1. In Your Arms - Nico & Vinz 2. I Really Like You - Carly Rae Jepsen 3. Are You With Me - Lost Frequencies 4. Feels Like Home - The Him, Son Mieux 5. Aint Nobody (Loves Me Better) - Felix Jaehn, Jasmine Thompson 6. Here For You - Kygo, Ella Henderson 7. Easy Love - Sigala 8. By Your Side - Jonas Blue, Raye 9. Sunshine - Matisyahu 10. Us - Regina Spektor 11. My Love - Jess Glynne
His mental health is a horrible mess, okay. He is absolutely not fine.
Finding his brother didn’t change that. He needs SO MUCH comfort and reassurance
He desperately wants to be the happy ‘God 707’ he used to be on the chat for MC so he winds up bottling his emotions
But that always backfires because eventually he snaps and confines himself to his room, engulfed in work
HE DOESN’T KNOW HOW TO PROPERLY OPEN UP. HE JUST CAN’T
He struggles to verbally vent so he and MC agree to email each other when he’s at his worst
They’ll be emailing each other for hours in the middle of the night in separate rooms until he calms down enough and MC can go to his room and pull him into a tight hug. They sit there in content silence, he rarely continues to vent to MC in person
The only time they have deep conversations face to face is in a pillow fort at 2am when MC is half asleep
He still does that thing where he tries to push MC away because he’s afraid of burdening them. SO MC just has to trap him into hugs and reassure him so he snaps out of it gradually
bUT HE HAS LOTS OF GOOD DAYS
HE WORKS REALLY HARD TO KEEP HIS MENTAL HEALTH IN CHECK
He and MC carry an 'emergency pack’ with small things to calm them down if their depression or anxiety acts up randomly
They keep pictures, honey buddha chips, portable MP3 player, encouraging notes from each other and memes in there. Just silly things that cheer them up when they’re not together and struggling.
He doesn’t break down much, he just becomes numb to the world and closes off. MC is the light that guides him out because he REALLy wants to make them happy and look after them
When he loses his enthusiasm he and MC will scour the internet for new hobbies to ~inspire~ him. he tries embroidery at some point and creates a really intricate pattern but if you look closely it’s just a bunch of dicks.
Probably sends it to Yoosung as a birthday present.
He’s like a chILD, HE JUST NEEDS GENTLE CARE AND DISTRACTIONS
Forget heelies to escape the feelies HE WILL TAKE MC ON HOUR LONG DRIVES TO THE MIDDLE OF NOWHERE SO THEY CAN STARE AT THE STARS they get lost and Jumin has to send a rescue helicopter
He tries to serenade MC but he’s a hORRIBLE SINGER
They’ll be waltzing like the pair of dorks they are in the living room one day and he’d join in the song chorus
TRIPPING OVER EACH OTHERS FEET AND MC CRYING AT HIS OBNOXIOUS SCREECHING
HE pURPOSEFULLY MAKES HIS SINGING WORSE LOUDER JUST SO HE CAN WATCH MC LAUGH
Says 'meow you’ instead of ‘love you’ because he’s a cute dork and gets flustered when expressing genuine emotions
2 weeks of living with this dork and you’ll be able to diss people in like 15 different languages
Is MC were a female he’D LOVE FOR THEM TO SWITCH GENDER ROLES
HE’D WEAR SOME CUTE FLORAL PRINT SKIRT AND HAVE MC DO HIS MAKE UP
GETS MC TO WEAR A SUIT, TIE AND COOL SHADES
He will make a mess of flirting with random men when he crossdesses to get MC to laugh probably flashes them afterwards though
LOUNGING AROUND IN MATCHING CAT ONSIES AND FLUFFY SLIPPERS BUT ONLY HOLD HANDS BECAUSE IT GETS TOO HOT ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°) IF THEY CUDDLE
‘Meme midnight’ EVERYDAY which is self explanatory
If MC ignores him he hacks into their phone and creates a bug that enables them to only scroll through pictures of him and listen to his banshee wailing singing
TRIPS TO THE ZOO AND THEME PARKS EVERY WEEKEND
If yOU THINK HE WONT GET HIS FACE PAINTED AS A TIGER AT THE ZOO YOU ARE GRAVELY MISTAKEN
He’s probably really into ‘creepy’ insects and loves snakes bUT IS MORTIFIED OF SPIDERS
He’ll try to play it off but some zookeeper will have a tarantula out to hold and he wiLL SPRINT TO THE OTHER SIDE OF THE ZOO
TRIES TO TAKE A SELFIE WITH MC ON A ROLLERCOASTER BUT DROPS HIS PHONE RIP
He just whips out one of his 5 backup phones from his pocket though because it happens every time
CRYING OVER DISNEY FILMS AND SINGING ALONG UNTIL THE ENTIRE NEIGHBOURHOOD IS BANGING AT THE DOOR WITH PITCHFORKS
BEANIE BABIES COLLECTION
The back of his car looks like a goddamn toy store
Interior of his car is covered in cat print accessories
They’d go to cooking classes together and be banned after he tried to make a Buddha chip stir fry and burns the building down
Takes a picture with MC outside the burning building and posts it to the group
Captions it as ‘this building burns just like my desire to devour MC like a Buddha chip’ ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)
(ﾉ◕ヮ◕)ﾉ*:･ﾟ✧ MC throws his phone into the fucking fire
100% would adopt a cat at some point
If MC was allergic to animals he’d stop at nothing. He’d make a whole colony of robotic animals starting with some really cute cat and gradually scaling up
It would be fucking terrifying though because MC would come home one day and there’s a GODDAMN ROBOTIC SHARK LYING IN THE MIDDLE OF THE LIVING ROOM
SAEYOUNG WE ABSOLUTELY DO NOT NEED A FUCKING SHARK OH my gOD IS THAT A diNOSAUR MODEL. SAEYOUNG YOU WATCHED JURASSIC WORLD THIS IS A BAD IDEa
Jumin funds his robotic animal projects because he’s been promised a collection of cat models for some new line of business rip Jaehee
A/N- This one gets kinda spicy…just warning you ;)
I had been almost two weeks since you and Gilbert “got together”, and you still hadn’t really talked about it. You had been texting when you could, and you’d seen each other but never alone. You both had jobs, you both had school, and honestly, you both weren’t sure what to say to each other.
Lafayette knew he was in love with you. He knew it the moment he’d met you, and so had his fiancee at the time. That wasn’t the only reason it hadn’t worked, but it was a big one. And then he had finally been free to date you, but you seemed uninterested so he fell into the unlucky spot of best friend. Then you had gotten with the fuckwad Burr, and that was the last straw for him. But now, now when it seemed like everything Lafayette had wanted was in his reach, he was scared. He was scared to have “the talk”. You could tell him you didn’t feel the same way. Or you two could start dating, but he could disappoint you, or worse hurt you. He had been engaged when he met you. There were a lot of other problems in that relationship, yes, but that doesn’t change the fact that he was in a committed relationship and still fell in love with another woman. He was scared of himself. He was scared that it could happen again. Lafayette had never had feelings this strong for someone, not even his ex, and he couldn’t picture himself falling for anyone else, but, hadn’t he once promised that to Marie? He didn’t feel like he was deserving of you because of the circumstances in which he had wanted you.
You, on the other hand, hadn’t thought about Gilbert this much since you’d met him. You had a bad track record of falling for a guy simply because they had feelings for you. It always ended badly, and you didn’t want that for Gilbert. You cared about him too much. It was that care that made you think your feelings for him were real, but there was no way you could be sure. When you had first met Gilbert, you’d fallen for him instantly, but he was engaged. He was in love. You’d needed to move on. And you had! When Gilbert and his fiancee ended it, your heart stirred a little, but you had been in a really good place with him and couldn’t risk ruining that. The timing was never right, and how could you be sure that now was right?
Meanwhile, this tension had not gone unnoticed by any of your friends. You and Lafayette clearly wanted to be near each other, but were trying to distance yourself from each other. The sexual tension was soooo obvious, it was almost too much for everyone to bear.
This very tension surfaced itself yet again in a late night study session.
“Okay does anyone get this stats problem? Because I redid it twice I got different answers each time.” You ran your fingers through your hair in frustration. Alex got up from his spot on the ouch. He put one hand on the back of your chair and the other on the table as he leaned in to take a look at your work. Lafayette looked up and accidentally met the eyes of Alex, who backed away from you slightly. Lafayette stared down at his work. He had finished stats hours ago. He could definitely help with your work, but you probably didn’t want his.
“I have no idea, Y/N. Maybe Laf can help you?” Lafayette looked up to see you and Alexander looking at him. You nervously met his eyes.
“Oui- I mean uhhh yes.” Lafayette got out of his chair and walked past John, who gave Alexander a warning look.
“What’s wrong?” Lafayette walked over to your chair.
“Well I was uh I did the problem once but I wasn’t sure so I did it again and got a different answer and then…” You looked up and laughed was looking at you intently listening. Against your better judgement you glanced down at his lips. Those lips that had felt so right against yours. You felt yourself leaning in but you shook out of it. “ummm and then I did the uh problem…again and got a third answer. So I…”
“You don’t know which answer is the right one.” Lafayette finished. He squatted down so he could look at your work closer. The library was becoming dark and it was getting harder and harder to see. All around you dusty books sat in stillness. John, Alex, and Hercules were spread across the table and nearby couch working on their own essays and projects, but in that moment it was just you and Gilbert.
“Yeah…I’m not sure if I’m doing the right thing…” Lafayette nodded, and his brow furrowed as he pulled your papers closer to him. He was very very close to you. You breathed his scent in. He was looking at your work, but you were looking at him, and neither of had any idea that everyone else was looking at both of you.
“What happened to them?” Hercules whispered, joining Alex and John across the table from you and Lafayette. “They used to be so talkative.”
“I don’t know, it almost seems like they got in a fight. They’re scared to even be in the same room.” Alex said.
“But if they got in a fight why do they always agree to come to group things like this? Where they know they’ll see each other?”
“Maybe something else happened?” Hercules said. He noticed how intently you were staring at Lafayette and how tense Laf seemed. Everything clicked into place. “Holy shit! They totally did it!” Hercules whisper yelled.
“No!” Alex’s mouth was open wide. “Not Y/N and Laf!”
“Okay maybe they didn’t have sex, but something like that definitely happened!”
“He has been kinda possessive lately…” John commented.
“And look at the way she’s looking at him!” Hercules said.
Lafayette had spotted what you were doing wrong ages ago, but he knew that once you figured the problem out he would have to go back to his seat and be away from you again.
“Hey guys?” John’s voice interrupted both of his thoughts. Both of your heads snapped in his direction.
“We’re gonna go see if any place is still open since we’ll probably be for awhile we’ll get hungry.” John said.
“Do you guys mind staying here and watching all our stuff?” Alex asked. He was already shrugging his jacket on without waiting for an answer.
“No!” you shouted. Alex furrowed his brow at you. “I mean…no. No we don’t mind, right G-Gilbert?” You looked at him.
“Non… zat is fine.” He glanced at you and then stared forward again.
“Okay see you in a few!” Hercules smiled and dragged the other two out the door.
The silence was deafening and it suddenly felt like there was way too much is this library.
“I zink…I think this is what’s wrong.” Gilbert drew your attention back to the stats homework. “See? You did it right the first time. You should not second guess yourself.” Lafayette met your gaze and you held it for a moment.
“Thanks.” you whispered.
“Or course, cherie.” He smiled at you and went back to his chair. You sat in silence for what felt like forever. You had just opened your mouth to say something when you were cut off by Gilbert’s voice.
“Y/N, we should really talk.” he said softly. He was looking at you with worried eyes. You sighed.
Gilbert got up slowly from his chair and walked back over to you, sitting back in the wooden chair next to you that was identical to yours.
“Yeah…” You both trailed off, unsure off what to say.
“Look, Y/N, I want you to know that it wasn’t meaningless. At least not for me.” He put a hand on his chest.
“I know I know.” You looked at him. “And it wasn’t for me either but,”
“I am too. I am very worried.” You looked at each other for a moment.
“What- what are you scared off, Gilbert.” you asked tentatively.
“I’m scared I’ll lose you. I am zat I will fuck up and hurt you. Je ne peux pas te perdre.”
“Gilbert…I’m scared that I’ll hurt you.”
He looked at you with soft eyes and you felt a great amount of understanding. You grabbed his hands and you both sat there staring at each other with your hands intertwined in his lap. Lafayette was the one to break the silence.
“You just mean so much to me I’m afraid-”
“You’re afraid of what will happen if we break up, exactly! But at the same time I-”
“I can’t stop thinking about you either and-”
“I don’t know what’s gonna happen in the future but-”
“I really my future to be with you.” Lafayette said as he brought his hand up to your face.
“Y/N, I will try my best to be the kind of man you deserve.”
“Gilbert, you’re already more than I ever could’ve dreamed of. You’re a great man, and I just want to be by your side when you do amazing things.”
“I can’t think anyone else that I would want by my side. I can’t think of anyone else who I want to see have so much success in this life. Je ne peux pas penser à quelqu'un que j'ai jamais aimé autant.”
“Yes?” he eyes hadn’t left yours for an eternity. You felt your heart swell more than it ever had before. You physically could not breathe for a moment. Suddenly, everything seemed so clear to you.
“Gilbert, I love you.” He smiled at you.
“Je t'aime, Y/N.”
Lafayette leaned in and captured your lips in his. He tasted like sugar and coffee.
Lafayette’s heart was going to pound out of his chest as he rested a hand on your waist. His other hand traveled from your cheek to behind you head with just a thumb resting on your face.
You placed a hand on either side of his neck as you kissed him back. The places where his hands touched felt like fire. The rest of you was cold and craved his touch. All too soon, Gilbert pulled away. It was only then that you realized how long it had been since you breathed.
“I’ve been wanting to that again for weeks.” Lafayette breathed.
“Why wait for the next time?” you said before pressing your lips to his again. You found yourself scooting closer to him. Gilbert’s grip on your waist tightened as he kissed you feverishly. He bit at your lower lip lightly and you gasped. He opened his mouth as well and his tongue met yours. Your leg pressed against his, but your chairs felt too far apart. Your hands traveled from his neck. One went up into his hair, which was in a now very loose ponytail. The other traveled down his arm and gave his tense bicep a light squeeze.
Lafayette’s hands went to the back of your upper thighs and suddenly you weren’t sitting anymore. Lafayette picked you up and set you on his lap. You straddled him and rested your feet on the rods beneath the seat of the chair. Your hands sat on Lafayette’s shoulder, gripping onto the material of his t-shirt. His hands stayed firmly attached to both sides of your waist. His mouth was on yours again, but not for long. He kissed your jaw line lightly and you stretched your head upward. He seized the opportunity of exposed skin and started kissing your neck. Lafayette’s hands slid up slightly bringing your shirt up with them. You involuntarily rocked your hips at the feeling of his skin on yours and he let out a throaty groan. Your hands went from his shoulders to his toned chest and down down down…” One of his hands began sliding up your back and you gasped. He reached the clasp of your bra and-
“I told y’all! You each owe me twenty!” Hercules voice interrupter. You nearly fell off Lafayette’s lap. If it weren’t for his hands, you would’ve. You quickly got off of him and sat in your own chair.
“You said they’d be doing it when we got back. They’re clearly just making out You ain’t getting shit.” Alex said.
“Although…if we had wasted five more minutes…” John smirked at both of you. You were beet red now.
“Well, we brought back food, but it looks like the two of you have already taken to eating each others faces.” Alexander said. You groaned frustratedly and hid your face in your book. He brought over a pizza and put it on the table. “It is safe to use this table right? It hasn’t been…tainted?” Alex winked at Lafayette.
“Hey, au moins je suis en train de l'action contrairement à vous.” Lafayette spoke.
“Ooooh okay okay fair enough.” Alex said. You refused to look up and pretended to be absorbed in your homework.
“Just so you know though Laf,” Hercules said.
“If your hurt her…” John continued. Alex cracked his knuckles.
“Ce qui la baise ? I’m your friend too!”
Soon enough normal conversation resumed. You felt less embarrassed, but you knew the guys would never let you live this one down. Part way through the late night, you felt Gilbert’s hand reach underneath the table and take yours. You looked up at him. He glanced at you and smiled. You smiled back and squeezed his hand before returning to your work.
OKAY SO UPDATE;; i redid my theme again and i also revised my rules. if you don’t mind i’d love it if you read them, because i added in some important things. also i did want to say that i’m going to be active tomorrow, i got caught up in playing my game and i had a headache after coding so i took a cat nap.
ALSO LIKE THIS POST IF YOU WOULD LIKE A STARTER/TO PLOT WITH ME/OR SEND A MEME/ASK MY WAY, i promise that i don’t bite~! :3c
okay!!! i stayed after and finished my last three collages and redid one… if i went to work on sculpture when i did, i would be leaving around this time… now the question is… you know what? i’m just gonna work on sculpture for about twenty or thirty minutes or something… that’s twenty or thirty minutes of work i wouldn’t have if i… didn’t… or whatever…