one of which being that you are still alive, and the second that you are a Winchester.”

“Well that’s just real fucking peachy isn’t it?” I say as I let out an annoyed groan. If Pierce knew I was still alive there was no doubt he’d send ‘Him’ to finish the job. My throat closes at the thought. “Does he know exactly where I am?”

“Nope, thankfully I am the only demon with that knowledge. Although, if you must know they are planning on offing SHIELD director Fury.”

“What? Why?”

“Do the words Project Insight mean anything to you?” I raise an eyebrow in confusion making him roll his eyes. “Hydra is going to use the Helicarriers to kill everyone who might be a threat to them.”

“Holy shit,” I say as my eyes widen. Suddenly my heart clenches as I say, “Then I have to go to DC.”

“What? No, are you crazy Dean would kill you!” Charlie says but I just shake my head.

“Charlie, I’m the only one Nat can trust to tell her everything; and besides I need to make sure HYDRA pays for everything they did to my family.”

“Dean’s gonna freak when he finds out you’re gone.” Charlie says making me sigh.

“Then we just won’t tell him. Crowley can you keep Dean occupied until I get back?” I ask causing the demon to nod.

“And if you don’t come back?” Charlie asks with worry in her voice.

“Oh come on, I’m a Winchester we never really die; we evolve.” I say as I force a laugh. I knew what was awaiting me in DC and to be honest I was terrified but I had to go. Sighing I turn to Charlie and say, “I need to get back, are you ready to go?”

“Although I don’t condone lying to Dean, I guess this is something you need to do.” She says making me smirk.

“Don’t worry Charlie, I’ll call you every day and will even have you help me out with hacking and stuff. Whataya say?”

“Yeah whatever,” She says clearly not convinced about my lies. We quickly stand and make out way back to the Bunker where after I pack some clothes, guns, and knifes I head down to the Garage. I walk over to the nearest bike and hear Charlie groan as she says, “You’re really going?”


“But on that? Why don’t you take one of the cars?”

“Because all those cars were built in the 50’s a little suspicious if I pull up in one don’t you think?”


“Besides think about it, if I take one of them Dean will surely notice. He loves those cars. A motorcycle is the way to go and it’ll get me there faster. The faster I get there and warn them the faster I get back.”

Charlie lets out a heavy sigh and I offer her a soft smile as I say, “It’s okay, I promise I’ll be back and if Dean does happen to find out just tell him I force you to lie to him.”

“Like he’d believe that,”

“Meh, we’ll cross that bridge when the time comes.”

“Be safe,” She says as she hands me my helmet.

“No problem, I am a master assassin after all.” I say as I quickly put the helmet on and starting the old Motorcycle speed off toward the garage door and from there I head toward DC. It was a 20 hour drive so if I sped and made very few stops I’d be there by tomorrow night. I wasn’t exactly jumping for joy at the thought of possibly seeing 'Him’ again but I knew what I had to do to protect not only my friends but also my family; cause no doubt they were on that list of possible threats. At the thought of loosing Dean at Sam I pull the throttle back making the bike surge out from me. To hell with traffic lights.

Will Continue In ~ An Old Mission

narrytitty-deactivated20160426  asked:

OMG can u PLEASE do "thats the third fucking toy you’ve played with and didn’t know how to turn off in my store pls don’t just try to awkwardly walk away i cAN SEE YOU” au and the pairing be narry! :~)

   “Have a good one, guys. Stay warm.”

  Smiling widely, Niall handed over the last of his customer’s purchases, managing to sneak a small bar of chocolate to the little boy before he disappeared after his mother. As the door swung shut behind them, the chiming of the bell indicating their departure, Niall sagged against the counter, resting his head on the cool plastic as he let loose a tired groan.

   Not two seconds later, the ringing of the bell alerted Niall to the arrival of another customer, and he lifted his head up just in time to catch sight of long, lean legs attached to a head of curly hair and a defined jawline.

  “Welcome to The Toy Shoppe. Can I help you with anything?”

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