ok really i'm going to bed now

i had a request a little while back for charlie making nick flustered so. here you go

If you should be the last autumn leaf hanging from the tree

I’ll still be here, waiting on the breeze, to bring you down to me.

And if it takes forever, forever it’ll be.

And if it takes forever, forever it’ll be.


the calendar // panic! at the disco

I just had the absolute most vivid dream I’ve ever had and it was about dnp coming out… bare with me

it was on younow, they did a joint one. the camera was on a table or something and the image was slightly tinted orange for some reason, maybe it was was later at night for them idk. They were both leaning over the phone, their heads taking up the whole frame almost. Phil’s head was resting against Dan’s cheek and it was squishing it; after a few seconds dan pulled back a bit and gave Phil a look where his eyes were wide but like he looked excited and his lips kind of curled inwards and he was smirking a bit. they then fell back onto wherever they were sitting which i guess was a bed or something and Dan was leaning over Phil. at this point Dan put his hands on the sides of Phil’s face and just like leant down and kissed him. it was just a peck but he ended the broadcast right after it.

i normally wouldn’t write something like this,,, but this was one of the weirdest dreams I’ve ever had. my dreams are always random and are never about real life situations, and I’ve never had a dream that felt as real as that one. it was so weird that i woke up straight after and thought it had actually happened (you have no idea how confused i was when i came on tumblr and nobody was talking about it). Also, it was odd because I remember dreaming about just watching the regular liveshow… like I was aware the dream was happening when it was just them there talking to us. even that part of the dream was a bit distorted though, but the end part just felt so real. in the dream as soon as it happened, I closed my laptop and laid down on the floor and just said “yep. there it is” and then got really happy and excited and rolled over and put my face in my hands. which is another weird thing, as I’ve never seen myself in a dream before.

tl;dr i had a really vivid realistic dream that Dan and Phil kissed on younow

What a strange way to wake up. Opened my eyes, and the first thing my gaze hit upon was my water spray bottle. I use it to refresh the curls in my hair sometimes. But when I saw it I didn’t think about my hair. I thought, “I got that bottle back when Mom was still alive. I’ve had that for more than six years then. A long time to have a plastic spray bottle.” And it is. A long time for her to have been gone. Strange the way the grief has unexpected refrains.

Think I will lay back down and hope the second rising will be brighter. I know I can use more sleep, and I’m wearing my hair straight today anyhow.

In case you were wondering how damn tired I’ve been these past couple of days:

My friend almost convinced me to do an M.A. with her.

Abroad. Where one (!!!) year costs like 30K dollars.

Instead of our cosy like 3,800 dollars per year for an M.A.

I don’t really know what’s the worst part of this, really

Me almost agreeing to do an M.A.? That requires writing a thesis? Me almost agreeing to live abroad for a year for said M.A.? Me almost agreeing to pay 30k DOLLARS for this horror? Your pick.

Point is, I’m really deadass tired. Pls don’t ask me for favours when I’m deadass tired, for it’s almost impossible for me to refuse.

Black and Gold


That time on Jimmy Kimmel when Matt & Channing united in a pre-game fist-bump and a post-game high-5! <3

Based from One Day, He Says by @moustachiopenguin 

Happy birthday Mo!! (๑ˊ͈ ॢꇴ ˋ͈)〜♡॰ॱ 11/10/15

I think I’m very late (no, I’m definitely late OTL), but better late than never ;;v;;

Credit goes to alot of people/programmes — uh— hmm…

@drawverylittle for the constant encouragement and inspiration from her own art of ODHS (rolls nYEHEHE)

Paint Tool SAI for always putting up with my kimono pattern bs even at 5am in the morning

Photoshop for saving my life with some filters

aaaand of course @moustachiopenguin for being such a wonderful person!! there’s so many things I want to say but I’m too tired from an all-nighter atm orz I hope this is to your liking and can make you feel lots nyehehehe—

anonymous asked:

Hey, sorry for bothering you. But what is the significance of Billboard reporting the breakup? Thanks :)

Hi, love! 

1. Billboard is a serious internationally acclaimed music magazine whose target isn’t exactly similar to One Direction’s so I find it really shocking that they would focus on some boybander’s break up story (it’s not even Harry!).

And the most important reason:

2. Same as People magazine, Billboard has a very special relationship with Irving Azoff - not only they got the exclusive when he signed Gwen Stefani/No Doubt (among other things) but he also ranks pretty high on their Power List every year (expect for 2013):

anonymous asked:

Yaaay, CONGRATULATIONS!!! *throws confetti everywhere* I'm soo happy for you!! :D *squeeze hug* ♥ To quote Adonis "Find someone who'll fight me for your heart, that's when I'll know he really deserves your pure heart" This came to my mind instantly and I secretly hoped that there'd be a scene like this where Alex stands up for their relationship in front of Adonis. :D Ok, I should really go to bed now. ^^ Good night! <33