ok this movie is just black so i'm not happy with this

anonymous asked:

Mum! I wanted to say that I really apprecaite all the work you do and I enjoy reading everything you write, you're AU's are very relaxed and it makes me happy even when I'm sad! I think you write Wonho perfectly! Any how... I was wondering ** IF YOU HAVE TIME ** : Could you write a Wonwoo Friends to Lovers to go with the others?

thank you so much!!! here’s friends-to-lovers wonwoo for you!~~
find woozi (here), seungcheol (here) & joshua (here

  • you and wonwoo became friends because of the fact that you both have a mutual understanding of living life quietly and letting your other friends do dumb things you otherwise wouldn’t dare to do
  • like that time hoshi told wonwoo he could do a backflip into the swimming pool and when wonwoo shrugged and said go for it a very excited hoshi ran toward the 7 meter diving board
  • and you, who’d overheard the conversation came over to stand by wonwoo and said “you know,,,,,your friend is probably going to end up belly flopping and hurting himself instead of actually backflipping.”
  • and wonwoo was like “i know,,,,,,,,,but that’s the point. i kinda wanna watch that happen.”
  • and you had nodded your head understandingly because sometimes watching other people wipe out can be ,,,,,,,,, rather hilarious 
  • and when hoshi hit the water with ,,,, you guessed it,,,,,,a belly flop you and wonwoo had both tried to hide laughter as hoshi came up for air with a pout on his face and had yelled that he’s pretty sure the sting from this flop would haunt him till he was old
  • but yeah,,,,,you and wonwoo are the calm, neutral friends of the group and so you and wonwoo have never fought or argued and for the most part you enjoy each others company even if it means you’re on your laptop and he’s on his phone
  • you know,,,,,,,,you two just click
  • which is why when you need an emergency place to crash for two weeks,,,,,wonwoo gladly lets you stay with him because there’s no way you’d be a bother??? you’re exactly like him
  • but,,,,what’s different is that,,,,,,,,wonwoo,,,,,apparently,,,,,, walks around his house without a shirt on,,,,,after the shower,,,,,,
  • and you don’t know this until you get up from your homemade bed on the couch and end up walking straight into a shirtless,,,,hair still wet,,,,,,very handsome,,,,,wonwoo in the kitchen
  • and you kind of freeze because,,,,since when did your friend have such broad shoulders? and such nice skin? and such a strong,,,looking back,,,,,,
  • and wonwoo apologizes,,,,,and you try to shake your head but you’re still standing there in shock and he tells you awkwardly that he’s got to go to bed
  • and you,,,,,it takes you a couple minutes but when you finally come to,,,,,,,you realize that,,,,,wonwoo,,,,,,has always been attractive hasn’t he,,,,,
  • and oh god as you’re laying under your blanket trying to sleep,,,,the image of him standing there,,,,,deep voice talking to you,,,,,lean body- oh GOD,,,,,
  • and in the morning you can’t even look wonwoo in the eyes you just grab a snack for breakfast and make up some excuse to run out of his apartment before wonwoo can as much as offer you some coffee
  • and ,,,,,, you can’t stop thinking about it,,,,,, wonwoo’s body,,,,,wonwoo’s face,,,,,,wonwoo’s personality that never makes you anxious and is always so well in tune with yours
  • and you almost smack your head against the wall as you’re waiting for the subway because wonwoo is hot,,,,and a good person,,,,,and you’re kinda really ok not kinda like aLOT INTO HIM
  • but it’s like you can’t,,,,,you can’t bring it up or say anything and risk messing up this great friendship you have and so you curse whatever higher power there is when wonwoo says you guys should watch a movie one night to kill time and you’re sitting on the couch,,,,
  • close,,,,,,,arms touching,,,,,,wonwoo seemingly focused on the movie with his hand grabbing popcorn and you’re just like,,,, trying not to think about how cute he looks in his sweatpants and v-neck black tshirt,,,,,until suddenly wonwoo lets his hand rest on the sofa behind you,,,,,,almost like those old tricks you do at the movie to try and put your hand around your date
  • and your brain is like!!!!!!!!!!!????????!!!!!!! but wonwoo still looks calm and you’re like??? should i scoot away??? should i lean into his arm????? oh my god
  • and wonwoo finally looks at you from the corner of his eye and you’re like quick quick say something so it’s not awkward and you’re like “i,,,it-it’s a little cold,,,,um,,,ill go get a blanke-”
  • but wonwoo grabs your hand before you get up and with his chocolate brown eyes and deep voice says that if you want, you can cuddle into him for warmth
  • and you can’t believe your god damn ears,,,,,,,,,,,but then you notice,,,,even with the calm look on his face the tips of his ears have turned a bright red and you’re like,,,,,,sjkdhfsj we’re both shy,,,,,,,,in the end we really are the same,,,,,
  • but you sit back down and wonwoo’s hand gently rests over your shoulder and you lean into his chest a bit cautiously but wonwoo adjusts himself so you can put your head on his chest
  • and somehow,,,,,,in a matter of minutes,,,,,it’s comfortable,,,,,
  • and you interlace your fingers with his and you guys are both watching the movie,,,,,,,and like you’ve been a couple for ten years not ten minutes it’s,,,,,,,,normal
  • you and wonwoo click,,,,you always will,,,,as friends and as lovers,,,,,,

livingmeatloaf  asked:

Hello! Your answers are always well thought out and meaningful, so I was hoping to get your insight. I saw the new Power Rangers movie and I really loved it! There is a very important autistic character and I adore him but since I'm not autistic I'm not sure how great the representation was (also very much not happy with how he was treated partway through at a Big Moment, the directors could have made a much better choice). Have you seen the movie? If so, what are your thoughts?

Hi! I actually went to watch it just for you! (And for my girlfriend, who is a nerd (if you’re reading this you’re a nerd)). Here is what I have to say about the autistic representation in that movie:

There were a few things that bugged me somewhat, namely that the character played a bit into the “autistic genius” trope (even though I’ve seen much, much worse elsewhere) and that some of his traits, mainly his difficulty with social rules and “awkwardness”, were sometimes played for laughs.

His character wasn’t really fleshed out, but then neither were any of the others, it is, after all, an action movie. And that’s what I liked about it: we get to see a canon autistic person, represented pretty much accurately, whose autism is stated on-screen, be a friggin Power Ranger and fight bad guys and be an action movie hero. And that sends a message miles away from the usual “autism is such a tragedy boohoo”. No one’s gonna pity a Power Ranger. 

This paragraph will get a bit spoilery, so if you want to see the film you might want to skip it. Billy is as capable as all of the others rangers, he needs to be rescued sometimes but so does everyone else, and he’s even the first one to morph. He’s shown as a very empathetic person, which was a nice change from usual representation. He does have a “die to further the plot and create *drama*” moment, but then he’s resurrected so that’s ok.

All in all he’s sort of this “funny sidekick” character, which doesn’t sound ideal but actually it’s better than what we usually get so I’m pretty happy with it. He’s not the most fleshed out and well-rounded character with a detailed backstory, but that’s normal since it’s not that kind of movie. And we also need funny autistic superhero characters, and to my knowledge it’s the first one we’re getting. So all in all, I’d say it’s a great character and a good example of the kind of representation we need. I also like to point out the fact that he’s black, which is very nice since poc autistic people tend to be hugely under-diagnosed because of their race, and showing more explicitely autistic pocs in media is a way to counteract this.

Overall, I’m sure more than a few autistic children will stumble upon this movie and know that one of their heroes is like them and that they can be heroes too and this simple fact is making me very happy so…yeah. This is good representation and I encourage people to watch this movie.

-Mod Cat

heatherlanntheclever  asked:

Is there any chance of a happy ending for the Lannisters? I know they are awful people but why develop their motivations and give each of them a genuine moment of compassion if they are just going to murder each other? Every other POV gets a moment of truth/redemption why not the children of Tywin/Patriarchy/Aerys and Disability? I'm a bad person myself so I need to believe the Lions can defy themselves and prophesy and overcome their nature or what's the point? Not all of us are born Starks.

Hey! So it’s gonna take me a few minutes to answer your question, but I promise I’m gonna get there.

In one of the other shows I watch, an actor commented on the banality of evil. He said that evil is something commonplace. Given the right circumstances, great acts of evil could be committed by your neighbors, or your friends, or you, or me. Because evil is so easy. “The only thing necessary for the triumph of evil is for good men to do nothing.” You needn’t be a monster like Gregor to commit evil; you need only be human. 

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anonymous asked:

Ah, yay, I'm happy your requests are open! I love your writing so much, you're very talented! How would the RFA (+Saeran, if you don't mind, he's a cutie) react to MC being super into musical theater? Like, all of her music is Broadway and musical soundtracks, she sings show tunes all the time, follows theater groups and performers on social media, get super excited about news and merch, knows choreography of scenes by heart. Thank you! Hope you have a nice day!

wowie wow, thank you so much anon! /( ´ ▽ ` )ノ I’m glad you like what I write❤  and I hope you like this, too! 

especially because i lO VE MUSICALS HAHAH YE SSS


throwing v in too hehe. also im gonna focus on one musical for each of them, but mc is theater trash dw these are just the ones that popped in my head;; 

zen [in the heights]

  • ok so remember that time when he asks if mc’s into musicals and you say yes and jaehee says she’s never seen you talk about them?
  • well zen found out just how much mc likes them when she comes over to visit 
  • he’s cooking dinner in his cast and mc decides to put on some tunes
  • zen is honestly so curious about her taste in music so he asks to just put all her songs on shuffle 
  • guess what comes first. 
  • B L ACK OUT BLACK OUT 
  • zen is so surprised and mc isn’t even phased she just breaks into character 
  • he joins in while as Kevin and Benny and Vanessa while she’s doing Sonny’s part 
  • both of them: “AND I CAN’T FIND USNAVI”
  • the kitchen turns into a stage and suddenly they’re moving everywhere
  • yes they do the Benny and Nina kiss at the end yes they do ‘Sunrise’ right after 
  • but even more musicals pop up on mc’s shuffle and dinner turns into a production
  • zen is so happy mc is theater trash, and that she’s his fan too! a few of his soundtracks are there!! 
  • they speak to each other in musical references, the rfa is sick of them
  • what a dork couple 

yoosung [fun home] 

  • it’s cleaning day! mc, put on some tunes! 
  • ‘welcome to our house on maple avenue’ starts
  • she starts there cause it’s a very in the mood cleaning song
  • and at first all yoosung could do was just watch her
  • like wowie wow his gf can sing!!!
  • totally gets interested in the story and such, especially when he hears the kids singing
  • so they stop cleaning and she tells him the story of the musical while they listen
  • he’s all ‘!!!’ and is so into it
  • when he looks through mc’s music, it’s literally all musicals and so is her lockscreen and such
  • now she got him into it
  • they like to sing ‘come to the fun home’ together the rfa is slightly concerned tbh
  • both of them cry over musicals too its a mess
  • you should’ve seen him on his first listen to ‘edges of the world’ 
  • and both of them cry at ‘days and days’ so do i
  • yoosung has a good voice too, it’s so cute

jaehee [rent]

  • yooooo jaehee is all about this
  • their music taste is literally identical
  • but mc has to introduce her to Rent
  • jaehee is so focused on the screen and the characters
  • she falls in love with it!!
  • imagine jaehee singing ‘over the moon’ god bless
  • they sing ‘tango: maureen’ together it’s amazing
  • zen is lowkey their biggest fan 
  • when the three of them are together, it’s non-stop ;))) 
  • there has to be a designated space in their apartment to dance
  • and there are numbers they always have to dance to no matter what 
  • guess who shares merch?? they do
  • they get matching coffee mugs and shirts and even socks
  • sometimes they serenade each other too!!!

jumin [les mis]

  • mc drags him to the movie first
  • and at the end of it, he’s very interested
  • the asks driver kim to play the soundtrack in the car 
  • literally swoons when mc sings ‘on my own’
  • he likes to sing ‘empty chairs at empty tables’
  • they’re both a mess when they watch it tbh 
  • now mc can get him into even more musicals
  • and he’s into it!
  • also he buys her a ton of merch
  • anything she wants, he’ll get it
  • one more thing!
  • one day, a birthday probably, he surprises her with plane tickets
  • “where are we going, honey?” “america”
  • thEY’RE GOING TO BROADWAY FOLKS wow juju take me with you
  • mc is so happy, super duper happy, and so is jumin!
  • he’s almost as excited as she is tbh

707 / luciel / saeyoung [merrily we roll along]

  • it was her latest obsession and she wanted to show saeyoung
  • and he listened, because he likes musicals
  • but he really likes this one, wow
  • it goes backwards?!!? woaah
  • his favorite is ‘now you know’, ‘opening doors’ is a close second 
  • they both of them cried at ‘not a day goes by(reprise)’ so did I
  • part of him identifies with Frank, to be honest
  • without, all the cheating and stuff 
  • when ‘that frank’ comes on, the bunker turns into a stage 
  • it’s amazing, really
  • let’s also get one thing straight here
  • saeyoung is the Bootleg King
  • he’s only partially ashamed of it 
  • he and mc can watch broadway from the comfort of home, if they wanted
  • mc thinks its cheating
  • he thinks that they’re on korea and Not America, so it’s fair

v [phantom of the opera]

  • v loves this one 
  • mc is so happy about that tbh 
  • it takes a while for him to learn the routines, but they love dancing to it more than singing 
  • he also loves all the emotion! 
  • when he gives it a listen for the first time, he does little gasps every now and then, it’s adorable 
  • but yes, they are more of a dancing couple
  • also, V is all about the aesthetic of this
  • takes pictures of mc and him sometimes in her favorite musicals’ styles
  • i know i said they don’t really sing it, but when they do
  • V has an amazing voice
  • mc could just listen to him tbh 
  • he sings so good
  • she persuaded him to cover a few songs
  • everyone is amazed
  • mc is proud
  • they do duets too! those make v even happier

saeran [heathers]

  • ohohohoho listen
  • his favorite song here is actually ‘seventeen’
  • ya’ll thought it was ‘freeze your brain’ but listen
  • he loves ‘seventeen’
  • he imagines doing everything veronica says with mc 
  • mc did persuade him to sing ‘freeze your brain’, though
  • and it was, amazing
  • ‘damaged’ really hurt, they both cried there
  • criticizes it, though. “veronica should have known jd was trouble, come on. at least at ‘our love is god’’ 
  • mc made him and saeyoung sing ‘candy store’ with her
  • saeran only agreed if saeyoung was heather duke
  • he would be chandler 
  • and mc was mcnamara 
  • they got it on video
  • it was, amazing 
  • one time he sang the line ‘i worship you, i’d trade my life for yours’ before they fell asleep
  • mc was so touched

lexilove2004  asked:

Can you make a hamilsquad x reader back in the war reader = girl thanks love you 😍😍😂😂

In the War
~Poly! Hamilsquad x Reader
~Modern 
 ~Word count: 1,181
~Warnings: the word “rape”, guns and violence
~My first request~!! Hope you like it~!! (Love you too XD)   ~Tags: @interwebseriesfan24 ✨



Back in the war, everything was death and despair. People killing people, innocent women taken, raped then killed and orphaned children on the streets. These were the horrors you used to face everyday. Until you met them. The love of your life or loves, better yet. You never thought that you would meet your loves in the battlefield, especially in a life and death situation.

It​ ​was​ ​the​ ​week​ ​before​ ​your​ ​entire​ ​squad​ ​were​ ​sent​ ​back​ ​home.​ ​You​ ​were​ ​sent​ ​out​ ​on​ ​a​ ​squad mission​ ​to​ ​scope​ ​out​ ​the​ ​area.​ ​No​ ​engaging​ ​in​ ​violence.​ ​Until​ ​they​ ​started​ ​shooting.​ ​Bullets​ ​were flying,​ ​the​ ​occasional​ ​yells​ ​when​ ​one​ ​of​ ​them​ ​were​ ​hit.​ ​You​ ​were​ ​all​ ​told​ ​to​ ​retreat​ ​to​ ​try​ ​and reduce​ ​casualties​ ​of​ ​the​ ​innocent​ ​civilians​ ​nearby.  You​ ​were​ ​one​ ​of​ ​the​ ​last​ ​soldiers​ ​to​ ​retreat.​ ​As​ ​you​ ​did,​ ​you​ ​heard​ ​a​ ​gunshot.​ ​You​ ​turned​ ​your​ ​head at​ ​the​ ​sound​ ​and​ ​a​ ​man​ ​on​ ​the​ ​ground,​ ​bleeding,​ ​with​ ​a​ ​gun​ ​in​ ​hand.​ ​You​ ​closed​ ​your​ ​eyes​ ​and prepared​ ​yourself​ ​for​ ​the​ ​impact​ ​and​ ​the​ ​pain​ ​brought.​ ​You​ ​fell​ ​to​ ​the​ ​ground​ ​hard​ ​but​ ​you​ ​didn’t feel​ ​the​ ​bullet​ ​enter​ ​you.​ ​You​ ​opened​ ​your​ ​eyes​ ​and​ ​they​ ​met​ ​with​ ​a​ ​pair​ ​of​ ​hazel,​ ​green​ ​eyes.  

“You​ ​ok?”​ ​The​ ​man​ ​asked,​ ​breathing​ ​hard​ ​on​ ​your​ ​face.​ ​“Yeah.”​ ​You​ ​answered​ ​as​ ​calmly​ ​as​ ​you could.​ ​He​ ​got​ ​off​ ​as​ ​he​ ​looked​ ​at​ ​the​ ​man​ ​on​ ​the​ ​other​ ​side.​ ​“He’s​ ​dead.”​ ​He​ ​stated.​ ​“Can​ ​you stand​ ​up?”​ ​You​ ​nodded.​ ​He​ ​helped​ ​you​ ​up​ ​and​ ​you​ ​led​ ​each​ ​other​ ​out​ ​while​ ​he​ ​checked​ ​your surroundings​ ​to​ ​watch​ ​out​ ​for​ ​any​ ​shooters.  

After​ ​you​ ​both​ ​returned​ ​to​ ​camp​ ​and​ ​let​ ​the​ ​doctor​ ​check​ ​you​ ​for​ ​any​ ​injuries,​ ​you​ ​went​ ​to​ ​talk​ ​to John.​ ​He​ ​introduced​ ​himself​ ​to​ ​you​ ​before​ ​they​ ​separated​ ​you​ ​in​ ​the​ ​med​ ​tent​ ​and​ ​you​ ​did​ ​the same.​ ​Luckily,​ ​he​ ​just​ ​left​ ​the​ ​tent​ ​and​ ​you​ ​were​ ​able​ ​to​ ​catch​ ​up​ ​to​ ​him.  

“Hey.”​ ​You​ ​called​ ​out​ ​to​ ​him​ ​as​ ​you​ ​caught​ ​up​ ​with​ ​him​ ​and​ ​walked​ ​up​ ​to​ ​his​ ​side.​ ​“Hey”​ ​He chuckled​ ​back​ ​at​ ​you.​ ​“I​ ​just​ ​wanna​ ​say​ ​thanks​ ​for​ ​saving​ ​me​ ​back​ ​there.”​ ​“It​ ​was​ ​no​ ​problem (Y/N).​ ​I​ ​watch​ ​out​ ​for​ ​everyone​ ​in​ ​the​ ​squad.”​ ​He​ ​said​ ​truthfully​ ​with​ ​a​ ​small​ ​smile.​ ​“Sorry​ ​for being​ ​so​ ​mean​ ​and​ ​blunt​ ​for​ ​asking​ ​this​ ​but​ ​why​ ​don’t​ ​I​ ​barely​ ​see​ ​you​ ​round​ ​camp?”​ ​He​ ​blushed, making​ ​his​ ​freckles​ ​more​ ​noticeable.​ ​You​ ​thought​ ​that​ ​it​ ​was​ ​dirt​ ​from​ ​earlier​ ​but​ ​they​ ​were​ ​cute, He​ ​scratched​ ​the​ ​back​ ​of​ ​his​ ​head.​ ​“Because​ ​I​ ​spend​ ​more​ ​time​ ​in​ ​my​ ​tent​ ​with​ ​my​ ​boyfriends.” “What?!”​ ​You​ ​blurted​ ​out.​ ​“I’m​ ​sorry.​ ​I​ ​didn’t​ ​mean​ ​it​ ​that​ ​way.”​ ​“It’s​ ​ok.”​ ​He​ ​said,​ ​letting​ ​out​ ​a short​ ​giggle.​ ​“So​ ​you​ ​met​ ​your​ ​boyfriends​ ​here?”​ ​You​ ​asked​ ​him,​ ​curious​ ​to​ ​see​ ​what​ ​he​ ​would answer.​ ​“Yeah,​ ​We’re​ ​actually​ ​in​ ​the​ ​same​ ​squad.​ ​That’s​ ​how​ ​we​ ​met​ ​and​ ​got​ ​closer​ ​and​ ​that’s​ ​also the​ ​reason​ ​I​ ​watch​ ​out​ ​for​ ​everyone​ ​in​ ​the​ ​entire​ ​squad.”​ ​“Oh.”​ ​You​ ​simply​ ​responded.​ ​You​ ​also wondered​ ​how​ ​you​ ​never​ ​noticed​ ​him​ ​or​ ​any​ ​of​ ​his​ ​boyfriends.​ ​“That’s​ ​really​ ​sweet.”​ ​You​ ​added. “Would​ ​you​ ​like​ ​to​ ​meet​ ​them?​ ​Tonight?”​ ​He​ ​asked​ ​suddenly​ ​as​ ​he​ ​turned​ ​to​ ​face​ ​you.​ ​“I​ ​would love​ ​to.”​ ​You​ ​gladly​ ​answered.​ ​“Good.​ ​I’ll​ ​see​ ​you​ ​in​ ​the​ ​lunch​ ​tent.”​ ​“See​ ​you.”​ ​He​ ​walked​ ​to​ ​his tent​ ​as​ ​you​ ​went​ ​in​ ​yours.  

It​ ​was​ ​nighttime​ ​when​ ​you​ ​left​ ​your​ ​tent.​ ​You​ ​had​ ​bathed​ ​and​ ​you​ ​wore​ ​black​ ​sweatpants​ ​and​ ​a Harry​ ​Potter​ ​t-shirt.​ ​You​ ​walked​ ​inside​ ​of​ ​the​ ​lunch​ ​tent​ ​and​ ​saw​ ​John​ ​waving​ ​and​ ​calling​ ​out​ ​to you.​ ​“(Y/N)!​ ​Over​ ​here.”​ ​He​ ​wore​ ​a​ ​t-shirt​ ​with​ ​a​ ​turtle​ ​on​ ​it.​ ​As​ ​you​ ​walked​ ​over​ ​there,​ ​you​ ​saw the​ ​three​ ​men​ ​that​ ​were​ ​his​ ​boyfriends.​ ​Two​ ​men​ ​sitting​ ​down,​ ​one​ ​with​ ​​ ​beanie​ ​on​ ​and​ ​wore​ ​a white​ ​tank​ ​top​ ​and​ ​the​ ​other​ ​man​ ​in​ ​a​ ​short​ ​ponytail,​ ​with​ ​a​ ​shirt​ ​and​ ​hoodie​ ​on.​ ​And​ ​the​ ​man standing​ ​next​ ​to​ ​John,​ ​was​ ​the​ ​tallest​ ​out​ ​of​ ​all​ ​of​ ​them.​ ​He​ ​was​ ​wearing​ ​a​ ​blue​ ​plaid​ ​t-shirt.   

You​ ​walked​ ​up​ ​to​ ​the​ ​table​ ​and​ ​greeted​ ​John.”Guys,​ ​this​ ​is​ ​(Y/N).”​ ​He​ ​introduced​ ​you.​ ​“Hi.”​ ​You simply​ ​said.​ ​The​ ​tall​ ​man​ ​introduced​ ​himself​ ​first.​ ​“My​ ​name​ ​is​ ​Gilbert​ ​Du​ ​Motiers​ ​but​ ​you​ ​can​ ​call me​ ​Lafayette.”​ ​You​ ​noticed​ ​the​ ​French​ ​accent​ ​he​ ​had​ ​as​ ​he​ ​shook​ ​your​ ​hand​ ​softly.​ ​“My​ ​name​ ​is Hercules​ ​Mulligan.”​ ​The​ ​man​ ​in​ ​the​ ​beanie​ ​said.​ ​“And​ ​I'm​ ​Alexander​ ​Hamilton.”​ ​The​ ​man​ ​in​ ​the ponytail​ ​and​ ​heavy​ ​eyebags,​ ​that​ ​you​ ​had​ ​just​ ​noticed,​ ​finished​ ​the​ ​introductions​ ​and​ ​waved​ ​at​ ​you.  

All​ ​of​ ​you​ ​talked​ ​about​ ​movies,​ ​politics,​ ​embarrassing​ ​stories​ ​of​ ​all​ ​of​ ​them.​ ​You​ ​all​ ​joked,​ ​laughed and​ ​smiled​ ​so​ ​much.​ ​You​ ​noticed​ ​that​ ​they​ ​were​ ​all​ ​sending​ ​each​ ​other​ ​stares,​ ​like​ ​they​ ​were approving​ ​or​ ​telling​ ​something.​ ​You​ ​shrugged​ ​it​ ​off,​ ​thinking​ ​that​ ​they​ ​were​ ​flirting​ ​with​ ​each other.​ ​Besides,​ ​you​ ​were​ ​having​ ​you​ ​much​ ​fun.​ ​You​ ​didn’t​ ​remember​ ​the​ ​last​ ​time​ ​you​ ​did​ ​since you​ ​joined​ ​the​ ​war.  

All​ ​the​ ​guys​ ​were​ ​walking​ ​you​ ​back​ ​to​ ​your​ ​tent.​ ​Before​ ​you​ ​went​ ​in,​ ​John​ ​spoke​ ​up.​ ​“(Y/N).​ ​I’ve been​ ​meaning​ ​to​ ​ask​ ​you.​ ​Well​ ​we​ ​all​ ​do.”​ ​“We​ ​love​ ​your​ ​passion​ ​to​ ​help​ ​people​ ​and​ ​your​ ​country, as​ ​well​ ​as​ ​others.”​ ​Lafayette​ ​continued.​ ​“And​ ​love​ ​how​ ​we​ ​can​ ​talk​ ​about​ ​politics​ ​and​ ​disrupting the​ ​government.”​ ​Alex​ ​added​ ​with​ ​a​ ​laugh.​ ​“And​ ​your​ ​love​ ​to​ ​make​ ​your​ ​own​ ​outfits​ ​inspired​ ​by celebrities,​ ​even​ ​though​ ​we​ ​can’t​ ​see​ ​it​ ​here.”​ ​Hercules​ ​finished​ ​with​ ​a​ ​shy​ ​smile.  

“This​ ​is​ ​so​ ​sweet​ ​you​ ​guys.​ ​But​ ​what​ ​are​ ​you​ ​asking​ ​me?”​ ​You​ ​said​ ​honestly.​ ​John​ ​grabbed​ ​both your​ ​hands​ ​and​ ​responded.​ ​“(Y/N),​ ​you​ ​are​ ​smart,​ ​kind,​ ​funny,​ ​brave,​ ​you’re​ ​everything.​ ​We wanted​ ​to​ ​ask​ ​if​ ​you’d​ ​liked​ ​to​ ​be​ ​in​ ​a​ ​relationship​ ​with​ ​us.”​ ​“You​ ​guys…​ ​I​ ​would​ ​love​ ​to.”​ ​You said​ ​softly,​ ​looking​ ​at​ ​all​ ​of​ ​them.​ ​They​ ​all​ ​smiled​ ​with​ ​happiness​ ​and​ ​excitement​ ​in​ ​their​ ​eyes.  

They​ ​all​ ​gave​ ​you​ ​goodnight​ ​kisses.​ ​John’s​ ​was​ ​sweet​ ​and​ ​soft.​ ​Alex’s​ ​was​ ​short​ ​and​ ​caring. Lafayette’s​ ​was​ ​passionate​ ​and​ ​Hercules’​ ​was​ ​affectionate.​ ​They​ ​all​ ​wished​ ​you​ ​goodnight​ ​and you​ ​went​ ​to​ ​bed.  

A​ ​week​ ​later,​ ​your​ ​squad​ ​was​ ​sent​ ​home.​ ​The​ ​entire​ ​trip​ ​was​ ​giggles​ ​and​ ​kisses,​ ​light​ ​and​ ​fun conversations​ ​and​ ​talking​ ​about​ ​the​ ​future.​ ​They​ ​had​ ​invited​ ​you​ ​to​ ​move​ ​in​ ​with​ ​them​ ​and​ ​you did.  

Two​ ​weeks​ ​after​ ​that,​ ​you​ ​moved​ ​in​ ​with​ ​all​ ​your​ ​personal​ ​belongings​ ​and​ ​settled​ ​in.​ ​The​ ​first night​ ​you​ ​spent​ ​with​ ​them​ ​was​ ​unforgettable.​ ​You​ ​watched​ ​“The​ ​Avengers”​ ​and​ ​made​ ​popcorn​ ​for all​ ​of​ ​them.​ ​When​ ​the​ ​movie​ ​ended,​ ​your​ ​boys​ ​washed​ ​the​ ​bowls​ ​and​ ​you​ ​had​ ​all​ ​changed​ ​into​ ​your pijamas.​ ​They​ ​all​ ​slept​ ​in​ ​a​ ​king​ ​sized​ ​bed​ ​with​ ​you​ ​in​ ​the​ ​middle,​ ​cuddling​ ​with​ ​them​ ​and​ ​each other.​ ​“I​ ​love​ ​you​ ​guys​ ​so​ ​much.”​ ​You​ ​said​ ​softly​ ​and​ ​quietly.​ ​“Us​ ​too.”​ ​John​ ​spoke​ ​for​ ​all​ ​of​ ​them. You​ ​smiled​ ​as​ ​you​ ​drifted​ ​off​ ​to​ ​sleep,​ ​thinking​ ​about​ ​your​ ​boys​ ​and​ ​how​ ​they​ ​made​ ​you​ ​forget about​ ​the​ ​death​ ​and​ ​despair​ ​of​ ​the​ ​war.​ ​How​ ​they​ ​were​ ​the​ ​shining​ ​lights​ ​in​ ​your​ ​lives.  


Thank you for reading~~!!! Hope you liked it~! Any comments and/ or feedback, drop an ask~!!

anonymous asked:

Who are your favorite characters in The Get Down. I don't really like Mylene she's never there for Zeke like he's there for her. And Shaolin is cool but he's holding Zeke back in my opinion. Its like he doesn't wanna see him move on. And I'm actually happy for Cadillac cause it hurts me to know his mother is so evil to him. I also think RaRa is the smartest one in the group and Yolanda needs a better storyline but not with shaolin. I just don't see that at all.

My favorite character is!!! Zeke!!!! That’s my baby!! When I have a son one day, I want him to turn out just like Zekey-boo. I literally have always loved the name Ezekiel so that’s even funnier but, yeah I love me some Zeke-baby. Sensitive bae. Extra bae. Annoying bar Zekey-poo is where it’s at

Originally posted by sorenkingsley

NOW, if you ask me who I’m most attracted tooooo 

Originally posted by dizzeikipling

Look at bisexual bae. Weird bae. Artsy fartsy bae. Love him. He cute and he talented. Revolutionary spirits turn me on. His storyline is cute and well done.

As for MyMy… 

Originally posted by poedermeron

Ok, alright, Mylene ain’t shit. However, she is fairly mature in her and Zeke’s relationship— HEAR ME OUT, HEAR ME OUT HEAR ME OUT!! 

When he kissed that yt girl, she ain’t blink. Now, that makes me feel two type of ways: 1. She don’t really care 2. She don’t perceive anyone as a threat in Zekes eyes and is willing to overlook because of her hectic schedule and to keep the love alive or whatever 

Both of which make me a lil cringy, but I fuck with her for riding with him since she knows she gave him hellllllaaaaa shit. At least she recognized she couldn’t be type mad about some shit a nigga she ain’t claim on national tv did, ya feel me?

I’m excited to see her storyline develop more after everything that has happened. I’m here for all the slutty MyMy scenes and performances. 

I think her lil non-black poc friend gone stab her ass dead in the back :) 

I think Yolanda will have something to do with preventing her downfall, if she approaches one, and I hope they do give her more of a story line as one of the only dark skin boos on the cast like, come on? She deserves more than a snitch role for sure but it was HELLA refreshing to see the DARK SKIN GIRL as the HONEST and what’s the word for not slutty? Can’t remember. BUT IT WAS REFRESHING FOR HER TO NOT BE CAST IN THE LIGHT THEY USUALLY DO IN CINEMA WITH DARK SKIN WOMEN BEING OVERTLY SEXUAL BEINGS. SHE WAS THE GOOD GIRL AND IT MADE ME HAPPY BECAUSE PEOPLE LOOK AT DARK SKIN GIRLS YOUNG AND OLD AND HAVE PRECONCIEVED NOTIONS ABOUT THEIR SEXUALITY AND SHIT AND YOU SEE THAT TROPE SO OFTEN IN MOVIES WHERE THE DARKER ONE IS THE BAD ONE/LIGHTER ONE IS THE GOOD ONE and THAT AINT HAPPENIN ON THE GET DOWN. GO YOYO!!!

Originally posted by tgdsource

Also, just for the record I love me some Rara, he is the smartest one, and he on a money making mission to prove that Hip Hop is GOING SOMEWHERE before he even knew what to call it. Rara a genius. Rara-einstein. I love how innocent his new lil romance is and I think his woke shawty gone steal that virginity like a box of menthols in a Detroit corner store.

Originally posted by klchaps

Boo boo needs to be slapped. YEAH I SAID IT. SLAPPED SILLY.

Originally posted by sorenkingsley

Who I’m missing? I’m missing somebody. Oh yeah! Shawty Shaolin is holding Zekey-poo back and also needs to be slapped. I did also appreciate that scene where he connected with Cadillac, I hope they become homiebros and fuck shit up. Cadillac’s money and pull, and the brothers talent and they can #win

ALSOOOO I LIVEEEE FOR SHAOLIN AND ZEKE’S BOYISH ASS ARGUMENTS!!!! I LIVE!!!! 

Originally posted by ryan-coogler

OK. I’M DONE LOL

Yay some happy head canons because I just watched a sad movie and I’m still blubbering so sorry if these are awful or don’t really make sense just ignore me and my coping mechanisms.

-Harley likes to draw, and when she leaves her drawings at Ivy’s house, Ivy pins them up on the fridge and around every room of the house so she can have a constant piece of Harley.

-Sometimes the dork squad will lay on a random roof top and look at the stars.

- Waylon likes going to the circus when it’s in town, but he makes sure to stay out of sight and one time a little girl saw him and gave him the stuffed crocodile she had won playing games (this isn’t helping now I’m just crying because I want these poor stupid imaginary characters to be loved and happy

-One time Jonathan stole a truck and he fetched Waylon and they drove and drove until the air got muggy and the hills got flat, and all you could see for miles were fields and the birds and the bugs sang and they found a place to get decent iced tea and it felt kind of like home and there are so many painful memories attached to home but good ones too, because it’s finally warm (Gotham is always so cold) and the air is clean and maybe they don’t get along all the time but this is the closest they’ve ever felt to normal, lying in the bed of the truck together, looking at clouds and talking in circles. The tea is sweet and well made, and the drive back is quiet and melancholy, because now everything must go back to what it was, and they’re freaks and monsters again, but sometimes that memory will pop up into their heads, and it’s bittersweet and special.

-And sometimes Alice visits Arkham, dear sweet Alice, because she still cares about Jervis, because they were friends. And when he’s doing ok, when he’s more Jervis and less Hatter, they can talk like everything’s like it was, before the incident, and Jervis will pretend to not see the ring. And on the days when she visits and he’s not ok, when the jabberwocky is screaming to loud, she talks to his doctors, because she wants him to get better.

-Selina likes to sing in the shower, and sometimes she’ll take an extra-long one, and sing all of the songs from her favorite musical (it’s Cats if you’re wondering) until the water runs cold.

-Ivy likes to weave dresses out of roses, with long trains and a rainbow of colors. She threads lilies through her hair, and wears a crown of snap dragon. It smells exquisite, and she looks like a deity. She sweeps around the room, dancing to a tune only she can hear, and laughs freely with a voice like bells.

-One year for Halloween, Ivy wore the dress of roses and a crown of skulls, and Harley wore a black chiton with a matching crown and sandals. As Hades and Persephone, and they truly looked like goddesses.

-Anarky wears way to much axe cologne. Waylon hates him because he smells so bad. Like he can smell it from a mile away and it kind of pisses him off. He’s tried to explain the whole less is more thing to no avail. 

-Roman has a stuffed cow from his childhood that he keeps in his room. It’s missing one of its eyes, and its ear is torn, and it’s his most prized possession.

Title: Semi-Conscious
Fandom: Haikyuu!!
Rating: Teen & Up and Audiences
Pairings: Tsukishima Kei/Yamaguchi Tadashi
Words: 778
Chapters: 1/1
Summary: Kei’s cute when he’s sleepy. Tadashi doesn’t know how to deal with it.
Author’s Note: @ichi-meow-su​ i’m sorry i got this out so late but happy super late birthday have fun


It was just before midnight. Rain pattered on the roof and against the windows, abating the eerie silence of the room. The room was clean for once; the desk in one corner had two relatively neat stacks of papers in its center with a textbook lying open in the middle, and most of the clothes had been picked up off the floor, even though a jacket still laid in front of the bed where it had fallen off earlier. It was almost pitch black, but the lights had been off long enough for anyone to adjust to the darkness.

And Tadashi was terrified.

He had no reason to be. He was fine - at least, he should have been. But no, here he was, completely frozen and trying as he could not to hyperventilate.

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anonymous asked:

Pls help I keep seeing people who r happy about tony getting shot in the face??? My heart skipped a beat when I watched the trailer and it happened and now there's all the gifs and people congratulating Bucky and ??? I'm about to cry

ok listen i’m glad i didn’t answer this yesterday because if i had, i’d have done it with all of the self-righteous rage of my initial gut reaction, but i actually spent THE WHOLE DAY thinking about this and here’s what was 8746578346538745% helpful to me personally

  • for starters, we know absolutely nothing about what led bucky to that moment, hell we don’t even know if he’s ALL BUCKY (if i remember correctly, the working title for cap 3 was sputnik? which is like a winter soldier trigger/switch-word or something? that implies some possibilities that people aren’t talking about)
  • so instead of focusing on the “yay bucky!” or “fuck bucky” horror show in fandom, and engaging in those arguments, just try to like?? switch angles of observations for a moment
  • i literally spent the whole day thinking about this and i am Overwhelmed
  • if you’re a tony person then let’s just talk about Tony Stark

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theemechanic  asked:

So, I now you posted that you want us to ask if we are interested, but I'm bad at not being awkward with friendly interactions. Since I was little, I have loved superhero movies, but I have only ever really had access to the movies and character encyclopedias- how should I go about reading comics/what are some good resources? DC and or Marvel? Because every time I see you post about either I get super pumped because I love learning about more comic stuff woops ok bye sorry

HI DARLING. I’m so sorry this took me like 2 weeks to get to. But also I’m really happy and excited you asked me about this!

I think I’m gonna give you like a starter kit of recs and then the resources I use? If that’s okay/what you’re looking for? ♡

(Also disclaimer for these recs: it’s always tricky to try to pick for other people because there are so many character/team options, so I’m just gonna throw a bunch of what I love at you and hope something sticks? But also try to pick out comics that are good entry points, including some older stuff that I was reading when I was getting into comics!

And I gravitate mostly towards younger heroes and hero families. So I hope that’s your jam :D

If you’re looking for like…iconic and important in a comics-history sort of way books, I can make another list for that and/or direct you to better resources than myself. But just lemme know, ‘cause that’s not the direction I’m going here. But I hope this is helpful, at all!)

DC Starter Kit: 

DC gets like its own whole other disclaimer. Which is that none of my recs are New-52 and my knowledge of New-52 DC like…plummets, I’m not really your girl for that. So maybe this should be pre-boot DC starter kit? Honestly, the early-mid 2000’s were a really good DC era for me and a lot of my favorites are from there, which also sucks because a lot of them are out or print (but don’t worry babe, I got u—there are a ton of resources and stuff linked later on in this response.)

DC recs are also a little trickier because a lot of what I love gets very interconnected and tangled up, so I kind of avoided those and tried to pick a few that would be easy to jump into new? There are also lots of character master lists and things out there/in the links at the bottom of this post, if you land on characters or teams you want to read more of! (And not just for DC!)

Gotham Central Okay! Here is my pitch for this comic: it is one of the best comics I’ve ever read. If you only ever read one DC comic, it should maybe be Gotham Central. There are characters and stuff I’m more attached to, but this comic is just so damn good. And it’s easily contained! And complete! And it’s so great! Okay!
 Teen Titans (2004/by Geoff Johns. Also, Young Justice from 1999-2000ish leads into this one, but isn’t necessary!)
• Outsiders (Overlaps with the above Teen Titans, but not in a way that if you only read one or the other you wouldn’t understand what was happening.)
• Blue Beetle (Jaime Reyes)
• Batgirl (Cassandra Cain)
• Batman: Hush
• Batman: No Man’s Land
• Green Arrow Year 1
• Green Arrow: Quiver (Vol 1/becomes the Green Arrow return arc)
I haven’t read all of Birds of Prey, but I’ve really liked what I have and it’s generally well received afaik? Gail Simone’s stuff esp. Also Gotham Academy is the one current thing I’m gonna throw on here because I’ve only heard EXCELLENT things and it’s at the top of my reading list tbh.

Marvel Starter Kit: 

Hawkeye (current)
Ms. Marvel (current)
Young Avengers (I DEF rec starting at the beginning with the Sidekicks vol. byt Allan Heinburg + Jim Cheung, and I also bailed the fuck out circa Civil War so I think there’s some in there that I haven’t read/read all of. BUT READ THIS SERIES.)
All New Ghost Rider (ALSO THIS BOOK IS FACING CANCELLATION SO BUY IT IF YOU CAN IT IS SO SO GOOD.)
Runaways 
• Black Widow, Daredevil, and Captain Marvel are also all awesome! Like I mentioned before, I’ve got some major Marvel gaps and I’m definitely better at solo books, I’m not reading a lot of Avengers/team books right now because time/money/I’m horrible at keeping up with things/I haven’t gotten to sorting through which ones are interesting to me. BUT I CAN KEEP YOU UPDATED. 

I’m poaching a bunch of stuff from the amazing philcoulson because she’s hella organized and also, just great:

But here is a ridiculously awesome Marvel reading list resource

Here is a resource for Captain America comics, reading order, etc

Here is a resource for Winter Soldier arc comics, reading order, etc

Here is this fucking killer resource Emily put together about Marvel/comics/recs in general

Image/Vertigo even though they’re DC/Other Starter Kit: 

Saga 
Y: The Last Man 
Lazarus
• Sandman

Image is KILLING IT—there is seriously so much good Image stuff out. Saga and Lazarus are the very tippy top for Image, for me, but like—just go for it. The Wicked and the Divine is on my reading list but I’ve heard really good things, Revival is awesome horror/noir, Pretty Deadly and Sex Criminals are also A+ but I’m really behind on all these. But yeah, I trust Image.

General Resources:

As far as how to read comics or where to buy them, there are a few options. I’m gonna start by saying, if you love it, please try to buy it! Support your local comics store (or, I mean, support your local comics store if they’re welcoming and inclusive and not dickholes, and if you don’t know if there are stores like that in your area, check out Hater Free Wednesdays and look for your state/city/etc! Also on the tiny off chance you/anyone else reading this happens to be in the Denver/Boulder area of Colorado, I’mma give a personal shoutout to Time Warp Comics.)
OR, if you’d rather do digitally, Comixology is the big one. Image does DRM-free downloads when you buy from their site and you get a bunch of different format options. Marvel + DC also have proprietary apps but I think they run through Comixology?

If buying comics isn’t an option for you (which, there are any number of reasons why this might be the case and you certainly don’t have to explain yourself to me but I’m especially bringing up because some of my recs are older, out of print and only available for really expensive prices) I also have a bunch of resources!

This is my go-to. It is goddamn gold. 

I also have a masterpost tag on my blog, which is where I stick the ones I come across.

This is a good tag for comics help/links on one of my fave
comics-centric blogs.

Also, here are a few friends or blogs who are excellent resources/have given me help or recs: philcoulson, shieldsexual, ladyspies, ucarim, maladictive, cornflakepizza, jasonttodd, americachavez, queerhawkeye, agent13ofthessr

HAPPY READING, BBY! Let me know if this was helpful/what you think of anything you dive into! ♡ ♡ ♡

anonymous asked:

What are your thoughts/ feelings/ theories on Paul

Anon, you were the first to request such a thing and since I mentioned this request in a post, I have since had seven others request this Paul write up. I hope it pleases all of you. 

(And by they I mean me)

Oh Paul. I have so many thoughts/feelings on Paul, and obviously I have theories on everything apparently so Paul is no different. This is incredibly long and incredibly rambly so bear with me as I put it under a readmore. (I totally think y’all should actually read it though, at least for the witty comments about how husky Paul’s voice is.)

I find Paul equally frustrating and fascinating.

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Mistakes, part 7. (Neymar imagine)

His p.o.v

If i ever thought i had felt pain before, i was wrong. Nothing hurts as much as remembering how it is to kiss her, to touch her and to hold her, and not being able to do it again. Hell it even felt amazing when she called me ‘babe’, even though i know she didn’t mean to call me that. You’d think that her kissing me would make me happy, but i feel miserable. I realize it’s because i know she regrets it. No matter how much she wants me, she won’t give in to me, and that hurts. She feels like a drug. You can’t give a heroine addict who is recovering 10% of what he usually would get, because you know his desire for more will slowly kill him.
I just put Davi in bed, and hugged him a little longer knowing he’s the reason she is still in my life. I need to get her back, i think when i get into my own bed. I need to win her back, and make her mine again, and i will do anything to make it happen. I drift off into a sleep, with dreams about her.

She was the last thing i thought of when i fell asleep, and the first thing i thought about when i woke up. I’m in way too deep. I watch as Davi eats his cereal, and go in instagram. I’m pleasantly surpised when i see pictures of her and Davi ice skating yesterday. I rub my temples and try to think of an excuse to go to her. Instead i text her, but as soon as i press send i regret it.

Her p.o.v

I got sick the moment i stepped into my house. It’s been almost 3 years since i was ill, and it feels like hell. I blow my nose in a kleenex and pull my blanket back to cover me. It’s 57 degrees in my house and i’m still cold. I sneeze and feel my eyes water. This has got to be the worst day ever. I wonder what my friends would think if they saw me like this. They’re used to my perfect make up face, and my prefect outfits and hair. When i think about it like this, i  realize that i don’t really have any real friends. In the show business everyone pretends to be your friend, and you feel like you’re really popular. But at times like these you realize how lonely you are. My only real friend was Neymar, but now i don’t even have him. I could call David or Oscar but they are somewhere far away from me, and busy with their own lives. I get startled when i hear some weird sounds from the kitchen. Is there a robber in my house? I stand up cautiously, with the blanket wrapped around me and go take a look. I freeze when i feel wetness down at my feet, and i see how there’s water coming out of the dishwasher. The washing machines are in the basement of my apartment building, so the dishwasher is literally the only thing that would ruin my house if it broke down. And it did.
'OH GIVE ME A FREAKING BREAK!’ I yell throwing away my blanket. Now i have to call someone to fix this mess and who knows how long it may take? When i pick up my phone to call someone i see that i have a text. Somehow i just know it’s him. I open it.

We need to talk.

I sigh and delete the message.
'No we don’t.’ I say aloud, before calling a plumber. 
About 4 hours later i’m checking in to a hotel, close to my house. The plumber said it would take at least three days to fix my dishwasher and fix the water damage. The people who lived below me came to yell at me and were suprised when they saw a famous person had been living above them. Irritared i give my credit card to the guy at the lobby, and he takes it cautiously. 
'How many nights?’ He asks, and i sigh.
'I have no idea, at least a week.’ Now that people know where i live i have to find a new house, on top of my new movie being filmed and all the problems with Neymar i feel like exploding. I feel like killing him for bringing me all this trouble. 
'Alright, if you don’t check out i’ll keep your room reserved for you.’ He smiles at me and nod.
'You’ve got room 203, which has a nice view on the skyline of London. It’s on the 6th floor, the last room on the right.’ I thank him, and walk towards the elevator with the guy who carries my bags and my two trolleys. I take one from him, and by the time i arrive in my room i’m sweating and puffing. I organize my clothes in the closet, and put my toiletries in the bathroom. After that i’m exhausted, so after i take a shower i collapse on the kingsized bed. I get a text from my agency, telling me that everything had to be stopped at the set today because i cancelled last. Which m minute. Which means i have no choice than to go tomorrow. I groan and set my alarm before drifting off into a restless sleep.

I don’t know how late it is when i hear someone banging on the door. I think it’s a dream, and turn around pulling my covers with me. But the banging continues, and i stand up, irritated and mad. I’m ready to slap the person who’s responsible for disturbing my sleep. But when i open the door, confusion takes over and i forget how to speak. Neymar is standing in front of my door, yelling at the guy who helped me with my bags earlier. 
'Sir if you harass people i’ll have to call the police.’ He says, holding his hands up, but Neymar has stopped screaming and looks at me now.
'What the hell do you think you’re doing?!’ I snap, and his face looks angry again. 
'Is everything ok miss?’ The younger boy asks. He looks a little pale and intimidated by Neymar but i nod and he leaves.
Neymar rudely walks into my room, and i wonder why he’s here.

'Are you gonna answer me or what?’ I ask, crossing my arms. He looks around, and turns around to me.
'YOU’RE STAYING AT A FUCKING HOTEL?!’ He yells, and i flinch.
'My dishwasher.. it-’ I start. 'I KNOW!’ He disrupts me and i’m honestly a little scared of him. 
'Do you know how i had to find out you were spotted in town at 2 fucking am?! I read it on twitter! I had to go to your appartment to find out what happened!’ I shake my head in confusion.
'Why were you looking for me?’ I ask, my voice sounds small and i see how he relaxes a little.
'I’ve been calling you all day, you left me no choice!’ He says, throwing his hands in the air. 
'I was too busy moving all my stuff. You can’t expect me to come running to you everytime you need me.’ I snap.
'And i’m ill, so i didn’t have the energy to talk to you.’ I add. His expression softens.
'You’re ill? How are you now?’ I sigh, and walk over to the bed to sit down. I’m wearing nothing but my underwear and  robe so i pull it down to cover my legs a little.  
'Not exactly great. Considering you just barged into my room.’ I say, looking up to him. He’s wearing jeans, and a tight white shirt and it looks amazing on him. He kneels in front of me. 
'Why didn’t you come to me meu amor? You could stay with us till your house is fixed.’  He says, and something inside of me snaps when he does. The fact that he acts like nothing happened, and we’re besties. Like i’m his puppy, who does everything he asks from me. I stand up, pushing him away and he stands up too.
'Who the fuck do you think you’re talking to?!’ I yell at him, placing my fingers on his chest and pushing him away. He’s startled by my sudden mood swing.
'We broke up Neymar! We aren’t together anymore, and it’s all because of you! Because you couldn’t stay faithfull to me! You ruined everything we had, all because of her and you don’t even care about her!’ I dramatically grab my head. All my anger, my confusion and sadness comes together in one big ball of frustration and i’m glad it happens now. I’m not even finished yet.
'Because of you i had to move out in the middle of shooting a movie after months of hearing no, everytime i went to a casting! Because of you, everytime i see Davi i get reminded of what could have happened! We could’ve been happy!’ My eyes start to water, and i don’t care.
'How could you do this to me?’ I ask, and my voice cracks. Great..
'I loved- love you so much. I would have done everything for you! I would have moved to Brazil just to be closer to you, but you ruined it.’ I finish, with a sob, and Neymar’s hurt look satisfies me in the weirdest way possible.
'I’m sorry i ruined everything.’ He says, and i see the tears in his eyes.
'You gave up everything for me and i threw it away. I just want to ask you for one more chance baby. I miss you so much.’ His voice cracks too, and we’re a mess. 
'I don’t know why i didn’t realize this before but you are the red string in my life that keeps everything together. You were my first girlfriends Davi liked, and i’m so stupid for not seeing it before. Please give me one more chance.’ He says, getting down on his knee for me. He takes my hand, and i get the crazy idea he’s going to propose to me but that can’t happen. He wouldn’t do that. That’s crazy even for him. He can’t do that. I thought.. Because Neymar reaches for something in his pocket, and when he opens the little velvet black box, i feel all the blood drain from my face.

age of ultron

ok so i saw age of ultron yesterday and i’m still trying to process it but here are my thoughts as of now: 

Things I liked:

  • THE TWINS. I thought I was not going to like them at all because I figured they were going to be taking valuable screen time away from the other avengers.  I thought they really added to the movie, and I was really upset when Pietro died :(
  • RHODEY. He’s so awesome and I was really glad to see him in the movie so much! 
  • James Spader’s voice work made Ultron really eerie and I thought Ultron was a really great villain. 
  • VISION. He was great.  I love how they showed Vision and Scarlet Witch in a scene together - since Joss is not doing any more movies in the foreseeable future (thank god) and the Russos are taking over, I could definitely see something working between these two and that makes me happy. 
  • Barton seemed to be the only one concerned with searching for Natasha - I felt like it was a secondary thing for everyone else.  Which in a way I did not like either but as clintasha trash I was more than pleased. 
  • The ending with Nat and Steve all with the new avengers.  That was amazing. Truly awesome. 
  • I really loved how the movie began with a fight scene and there was no 30 minute “we must assemble the team” thing. Starting with the action was just awesome. ALL of the action ina this movie was awesome. 
  • Steve’s vision - I loved how he and Peggy got to dance and the whole “I am useless once the war is over” thing.  It was some really great insight into Steve’s character. 

Things I hated:

  • NATASHA’S CHARACTERIZATION.  If you’ve been following me at any point since I started this blog, you know Natasha Romanoff is my favorite.  Joss completely made her story about Bruce and pining over him.  It made no sense to me and honestly it was awkward and cringe-worthy to watch.  Joss LOVES, LOVES to mess with people’s ships and make everyone unhappy (look at the shit in BtVS and Angel if you need examples of this) so yeah. 
  • BRUCE/NAT IS SO RANDOM. WTF IS THE ARROW NECKLACE THEN??? I have a platonic male best friend and WE DO NOT HAVE FRIENDSHIP NECKLACES. THAT IS NOT SOMETHING PLATONIC BEST FRIENDS DO.  
  • Call me a bitter Clintasha shipper but this was really messy writing and it was honestly just awful considering how a romance/future romance was seeded between the two in CATWS and The Avengers. 
  • Natasha felt most in character at the end when she was teasing Steve about “looking into Tony’s eyes.” That’s the Natasha I want to see not some love sick puppy. Ugh. 
  • I hated how the fact that the Red Room made her sterile is what made her view herself as a monster - not the being programmed to kill and being trained to kill people part.  That did not sit well with me. In the comics, the sterilization is a side effect of the Soviet version of the super soldier serum. 
  • Honestly, was a cell supposed to keep Natasha locked up? Natasha only gets locked in a cell when she wants to be locked in a cell. 
  • Barton’s family - they were very cute and all but it came out of NO WHERE. WTF.  I love how the argument most people have is that it is canon in the ultimates, but most of this movie did not follow comics canon.  SO WHY DID JOSS CHOOSE TO MAKE THIS THE ONE CANON THING FOLLOWED? TO MESS WITH US THAT’S WHY. 

Without the whole Bruce/Nat drama thing I feel like the movie would have been so much better.  I feel like this took away from my enjoyment of the movie.  I feel like Scarlett’s quote from the first press tour “there’s no time for romance we’ve got shit to avenge” is right on target.  I may be Clintasha trash, but I like seeding instead of actual romance in movies/tv.  If I wanted to watch a romantic movie I would watch a romantic movie.

I really did like a lot of it - but messing with my favorite character and reducing her to a love interest without any history what so ever does not sit well with me and I’m honestly really upset about the whole thing.  Joss really messed up on this one and I’ve honestly lost a lot of my respect for him.  I did not wait three years for this mess. 

existentiallyqueers-deactivated  asked:

i'm here asking the really important questions which need answering: will lucie be kissing any girls, or will girls kissing girls be in tell the wind and fire?

… I can’t say. I will explain!

It is my new policy not to talk too specifically about representation in any of my future books. When they are out I will, but not before then.

When I was writing the Lynburn Legacy series (and was super excited about it, but didn’t know if it would ever be published, because… wow, it seemed long odds!) I went online and talked about the book. Unspoken was my favourite book to write and I was really happy writing it, and I just wanted to talk about it all the time. ;) This meant I mentioned in a few different places, among other things, that I was writing a book that included ladies who loved ladies, and that generally I wanted to see more of that in YA. I didn’t go into any details, I mostly just went ‘wurble wurble laaaaaadies.’

One reader who’d been very kind about the Demon’s Lexicon series assumed that I was talking about different characters in the Lynburn Legacy than the characters I was talking about. When she read Unspoken she was disappointed. She was hurt, and discussed that publicly, and I felt horrible she was hurt, and like I had done a horrible thing. I also believe she didn’t read the rest of the Lynburn Legacy, which is a shame as she loved the Demon’s Lexicon series and obviously the Lynburn Legacy has far more about ladies and ladies loving ladies in it (not that I don’t like TDL… because I do! My two serieseses are just doing different stuff).

I’m not sorry I wrote my story the way I did, because I like my story. But I blame myself for talking about the story to the extent I did. I’m really sorry I publicly talked about representation in any way more specific than ‘I try to write stories that have some’–because representation is a fraught issue, and so important, and when that collides with people having certain expectations of literature or characters it can get very messy, and people can get hurt.

I do not enjoy talking people out of reading, or into hating, my books. I enjoy hurting people even less.

I have a friend who vaguely heard about the racist outcry over Idris Elba being cast as Heimdall in the Thor movies, and he went into the movie confidently expecting Thor to be black. He was very excited.

His viewing experience went like this:

FRIEND: So, this blond guy gets thrown out, and they elect a new Thor. Black Thor.

FRIEND: This movie has been going on for a while. They are not going to have enough time to properly introduce our black Thor.

FRIEND: THIS MOVIE WAS RUBBISH! WHERE IS BLACK THOR?!

(I was sorry for his pain. I too think Idris Elba would be an amazing Thor. But the movie wasn’t ruined for me the same way, because I didn’t have expectations for something I didn’t get.)

I have thought about maybe being more specific, so there wouldn’t be misapprehensions, but I’ve seen that backfire with other authors.

AUTHOR: Character B will be gay.

READERS: Oh that seems bad. He seems very stereotypical. 

AUTHOR: Well, I think he has many layers but you haven’t read about him yet so I understand that you haven’t seen them… crap.

I’ve also seen:

AUTHOR: Character C will be bisexual.

READERS: Character C is my favourite LGBTQ character.

(That seems actually way worse, because–oh wow, you’d be bound to let the readers down!) 

There’s all sorts of specifics about your books you probably shouldn’t talk about before the books come out, and I’ve come slowly to believe representation is one of them.  

I totally understand if people disagree with me. It does counterintuitive to say: I won’t talk about representation before the book is out, because I used to think I definitely should talk about it. I thought: oh, if I tell people, the readers I want will want to read these books. I myself am always thankful to get a heads-up about representation!

For instance, I remember watching the pilot of Teen Wolf. I guess I was having a bad day, because I had a tantrum in the middle.

SARAH: Turn it off! Turn it off, I dislike these werewolves, and that guy Stilo is unfortunate in the face!

I turned it off. Some months later, I saw on the internet that there was a cool gay character in Teen Wolf called Danny, who was not stereotypical and was cute. And because I do not get enough representation in my genre media, I thought to myself: ‘OK, self! Time to give those werewolves a second chance!’ And I did, and I liked the show, and Danny is very cute, and Stiles (OOPS) turned out to be one of my favourite characters and totally OK in the facialur region.  

But you know, the showrunner of Teen Wolf did not tell me about Danny. Other viewers told me about Danny. 

In the last analysis, it seems best (to me, your mileage may vary!) to leave it up to the viewers/readers to say what’s there, and how they felt about it. 

Another way things get messy is not just misapprehensions that happen, but the fact that books change as you’re writing them. If someone had asked me while I was writing Unspoken if we would get a lesbian character’s PoV I would have said ‘Yes, absolutely, we’ll get the PoV of a lesbian character.’ I’d written it! But it’s not in the final books. (The PoV of a bi character, still in there, but they are different characters and one PoV doesn’t make up for the absence of the other.) If I’d done that, I would have lied to my readers in a really harmful way.  

Writing books means taking the risk of hurting people–doing almost anything does, but minimising the hurt to others is my goal. And once I’ve hurt people in a certain way, I do really try to learn and not do that again.

This was a very difficult decision for me, because I LOVE telling people stories and I want to tell them every detail I think they might be interested in. Whenever one of my friends asks me what I am writing, they have to brace themselves for a play-by-play of the story, with acting out of my favourite scenes and word-for-word dialogue I’m planning to write and extravagant hand gestures.

SARAH: And then they suspect her of MURDER-

FRIEND: Stop everybody is looking at you.

SARAH: And the SECRET MONSTER-

FRIEND: We’ve been in this restaurant five hours. I have appointments. I have a life!

I’m sorry! I hope this is not a weenie answer! I really am thinking all the time about how to make my books the best they can be, and how to behave myself online in the best way I can.

I am SO HAPPY that you think I did a good enough job with Holly and Angela (Holla!) that you’d like to see more. I’m so grateful you’re interested enough in Tell the Wind and Fire to ask, because I know you all have to wait a super long time for TTW&F, and I am always dreading you will all forget about me and go away! I’m so glad you asked, and I reallio trulio appreciate it.

shewastaken  asked:

Since I liked the haunted house blurb, I'm back again with another prompt (sick of me yet :3) it's kinda a daddy 5sos blurb with them getting ready for halloween with their wife&kids. Well that's it for now. Byeeeee ^_^

I could never get sick of you, darling. And dADDY 5SOS IS MY FAV WHOA OK HERE WE GO [btw, can you tell I like nerdy Halloween costumes? Oops]

So, daddy Ashton would totally want to go all out with a traditional Halloween because at three years old, your daughter is finally old enough to remember it. So he would buy a huge pumpkin and set it on the kitchen counter while you stood out of his way with baby girl perched on your hip, watching daddy carve a classic jack o’ lantern. And when the knife slipped and sliced his fingers he would drop a rather loud f-bomb, which you would gasp and he would just turn to baby girl with huge eyes and grab her little face and be all like, “never repeat that baby, daddy said a very bad word and pretty little girls should never use language like that.” and you’d be trying so hard not to laugh, because baby irwin’s innocence is a very serious matter.

Daddy Calum would want to take you and your five year old son to all kinds of Halloween parties, so he would know you all needed great costumes. So one day the three of you would make a trip to the mall’s Halloween store, and of course your little man would instantly gravitate towards the superhero costumes, while Calum would point out a sexy policy officer outfit and jokingly suggest you get it, and when you slapped him your little boy would yell “Mommy, it’s not nice to hit people!” so you would apologize and suggest that you let little dude pick his costume, and then you and Calum would just go with his theme. So eventually your baby boy would pick up a Captain America suit and look up at you with puppy eyes, but then Calum (who is also a child sometimes) would start an argument over who got to be Cap, but of course your son wins and you and Cal end up going as Black Widow and Falcon respectively (not that Calum is complaining, because he still gets to see you in a skintight body suit).

Daddy Luke would be serving pancakes to his six year old son and four year old daughter one morning when he casually asked if either of them had though about what they want to be for Halloween, and little boy hemmings would say that he wants to be Batman, so Luke gives him a high five because Batman is cool, but then baby girl would say she wants to be Robin so that she can be a superhero just like her brother, and Luke would pout and argue with her because he wants to dress his little girl up like a pretty princess and “what about going as Elsa, I thought you liked Frozen,” but baby girl is very firm that she wants to be tough and strong like her big brother, and besides, she went as Sleeping Beauty last year, and everyone knows that Luke’s little girl gets whatever she wants so he eventually gives in, and that’s how you end up taking Batman and “Princess Robin” (because she had added a tiara to her costume just to make her daddy happy) trick or treating, with Luke dressed as the Joker and you as his Harley Quinn.

You and Michael would have all these elaborate Halloween plans, which all went out the window when you went into labor two weeks before the big night. So when Halloween rolled around, you were still recovering from giving birth and your tiny baby girl still looked all pink and wrinkly, so you made a family decision to celebrate from the comfort of your own couch this year. Even though it was just the three of you, Michael would want it to be perfect because it’s his baby’s first Halloween, so he would put up spooky decorations in your living room and rent tons of Halloween movies. And you would end up yelling at him for trying to feed your newborn candy corn, and he would pout when you took her from him, only for her to almost immediately start crying. And Michael would just smirk at you because “see, she likes me better now give her back” and you would just sigh because this child is going to be a little pain in the neck just like her dad but you loved them both anyway.