okay changed it again

Sometimes, I’ll just be going about my day and it’s just an average Tuesday and then sometimes – this feeling hits me out of nowhere.

This super heavy feeling in my chest that makes me feel like I can’t breathe sometimes.

And sometimes, when that feeling hits me, it feels like you’re with me and I can breathe again.

And in that moment, I will laugh because I remember something funny you did or how easily and unconditionally you made me feel love – especially today, in a world that doesn’t seem to love easily. A world that doesn’t seem to love at all.

And somehow, even if just in that moment, it seems like I’ll be okay again.
Maybe not today.
But someday.
Someday I’ll be okay again.

The world around us may have changed, but we haven’t.

And then sometimes, I remember you’re gone… but then, I’ll remember your smile.

And then I smile.

—  I miss you. I miss you so much.
Heathers RP Sentence Starters— (Beautiful.)
  • ❝ I believe I’m a good person. ❞
  • ❝ You know, I think there’s a little good in everyone. ❞
  • ❝ What happened? ❞
  • ❝ Hold your breath and count the days. ❞
  • ❝ Life can be beautiful! ❞
  • ❝ We could change again. ❞
  • ❝ Hey, are you okay? ❞
  • ❝ Get away, nerd! ❞
  • ❝ Things will get better. ❞
  • ❝ What did you say to me, skank? ❞
  • ❝ We on for movie night? ❞
  • ❝ I rented the Princess Bride! ❞
  • ❝ I’m a sucker for a happy ending. ❞
  • ❝ I’m sorry, are you actually talking to me? ❞
  • ❝ I want to know what gives you the right to pick on my friend! ❞
  • ❝ You have a zit right there. ❞
  • ❝ Why do they hate me? ❞
  • ❝ Why won’t he date me? ❞
  • ❝ Why did I hit them? ❞
  • ❝ Why do I cry myself to sleep? ❞
  • ❝ Somebody hug me. ❞
  • ❝ Somebody fix me. ❞
  • ❝ Somebody save me. ❞
  • ❝ Get me a cold beer. ❞
  • ❝ They are a mythic bitch. ❞
  • ❝ Grow up, (Name). ❞
  • ❝ Maybe you should see a doctor, (Name). ❞
  • ❝ You’re late for class. ❞
  • ❝ Week’s detention. ❞
  • ❝ This is an excellent forgery. ❞
  • ❝ Who are you? ❞
  • ❝ I crave a boon. ❞
  • ❝ Shut up, (Name)! ❞
  • ❝ For a greasy little nobody, you do have good bone structure. ❞
  • ❝ If I took a meat cleaver down the center of your skull, I’d have matching halves. ❞
  • ❝ Out of my way, geek. ❞
  • ❝ I don’t want trouble. ❞
  • ❝ You’re gonna die at 3PM. ❞
  • ❝ Don’t you dare touch me. ❞
  • ❝ Get away, pervert! ❞
  • ❝ Who could survive this? ❞
  • ❝ I can’t escape this. ❞
  • ❝ I think I’m dying. ❞
  • ❝ Lookin’ like hell on wheels! ❞
  • ❝ My God, it’s beautiful. ❞
  • ❝ It’s a beautiful fricken day! ❞
  • Aries: You have much in common with...a tree. A sadness that no one can see or understand; communication only through silence and wind. Skin made of wood. The way you collect sustenance through roots buried in soil. You are very very much like a tree. Almost impossible to tell the difference.
  • Taurus: Today is the day that you change everything! Oh, I'm sorry, I misspoke, I'm sorry. Let me try that again, okay? Today is the day that everything changes you! You will be completely unrecognizable. Yeah, that's it, there you go.
  • Gemini: How scared are you of centipedes, Gemini? I mean, no reason. The stars are just asking. Like...are you super, super scared, because I can't say for sure, but you're pretty brave...right? Like, you could handle a couple of centipedes. You could handle...a bunch of centipedes, right Gemini? No reason, I'm just asking.
  • Cancer: Today is an excellent day for you to demand a promotion, to approach the one that you've been secretly thinking about for years, to try your hand at that new hobby that you are considering. Unfortunately, it is a terrible day for getting that promotion, having that person say yes, and not injuring yourself badly on a power sander. But you should at least feel great about the attempt!
  • Leo: There's just a thick green smudge here, and the word, “Cryptotoxicology”? So I guess that's a good thing, right?
  • Virgo: Now, wait. There are still some of you left? How did you survive the great culling of Virgos that swept through—oh you know what, I'm sorry. That's not til next week. Sorry, I got confused there. Oh yeah, today looks very good for you Virgo. Maybe use this lovely day to get all your affairs in order, just a thought.
  • Libra: All your dreams will come true today! Or...I mean...one of them will. You know that recurring dream where you're chased through a house that seems like your own but it isn't quite, by a swarm of bees that you can't see even though you totally know that they're there? Well, it's not that recurring dream...it's the other one. And I am so, so sorry.
  • Scorpio: Your arms look weird, and your face is a natural irritant. And your personality leaves MUCH to be desired. The principle desire being your immediate absence. YOU DISGUST ME STEVE CARLSBER—I mean...Scorpios? Ugh. Scorpios, right?
  • Sagittarius: Buy a tourniquet. The best that money can buy.
  • Capricorn: Today's lucky number is...Imaginary! But coincidentally, so are you, and your entire experience of the world.
  • Aquarius: You wanna make some money fast? I dunno, rob somebody. Commit fraud. There's lots of ways.
  • Pieces: YOU'VE JUST WON ANOTHER BRAND NEW CAR! You stare bleakly at your home filled with stacks upon stacks of new cars, occupying every possible space at impossible angles. Today's brand new car is wheeled in, and as you feel its bulk pressing up against you, taking the last bit of your home that has still been yours to live in, you feel tears hot upon your cheeks. Congratulations on your prize.
  • Did I spend half an hour transcribing the WTNV The Librarian horoscopes just for a Tumblr chat post? You bet your ass I did



Anonymous said:

Hey! I was hoping you would be able to do a Pan X Reader, where the reader is Regina’s daughter and Regina abandons her to become queen and when they go to find Henry she finds her. Please that will be awesome!


I changed it a bit :)

“Okay. Now what?!” Regina spat as they failed. AGAIN. In finding Henry that is.

Hook sighed but his face soon lit up as an idea occurred to him.

“There’s this one lost boy who has helped me before. He’s a bit different than the other lost boys. He’s nicer and gentler than the others. Maybe we can ask him to lead us to their camp?” Hook suggested.

“And how are we going to find this lost boy?” Regina asked.

“I’ve never really seen his face.”

Regina rolled her eyes.

“Great. Now we’re looking for someone and we don’t even know what he looks like?!” Regina spat, clearly agitated.

“If you’ll let me finish, I’ll be able to tell you that Pan lets him wear a different colored cloak so we’ll know which one our target is.”

“Well. Come on then. Let’s find this lost boy.”


“Now will you help us find our son?” Emma asked the hooded figure.

The hooded figure scanned the group.


Regina didn’t like his answer so she stepped forward with a fireball on hand, ready to threaten the boy, when Charming stopped her. The hooded figure turned towards Regina and laughed darkly.

Snow gave Regina a lecture about not frightening the boy because it will only lessen their chances with getting help. Regina rolled her eyes and walked over to the boy. A chocolate bar appeared on her hand as she pushed it towards the boy.

“Here. I think you need something sweet.”

The hooded figure chuckled.

“You still think that bribing will take you somewhere huh? Evil Queen.”

Regina furrowed her eyebrows. She reached for the boy’s hood to reveal his face. The group gasped in chorus seeing the boy was not a boy but a girl. That’s why her cloak was in a different color.

“Who are you?” Regina spoke.

The girl put a hand on her chest in mock hurt.

“I’m offended. You forgot about me but I can’t do the same to you.”

“What do you mean?” Regina asked.

“How could I forget the person who traded me for Power? To be the queen?”

Regina’s eye widened.


“Bingo!” Y/N laughed.

Regina’s eyes turned sad.

“Y/N” she whispered.

“So Henry is like my brother then?” Y/N laughed, ignoring Regina.

“That’s great then! I get to live here with my brother!” Y/N exclaimed.

“No. We’re taking him with us and so are you.” Regina frowned.

Y/N laughed darkly.

“Don’t you get it, Regina? I don’t want to be your daughter again. Not now. Not ever.” Y/N spat.

Regina’s eyes became glossy with tears.

“I’m sorry.” Regina whispered and looked down.

“What’s that?” Y/N asked as she cupped her hand on her ear, smirking.

Regina looked at Y/N 

“I’m sorry. I should’ve never traded you for power. I’m sorry.” Regina cried.

Y/N smirked at the scene in front of her. Pan appeared beside her, making the group alarmed.

“This is Peter. He was the one there for me when my mother wasn’t. Isn’t that right, babe?”

Pan nodded and smirked.

“Babe?” Regina shouted.

“What do you mean? Y/N! You will not be with this demon and you are coming home with us!” Regina ordered.

Pan laughed.

“Don’t you see? Everything that was yours are mine now. I need to thank you for trading Y/N for power. If you didn’t, we wouldn’t be together.” Pan smirked.

Y/N nodded.

“Yeah, mom. Thanks for trading me.” Y/N spat.

Regina looked down.

“I’m sorry.”

“Apology not accepted.”

Y/N laughed one last time before disappearing with Pan.

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Say You’ll Haunt Me Pt. 6 (A Kenny Omega Story)

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Okay, plans changed again and part 6 is getting posted early. It was supposed to be way longer but I decided to split it up. Part 7 is going to be a little insane and I honestly can’t wait to write it. I’m hoping to get started on it later today. Thank you to @daintymissdevitt for the brainstorming sessions yet again and all of the inspiration <3

Warnings: There is a little blood sharing and dom Kenny makes a cameo. I know I promised smut in part 6 but I swear it’s coming in part 7 and there’s probably going to be quite a bit of it.

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Modern Susan Pevensie: The Lost Years

They think you’ve forgotten (they don’t know how wrong they are). You haven’t forgotten; you recall all too well. If you close your eyes, you remember those golden days with uncompromising clarity—the power, the duty, the creatures that respected you and that you in turn adored. And then you were taken; told that your aging body could never return—never return to the land that you gently ruled for fifteen beautiful, hard years.

Remembering is too painful, you decide. So you choose to fit in; you flit around town and drink and party and flirt…you will let yourself grow up in the broken world you must now call your own (and maybe, just maybe, you can build yourself your own small kingdom).

They think you have forgot. You know you never will.

You’re not sure which one is worse.

the lost years II the dark years II the lonely years


I feel like life really messed me up, to think the only way to be alive is constant change and I can’t be still; I either need something to swim to, or something to swim away from. All I know is some people float when they are still; But I just sink
—  WritingsbyAN
Blissfully His

Prompt: Matthew courting the Reader and being his funny romantic self. Requested: Yes

There was a knock on the door and nerves finally trickled through your body. You glanced over yourself once more, wondering if you looked okay or if you should change again. Knowing Matthew was waiting you decided you looked good enough and made your way to let him in.

Taking a slow, deep breath, you open the door to see Matthew standing tall and handsome dressed in black jeans, a funky sweater and a scarf wrapped around his neck. You sighed and smiled at him as he looked you over, a wide smile breaking across his face, “You look incredible, Y/N.”

Blushing, you ushered him in and turned to grab your coat, “I think that was my line. You look great, Matthew.”

A small chuckle left his mouth as he reached over to take your coat, turning you so he could place it on you, “No that was definitely my line to say. Are you ready to go?”

“I sure am!” You reply, freeing your hair from between you and your coat. “Where is it we are going to exactly?”

A grin settled on his face and you marveled over his beauty. “That is a surprise and you know it Y/N.”

You grumble over the fact as he laughs. Taking your hand in his he leads you outside and bundle you close to his side. You feel your cheeks heat up and smile to yourself. You’d never imagined you’d be courted around with Matthew. You couldn’t help but remember every moment shared between you two.

“Remember the first time you asked me out on a date?” You say as you rubbed your thumb against his. “I don’t think I’d ever laughed that much before.”

“Ah yes! I’d shown you my rather sexy dance moves only to have trip over the rose bushes.” He says with a laugh, the distant memory both playing in your heads.

“I’d pulled out every thorn.” You mused as he chuckled and drew you closer to him.

“All except one.” He replied. You stopped walking as you recounted the memory. Matthew stopped to stare at you, a smile on his faces, eyes bright.

You were sure you’d pulled them all. “I’d sworn I got them all?”

Matthew chuckles and draws you close again, this time slipping his hands on your waist. You wound your arms around him and relished in the warmth he provided, “The last thorn, that has since flourished into a flower, is in my heart. You.”

“Oh you sweet human being!” You say as you crush him to you, you’re face buried in his chest. You feel the rise and fall of his laughter and can’t help but join in.

“Come on little one.” He muses with a smirk and captures your hand once more. You poke his side with your free hand and laugh when he jumps away.

“That’s for calling me little.” You say as you back away from him. He has a look in his eyes you can’t quite decipher and it built up nerves in your stomach. Good ones.

Before you could react, Matthew jumped towards you and picks you up, swinging you around and around as the laughter you both emit fill the streets. People gaze at the two of you with smiles on their faces, swooning and wishing that they find a love like that. One so freeing and pure and an absolute delight.

Matthew places your feet firmly on the ground as he spins you to face him. “That was for poking me.”

He kisses you then. You open you mouth to gasp and he takes control over the kiss, deepening it as your tongues dance together. Just as you get breathless and weak legged he pulls back and stares at you softly, “And what was that for?”

“Just because.” He replies just as breathless, “You’re amazing and I just want you to know how much I appreciate your time.”

You grin and place a quick firm kiss on his lips once more before pulling back, “Couldn’t ask for a better date.”

Matthew walks back and takes your hand but you notice before he does the mistake he’s just made, “Matthew wait!”

Water drenched the two of you from head to toe and as you take each other in all you could do was laugh. Matthew had missed the step behind him and also the puddle that awaited and as you’d tried to pull him back it was futile. His natural reaction to pull you to help correct his stance had you both tumbling down into the awaiting puddle.

“Well, that wasn’t exactly what I had in mind for the evening.” He says as he helps you stand up. People rush up to see if you’re both okay and he reassures them that you’re both fine. “I’m sorry I’m such a klutz.”

Worry filled his eyes and you embrace him gently, gazing into his chocolate orbs you adored so much, “That isn’t something you should be sorry for. It’s one of the things I love about you.”

“Love?” He questions. Your eyes widen suddenly as you try to backtrack.

“I just mean that…it’s just that you…what I meant was-” And just like that you were silenced with a kiss so soft you thought it could break you.

The nerves you felt now we’re uncomfortable. Had you just ruined everything? Yes Matthew had been courting you and you knew you really liked him but you weren’t all too sure how he felt despite all the dates and moments you had shared together. Even in the tabloids you were only rumored to be an ‘old friend’. Not that that had bothered you but it also stumped you when you wondered what the two of you were becoming or where things were leading.

“I’ll cancel reservations. I need to get you home and out of these wet clothes.” He says quietly. He seems distracted and you felt sick with the idea that you’d just lost a man who was never really yours to begin with. Despite courting you and making numerous memories together you still weren’t actually together and here you were spouting off the L word like…like you were in love…

And maybe you are. In love. With Matthew. You sucked in a breath as a small tear strolls down your cheek. Matthew stares down at you and pulls you close but doesn’t say a word. You finally get back to your place and lead him inside, dropping your bag to the floor and heading towards the shower.

You let the hot water wash over you and sighed. Maybe if you stayed in here longer you could keep him here longer. Dismissing the idea you get out and throw on a silky nightgown and head out to find him dressed in grey sweats and another top. He looked incredibly sexy and you fought a groan from escaping.

Hearing your muffled sounds, Matthew turns to find you staring at him in a silk gown and long wet hair blanketing your face. He walks towards you slowly and pushes the wet strands away before taking your hand and leading you to the couch where he’s placed noodles. You smile at the gesture and sit, pulling your legs under you.

“We need to talk.” And there it was. 4 simple words that filled you with dread and sadness and anger at yourself. A tear falls again and he sighs, wiping it away. “Just listen for a minute.”

“When we met I knew I wanted to know you. I know you thought you weren’t good enough and you had me on a bit of a pedestal. The fame or whatever had an effect on you that you weren’t all too comfortable with. So I took your hand and lead you down so we were on an even playing field and I got to know the most beautiful person I’ve ever laid my eyes on and given my heart to.”

You go to say something but he raised a finger and chuckles, “Patience little one.”

You go to poke him and he laughs, lacing his fingers through yours and pulling you close, “Please. Continue.”

“I wasn’t questioning your love for me. In fact, I’m really glad you feel that way. I was hoping you’d fall in love with me if I’m being completely honest. There isn’t another woman on earth who I’d want to spend my days with other than you. To wake up next to you, to hold your hand and kiss your lips. To make love and have love. Go on crazy adventures to places or even in the bedroom.”

You let out a little gasp and then giggle as he tickles you quickly, “Okay okay sorry. Keep going.”

“Basically what I’m saying is…will you be mine?” He mutters, his eyes searching yours for an answer.

“Hell yeah!” You yell as you hop onto his lap and kiss him like your life depended on it. You could hear him laughing through the kiss and knew you didn’t need to say it to have him know you love him.

“Good because I don’t know if you’ve noticed but you’ve been causing my self control to diminish when you walked out in this sexy little number.” His voice is husky but alive and his hand that trailed up your leg sent shivers coursing through you.

“Let’s go.” You whisper. He nods and lifts you, your legs circling his waist and you feel his prominent member against you. “Dear god…Matthew hurry up.”

And with a laugh he takes you to your room where you fall in love with each other in new and old ways. You were his and he was yours and together you made the perfect pair.