okay i like this part :)

Okay I see a ton of Nadiya and Remy appreciation going around after this ep and that’s wonderful but like… is anyone else absolutely in love with Irene Baker right now because I sure am

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    ♪   vic’s anime jukebox (4/?)  ♬     ♪    
cardcaptor sakura openings (requested by @tachibana–chan)

Sometimes I hate being trans. A lot of the time, actually. While everyone else is moving forward, you’re feel like you’re waiting, waiting, waiting. For the next GIC appointment. For hormones to show any effect. For surgery. For the next surgery. For forms and reports and assessments to be filled out.

These things take weeks, months, years. Whole parts of your life get eaten away on waiting lists for services that are already stretched to their limit. And all the time you want everything to stop - to right itself in some magical overnight miracle. You spend nights crying and asking ‘why me?’ Why am I the one who has to be stuck here? 

But you will get there. I promise you. Nobody knows patience like us trans folk. We have to be strong, mentally, emotionally and physically, because we are forced to be by our very nature. It’s something huge to bear and it’s okay if you’re not always okay. It isn’t fun, and it isn’t fair. And it’s okay to grieve - for being born with the wrong parts, or for all the times that your body restricted you in life - for the things you wish you had. Grieve if you need to. 

There is light and dark to everything in life. Being trans is no exception. Keep going. Wait and fight and grieve and celebrate and live - in the way that only we trans people know how. 

You’ll come out stronger in the end.

You know it still Fucks Me Up To This Very day that Thor, the literal DemiGod Alien Being, was allowed to just grab Tony by the neck and choke him whilst everyone else (including his best friend(!!!!!!)) just stood around and w a t c h e d

I can see part 5 Koichi on the horizon… and with him comes the dawn of the Vento Aureo anime (hopefully)…

FINALLY AFTER A MONTH OR SO I FINISHED THIS THANK

aw man this was originally supposed to be practice (hence as to why it looks absolutely messy) but i can never leave things unfinished once i start them :’)

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@taylorswift,

okay HUN ..now that I have your attention… IF YOU REMEMBER ME, a follow back would be greatly appreciated since ya girls tumblr was deleted last year okay? Love ya sis 😘 (PS I CANT STOP VIBIN TO …RFI? AND LWYMMD… idk if I can love this album more than I already do at this point❤️🔥)

so i might’ve been watching stardust and i might’ve gotten soppy about vanessa and usnavi so… have a vansnavi stardust au

anonymous asked:

hey hey, telepathic anon here! you've captured the happy side of MC's telepathy perfectly, I love it! But!! Isn't any of them like AFRAID she might read some darker thoughts?? Saeran's inner angst, Zen's beast (omg the Beast!), V's secrets??

A/N: I ACTUALLY THOUGHT OF THIS ONCE I POSTED THE OTHER ONE! So I’m really glad that you came back and asked omg thank٩(♡ε♡ )۶ ~Admin 404

*ZEN:

           -He can’t help it sometimes! He’s a MAN MC, WHAT DO YOU WANT FROM HIM ‘kay but girls are like that too zen

           -It’s actually really funny to see him get really red and tense up every time he caught himself having sexy thoughts around you

           - because of that, you don’t even have to really read his mind to find out what he’s thinking

           -If you’re ever feeling frisky it’s a safe bet to just sit and listen to some of Zen’s thoughts because wOW that can get ya in the mood

           -It’s also really easy to surprise him in bed because you’ve already heard what he wants you to try and now he doesn’t have to be too embarrassed to ask

           -However, it SUCKS when the two of you are in public?

           -Because he’s gotten used to his dirty thoughts, his body doesn’t really react (unless his thoughts aren’t subconscious like they normally are)

           -BUT YOU AREN’T. YOU AREN’T USED TO IT. Which means you’re always left blushing like crazy and stuttering when you try to talk to anyone THANKS ZEN

           -He actually uses it against you!!!! If the two of you are play fighting in public, he just lets the dirty thoughts get wild and BAM you automatically lose because how in the world are you supposed to come back from that

           -Overall it isn’t really something to be afraid of seeing. It’s just more of a “wow im unintentionally turned on and now it’s an inconvenience” and he KNOWS IT

*V:

           -Although the two of you sort of think on the same wavelength, he’s still TERRIFIED of you reading something you shouldn’t

           -He’s done some things, said some things, and saw some things he’s ashamed of

           -And if he could, he’d rather just forget everything like that. It’d make him happier, and he wouldn’t have to hide anything from you

           -It keeps him up at night sometimes, because he feels absolutely terrible for not telling you things

           -A few thoughts have roamed, however, and he thought he changed it quick enough; He didn’t

           -You’ve heard a few of the things he’s told himself- how he hates what he’s done, hates who he is, and how badly he feels that he can’t tell you these things

           -But you know that when (and if) he’s ever comfortable with it, he’ll tell you everything

           -Until then, every time you hear a self-hating thought (or one of something from the past) from him, you quietly move closer to him

           -You’ll take his hand into your own, lay your head on his shoulder, something to let him know that you can feel he’s upset, and that you’re there for him

           -His thoughts will quickly change to how much he truly loves and appreciates you, which makes the both of you extremely happy

*SAERAN:

           -Unfortunately he can get really insecure and angry when you read his mind

           -He doesn’t like you knowing how much he actually hates himself??? who does though, like?? that’s personal

           -He can get some pretty violent thoughts at times too and he doesn’t want your pretty little mind to see them too

           -Not to mention a lot of thoughts about his past. He doesn’t want to talk about it. He doesn’t want you to think about it.

           -But sometimes, no matter how hard he tries, he can’t help but think about them

           -He tries so hard to avoid you when his thoughts act up- he hates that he gets angry in order to keep you away, but he doesn’t know how else to go about it

           -FEELS SOOO BAD. How is he supposed to apologize for something like that? You don’t deserve to be put through it. It makes him feel even WORSE

           -NEVER, EVER, BRING UP WHAT HE’S THINKING. HE DOESN’T LIKE SYMPATHY. JUST STAY OUT OF HIS HEAD

           -He does appreciate when you wrap him up in fuzzy blanket, bake him warm cookies, and kiss the top of his head. Just… watch some movies with him, MC. Just sit by him and stay out of his head. Everything will be okay

           -You’re always really afraid of hearing any of these thoughts. Who wouldn’t feel bad if they heard that their s/o feels so badly about themselves?? You do your best to just let them slide and do little things to show him you care about him no matter what, and he secretly loves that you don’t intrude on his thoughts

Bonus: SAEYOUNG

           -It’s actually a lil heart-breaking to read all the thoughts he has in his head that he refuses to tell you

           -Like how he feels about himself, his past, the guilt that he has built up over his brother

           -But there are a lot of sweet things he thinks of that doesn’t come out of his mouth

           -Like how much he loves you, how he can’t imagine his life without you, and how bad he just wants to be with you every day for the rest of your lives

           -And he’s just??? So sweet??? But so hateful towards himself??? And it’s really sad to see how conflicted he is inside

           -But every time you walk in while he has a bad thought, you just kiss his forehead and he LOVES IT

           -Now he comes to you every time he over thinks because he wants a “Magic Kiss” from you

           -“But MC! Your kisses wash away the bad thoughts! You’re like an angel!”

           - f CUK SO CUTE