ok well i'm not really in love with him

spaceless-sea  asked:

How are you? I hope well! Can you do a rfa+v and Saeran having to do seven minutes in heaven? Like honestly not even as drunk just sober. (Requests aren't open;-; but maybe later? Also I rlly love your blog like I'm most done with the masterlist^°^)

Author’s note: I hope you guys like this!!!! i’m still rusty ok it’s been awhile edit: I FORGOT V AGAIN someone please send in a request that says “add v” so I remember to edit him in here

Yoosung

  • “You wanna play cards? I brought them with me so we wouldn’t be bored!!”
  • Does he… Does he really not know what we’re supposed to be doing?
  • You looked down at Yoosung, who was already on sitting on the floor shuffling the deck
  • “Lemme guess… you’ve never played Seven minutes in Heaven.”
  • Yoosung paused for a second before shaking his head
  • You sat down next to him and smiled
  • He’s so cute…
  • “So what game do you wanna play, MC?”
  • But then again, this IS Seven minutes in heaven
  • “Strip Poker.”
  • Yoosung’s face turned bright red
  • “H-Huh? Strip?”
  • You smirked
  • “I’ll start.”
  • In one quick moment, your shirt was thrown across the room
  • “Okay, now you’re turn.”
  • Yoosung who had now achieved a new shade of red blatantly stared at your chest
  • “I-I… uhh, w-well-“
  • “SAY SOMETHING, YOU IDIOT!!!”
  • What the hell?
  • Yoosung looked behind you
  • “I think it came from the other side of the door.”
  • You stood up and opened the closet door, and in tumbled Zen and Jumin.
  • “So,” you crossed your arm and looked down at the two very guilty looking boys, “You wanna explain yourselves?”
  • The two of them began stuttering out excuses
  • “W-Well Yoosung’s never played before-“
  • “-I heard you were taking off your shirt-“
  • “-And I thought he might need guidance-“
  • “-So I wanted to hear the rest.”
  • You glared at them
  • “First, Jumin don’t be a perv, and second-“
  • “We were in the middle of something.”
  • You looked back at Yoosung, who had taken off his shirt
  • “And now that MC and I are even, I’d like to get back to the game.”
  • Despite the confidence behind Yoosung’s words, his face was as red as ever
  • You turned back around and smirked
  • “You heard the man!”
  • Jumin and Zen slowly got up, both mumbling curses under their breath.
  • You closed the door behind them
  • “Now, where were we?”
  • In the end the two of you ended up stripping to your underwear and then just playing go fish for the rest of the time

Zen

  • “W-What? I can’t be in a closet alone with MC!! How will I control myself?”
  • You walked over to the closet and gave Zen a smirk
  • “Who says you need to?”
  • 0.1 seconds later Zen was standing in the closet how the hell did he even get there so fast???
  • You closed the door and turned around
  • “So,” you clapped your hands together, “Show me what you got.”
  • Zen smirked
  • “You sure you can handle it?”
  • You raised an eyebrow, “I think you already know the answer to that.”
  • Zen smiled
  • “This is gonna be-“
  • Was all Zen could get out before hitting his head on the light
  • “Ohhh s-shittt…”
  • You rushed over to Zen, who was now bent over in pain
  • “Are you okay? Do you need ice? How bad does it hurt?”
  • Zen looked up at you with hazy eyes
  • “Slooowww down, youuu’reee talking wayyyy toooo fast!!!”
  • I’m not sure what’s more concerning… Zen’s slurred speech or the giant lump forming on his forehead.
  • “We need to get you out of here right-“
  • “NO! I want to give you… seven minutes…in…….”
  • THUD
  • “UHHHHHHH, GUYSOPENTHEDOORZENJUSTPASSEDOUT.”
  • “He did WHAT?”
  • Jaehee swung to door open, her eyes immediately traveling down to unconscious Zen
  • “What happened to his face? And why is the closet light busted??”
  • The rest of the RFA stood behind her, patiently awaiting your answer
  • “Well,” you looked down at Zen and smirked, “I guess he unleashed the beast a little too early.”

Jaehee

  • As soon as Jaehee closed the door she sunk down to the floor and sighed
  • “Finally… peace and quiet.”
  • You nodded, sitting down next to her
  • “Who the hell let Seven DJ anyways?”
  • Jaehee laughed, “I don’t know, but it was a horrible decision.”
  • It would’ve been fine if he just turned the damn the volume down…
  • You looked over at Jaehee, who was responding to an email on her phone
  • “Work’s got you pretty busy, huh?”
  • She gave you a sarcastic glare
  • “Doesn’t it always?”
  • The two of you began ranting about Jumin and the rest of the RFA
  • “I mean, does he think I’m just made out of cat toys? He can’t keep-“
  • “Wait… Jaehee?”
  • “Yeah?”
  • “I think our seven minutes are up… Did they forget about us?”
  • Jaehee checked her phone
  • “It’s been 12 minutes,” she looked back over at you and smiled, “so I think it’s safe to say they have.”
  • The two of you exchanged glances
  • It’s so nice in here…
  • “You wanna stay?”
  • Jaehee’s eyes lit up
  • “I thought you’d never ask!”
  • She set her phone down and yawned
  • “I think… I’ll take a nap.”
  • You reached up and turned the lights off
  • “Sounds good to me.”
  • You stared at the ceiling, waiting for the drowsiness to hit you
  • That was when you felt something warm slump on your shoulder
  • You looked over at Jaehee and she gave you a sleepy smile
  • “Do you mind if I use you as a pillow?”
  • Be still my heart.
  • “Y-Yeah!”
  • Jaehee closed her eyes, and within the next five minutes, she was asleep
  • The next morning Seven found both of you sleeping in his closet
  • And yes he was naked 
  • And yes he screamed
  • And yes you and Jaehee both screamed back
  • But it was still the best seven minutes in heaven you’ve ever played even if it wasn’t just seven minutes

Jumin

  • As SOON as the door closed he had you pinned up against the wall
  • “W-Woah, slow down there bud.”
  • Jumin closed his eyes and sighed, letting go of the grip he had on your hips
  • “Sorry,” he backed up and ran his hands through his hair
  • You practically feel him holding himself back
  • “Why are you so worked up??”
  • Jumin leaned back on the wall opposite of you
  • “It’s just, while we were out there, Zen kept… flirting with you.”
  • His nose crinkled when he said the word flirting, as if it were a disgusting word
  • “I know secretly dating is hard, but I really think its best.”
  • You looked up at him, “Especially with everything happening with your company…”
  • Jumin nodded, taking a step toward you
  • “I suppose I can’t blame Zen. You do look ravishing tonight,” Jumin smirked
  • You smiled back at him, giving him a small twirl
  • “Thank you, my boyfriend helped me pick this out.”
  • “I must say, your boyfriend has great taste. I bet he’s handsome, too.”
  • “Oh yes, extremely.”
  • “FIVE MINUTES LEFT YOU TWO LOVEBIRDS!!”
  • Seven’s yelling interrupted your conversation
  • “Hmm,” Jumin looked at you, “Do you think five minutes in enough?”
  • You pushed yourself off of the wall and grabbed Jumin by the tie
  • “Won’t know unless we try.”
  • And as it turns out, five minutes was more than enough time to… scroll through Jumin’s pictures of Elly

Saeran

  • “So.”
  • “Yup.”
  • “This is fun.”
  • “Really fun.”
  • For the first two minutes, those were the only words exchanged between you and Saeran
  • I have to do something to break this silence.
  • You cleared your throat
  • “Uhh… so how are you?”
  • SERIOUSLY??? Is that the best I could come up with?
  • “I’m fine.”
  • “…Cool.”
  • You looked down at your feet
  • I’m good too, thanks for asking.
  • this poor child doesn’t know how to socialize have mercy on him
  • When you looked back up at him, his eyes quickly darted away
  • Was he staring at me?
  • A light blush crossed his face
  • That’s… kinda cute.
  • You bit your lip
  • Well, this is seven minutes in heaven
  • Before your brain could tell you otherwise, you leaned forward and lightly pressed your lips against his
  • After getting over the initial shock that someone was actually kissing him Saeran grabbed your chin and deepened the kiss
  • When you pulled away, both of you were out of breath
  • You leaned back against the wall
  • “…So.”
  • “Yup.”
  • “That was fun.”
  • Really fun.”
  • Seven swung the door open
  • “TIME’S UP!!!”
  • You looked at Saeran and smirked
  • “Let’s do this again sometime.”
  • Saeran followed you out the door and grabbed your wrist
  • He pulled you back and lowered his voice so the other’s couldn’t here
  • “Name the place and I’ll be there.”
  • Oh, this was going to be f u n.

Seven

  • “♪♫YEAH, YEAH, YEAH, MC AND SEVEN IN HEAVEN FOR SEVEN♪♫”
  • You looked back the rest of the group
  • “Please help me.”
  • Jaehee gave you a pitying look and Zen saluted you “in honor of his fallen comrade”
  • Before you could anyone else’s reaction, Seven grabbed your hand and pulled you into the closet
  • “Your closet is a lot smaller than I thought it would be.”
  • Seven let go of your hand and laughed
  • “You do know I wear almost the same thing every day, right?”
  • You reached out to feel one of his shirts
  • “This one is my favorite.”
  • You pointed to the shirt Yoosung had gotten Seven for his birthday
  • It had a picture of the RFA on the front and the word “family” in Arabic on the back
  • “Mine too.”
  • Seven stepped closer to you
  • “You wanna see why I was so excited to get you in here?”
  • You felt your face heat up
  • “W-Well, I mean-“
  • “SAERAN TURN OFF THE LIGHTS!”
  • “What?”
  • As soon as the lights went off, Seven turned you around so you were facing the door
  • He wrapped his arms around you, giving you a tight hug from behind
  • “Look up.”
  • You tilted your head to look up at the ceiling
  • “Oh my…”
  • Glow-in-the-dark stars were scattered all over the top of the closest, turning the dull ceiling into a tiny galaxy
  • “It’s beautiful.”
  • Seven buried his face in the crook of your neck
  • “So are you.”
  • And that’s when it hit you
  • You were literally in heaven in with Seven
  • “Thank you.”

anonymous asked:

ok, so I'm not sure if this is a drarry cliche, but I really like it. When Draco is a melancholic grown up, and one night after couple of drinks he decides to make a colorful flower-tatto in his dark mark. And when Harry sees the flowers he fall more (if he cans) in love with him. So, I hope wrote this well and you to understand my idea. Ily💕 -🌹

I skipped the part where Draco got the tattoo and focused on Harry’s reaction to meeting Draco again and seeing the flower tattoo for the first time. Hope you like it! <3

Flower Tattoo around the Dark Mark!Draco + smitten!Harry 

+ bonus: Apothecary owner!Draco + tattooed!Harry

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It was a few years after the War that Harry and Malfoy’s paths crossed again. Well, Harry made them cross actually. He had seen Malfoy a few times and he was intrigued by the man. But he hadn’t had an excuse to approach him, unfortunately. Until Malfoy had opened his own apothecary the previous month. It was the perfect opportunity. And Harry had noticed that not a lot of people went there, even though, as far as Hermione had informed him, Malfoy’s prices and quality were better than anywhere else.

And Harry had learned how to use his fame in the past few years. He knew that just by going into Malfoy’s apothecary when a journalist or two could see him, would double and even triple Malfoy’s clientele. And Hermione had said that Malfoy had changed for the better. So why not help him a bit? It wouldn’t cost Harry anything. And it was the perfect excuse to meet the man. Double win!

And that’s how he ended up in Malfoy’s apothecary. When he entered and the bell rang, Malfoy’s head lifted from the book he was reading. He had automatically began to greet Harry but the moment he realized who had entered the apothecary, his voice trailed uncertain. A second later the shock was gone and he cleared his throat before speaking again.

“Potter, what a surprise. How may I help you?”

Harry took a good look at Malfoy. The other man’s hair was short on the sides and longer on top, styled back nicely. It didn’t look overdone like his gelled hair had been back in school. It looked good on Malfoy. He wore a simple dark blue shirt, a button opened at the throat. It contrasted nicely with Malfoy’s pale skin. The sleeves were rolled up and Harry knew the Dark Mark was bare but Malfoy’s inner forearms were facing the counter so Harry couldn’t see it.

He realized he had been staring at Malfoy too long and immediately tried to rectify that.

“Hi, Malfoy. Nice place.” he said in what he hoped what a nonchalant tone.

Malfoy looked surprised for a second before his lips curved into a small smile. He was obviously proud of his apothecary.

“Thanks. So did you come just out of curiosity or can I actually offer you something?”

Harry was prepared. He wouldn’t admit this to anyone, but he had spent half an hour at home perfecting his excuse to visit Malfoy’s apothecary. He had concluded that buying a Pepperup potion would be the best thing to do. Several vials, not to appear as if he was scouting the apothecary. Three would do. Not too few, not too many.

“Well, I was curious, but Hermione praises your potions so much, so I thought I might as well buy something while I’m here, right? I’ll take…hm, three vials of Pepperup.”

Malfoy turned to take the vials from a shelf behind him and Harry finally took a good look at the Dark Mark. He was surprised to notice that it wasn’t the only tattoo occupying Malfoy’s forearm. Around the skull and the snake were dozens of daffodils, their elegance and colour - a striking contract to the vile Dark Mark. They almost drowned it with their beauty. Harry was transfixed. The tattoo was wonderfully done. And the meaning, or what Harry supposed was the meaning, made it even better in his book. It was a great way to both deal with the Dark Mark, as it could not be removed no matter what, and to honor someone you love at the same time. And it was a way to deal with one’s mistakes and regrets as well. 

Harry’s chest tightened and he spoke before he could think twice about it. He wanted a confirmation.

“Tribute to your mum?”

Malfoy turned, a confused look on his face. When Harry made a gesture with his head to show Malfoy what he meant, Malfoy gave him a calculated look before deciding that there was no malice or ridicule in Harry’s words and answered.

“Yeah, it is. Pretty great for a drunken decision, right? Well, I wasn’t drunk enough not to remember getting it but it still counts. Though probably anything would’ve been an improvement on…that.” he sneered at the Dark Mark.

“I think it’s great! I have a lily tattoo, like my mum. I mean my mum was named Lily, hence the lily tattoo.” Harry said with more enthusiasm than he had planned. His heart was beating faster. “It’s on my chest, near the heart where… nevermind. It’s near the heart. Wanna see?”

The moment the words left his lips, his face flamed. He had not just offered to show his bare chest to Draco Malfoy. He just couldn’t have! Who offers to show their bare chest in the middle of the winter to their childhood rival who they hadn’t talked with in years?? 

But based on the surprised look on Malfoy’s face and the pink tint to his cheeks, Harry had just done that. Bloody hell! 

“I-I mean… That would be weird, right! I just get excited about flower tattoos based on mothers’ names, I guess. It’s my weird thing. I mean, one of my weird things. But I don’t have too many weird thing! Just… just some.”

He was sure someone could fry an egg on his cheeks. Malfoy looked amused. A small smile graced his lips and Harry’s heart leapt, despite his humiliation.

“It’s a very specific thing. However, if you still want to show me your tattoo, I wouldn’t refuse.”

Harry’s jaw dropped. Well, metaphorically speaking. He sure hoped his mouth hadn’t actually opened that much.That would be even more humiliating.

Besides, Malfoy couldn’t mean what Harry thought he meant. Right? Maybe Malfoy was just interested in his tattoo. It was more logical than Malfoy being interested in Harry. Right? Right?!?!?

Malfoy must’ve noticed his internal turmoil and he decided to put Harry out of his misery.

“After you take me out for dinner, of course. Somewhere expensive, naturally.” he added with a smirk.

Harry didn’t even try to stop the huge grin that spread on his lips.

“Tonight then, after closing time!”

Ok, so I finally watched the RvB PSAs and…. the Valentines day one is so freaking cute!!!!! Red Team is so good to Caboose. It was so sweet how Grif was actually genuinely concerned about Caboose’s emotional state. And the end was sweet as well… poor boy just misses his best friend on Valentine’s day… Man, I love every interaction between the red team and Caboose. I'm really glad that Simmons got to bond with him in the new episodes! 

I really really love the “why’d you go?” and it killed me how his voice broke, but there is this other part that people are overlooking and I wanted to talk about it.

When he says “Morgan said you just left” does someone else feel the same helpless feeling I felt? Cause it killed me too. The tone of his voice. “You just left”. Just like that, you left. Gone.

I think it hurt him SO MUCH. So much to know that he was in a place she has been, a place she went still alive and that it was impossible for him to go after her and find her. Daryl really thought he was NEVER going to see Carol again. Ever.

And to see her well and alive and like, don’t get me wrong, I loved the hug, but I think it also hurt so bad when she touched him because all those emotions that he was keeping inside of him probably threatened to break free.

Switched roles
  • Naruto: Sasukeeee!I love you!!
  • Sasuke: ..Hn
  • Naruto: That's it!As always...Sasuke c'mon say something more!
  • Sasuke: ..Dobe
  • Naruto: ...ok,nevermind.
  • Naruto: *leaves*
  • Sasuke: *thinks*Maybe I should really tell him how I feel..
  • *later in Naruto apartment*
  • Sasuke: Naruto..uh,I want to tell you something.
  • Naruto: What?
  • Sasuke: ...You know how much you mean to me.I'm not saying this every day like you do,but I'm sure you know that because we know each other so well...and you understand me like no one else...I love you so much,Naruto.I can't find the words that could express my feelings.
  • Naruto: ...
  • Sasuke: ...Naruto?
  • Naruto: ...Hn
  • Sasuke: *angry*HOW DARE YOU??!!You know how hard it is for me to talk about feelings,and you're mocking me now??!
  • Sasuke: *goes out and slams the door*
  • Naruto: *from the window*NOW YOU KNOW HOW I FEEL EVERY TIME!!
  • Naruto: ...omg.I crossed the line.Sasuke...
  • Naruro: *comes out*SASUKEE!!WAIT I'M SORRY!I LOVE YOU!!COME BACK!

anonymous asked:

Hey! I really love your prompts! They make my day! I was thinking...have you seen that boom!sonamy comic where they're in a cave on a mission and Sonic is expecting Amy to maybe try to flirt with him? Could it be something along those lines? It's ok if you don't do this, I'm sure you have plenty other requests too lol

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Thank you so much~<3 I have and it’s amazing! It always makes me laugh, and I love the love and devotion put into the art-piece! I find this idea cute and amusing, so this will be purely based on the comic and continuing through it from there… I like the idea of Sonic ‘wanting’ Amy to flirt with him, haha! xD I’m sure the new ‘focused’ Amy is strange to him lol!

But is he really okay with it..?

Prompt:

 Sonic couldn’t take too much of the heat, nor the uncomfortable feeling of being trapped under a leaky cave like this.

With Amy Rose

‘Phh, it’s hot in here.’ he lightly fanned out his bandanna, before wondering why Amy wanted to come all the way out this far with him…

The cave had some decent beauty to it, he supposed.

Suddenly… Sonic realized how… dark and humid it really was…

‘Uh-oh!’ he flinched, twitching back when the thought of Amy’s lowered eyes… blinking to him in a slow.. alluring way… caught the fancy of his imagination.

There was… technically… some beauty… in the cave…

“Wow..!”

Sonic heard the gasp and crunched up, shifting his body lower before swiping his eyes and head over to her.

“What is this place?”

Sonic took more notice of Amy’s features… how she had grown up… the way her hand laid by the crook of the ending curve of her silhouette…

He had barely noticed, but he was checking her out and subconsciously making decisions.

Suddenly, Amy seemed to grow nervous. Seeing Sonic staring at her, she sweat dropped a little and turned to meet his stare.

With the awkward silence, brought increased tension, and her eyes shrunk at him not saying anything with his prolonged stare…

“What’s that for!?” she saw his odd expression, but could barely make out in the dark the slight red upon his cheeks.

He also felt the awkwardness, but for some reason, it pulled him towards her,… he moved away from it though, uncertain as he also shared in her nerves.

“..Aren’t you going to..?”

“To what?!” Now Amy was getting upset, seeing him distracted, but she figured maybe he wanted her to lead the charge towards completing their mission.

Sonic suddenly straightened himself out, as if he suspected her of ‘playing dumb’ but wasn’t going to condemn her for it…

Still, he had to look smart, right?

“Yeah… you know…” he waved his hands out, down and out, to hint to her that he was ‘catching on’ to what she was ‘throwing down’.

He played it cool, not wanting to mess up his first real makeout session.

“We are alone, The lights are off..” he was trying to create… ‘the mood’…

“You’re not gonna try and seduce me, right?”

he prepared himself, getting it together and telling himself it was gonna be a run for the rings…

‘Come and get me, Amy…’

Amy was half-listening, half-ignoring him. She was preoccupied with looking around for the crystal, the true mission at stake here.

She had long since concealed more her obsession for Sonic, but even now, he was only making it awkward and not at all what he ‘thought’ was stirring anything in her.

‘Where coud that Crystal be..?’ she barely admired the cave’s beauty, but in the dark, it did glow and radiate some magnificent light…

It could be romantic…

But she kinda shrugged it away, it’s not like Sonic would-

She suddenly picked up on his last line, and every bone in her body spazzed out at around the same time. It was a like a ringing of a bell going off in her craving-deprived mind and she quickly stepped back to look at him.

By now, he was just wondering when she’d pounce… turning his bandanna around, he carefully, silently… undid the knot for her and waited for her to make the first- and last- true move on him to end and sweeten the deal…

Boy was he wrong.

“GEEZ, SONIC!” she flung her arms out to direct him to the lighted, crystalline path.

“Focus on your job!” she scolded, an eye twitching as she used every mental practice of discipline to tell herself he was kidding.

Startled, he shot himself straight up in an army man’s stance, hands to his sides.

“O-okay…” he was more than embarrassed, he was confused, and downright…

Disappointed.

As they continued along, he mumbled little grumbles from the side of his face, at the corner of his frowny mouth. Looking off away from her, he would secretly take glances back at her, seeming more and more frustrated as she walked on ahead.

‘What’s her problem?!’ he moved himself over rocks in their path. ‘She should have been all over me!’

Amy suddenly stopped in the middle of her stride towards deeper within the cave.

‘H-huh.. what’s she doing?’ Sonic froze up a moment, looking perplexed with an ‘o’ in the center of his mouth, as if confused by why she stopped.

His eyes suddenly narrowed, smirking smugly…

‘Heh-heh! She must have realized what a missed opportunity she had! Alright… I’ll let you make it up. No harm… no foul…’ he switched his bandanna around again, before she turned her head over her shoulders.

He flinched at the deep and menacing glare that she held, before she continued to walk on.

Shivering, and not sure if she somehow hated him now or something, he continued to follow her in absolute puzzlement.

“W-what did I do wrong!?” Sonic blurted out, as she ‘hmph’d and pouted,… what he couldn’t see… were faint pink blushes on her cheeks…

The two continued through, as Sonic raced below her while she acrobatically swung herself up one pink, streaking horizontal pillar to the next.

She was gracefully beautiful… and he found himself staring at her with a puffed up cheek of annoyance.

He looked away after a moment, before spinning himself up and dashing up a speed-ramp.

“Amy!” he called out, as she saw the robots coming and jumped in the air to him.

They clasped hands and he swung her to hit the robots that were coming down from the opening at the top, before they landed in it as the robotic pieces of armor came crashing down with the mechanical worms that were piloting them.

They’re hands stayed together as they both peered down at the falling scrap metal.

“That’ll show’em.” Sonic smirked, before looking at them holding hands.

He flinched, and looked away a moment, still blushing.

Amy thought to herself, still staring down. ‘Phew, that was close.’ before looking back up and freaking out once again, her eyes turning white in pure shock at Sonic’s new expression.

He must have thought the expression made him look cool, trying to be extra-handsome, and purse up his lips and give her seductive eyes, but she just threw her arm out of his and walked on, gesturing to the end of the tunnel’s glowing lights.

“MISSION. AT. HAND.” she scolded once again.

“A..Alright.” he freezed up again in a military stance.

‘That’s twice now she’s rejected me!’ After continuing their advance, he rolled up and tightened his bandaging on his arm before Amy noticed his struggles.

‘She can’t really hate me! What did I do? I even tried the first move this time-ah!’

She suddenly put her hands on his shoulders. “Stop a second.” she looked seriously up at him.

‘Ack! this is it!’ he flipped out a moment before taking a deep breath in and closing his eyes.

She didn’t notice and moved for his arm.

He turned his chibi-crying face away from her as she helped clean-up his poor handiwork on his arm’s bandages.

‘Why..???’ he mentally cried out.

“Honestly, you need… to take better care of yourself.” she was blushing..?

Sonic turned back to notice this.

“Hey, Amy… I’ve noticed something.” he was more genuine now, but also innocently inquiring.

She was trying so hard, holding everything back, resisting the urge to hit him just because she didn’t want to frighten him with her constant doting anymore…

“…But you’ve been kinda serious lately, huh?”

She held it together, when she really just wanted to be held at that moment.

Her body quaked, and Sonic took that as her growing frustrated, and flinched back.

“I-I take it back! You’re just super dedicated to helping everyone, r-right!?” he waved his free hand out to try and subdue her anger, but she quickly got up from attending him and twitched her closed-fists.

He looked worried a moment, sweat dropping before…

She looked up with a bright red face.

“YOU DOTE! I’m trying to be sensitive to how you feel!” she blurted out.

He blinked in confusion. “Eh?” he tilted his head as a hammer came crashing down on him.

“OW! H-hey…” he pouted, rubbing his head that he lowered before seeing her turn around, gripping her hammer and hunching over slightly away from him.

“I… emm…” she was still quaking, trying to hold her feelings in… but she really wanted to cry. “Stop teasing me.. it isn’t funny.”

He lowered one hand down.

“…I… I don’t want… em… to distract you.”

He walked towards her, lowering his other arm too and extending them out.

Towards her.

“I just really want to get the mission done!” she thrust herself upwards as his hands flinched back and withdrew themselves from coming around her.

“-And you have to act like me caring about your bandages is ‘too serious’, geez!” she hollered back, and continued on, “Honestly, am I the only one whose trying to be a proper hero here?”

Once again… he misread the situation, and looked almost like he was giving up the ghost.

“I give up. I can’t understand you.” he swayed as if all energy was lost from him.

As they were about to exit the cave, he folded his arms and pouted, looking away while Amy stared at a beautiful scene in front of them.

“For once, nothing is chasing us!” she then continued but he wanted to just leave. Being around her was confusing him, and he didn’t like being so unsure of himself…

Suddenly, as they walked away, she spun around and pecked his cheek after he waited a moment for her to explore her surroundings.

He stepped to the side, pleasantly startled, and tried to hide his embarrassment at not being ready for her sweet action.

“W-wh-what was that for?!” he stated, surprised as his hands came up to ‘guard’ himself from any further unexpected surprises.

She leaned a little forward, to the side of him, and put her hands behind her. She cutely beamed a sweet grin up to him, closing her eyes, “For letting me have my way~” she teased, and then continued on, looking determined and refocused again.

“Now, let’s find the others and the rest of the crys-ACK!”

She had raised a fist up, heroically, before turning back to seeing Sonic flinging off his bandanna reaching an arm out for her again.

When he saw she wasn’t ‘still in that mindset’ he raced back for his bandanna, “Oh no! The wind! My bandanna! Get back here, you-!!!” he faked his worry about the bandanna and darted to grab it again, comically jumping and missing it on purpose to throw her off his…

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thund3c47  asked:

I'm thinking Marinette should start wearing more skin tight red shirts and jumpsuits, since this seems to be Adrien's type

haha true true.

but tbh i would love to see her loosening her tight hold on Adrien and letting him breathe as well as herself. maybe date luka for a bit idk. i think she just has to really come into herself so and one day adrien will be like, wow. marinette. ok. i may feel more than friendly emotions towards her.

i think it would be really beautiful to have her true confident self shine in front of adrien without the jealousy or the stuttering.

if the season goes towards that im so so so in.

You know what I would have loved? That the moment Littlefinger starts crying, sheds his mask and reverts back to that boy from the Fingers, when he calls Sansa by her name, just Sansa… That she too would do the same. 

“Thank you for your many lessons, Petyr.” 

It is what Littlefinger has always wanted and Sansa knows he loved her, even if “in his own horrible way”, and she cared for him as well. I wish she had granted him this one last thing. 
I think it would have been nice. But of course, we can’t have nice things. *shakes fist at d&d*

just realised I never posted my jensen photo op! he was so so lovely and smelled amazing. i was super nervous and when it was my turn had got myself in such a state that i like couldn’t move towards him! but the handler guided me to him and i was like ‘i’m so sorry’ and he goes ‘that’s okay, here’ and he pulled me in for a hug and i just stuttered ‘thank you so much’ and he goes ‘you’re welcome sweetheart’ and just gives me the biggest smile and lets me go. Then later on in the autos he saw the picture and was like ‘hey sweetheart!’ again and he gives me another huge smile and a wink. it’s funny even in the small things these boys do they manage make people feel so special and appreciated, i think that’s why i love them so much.

flat-15  asked:

Help me here, what are the best Vettel interviews? Looking to get into F1 after being a casual spectator for years. Thank you!

WOOOOW ok I’m a bit surprised because I’m feeling so #blessed honored you asked me about this (but if I start thinking about all the Seb stuff I post here I’m not so surprised 😂😂😂). So thank you! 😇

But it’s kinda hard because Seb does like thousands of interviews and he always says the same during f1 weekends…(sorry Seb, you know I love you more than my life but it’s the truth…honestly). But we all know Seb is a very intelligent and wise person who has very insteresting and also remarkable thoughts and this is one reason why I (and many) look up to him.

So here are some of the best imo:

1. https://sebvettelnews.com/2017/06/18/sebastian-vettels-big-interview-with-rtl-typical-vettel-part-2-english-translation/
Title of the interview is “Typical Vettel” which says a lot. The first part when he’s talking about not being on social media is very impressive. Especially what he says about some “fans”…

2. http://alwaysfallingforanidea.tumblr.com/post/127967471230/exclusive-interview-with-seb-vettel-at-grip
It’s more lighter but thank god it feels endless and he’s talking a lot of different things about his life in a personal and a professional way as well. Many jokes, honesty, complaining etc. - typical Seb 😂

3. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UcNJiYilwAA
Ok it’s just funny because Seb likes to talk for hours and this time he was not allowed to. He had some interesting answers. (These Dutch reporters are weeeiiiiirrrdddd)

4. https://www.formula1.com/en/latest/interviews/2017/4/the-secret-life-of-sebastian-vettel.html
Short questions, short answers, you can easily get to know him.

5. first part (the title is wrong trust me) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=90bEaWVXd6k
second part: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rvnffBgt9cM

The way he talks about his car and the smileys made this interview really great. (with English subtitles)

And now you should get ready because here comes the funny ones:

6. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=u8Y6kG66BWs
The famous Kimi imitation. I’m pretty sure every single real Seb fan knows this.

7. first part: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dQuP28XyXCo&t=206s
second part: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=N-S5VKAP3vk
Old but gold, the Top Gear appearance. Shame the full version can’t be found anymore because this is hilarious.

8. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tFN-PuLTYF8
The second part with the funny customs story and “big balls” is one of my favourites.

9. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cpYeiQmgq70&t=309s
Another famous press stuff from Seb - the SEAGULLS story aka “How to crash the winner’s serious post race interview.” It’s long but definitely worth to watch.

10. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ufB9B1WRxTs
And he didn’t run out of jokes after that hilarious seagulls interview. Whereof one of my favourite quotes from him comes: Everybody’s a Ferrari fan!

Wow, so I’ve just made a top 10. I’m absolutely sure I haven’t put all of the bests because it’s impossible but these cannot be left out if you want to get to know this awesome person. 😊

(Also you should check out my previous post about my top 5 Seb press confs, there are some interview moments as well)

Thank you again for making me do this because you recalled me how much I love this man and I have million reasons why, these are only a few of them. 😍❤️

anonymous asked:

Ok so there's a guy on tumblr I fell in love with his words and we talk and stuff and his tumblr avi was cute too then I found him on Instagram and he's moderate looking, average tbh, not really as I expected him to be. So right now I'm confused, am I being judgemental only for his looks? But I also know he's an amazing person and his words are ❤️ he has a way with words, he's really well informed and smart too. So my question is, am I falling out of love or am I still in love?

Sis can I be real with you for a second? Pretend im your Tumblr Older Sister okay. Every man has a way with words. Especially the guys on this website lol. It is sooo easy to type up a few artsy spilled ink text posts and make yourself look like a feminist who respects all women and saves puppies and babies in your spare time. However, the reality is, most guys on here ain’t shit. this isn’t even a personal attack on anyone, it really is just 5 years of experience on here. Men are skilled at saying what you want to hear. I’m not saying he can’t be as cool as you think he is. But don’t base that off his tumblr words. And no offense but that certainly isn’t love. You never loved him to begin with, you love the idea of him. Don’t make any rushed decisions until you meet this man in person and can get a feel for the vibe. VIBES DON’T LIE!! Catfishes are too real, and you don’t want to look dumb. Chill out with that love stuff it’s not that deep. Just my personal thoughts on the situation

hunk appreciation time

ok so like i feel like i don’t see people talking about his enough

but like

HUNK

from the very beginning, the series portrays him as being the most anxious of the gang. uncomfortable with flying because of his motion sickness (and the inherent dangers of, you know, flying in space), very cautious, and not a fan of risk. 

but, i think this just even further highlights how good and brave and GREAT he is??

he’s someone who really thinks things through and goes into situations understanding the risks and the possible consequences of his actions, but he steps up to the plate and does what he needs to do, every time, because he’s always ready to be there for the people that need him, and they’re his priority. like, even right at the beginning of episode 1, when lance is trying to sneak out and go out on the town, hunk vocalizes that this is probably a bad idea. he mentions that many times, lance’s ideas have landed him in the principal’s office. but he knows that lance won’t be dissuaded, and he isn’t going to let him go it alone because he cares about lance and appreciates that lance is doing it because he wants them to bond and get to know each other better as a team, so he tags along regardless.

and even in the first season, he’s already shown considerable growth as he’s begun to embrace his responsibilities as a paladin. when he goes to the balmera for the first time, and he learns about the oppression and tyranny that shay and her people suffer through under the hands of the galra, he starts to better understand the gravity of the situation. he starts seeing the bigger picture, and he’s driven by a desire to show the balmerans what freedom is and improve their lives.

he’s not a pushover, either. in episode 6, he doesn’t let the group atmosphere influence his feelings when he senses something of wrong or off. he trusts his feelings, and the well-being of shay and her people and the promise he made to her is always at the forefront of his mind. he doesn’t forget the debts he owes, and he knows what his priorities are and sticks with them.

and there are also the little things, that i think are so under-appreciated??

like, hunk cooking meals for everyone. it takes the load off coran, just for a little while. it makes the meals a little more appetizing for the paladins and their earth-conditioned tastes. it makes them feel more comfortable in this new “home” they’ve been forced to adopt and probably helps addresses the homesickness that they’re feeling, if even only a little.

in episode 2, please appreciate the fact that hunk had to walk all the way to his lion instead of taking one those quick little transport ships, and he complains a little but he doesn’t even explain what took him so long when he’s late getting to the others.

when hunk has to kick pidge in episode 9, hunk doesn’t even ask WHY. the first thing that comes to his mind is “no, you’re my friend, and that would hurt you, i won’t do that.” like, if that doesn’t show how important they are to him and how his first thought is always about their well-beings, then I don’t know what does.

anyways tldr; hunk is really great and i love him and he’s just really good, ok?

Glasses part three | New recruits
  • Nick and Judy are walking down the stairs at the precinct
  • Nick: Any plans this weekend Carrots?
  • Judy: ooh I'm not sure, what are you doing? Maybe I could tag along
  • Nick: Well I was just gonna stay at my place and have a couple of drinks
  • Judy: Oh umm ok
  • Nick: But for you maybe we could go out and grab a bite to eat?
  • Judy: sure I'd like that
  • Other officers were walking up the stairs so the fox and the rabbit now had to walk single filed
  • Nick: After you m'lady
  • Judy: Why thank you
  • Judy walked down and Nick followed. The rabbit eventually got to the lobby then heard a massive crash
  • Judy: NICK?!
  • She turned around to see nick lying across the stairs
  • Judy: SWEET CHEESE AND CRACKERS!
  • She ran over to him picking up his glasses
  • Judy: oh no
  • Nick: don't worry Carrots I'm fine
  • Judy: you're glasses are broken
  • Nick: nice to see you care more about those stupid glasses then me the worlds most lovable fox
  • Judy: I'm sorry Nick it's just you looked so good in them, like really good and -
  • Nick: ok Judy I get the picture
  • Judy paused
  • Judy: I'm sorry
  • Nick: well don't you think I'm good without them?
  • Judy: of course
  • Judy kisses Nick
  • Nick: you sly bunny
  • Judy: dumb fox
  • The two continued to kiss with nick lying across the stairs and Judy on top of him. Bogo walked across the lobby noticing the two love birds
  • Bogo: Get a room. I pay you to work not to make out

If I got the chance to do it all over again, I would.

I would’ve danced with you when you grabbed me in your room, spinning me around. I don’t know why I didn’t. I guess I was scared you’d judge me…but you never did. Not once.

I would’ve been more supportive. I thought I was at the time, but now I realise I could’ve done more. I could’ve done so much more for you but I had too much pride.
I did love you though.
I often worry I didn’t tell you enough. I can still feel the words lingering on my tongue. The scratch at the back of my throat. It acts as a constant reminder that I could’ve been so much better…but I took you for granted.

I guess all I’m trying to say is that if you asked me to dance now, I’d say yes.

—  Things I should’ve done, but didn’t.
My take on how Riley realizes her feelings for Farkle.
  • <p> <b><p></b> <b><p></b> <b><p></b> <b><p></b> <b><p></b> <b></b> It takes place after GM Goodbye.<p/><b>Location:</b> The Matthew's Living Room.<p/><b></b> Riley's family and friends are having a party to celebrate the good news. Everyone is dancing. Riley sits on the bench at the kitchen table. She doesn't look happy. She stares at the ground. Morgan goes to her.<p/><b>Morgan:</b> Riley, why aren't you celebrating?<p/><b>Riley:</b> (looks up to Morgan) I just don't feel like celebrating at the moment.<p/><b></b> Morgan sits next to her.<p/><b>Morgan:</b> Do you want to talk about it?<p/><b>Riley:</b> I don't want to even think about it, let alone talk about it.<p/><b>Morgan:</b> If you change your mind, I'll be over there. You can always talk to me.<p/><b>Riley:</b> Thank you, aunt Morgan.<p/><b></b> Riley gives her a hug. Morgan walks back to the rest of the group. Riley walks to her room. Farkle stops dancing with Smackle and follows Riley.<p/><b>Location:</b> Riley's bedroom.<p/><b></b> Riley is sitting at the bay window. Tears are falling on her cheeks. Farkle walks in.<p/><b>Farkle:</b> Riley, are you ok?<p/><b></b> Riley wipes her face.<p/><b>Riley:</b> Yeah.<p/><b></b> Farkle walks to the bay window and sits next to Riley.<p/><b>Farkle:</b> Why are you crying?<p/><b>Riley:</b> I'm just emotional.<p/><b>Farkle:</b> It's more than that. I know you Riley. We don't lie to each other. You can talk to me about anything.<p/><b></b> Farkle puts his arm around her. She rests her head on his shoulder.<p/><b>Riley:</b> I know. But I need to figure it out on my own.<p/><b>Farkle:</b> I'm always here for you. Now and forever.<p/><b>Riley:</b> Thank, Farkle. Same goes for me. But I need some time to think about things alone.<p/><b>Farkle:</b> Ok.<p/><b></b> They both stand up and hug each other.<p/><b>Riley:</b> I love you Farkle.<p/><b>Farkle:</b> And I love you.<p/><b></b> Farkle walks to the door. Riley sits down and stares at Farkle as he is leaving. Farkle looks back and smiles at Riley. Riley smiles back. Farkle leaves. Riley starts to have tears falling down. She hears a knock on her door. She wipes her face again.<p/><b>Riley:</b> Come in.<p/><b></b> Morgan walks in.<p/><b>Morgan:</b> Farkle sent me to check on you. He's worried about you.<p/><b>Riley:</b> I told him I'm fine.<p/><b>Morgan:</b> But obviously you're not. I'm not leaving until you tell me what's wrong.<p/><b>Riley:</b> You're gonna think I'm a bad person.<p/><b>Morgan:</b> I would never think that about you. You don't have a bad bone in your body.<p/><b>Riley:</b> Well, I think I'm a bad person.<p/><b></b> Morgan hugs Riley.<p/><b>Morgan:</b> Just tell me what's wrong.<p/><b>Riley:</b> I don't know where to start.<p/><b>Morgan:</b> Just start talking.<p/><b>Riley:</b> Lately I've been confused alot. I've been confused for a while.<p/><b>Morgan:</b> Confused about what?<p/><b>Riley:</b> My feelings for Lucas. My feelings for Farkle.<p/><b>Morgan:</b> Ok.<p/><b>Riley:</b> When Lucas and I started to date, I was really happy. He's my first love. But it feels like something is missing. A spark or something. I can't explain it. I love him, I do. But there are times when I feel that he doesn't get me. In the past when I was going through things, he wouldn't even noticed or he'll be the last one to find out. I don't think he does it on purpose, but it hurts. Sometimes I feel we are better off as friends than a couple.<p/><b>Morgan:</b> How does Farkle fit in all of this?<p/><b></b> Riley starts walking back and forth.<p/><b>Riley:</b> That's what I'm confused about. Farkle has always been my best friend. He's always just been there. I knew him as the goofy kid who had a crush on me and Maya. He wanted to take over the world. He used to wear turtlenecks. I missed those turtlenecks. He promised me and Maya that he would love us equally. He kept his promise. But there are moments when I see him in a different way and it terrifies me.<p/><b>Morgan:</b> Why does it terrify you?<p/><b>Riley:</b> Because I think I could be falling in love with him. I look back on all the memories that we have together and I don't know why I couldn't see it sooner. We have great talks. We can talk for hours. We read each other really well. He puts my happiness above his. We both can tell when the other is lying. Today is the perfect example. He knew I wasn't ok, when I told him I was. There are so many things I wished I seen sooner. If I knew how I felt sooner, I wouldn't be in this mess. I'm in a relationship with Lucas. Farkle's in a relationship with Smackle. I don't want to hurt Lucas or Smackle. Plus, Farkle doesn't feel the same way. I can't let anyone know. I have to keep it to myself.<p/><b>Morgan:</b> Can't you tell Maya?<p/><b>Riley:</b> No. I was the one who started the whole triangle dilemma. If I told her about my feelings for Farkle, not only did I take Lucas from her, but also Farkle.<p/><b>Morgan:</b> That's not what happened and you know it. Maya's your best friend. She would understand that your feelings changed. Sometimes what you feel for one person can just change. It's nobody's fault. It just happens. It's how you handle it, that makes you the person you are.<p/><b>Riley:</b> But I'm supposed to stay with Lucas. He's my first love. My mom was my dad's first love and they're still together.<p/><b>Morgan:</b> Riley, I love you but you're acting stupid.<p/><b>Riley:</b> What?<p/><b>Morgan:</b> You're not your parents. Just because they fell in love at a young age, and stay together for the majority of their life, doesn't mean you have to do the same. You are your own person. You had feelings for Lucas since you were 12. You can't expect to have the same exact feelings three years later. I'm not saying he's not the one for you, only you can decide that. But it doesn't have to be now. You're only 15.<p/><b>Riley:</b> What should I do?<p/><b>Morgan:</b> In my opinion, I think you should break up with him, if you have feelings for another guy. It's not fair to him, you or even Farkle if you stay with him. You need to be honest with Lucas.<p/><b>Riley:</b> What if he doesn't want to be my friend anymore?<p/><b>Morgan:</b> It might be awkward at first, but I think eventually you two will go back to being friends. Just think about what I said. It's not right to stay with him when you love Farkle. You're not a bad person. I love you.<p/><b>Riley:</b> I love you too.<p/><b></b> Morgan hugs Riley and leaves. Riley sits at the bay window. Lucas walks in.<p/><b>Lucas:</b> There you are.<p/><b>Riley:</b> Hi, Lucas.<p/><b>Lucas:</b> Are you ok?<p/><b>Riley:</b> I don't know. But we need to talk.<p/><b></b> The end.<p/></p><p/></p><p/></p><p/></p><p/></p><p/></p>

So, random headcanon for my Minato:

While he doesn’t have much experience in the way of video games (aside from Innocent Sin Online), he has somewhat of a soft spot for Pokemon. Why? Well, we’re not really sure. He just finds the games enjoyable (while ignoring those that call him childish for it, because those people are ignorant).

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“Yes. I was once a Jedi knight, the same as your father.”

“I wish I’d known him.”

“He was the best star pilot in the galaxy, and a cunning warrior…And he was a good friend.”

anonymous asked:

OK you write really good stuff about Kaiba and have helped me respect him a lot more but I still - find myself predisposed to dislike him. Like I appreciate what he's gone through and his love for Mokuba, but his constant meanness and dismissiveness of Joey, his attitude and his seeming lack of regard for anyone's well-being or feeling beyond Mokuba's and his own still really grate at me. Maybe I'm predisposed to be angered by that personality type but can you help me like him better?

I really appreciate your ask and dilemma but I’m going to be one hundred percent honest here. My goal has always been to explore and empathize with Seto’s character in a fictional context, specifically the context of the anime narrative. The aim isn’t necessarily to get others to feel the same way, though that is a bonus. I’ll be glad to explain where I’m coming from but one thing I never want to do is condition anyone to excuse or accept abusive behavior. It’s easy for me, having been on both sides, to rationalize Seto’s actions in context. That doesn’t mean I condone them or feel that they’re appropriate, healthy, or acceptable.

**The following response is based on personal and emotionally charged life experience, while I respect everyone’s thoughts, feelings, and reactions, please do not use this post as a platform for debate.**

Whether we’re dealing with fiction of reality, perspective is everything. Your anger toward or instinct not to tolerate Seto’s difficult qualities isn’t wrong. I don’t want you, at the end of this post, to feel compelled to change your mind, but to possibly understand things in a different way than you had before. Seto Kaiba’s reception of and reactions to Yugi and his friends are a direct result of psychological conditioning and trauma, this conditioning and trauma isn’t an excuse for his behavior, but it does explain how he became the person he is in the anime.

Some people are cold and selfish by nature, others become that way to manipulate those around them. Seto Kaiba became that way as a result of brutal, systematic abuse and manipulation by those he should have been able to trust.

I want to stress that Seto has never had a positive adult role model. He’s never even had positive influence by way of a peer his own age until Atem, sort of. His “constant meanness and dismissiveness of Joey” is a direct result of his childhood and adolescent conditioning. You’re either valuable or you’re nothing. His godparents threw him away when the inheritance ran out, Gozaburo only wanted and used him for his mind. He treats everyone in his life (save Mokuba) like they’re disposable because experience has taught him that he is disposable, Mokuba is disposable. Once you stop being useful, people get rid of you and move on. It’s what they do. Had he not insisted on Gozaburo adopting them both, he would have taken Seto, the prodigy, and left Mokuba to grow up in the system. Mokuba didn’t suit his needs. Mokuba was disposable.  

When Gozaburo lost to Seto, he jumped to his death out a window. Losing literally constituted death. When Seto lost to Pegasus in Duelist Kingdom, he not only lost the chance to save Mokuba, he lost himself. Losing constituted death. When he jeers at Joey for losing or being an “inferior” duelist, it’s not the right thing to do, and he /has/ no right to do it, it’s the receipt of his abuse. All the trauma lapping at the surface of the shore and bubbling out over.

Write him out.

Tear him down.

Teach him that failure is disgraceful and this is the kind of reception you’ll get when you allow yourself to succumb to it, or anything. Only the strong are worthy. Only the strong survive.

You’re valuable or you’re nothing.

Duelists who aren’t Yugi can’t compete with Seto and aren’t valuable. They’re nothing.

That’s a terribly unhealthy mindset for which Seto needs help. I don’t condone it, but I see it, nevertheless, as the ultimate outcome of his thought process.

“His seeming lack of regard for anyone’s well-being or feeling beyond Mokuba’s and his own”

Once again, this isn’t necessarily healthy and I don’t think it’s a respectable or likeable trait in anyone to the degree Seto exhibits it, but it’s the direct result of his conditioning. It’s also, in less extreme doses, basic human psychology.

It is one hundred and ten percent normal to place higher worth on the lives of loved ones than on the lives of strangers or acquaintances. I’m not saying it’s ethical, but it’s hard-wired into most human beings and I personally am not ashamed to feel this way. If I could save an acquaintance or my little brother, absolutely no option to pick both, I would pick my little brother. This isn’t the case with Seto Kaiba a lot of the time, though, and I’m only using it as a vantage point.

Seto is a sixteen year old kid trying to run a multi-billion dollar corporation and raise a child just five years younger than he is. He doesn’t have the emotional capacity to look out for the two of them properly, let alone other people. In the end, Seto has to protect his interests and Mokuba’s because normal people, when faced with a choice of “I go down or you go down” aren’t going to sink their own ship. He’s trusted people only to face betrayal at every turn. Experience has taught him that others are selfishly motivated and unreliable. He can’t look to them to consider his feelings or well-being, not because that’s true but because he’s been burned enough to believe it, so why should he consider theirs? He’s got a goal and a mind to reach it, if their wants don’t serve his best interest or Mokuba’s, they’re disposable. Therefore other people are not valuable, which means, they, and their feelings, are nothing.

I know a lot of people are thinking: he’s free of the abuse now so it’s up to him to change. His past isn’t an excuse and even if it had been it’s no longer a factor, so what gives?

The scars of abuse don’t vanish with one’s abuser. People don’t adapt their lives to combat their abuse overnight, and can’t unlearn problematic behaviors, traits, or mental processes overnight. Abuse survivors have not made conscious choices to internalize and accept the lies beat into them by their abusers, they cannot be erased strictly by the conscious choice to do, or be better.

While I completely agree that Seto needs help and have created a post-canon universe where he receives it, I understand his reluctance to accept that in canon, let alone seek it out.

He hasn’t been able to confide in anyone without that being exploited and landing him in life or death situations. The one person he did view as an equal died, leaving him with unresolved feelings and an indulged victory complex he never got to lay to rest. He’s sixteen years old and afraid, and the only other people who kind of understand what he’s gone through are also sixteen years old and afraid, under no obligation to help him work through his issues.

Seto doesn’t have a parent to turn to, to say “I need help.” He is that person for Mokuba, or will be when the time comes. Even if he had the people and resources in his life to help him sort through his issues and make necessary changes, he doesn’t necessarily have the emotional capability. At sixteen, most of us didn’t. By twenty six, I firmly believe things will be different.

This has gotten way too long already, so I’ll wrap up by saying this: Perspective is everything. If Seto Kaiba was a real person and I was Joey Wheeler, I’d say there’s no reason for him to treat me or anyone this way, and I’m not a vessel for his misplaced baggage. If he was a real person and I was Mokuba, I would agree that he has issues and they need to be worked on, but I would be gentler with him, maybe to a fault, because I would understand. You aren’t wrong for being angry at Seto’s selfishness. You aren’t wrong for saying what he’s been through doesn’t excuse his behavior or give him reason to project the scars of his abuse onto others. Seto Kaiba is not a perfect person, he’s jaded, we all have been, and we are all more than who we’ve been at our darkest, even while feeding it.

Thank you for the ask, I’m sorry if this wasn’t what you were looking for.

God combining my new found “confidence” i.e. the dissolution of a Lot of my self hate and my ability to question and criticise lull for his actions really uh. Obscured just how dependent I am on him

I’m like. Fuck. Well. yeah. Ok.

It should’ve been obvious in my repetition of “I would be suicidal if it wasn’t for him (I was before he came along and will be when he leaves)” but it never really uhhh sinks in

Not to mention “you guys (irl friend sys) are the only ones I can hang out with and that’s bc lull can be there with me” I’m. Hm. I’m not really anything but an emotional suicidal helpless wreck without him

I legit can only talk to/ connect with one group of people in the entire world that aren’t him without Bad Overwhelming Fear and that’s because…….. he’s there with me

Erwin Smith Week Day 1  Commander Handsome

Levi really cant control himself. He has half a bottle of whiskey in his belly and the background image on his phone is of Erwin, beautiful, dorky Erwin. 

“He’s just so beautiful Petra,” Levi’s tipsy, mouthy, and trying to get Petra to look through his photos of Erwin. 

“Levi, you have like four pictures of him, you showed me a thousand times,” 

“Hes so beautiful I get distracted and forget to take a picture,” 

“Levi, please,”

“No, shh, listen to me,” Petra is playing with her phone, and Levi thinks shes not listening, but he has no more fucks to give. 

“Erwin is beautiful, and smart, and he tells these terrible dad jokes, and I don’t help because I laugh but I like that he smiles and laughs too, and I know he knows they’re dumb jokes and hes got such a dad laugh but that makes me smile and hes so beautiful. His hair is so soft and golden and did I tell you hes smart? Hes so easy to talk to and he makes me feel happy and his dick game strong and,” Levi hears a laugh that didn’t come from Petra. He looked up, and noticed Petra’s phone was on face time, with Erwin blushing and happy. Levi felt his heart stop, and then pound against his chest. 

“Here,” Petra handed him her phone, smiling innocently like she didn’t just do that. He held the phone in shaky hands and held the phone out in front of him. 

“H-hey,” Erwin’s cheeks were tinted pink, his smile wide, and happy. His expression is so endearing and Levi just wants to kiss Erwin. 

“Levi, I love you so much,” and that was all Erwin can say. Levi knows Erwin doesn’t get many nice words, and Levi decides to tell him something nice everyday to get that expression, though really because he wants Erwin happy and to understand he loves him. 

“I love you too,”