okay i'm done i want to explode

anonymous asked:

I feel so lost. I feel like I'm going to explode. everything feels off. like I was doing okay but the depression seems to be back. maybe I'm having a quarter life crisis? 😅 I'm 23 and haven't done half the things I've wanted. I hate feeling so weak and chaotic. I don't know what I'm trying to say I know you've answered many questions like this.. I just feel so lost

23 is so young… I don’t know why we’re made to believe that we’re supposed to have it together at this really early stage in our lives, but our twenties are for fucking up, for exploring our passions & priorities, for LIVING and learning and growing. Why do you have to do all of the things you wanted already? You’ve got your whole life to. You don’t have to squish it all in under ¼th of your whole experience. Give yourself permission to fuck up, to feel terribly depressed and then find the right ways to pull yourself out of it. Give yourself permission to not know what you want or where you are in life. Give yourself permission to BE lost. Wander around aimlessly then. You’ll stumble into something that feels right. I think that is what’s supposed to happen. I don’t know what the fuck I’m doing with my life and for a long time I felt frequently anxious and depressed over that thought (and I’m sure I will again) but something shifted recently and I feel free because I don’t know. I’m young, the world is open to me. I don’t have to have it all figured out right now. I don’t have to do all of the things I want to do right now. I have time. I’m setting semi-distant goals. I’m living and wandering around and I’m gonna run into something good. So will you.

Jesus take the wheel because I'm about to slap a hoe.

It truly boggles my mind that some people just don’t know how to FUCKING stay in their goddamn lane. Like if you don’t like Jonerys that is fine whatever do you boo but do it on your own fucking turf. Now I’m not a person that likes to cause drama but JESUS CHRIST I swear some of the J–sa shippers are really starting to get on my nerves. Like we try to nicely tell them to remove Jonerys off the tags so we don’t have to see them and they end up calling us babies UGH. Like really?!?!?! That fandom is truly something else smh. I guess you can’t win with rude and childish people. Now I’m not saying it’s all of them there are that way there some good shippers out there and I’m not saying that all Jonerys shippers are innocent in the matter. I just wish people would be considerate of other shippers tag. It’s not rocket science just don’t put in your tag don’t even put it in a post come up with another name for it or something when you wanna talk shit. We just don’t want to see it so goodbye and happy shipping to you. Okay I’m done ranting I just had to get that off my chest before I exploded sorry y'all.

Originally posted by fraufarbissina


His reaction to “Hey Deaaaan” makes me want to throw myself into the sun. Could he possibly be thinking of a certain similar looking fellow who normally says “Hello Dean”? Yeah don’t mind me - I’ll just be over here in the corner crying.