okay im not satisfied with it anymore

Writing prompts.

Send me a number and a character!

1. “Please don’t go, don’t leave me here!”

2. “Why do you care? It’s not like we’re friends or anything.”

3. “But I really need this A!”

4. “Is this really happening?”

5. “I just wanted someone to notice me.”

6. “Sometimes it’s good to be scared because it means you still have something to lose…”

7. “I can’t lose you. I won’t survive and that’s your fault. You made me love you. You let me in.”

8. “Why didn’t you try harder? You just left.”

10. “I don’t want to look at you when I know I can’t be with you.”

11. “So you hate me now too? Join the club.”

12. “I’m never good enough, no matter what I say, no matter what I do.”

13. “You want to know what happened to me? You! You happened to me.”

14. “You took a piece of me, and I let you.”

15. “I love you and im always going to love you, but I don’t want to love you! I want to be happy.”

16. “Please don’t chase me anymore unless you’re ready to catch me.”

17. “I’m not alright! Okay? Are you satisfied? I’m not alright.”

18. “I’m not going to say goodbye to you again, do you understand me?”

19. “Is that what you’re doing? Trying to make me hate you?”

20. “The problem is that I don’t think I can stop thinking about you.”

21. “I thought you were different, obviously I was wrong.”

22. “I loved you through everything and you don’t even care!”

23. “Go ahead, laugh at the girl who cares too much.”

24. “Please don’t leave me.”

25. “I’m mad at you because I love you!”

26. “I’m getting really tired of losing people.”

27. “You’re leaving because it’s easier to walk away than to fight for what you really want.”

28. “Pretending not to love you was the hardest thing I ever had to do.”

29. “Nothing about us feels right anymore.”

30. “I don’t know what I did to deserve you.”

31. “I’ve been in love with you my entire life!”

32. “What?” “Nothing, I’m just glad I met you.”

33. “I want my best friend back.”

34. “No, I’m going to change your life. I’m that girl.”

35. “I know I may do a lot of stupid shit, but I am a lot closer to finding someone than you are.”

36. “I just need you to stop being so nice to me unless you’re gonna marry me after.”

37. “You’re either with me or you’re not. You can’t just come and go as you please.”

38. “Even though I know you’re lying, I still almost believe you.”

39. “You saved me from myself.”

40. “You’re constantly leaving me.”

41. “I’m still in love with you. I tried not to be, but it didn’t work.”

42. “I came here to win you back, and dammit, I’ll do whatever I have to.”

43. “Just stop lying to me for once!”

44. “What are you doing here?”

45. “Is this it? Is this the end of us?”

46. “I messed up.”

47. “Please, just do this for me.”

48. “I don’t even know you.”

49. “You’re the one who put me back together.”

50. “Please don’t give up on me.”


Disclaimer: this is a theory based off my personal opinion so please dont get butthurt and reblog with why you think im wrong/ rude etc. Im not forcing phan in any way, im just satisfying my phangirl feels okay? Okay.

So we all know how well 2016 is going, i mean dan and phil are so comfortable with eachother and their fans and everything is really great. Its like the little slip ups that they used to be super awkward or embarassed about dont really matter anymore and they just roll with it. The banters, sneaky teases, heart eyes howell and love eyes lester are at their best. Honestly these two could possibly ship themselves if they havent already.

Now whether or not they are officially dating or just very close and intimate friends, it seems like their other friends, youtubers in particular, may already know whether or not phan is official or possibly something that will be in the (near?) future.

I mean we’ve had countless youtubers openly speak about phan as a couple rather than friends
- chris (crabstickz) talking/joking about 2022 implying that something may already be between them-
- felix (pewdiepie) agreeing to someone who asked if he shipped phan -
- tyler oakley also agreeing to someone who asked if he shipped pban-
》Pls note i couldnt find the specific videos to link at this moment where these were from sorry《

Not to mention how often the pair slip up about things just as much themselves
- dont even get me started about dan -

All in all im just saying that these two brit boys may not be ready to announce anything to the phandom, a fandom that can be quite overwhelming and judgemental to say the least. We often forget that Dan and Phil do NOT need to tell us half the things they already do, so we need to keep that in mind that theyre still people and we need to respect them and their opinions/lifestyles whatever.

BUT theyve been letting everything slide lately, as if theyre easing into some big news…

Anywho thats just my random train of thought, let me know what you think babes :)


i wanted to make another post…

but, on the right is myself about a year ago. i was struggling with gender dysphoria, when i had no idea it was the feeling i was experiencing. i don’t think i was EVER okay with identifying as a girl. last year, i had hit rock bottom, and im still recovering, because of my gender dysphoria and confusion. but in june of 2014, i finally figured out that i wasn’t cisgender, but that i was transgender. i felt so much more satisfied with myself. although i’m still closeted to many people in person, i have no problem dressing as i want to. i dont have a problem with being myself anymore. im convinced my identity is real, and i’m so happy that so many lovely faces on my dashboard feel the same way. coming out to my friends was one of the hardest things i’ve ever accomplished, but i did it. i feel much more comfortable and happy now.

happy trans day of visibility! your identity is valid, no matter what! (they/he)