a letter to jongin: i love you, you’re enough, you’re beautiful, you are so full of light that you put the sun to shame, if i could i’d give you the world, i’d name every star after you, i love you, you’re wonderful and talented, stunning, amazing, ethereal, you are loved, hardworking, passionate, inherently good, beautiful, beautiful, beautiful, i love you
1. You need to know that I will love you through literally everything.
You did something wrong? It’s okay, people make mistakes, it’s what makes us human and I want to help you grow from it. No matter what you did, you will learn from it and I will forgive you but more importantly, I will help you forgive yourself.
You reached success with something? I’m so proud of you. I will help you feel proud of yourself, pride in yourself is important. No matter how small your success you deserve praise.
2. Please please please talk to me. I know this is very vague but that’s really all there is. If something excites you and you think of telling me about it, do it. Your happiness makes me happy and the smallest details in your life, joyous or sorrowful, are important to me. I will always care about what you have to say.
3. Never ever ever feel pressured to do anything you don’t want to around me. If you are ever uncomfortable in any situation I will help you become comfortable. Your needs are important, even if that need is for me to go away. My only request is that you let me know what’s going on so I understand.
4. All I could really ask of you is your honesty. Anything you tell me will be appreciated if it’s said honestly. Even if it’s negative. Yes, the truth can hurt sometimes but at the end of the day the fact that you chose to be honest with me will help me to forgive, love, and trust you more.
5. All of these things I will do for you as well. With two people there are two parts and to expect you to hold up your end of the deal without doing the same has never seemed right to me. There is work involved. Please hold up your end so I can hold up mine.
6. I am still learning a lot of this. We can learn together. No matter how long or short our time in life together, we can learn from each other.
Letters to My Lover, 6 Things I Need You to Know. By d-earvincent.
it’s okay if you want to stay down for now. others might not understand, but that’s okay. too many times in your life, other people have made decisions for you. you bent to their will so often that you lost your own. but the flicker you feel inside you now? that’s hope. it may take you longer. you may have to ask for help. but that’s okay.
reach inside yourself and feel the warmth that hope brings. it may be dark around you, but the fire inside will get you through. hold onto this feeling. don’t let it slip away because others tell you that you have to get up now, that you’ve been down too long, that you should have healed already. the pain inside you is your pain, not theirs, and how you deal with it is your choice.
if you need to take life day by day, then do so. congratulate yourself for each step you take, even if it’s wobbly and you can’t stand on your own. even if it’s only a few seconds until you fall down again. even if it hurts. you did it, and that’s damn fucking amazing.
see, what they think doesn’t matter now. truthfully, it never did, and it never will. the way you heal is your choice. the way you cope is your choice. no matter what, it is your choice, and they can’t take that from you. whether that means you will stand up right now, or many years into the future, it is your choice.
i was tagged by @weretigerkun and i’m like, hey why not! any reason for me to overshare!!
1. i’m 14 years old and i’m literally so small??? like i’m like 4"8 or something. The
2. i have the worst eyesight. like literally, i don’t know how other countries do their prescription but here in the ph, mine is like 800 why must God do me dirty (adding in a sneaky fact that i live in the ph hello musta na)
3. i love studying Lol like throughout this winter break all i did was study and write
4. prior to 3, i’m a writer! since, like, 2013? i love writing prose and metaphors and aaaaa i can’t wait to improve, honestly
5. my fav subjects are math and english! gosh, i could probably talk about math my whole life please appreciate math with me
6. BOOKS!!!!!!!!!! ever since i was a child i was reading books! i was known for it lol and my fave genre is romance (same to movies!) and i wish i have more money to buy more books ;-;
that’s all !!! this was super duper fun aaaa…!! i wish i could add more lmao
“It’s like detective and phantom thief. They appear to be as different as heaven and earth, but look closely, and you’ll see they’re both insolent fellows who use they key of curiosity to pry open something that someone else wants to keep shut.”
“Dumbass. The blue of the sky and sea are from the color’s diffusion and reflection. It’s because they’re completely different substances. They’re not the same thing at all.”
I’ve never really understood why people would write love letters. It just seems so much more stressful, writing out your feelings only to hand them over without being able to offer an explanation. I never understood why people wouldn’t just walk up to the person they liked and tell them. I didn’t get what was holding them back. I didn’t understand how they could be so afraid.
I get it now.
I still don’t quite understand the love letter part, but I’m starting to get everything else. I can’t imagine telling any of this to your face. Just the sight of you makes my heart falter, even writing this now makes me nervous! I would never be able to make it through telling you this without my face turning a fiery red. Is that what keeps people from confessing? I would never be able to tell you how much I love you. Boy, doesn’t that sound sappy? It’s true though.
You are an amazing person ____, and I know you don’t always think so. You are so strong, and have faced so much. I admire you more than I have nearly any other person, how much you care for your friends even when everything else is weighing down upon you. How you keep trying; you never give up. All of that just makes me fall deeper for you, a fact that scares me.
I’m sorry that I’m probably not the most obvious with my feelings, it’s just so strange. I never imagined that I would be feeling these butterflies in my stomach, at least not now. Not for someone that I had thought of as my best friend. But no matter how much I try, I just can’t manage to catch them all. That must mean something right? No matter how much I try to sort it out, I can never quite figure it out. I love being around you, talking to you, feeling your arms around me, but I’m just so confused. I’m starting to understand though,so please wait with me until I can manage to sort out the mess in my mind that you have created.
I do know this though; I want to be around you. Every time you are near I can’t help but smile. Every joke is funnier when you tell it. Something that may have irked me before becomes less annoying and more tolerable. Your arms make me feel warm, safe even. I can’t help but look at you and think of family. You make me feel so happy, a warmth in my chest that I’ve never felt before. I want you by my side, and I hope you feel the same.
I’m sorry, I’m rambling. Even on paper I can feel the weight of your gaze, and it affects me just the same. You make me so nervous, but I can’t help but want to be by you. You are my best friend, and I trust you with all my life. I want to go so far in life ____, and I want you with me every step of the way. More than I have wanted nearly anything before. Please, stay with me for it all.