okay bye g

there’s something about even’s little nod in this scene 

because even knows. he’s not oblivious, he notices the way isak reacts to his presence, to him. he’s been noticing him for weeks, weeks before they first met. he saw the way isak was when he came over to his place the previous week, he saw the look in his eyes, the light in his eyes, he saw the way he smiled and laughed, he noticed the changes in his voice. he probably memorized his facial expressions and the things he said last friday. kept replaying them in his mind every single day, in class, before going to bed, when he was with other people 

earlier in that episode, when he came to give isak his snapback, in a matter of seconds, he understood that isak hadn’t told his friends he had gone to his place, he understood that he didn’t want them to know. because he sees and understands. he remembered the cardamom on the cheese toasties five weeks later, how they were sitting on the floor of his room as they ate them, he remembered isak saying he had a drop of water in his throat, he remembered isak talking about parallel universes. because he pays such close attention to isak and the way he looks and moves and speaks and all the things he says

do you think that even, who saw this boy on the first day of school, who was probably looking forward to seeing him even when it was just at school, in public, in rooms and hallways with other students, would not notice how isak was acting? notice the way he’s been looking at him the moment he showed up at his place for the pregame? the way he starred at him when he kissed sonja and looked at him straight in the eyes? how tensed he was as he told him about sonja and how they’d been together for years? the intonation of his voice as he said his okay’s (been together since we were 15. okay. can’t dump her. okay). do you think that even who’s been desperately trying to spend time alone with this boy he was falling for would not notice the smile that spread all over isak’s face when he realized that even was messing with him, the smile he was trying to stop it, in vain? do you think he would not sense his attraction to him? the vulnerability?

of course even notices. and since he came to see isak in his kitchen, he’s only been kidding, pretending not to be serious. but with that little nod, he grows more serious. with that little nod, it’s like he’s saying i see you, i see it, i’ve seen you for a while. it’s reassuring. it’s okay. it’s understanding. i know, isak. i know. me too

I stay up all night to work, every day. While you’re playing in the club. Failer is not an option and if you can’t handle it, then maybe you shouldn’t be here.”

Killer!BTS

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1.19 > 2.17

What would he think of me?

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      ✿ “oh, i can’t stop drinking the coffee … i stop drinking the coffee, i stop doing the standing and walking and words-putting-into-sentence doing.”

Sober Thoughts-Jack G and Omaha Squad

Requested by @farahah39

Also creds to @foreverthenameonmylipss for helping me out, a lot! She was the one who made this super awesome!

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Y/n Pov

I woke up my mind still pierced as to what happened a couple nights ago. How could this bitch do that? It’s just not right. No one deserves it especially not G. I have to tell him.

To get my mind off things I decided to go out for a run. I got on a pair of joggers and a sweater since it was chilly outside and got my Nike runners on. I plugged my ear phones into my phone and played music, which mostly consisted of various rappers.

About 10 minutes later I exited the house and started my run.

*1 hour later*

“Damn I’m out of shape” I said breathless bending over trying to steady my breaths

I was cut off when my phone rang. I took my phone out of my pocket and saw who was calling. I answered it.

“Hey G!” I said into my phone

“Hey y/n! The boys and I are having a party. Come it’s gonna be lit!” he said excitedly knowing that I love party’s also knows that I know how to turn up

“Yeah I’ll be there! What time?” I asked

“2 hours” he said

“Alright see ya soon!” I exclaimed

“Okay bye y/n!” G said but right when he was about to hang up I heard something he was saying to someone.

“Madison! Stop tickling me!” G said and then the line went dead

I signed out of irritation and annoyance. G is so oblivious to everything.

I walked back up the street because I this point I couldn’t run anymore. Once I arrived at home I went inside to get ready. I climbed up my stairs and then I went to my room and took a shower.

I was done my shower and changed into white top and skinny jeans. I also grabbed a pair of black high heels to finish the look off. I then applied light makeup and did my hair in lose curls. I was finally done and by that time it was almost time for the party. I decided to just leave early. I got my keys, purse and phone. I then headed to my car. I unlocked it and got in. I put the keys in the ignition and started to drive towards to the Jack’s house.

***

I got to jack’s house and parked my car on the street because there driveway was full. I got out of my car and walked a short distance towards their house. I finally got to the door and just walked in because the sound of the music was loud and they wouldn’t hear the door bell. I walked inside and immediately got hit in the face with smoke and alcohol. The smell just made me want to throw up but I continued to walk though the house looking for the guys. After about 5 minutes of searching for the guys I found them.

“Hey” I said over the music

“Hey” they all said loudly

“Can I join?” I asked pointing to the seat next to Nate who had a joint in his hand

“Want some” he asked motioning towards his joint

“Um sure” I said remembering the last time I had one. Nate handed me the joint and I took a long drag.

***

By now I was high off my ass and wasted but all the guys were closer to sober then me. I was saying things that I wouldn’t be saying in my sober self. I view of Madison and G disgusted me because I know that her little slutty ass is sleeping around.

“Madison why you kissing up to G’s ass? Do you realize you ain’t gonna have him any much longer?” I slurred

“What?” Madison said with her eyes widen

“I saw you in bed with another guy the other night and that guy was not G” I said taking another sip of my beer

“Y/n what are you talking about?”

“Missy, just because I’m drunk doesn’t mean that I don’t know what I’m saying” I said pointing my finger at her

“Y/n, You’re just jealous, I know that you want to split me and Jack up” she said looking at Jack

Everyone was agreeing with her. The hell is this.

“Yeah, Y/n it’s time you go home, you’re drunk and you’re talking out of you’re ass right now” Nate said standing up from his seat

“No I was planning on staying the night here though” I said to everyone

“Sorry but you need to leave and do me a favor y/n, you and your selfish ass stay away from me and MY GIRLFRIEND!” G said standing up

“JACK HER HEAD IS SHOVED SO FAR UP YOUR ASS YOU DON’T EVEN REALIZED ANYTHING!” I said

“LEAVE!” he said pointing to the door

“GLADLY” I yelled and picked up my purse and started walking out. I swear everyone there was now staring at me, wonderful-note the sarcasm.

I walked out of his house and started to walk to a bus stop because I was not about to drive in this state. I started to walk to the closest bus stop. Thinking about how I just lost my best friends because of this girl. The thought of that made tears roll down my face as I walked to the bus stop. I started to feel water splashing on me and I looked up to see that it was raining…great.

“Really?” I said talking to myself I started walking faster to the bus stop.

I arrived at the bus stop soaked from head to toe. I waited about 2 minutes until the bus came. The doors opened and I walked in putting $3.00 into the box beside the drive.

“Caught in the rain?” the bus driver asked

“Yep” I said walking to a seat in the bus

+morning+

I woke up in my bed. I immediately remembered everything from last night. I got out of bed sighing and walking to the kitchen to get breakfast.

For breakfast I had toast, but I wasn’t really that hungry. I sipped on my warm cup of coffee while scrolling through twitter.

‘how could you do this?’ G posted

I knew he was talking about me. Who else would it be?

‘We stuck up for you and you do this’ Nate posted

Okay what?

‘Thought you were different’ Sammy posted

‘What a backstabber’ Johnson posted

I was exited from the screen when I had an incoming call from G. I accepted it because I wanted to apologize.

“Hey G”

“Hey y/n” he said emotionless

“Why did you call me? If anything I should be calling you” I told him

“No…I believe you…” he said

“Huh?” I said really confused

“Madison cheated…after you left she spilled. We’re over” he explained

“Oh G I’m sorry…” I said not really knowing what to say

“Yeah it’s okay…” he said

“Yeah, So we good?” I asked

“Hell yeah” he said and it was like I could almost see his smile

“See you later Jack” I said

“Yeah see you later” he said and ended the call

After he ended the call all I was repeating over and, and over was…

Me and my sober thoughts…

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Bellarke AU: Reunion

After Bellamy and Finn saved the 100 from Mount Weather, Clarke greeted Bellamy in a tight relieved embrace. (To which he didn’t expect at first, but quickly found himself relaxing and tightening his grip on her, because god he missed her, and she was finally safe.) “You’re alive, you’re okay.” she kept telling herself, over and over because for what felt like ages - she thought he and Finn were gone. And it was her fault, but he was okay. They were all okay.