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I don’t usually make Pissed/Rant posts, but this infuriates me.

As many of you people know, I do conventions on top of youtube for a living. A really really good friend of mine does conventions and commission work for her living and has been doing this as a full paid living for years. (I am not going to say her name, she asked me to keep her anonymous so I will respect her request.) She does more conventions in a year, let alone several years, than I couldn’t ever fathom so her experience with conventions including El Paso Comic Con, is very broad. 

I don’t usually make posts like this or anything concerning drama, but I want this to be known out there and have there be an awareness of this issue, cuz what happened today at El Paso Comicon is wrong, and I just wish I was there to do something about it. 

The reason why I bring this up, is because today she faced a huge ordeal at El Paso Comic Con, and this is what I came to hear about today on her facebook, and over the phone.

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My friend’s words: 

“I don’t even know how to put into words what just happened to me. I am still physically shaking. Today at El Paso Comic con I tried to bring in a pasta because I was hungry and hadn’t eaten since yesterday. I was told by staff I couldn’t bring it in so I asked to bring it in anyway because I am vegetarian and can’t eat hotdogs and chicken salads.
They brought over their main supervisors and the head lady began to harshly try to put power over me saying “cons don’t allow food you can’t” she tried to discredit me by asking how many cons I do and how many let food in.
I began to explain again to the other person about how I cannot eat certain foods and as the conversation continued I began to feel an anxiety attack coming on and tears were already happening.
THEN THIS LADY TAKES OUT HER CAMERA TO FILM ME HAVING AN ANXIETY ATTACK.
I ask her to please stop filming me. She put her phone away but surely she still recorded the rest of my conversation without my consent.
The head of the con allows me my food in but at this point I am so anxious I can’t eat.
THEN I bring my food to my friend to give hers to her and explain what happened.
THIS WOMAN FOLLOWS ME TO THE TABLE to “call me out” on lying about being the only one at my table. (I am in full panic attack mode and very upset and not ok)
I explain (while still crying) that this is not my booth and I am giving her her food and telling her what happened. (she is the only one at her booth just like she told her, but this woman falsely accused her simply to destroy her.) 
She then tells me that I have to pack up my stuff and leave the convention. I tell her that I paid for my spot and am staying. (Not just as attendant but an exhibitor with paper work, paying for her spot) She begins to scream at me to “take a chill pill” and go back to my table.
Once I’m at my table I am in such a bad shape a friend of mine HAD TO GET A MEDIC. This panic attack lasted OVER AN HOUR and I am STILL shaking.

I am utterly humiliated and heartbroken. I loved this convention but I will not be coming back now. I have not had such a terrible attack in almost a YEAR.

This is something I am scared to post on Facebook but I know it’s important to let people know what’s going on. When my service animal can’t even help me because I have nearly stopped breathing, you know there’s a problem.”

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It’s not like me to make posts about this, the only other time I have is when the issue with UltimaAlmighty happened and even then I still don’t even think he deserved the ending he got despite me telling my share of the story. but this?.., is not ok. 

I want to contact the head manager or either the convention center, or of el Paso Comic Con and report this issue about the supervisor handling a situation that should have been dealt with care, and communication, not a power trip and following her with ill intent only to make hasty accusations that she is innocent of,- so far as to induce her with the worst anxiety attack where she literally couldn’t breath. (and her service animal for emotional support rendered useless). However, my problem here is that I don’t know how to contact the head of El Paso Comic Con. Does anyone know how? My friend was wronged, and I want the head to know about what their supervisor did. 

IDK why current Marvel is so insistent on making sure Tony has no friends ever? Historically he’s done best as a character when he’s been:

A) Having a great time with his long-time well-established friends
B) Getting support from those friends
C) Saving or being saved by those friends

Like yeah, sure, ok give me so delicious “life is pain but I must overcome” Tony Stark TM self-sacrificing behaviour, but please let him have FRIENDS while it happens? Stop vagueing about it, Marvel! Just let people say they like Tony! 

Preferably to his face.

what to do if you are feeling gross

so sometimes I’m just sitting around being lazy, watching tv or getting distracted by internet things, or I’ve eaten too much or I’ve just had a super long day. and sometimes I’m even aware of how much of a blob I am being, I’m sure this happens to other people, too. anyways I wanted to share this little list to motivate me/others to stop being a blob:

1. very very first thing. shut off your internet. put all the tv and stuff out of reach. this is really important, but you will feel 100% better afterwards.

2. uncover your windows, let natural light filter in. if you can/want to open them, that’s also fantastic. it really helps lighten your mood, always makes me feel more connected with the rest of the world.

3. put on some music. it’s ok to use your phone/computer for this, but remember to just keep it away from arm’s reach. also, you can use whatever music you’d like, but I suggest something soft, like Frank Sinatra or Beegie Adair or Jack Johnson.

4. take a walk. look at the colors and plants people surround themselves with. pick out houses/buildings you like. look at the sky, listen to what’s going on around you. I don’t generally listen to music for this because I like to feel grounded when I walk, but if you’re more of a song person that’s okay, too. it’s really easy to forget how long it’s been since you’ve had some fresh air.

5. take a bath. if it’s hot out, turn on a fan and cool down the room so you’re all cosy in the water, put in some bubbles and scents. grab a book or magazine. exfoliate, do your nails, put on a face mask. throw yourself a little spa day. when you get out, put on lotion, put on new underwear and soft, comfy clothing.

6. make your favourite cup of tea or coffee, or maybe pour yourself some lemonade or just cold water is fine too.

7. go sit in a common area of your house, like a living room or dining table. if you’re not home alone and don’t want to be bothered, gently voice it to the people around you or go sit somewhere else where you feel comfortable and relaxed. just get out of the same walls, find a change of scenery. you could even leave and go to a café or a park if you’d like.

8. do some writing/doodling. whenever this happens, I always like to use a spare piece of printer paper or something not connected to a notebook so I’m less attached to it and less likely to care about the way it looks. let the pen do its own thing, don’t worry about messing up. if you feel that you’re getting frustrated, step away and do something else.

9. make some lists. this is one of my favourite pastimes. list nice things that you’ve seen recently that you think you’ll forget later on. list little details of your dreams, list things you want to do in your favourite season, list recipes you’d like to try. the possibilities are endless.

10. cook/bake something. important reminders—if you don’t find this relaxing, don’t do it!! find another hobby that you love where you can enjoy doing something productive. also, even if you’re making something fantastic, be sure not to snack too much or overeat (I’m very prone to this). you could also make something for a friend or a neighbour!! people always enjoy a heartfelt craft made by someone who cares.

11. catch up with an old friend or family member. ask them out for coffee or something, it’s always nice to talk. trust me, they will very much appreciate you reaching out.

12. write a letter to someone. you do not have to send it.

13. go to a park and look at the flowers or sit in the grass. grab a sketchbook, some sudoku, a book, a puzzle, your thoughts, or anything else you could tinker with while enjoying the fresh air. something to make your brain work a little.


there’s more, of course, but this is all I can really come up with at the moment—I hope it works! now get off that web and have a good time!!

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tfw you’re tired but it’s from doing something you love and being with your found family and being happy

i like to complain that aos!bones is so exhausted and tired and pls let him sleep but also i want to say that i think he’s happy out there in the black since he’s with those he loves and he’s helping people

anonymous asked:

what are 17 things you learned before or as you turned 17

1. pinky promises are so fucking important dude, don’t u dare break them
2. just bc ur not happy right now doesn’t mean u never will be, life has a tendency of looking up just when u have had enough
3. not everyone is gonna love u and that’s ok, the people who don’t love u don’t belong in ur life anyway
4. don’t regret anything if it made u happy like seriously cherish the fact that it made u smile and laugh and don’t regret it even if it became shit in the end bc if that’s the case then it taught u something yknow but don’t regret anything ever it takes more energy to hate and regret than it does to forgive and let go
5. this goes w number 4 kinda but everything happens for a reason like legit maybe u will never know WHY but everything is leading to something bigger and better and in 30 yrs u will be like wow that’s why that happened and it’ll all make sense
6. ur not a problem that needs to be solved don’t u dare let people make u feel like ur a burden because ur fucking not
7. u will always always always have urself ur never alone u always have yourself
8. peanut butter tastes so good when u get it right out of the jar like that’s eating it right honestly
9. mental health days are ok yknow don’t feel bad for skipping school or work or whatever bc u couldn’t get out of bed like just bc your struggle is invisible to the outside world does not mean it doesn’t exist
10. love is NOT and i repeat NOT the only thing worth living for and you shouldn’t only strive to achieve romantic love like hello platonic love is great too like love is amazing but it’s not the most important thing and it is NOT THE ONLY THING WORTH LIVING FOR!!!
11. animals will always forgive you so even if you’re having a hard time forgiving yourself just know there’s a little kitty or puppy or any animal who would love to cuddle with you and give you so much love even if you can’t give it to yourself
12. no one gets to tell you that their actions didn’t hurt you like LOL they don’t live in your body they don’t feel your feelings so if anyone ever tries to downplay the way they made u feel or belittle how u feel then u cut them off right then and fucking THERE
13. just bc ur family is blood and like,, ur family doesn’t mean you have to love them honestly sometimes the people who will hurt you the most are the people you share blood with so just remember that blood does not make a family and you don’t have to love your family because they’re your family???
14. you’re trying your best even if you don’t feel like it or even if no one else sees it man you’re giving it your all so keep trying and go at your own pace and don’t let anyone tell you it’s not good enough
15. being a teenager is fucking hard don’t let adults belittle your struggles and don’t let them blame them all on hormones like maybe some of your issues stem from hormones but some kids actually have mental illnesses??? if you’re one of them don’t let adults call you lazy and get away with it you make damn sure you tell them you are trying your fucking best and doing what you can with what you have
16. loving yourself is such an amazing thing and it takes time bc trust me i’m not there yet either but i know it’s rewarding i just know it and it’ll be great when i get there and it’ll be great when you get there
17. you’re a fucking miracle man like what the fuck sometimes you go to bed hoping you don’t wake up the next morning and sometimes you do reckless things without thinking and sometimes you don’t know what you’re doing but you’re here and you’re breathing and you’re surviving which is fucking incredible and i am so proud of you and you should be too

You can’t hurt me more - Wolverine x abused!reader

Summary : Reader had an extremely hard life and is in love with Logan…but he’s afraid that he might get her hurt and tries to break things off.

Warnings : Physical abuse, torture and stuffs. That “reader” suffered a lot.

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When Logan first met you, he was chasing his past. Was chasing “Weapon X” and anything related. He found you in one of the labs where they made people like him. Killing machines. The labs you were in wasn’t really a lab anymore. It turned into a torture chamber a long time ago. He found you,  almost dead, laying in a fetus position in the corner of a shitty cell. You were the only survivor.

He took you home with him, to the X-Mansion. There, while they took care of your severe injuries, the professor looked into your head. When he pulled away, there were tears in his eyes.

-This child…This child suffered too much…It’s inhuman…I don’t know how she’s still alive…

In your mind, he saw what happened to you. He’d never forget it, scarred for life…You were an extremely cute little girl when your world crumbled to the sea. Barely six years old. You already show signs of mutations, being able to control the four elements, water, fire, earth and air. Six years old was young for that, you were a case of science, a special one, bound to become extremely powerful. But it never happened, you were snatched from a peaceful normal life by monsters.

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Waking up, you found the spot next to you empty. Not a big surprise but it still hurt, like an idiot you had fallen for Arthur. But a man like him never stayed, to him you were just a convenient lay nothing more. There was no reason to stay, Ketch was long gone and when he needed you again he would find you.

It was always like this. Every time you hoped it would be different, but it never was. Grabbing your clothes off the floor, you quickly threw them back on not bothering to shower. Grabbing your overnight bag you headed for the door, opening it you found Arthur standing on the side, getting ready to knock.

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season 2 wishlist:

ok ok ok but imagine Alice seeing what happens to Fred. Seeing that even some of the best people get hurt for no fucking reason in this town. And everyone is trying to make a fucking witch hunt and blame the serpents but Alice suspects it wasn’t them. And we know she’s just as stubborn a journalist as Betty is when she gets a lead. And she’s not letting this one go. And you have Alice standing up for Betty against anyone who has anything to say to her daughter. And she marches her ass to jail and tells FP to get his shit together because she’s proving he’s innocent once and for all and he’s getting out of there and helping her find Fred’s killer. Imagine FP and Alice solving crimes together. Imagine FP and Alice solving crimes with 20 years worth of sexual tension between them. Imagine FP and Alice looking at Betty and Jughead and wistfully seeing themselves in their kids. They got it right. They’re not going to let anything pull them apart or mess everything up. And then they (with the help of Bughead, ofc) find Fred’s killer but they find that they like solving mysteries together and so, just imagine, IMAGIIIIIINE, they decide it’s time. To go find their son.

My Queen

Reader x Klaus Mikaelson

(NOT MY GIF)

*requested

Imagine: You went to Camille’s birthday party, where you had a lovely night, but, on the way back to your house, a bad guy gets to you. Lucky for you, you have an Original to your hero.

Word Count: 3K 

The night in New Orleans was pretty darn cold when you left your building to walk towards the Rousseau’s in order to celebrate Camille’s birthday. She had invited you a week ago and said it would be only a small gathering of friends, which was why you agreed on going. Otherwise, since you hated the idea of huge parties (they were incredibly loud and filled with inconvenient people), it was very likely you would blow this thing off.

A shudder invaded your body and you tried warm yourself by rubbing your hands on the gift you were carrying. It was just a couple of psychology books, nothing special, but the kind your friend would appreciate it. Matter fact, the blonde was so sweet that she would not mind it if you swung by empty handed.

One particular circumstance bothered you, though. Cami became friends, a while ago, with a very… Different man. Klaus Mikaelson, the guy’s name, was new in town when he met her. Yet, she soon was converted to his favourite obsession. The man followed her to work and home, completely taking out her privacy. It was an abusive, sick thing. So, one day, the words just slipped, asking why O'Connell would not get a restraining order or so, forbidding him to keep harassing her. The woman softly smiled, padding on your back, and said it was complicated, nearly useless, to do that.

And, for short period of time, you got yourself wondering why would Camille say something like that. However, considering no one eased your doubt, you decided it was time you did your own research, so that you would discover what was his secret, why no one seemed to have the strength to fight him off. It was when Klaus noticed you, a witty tiny human who had the guts to look upon his past. Of course he would develop interest on you. It was so clear now… The man was keen to people who challenged him, who intrigued him, which was exactly what you offered.

Unfortunately, his crush on you was not what concerned you. Oh, no. That was the least of your problems… What really troubled you was your own feelings. Because, ever since he started to fancy you, Klaus Mikaelson had been a true gentleman. Sending lovely gifts alongside breath taking letters, also, any time the man approached you, your heart started to race on your chest. Your cheeks turned red and, heck, you started to stutter. It was ridiculous.

A stupid tune began to play, announcing a call. You swiftly snatched the phone out of your back pocket, answering it right away.

“Hello?” You said, glancing over the pub that was only a few inches far from where you stood.

Are you running late?” A tender voice asked, gently.

“Oh, hi, Cami. No. Actually, I’m just outside the Rousseau’s.”

Ah, then I guess this was one hell of unnecessary call.

“There’s no problem.” You giggled, happily. “Uh, I should hang up. I’m coming in.”

“OK!”

Her voice ceased and you watched yourself pondering before getting inside. What if he was in there? Standing with his cocky smirk and a glass of whiskey in one hand? Or what if today was the day? The day when you would let it all go and just accept the love Klaus said he had for you? So many unresolved issues haunting your mind… You felt like you were about burst.

It was no time to be a coward, though, so you swallowed your fear and took another step towards the place.

“Hey!” The blonde cheered, seeing you standing by the door. “Come on in. Everyone is waiting!”

Camille dragged you to the bar, where a bunch of her friends were. So far, Davina was the only one you recognised. She waved at you and a hint of smile curved her lips. The brown haired girl was such a nice kid, despite all the pain and loss she had to face. You admired her for that.

Your attention was soon stolen by the awesome bartenders who were fixing up cool drinks. Two seconds after that, Cami babbled an excuse and went to back to stock your gift among the others she had received, leaving you all alone.

“May I keep you company?” A deep voice whispered, making you jitter. “It’s sad to see a beautiful lady like yourself so alone at a party.”

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Allura Ship Week 2k17!

Hey, y’all and welcome to Allura Ship Week!

What is this?

Allura Ship Week is a week dedicated to all ships that include our favorite space princess, Allura! This is a ship inclusive week, meaning that all ships, so long as they include Allura, are welcome! (Yes, this includes poly Allura relationships! Rejoice!) The type of content you make is 100% up to you, whether it’s fanart, fanfic, edits, a fanvideo, a fanmix, a list of headcanons, cosplay, whatever floats your spaceship!

Are there any rules?

Why, yes, thank you for asking! The rules are as follows:

1) No character or ship hate. I won’t tolerate that kind of thing during a week that’s supposed to celebrate our lovely Allura and to give her lots of lovin’.
2) Nothing not safe for work, meaning nothing p*rn related or overtly sexual, nor any gore. You can be suggestive, but please keep things at least pg-13.
3) Side pairings are allowed, but the main focus must be on Allura and her relationship(s). Everything will be tagged, so if there is certain content you wish to avoid, you can easily block the tag!

Cool, so when is this happening?

TBA, but likely sometime in July!

Ok ok, so what are the prompts?

So, this is my first time making a ship week, and things are a bit more complicated since this isn’t a ship specific week, but a week dedicated to ships involving a specific character. Because of this, I’m 100% open to suggestions from all of you! Do you think I should dedicate each day to a specific ship? Or do you think I should go the usual route and have prompts that people can simply fill with whichever Allura ship they want? Let me know what you think I should do!

I’ll be making another post in the future when I have solid dates and prompts. Until then, feel free to message me with any questions or ideas!

The help I didn't ask part 5

‘Oh fuck quiznak mierda’ Lance was cursing in all the languages he knew Hunk notice he sneak out now how he was suppose to explain where he was to Hunk “ummm I was” Lance didn’t knew what to say and his nervous grew when he saw Hunk lift an eyebrow Hunk was Lance best friend he wasn’t a violent guy but he got a sixth sense he knew when something was wrong it was imposible to hide something from Hunk once he got the hint of it and he just got a huge hint with Lance suddenly disappearance at the middle of the night ‘damn it McClain say something’ Lance thought to himself “i was…” Lance repeat “you were..?” Hunk said moving his hand pushing Lance to keep talking “ummmm on a moon” Lance wasn’t lying he was on a moon but he wasn’t alone if he was lucky enough that would satisfied Hunk “uh-hu with who?” Hunk ask ‘fuck’ it was the only thing Lance could say ‘great now what I can’t lie to Hu-oh quiznak he’s getting closer" Lance thought “is that…a hickey?” Hunk said staring at Lance neck “no is not” Lance say visibly sweating “yes it is….is right on top on that ‘allergic reaction’ on your neck”!Hunk said “and talking about that shouldn’t be gone by now’ when Hunk got close enough he could see Lance hurt shoulder there where two of them a bite mark and a cut “Lance what happen to your shoulder!?” Hunk ask, Lance was staring to feel sick ‘of all of the people in this ship it has to be Hunk the one who saw me sneak outright Lance thought “Lance take your shirt off” Hunk said “what?! No! Why would I?!” Lance act very defensive “ so you’re injured?” Hunk said “I’m not!” Lance answers raising his voice “ok buddy I’m worry about you and if I have to make it this way to be able to help you then let it be SHIRO!!!” Hunk scream calling Shiro like a litter boy calling his dad. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Not even a minute after Hunk scream Shiro and the rest of the team walk in the kitchen “what’s wrong” Allura ask “Lance is injured and his keeping it to himself” Hunk said walking to the team “Im not injured” Lance answers “then why do you make such a drama on taking you shirt” Hunk said turning at Lance “Because there’s no necessity of me taking my shirt off” Lance said almost yelling “Lance! If what you say is true and you"re not injured then you have no opposite of us checking you like a regular check” shiro said “there’s really no necessity of this guys c'mom” Lance said “oh and guess what Lance sneak out last night and just arrive” Hunk said “you what?!” Keith said looking at Lance “what were you doing?” Keith ask “nothing of your business mullet” Lance said “Lance take your shirt of that’s an order” shiro said this time Lance didn’t say anything he just stare at his team without listening to Shiro’s order but while he didn’t notice pidge sneek behind him and took his phone and run back to the team “HEY THAT’S MINE!” Lance said getting panic, pidge didn’t listen to Lance and she just unlock the phone, head straight to the message and read them out loud to the whole team “why the hell don’t you answer?, where are you now, come over here right now, there’s no sense on hiding, you know I know where you are, why the fuck did you hang, I’ve call you two times already, answers the fucking phone” and pidge continue reading all those message one by one “who’s texting you all this stuffs?” The number on Lance phone was like unknown Lotor told him to put him like that “Lance now I’m dead serious take your shirt off” the team could already know what was happening but Lance still refuse to let them confirm the obvious “I’m fine” Lance said and that was enough to make Keith blow “you know what if you wanna make it the hard way alright” Keith walk to Lance grab both of his wrists and lift them over his head then lift his shirt all the way up to them and tie the shirt on Lance writs “LANCE OH MY GOD!” Allura said at seeing Lance hurt body, Keith back off with a horror face at seeing Lance body all cover in scratches, burns, cuts, bruises, one or two Hickeys and bite marks then shiro walk to Lance and turn him around to see his backs it was worse it look like he was some electric belt punishment victim.
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“Lance how did this happen?” Pidge ask by she only got answers with silence “Coran get a healing pot ready” Allura said “that’s not necessary” Lance said immediately “not necessary my ass” Keith said “Keith language” shiro try to keep the calm “No! Shiro look those are not by accident or on a fight that’s from someone who had access to hurt Lance without problem” Shiro couldn’t keep Keith calm and if he was honest he wasn’t trying “Lance who did this to you” Keith ask looking at Lance but before Lance could answers his phone ring he just turn at pidge who still had his phone “well looks like ‘unknown is calling” pidge hand the phone to Keith who didn’t hesitate on answers “hello who’s this!?” Keith was furious and the person in the other side of the phone hang “Lance who was calling” Lance knew what was going to happen Lotor was going to beat him up “it doesn’t matter anymore I’m dead anyway” Lance was tearing and shaking in front of everyone “princess the healing pot is ready” Coran said walking in the room “c'mom let’s get you heal and then you tell us who did his to you alright” Keith said walking Lance by his shoulders Lance got in the healing pit and they just had to wait.
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“Oh for all my stars” Coran said “what’s wrong?” Keith stand up from the floor “Lance is worse than we thought he have two broken ribs and an infected cut” coran said “is he gonna be out soon” Hunk ask “well he treat most of his injures so yeah he should be out in a couple of hours” coran answered, the team wait the hours they had to wait until the pot realizes Lance letting him fall in Keith’s arms “mmmm” Lance felt better safe and warm, Keith hold him like that for at least 10 ticks then he help Lance to sit down “now Lance who was the one who call” Keith answers surprisedly calm Lance remain silence “it’s alright Lance take your time” shiro said Lance was formulating the words he was trying to say in his head but before he could say them the castle alarm sound it was the galra attacking “PALADINS WE NEED YOU ALL IN YOUR POSITIONS” Allura call from the castle speakers “we will continue this on a while ok Lance?” Keith said and Lance nod they both head to the control room and help defense the castle, Lance knew that ship that was Lotor’s ship ‘how did he found me so soon?’ Lance was questioning
{“you out a tracker on my phone?” Lance ask “oh no no no no I put it on you” Lotor answered} Lance had a flash back ‘the chip!’ Lance reach the back of his neck and feel the chip it was so hot it was defiantly functioning they had to land the castle and fight and they did, the whole team got outside and fight against the crew that was coming close to the castle Lance was fighting on his side when he notice Lotor aiming at Keith Lance run to Lotor grab his gun “LOTOR STOP IT!!” And push it up so it will be a shot to the air the sound of the shot made the paladins turn to Lance and Lotor, there where no more soldiers to fight but the team couldn’t move they saw Lance stand in front of Lotor looking at him shaking and sweating “Lance…let got my gun” Lotor order “No!” Lance said pulling Lotor’s gun out of his hand and throwing it away “if you get that thing back you will hurt my team” Lance said he was confronting Lotor for the first time, he was scare but at the same time he felt lightweight like he just taking a bunch of weight off him “So? That’s the point” Lotor said “I want to hurt them” Lance stare at him “you can hurt me, fight me, even kill me if that’s what you want…but let them out of this” Lance said and the team was shook they didn’t understand what Lance was saying “so they know” Lotor said and Lance turn pale “oh they don’t” pidge was the first to understand “Lance you did not!” Pidge scream “yes he did green paladin” Lotor said, he grab Lance by the shoulder and hit him with his knee on his stomach “ugh” Lance was breathless but he was still standing “The blue paladín right here” Lotor said grabing Lance checks together and pulling him closer “has been dating me for how long gorgeous? 8 months wasn’t it” Lotor said letting out a laugh “how did you think I was able to find you so fast?” Lotor said this time hitting Lance and make him fall to the floor “8 months wow Lance that’s a pretty long time of being betraying your ‘friends’ isn’t it? ” Lotor said getting in one knee and pulling Lance from his hair to look up “look at their faces Lance look how they’re looking at you” Lotor said and Lance look up, he was already expecting what he saw the face of everyone was horror Lance could tell Hunk wanted to throw up and who could blame him even Lance wanted to throw up “man I wonder if they’re gonna let you be a paladin after they know our little secret” Lotor whisper to Lance ear before hitting lance against the floor making his forehead bleed.
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“Get up!” Lotor order “….” Lance did after a moment of silence and there he was standing up with his forehead bleeding and still breathless “What a good boy Lance maybe I’m gonna reward you today” Lance knew what his reward was and he couldn’t believe he used to like it Lance wasn’t blind anymore yes he was still emotionally messed up but he wasn’t blind anymore he knew his position he was on a toxic relationship and he had to end it Lance was decided to turn around and hit Lotor when his insecurities kick in 'what is gonna happen after this?’, 'what is everyone gonna say oh god what are they gonna do to me’ , I just have to take a look at their faces they’re horrify oh god what if they kick me out?’, 'I don’t deserve to be a paladin after what i did’, 'oh god what have I done?!’ All those negative thought where crossing Lance mind petrifying his body and Lotor notice so did his team “I know what you’re thinking
Lance and you’re right they hate you right now” Lotor said this time loud enough so the team would hear “after all….I will always be the only one who actually love and care about you” Lotor said but a second later “THAT’S NOT TRUE!” Keith voice cut the air like a knife

To be continue

( I can’t feel my fingers…alright guys that will be all for today but don’t worry the next episode will be tomorrow and there’s gonna be some smut I’m gonna try my best because this time that smut scene is necessary for the story and like I say in the last chapter because it was too short I will make this was longer and damn I did haha however I hope you guys like it bye bye)

discourse i fucking hate the sudden weird warped attitude on this hellsite abt new things where no one wants to admit that its just rehashed cringe culture

like Every Single Fucking Time something new comes out tht people are interested in theres a slew of “WAIT FOR TUMBLR TO RUIN THIS!!!!” and “[insert character] IS THE NEW SANS UNDERTALE/ONCELER” and other shit like that and its like. fuck

these r also the same fuckin people who talk abt hating mainstream cringe culture n its like wtf do yall think ur doing !!!!! all youre doing is making people embarrassed to like a thing or a character and scaring them off from getting into it bc they dont wanna be seen as weird or cringey !!! thats literally all youre doing !! its not cute or funny or #relatable !! like fuck man let people enjoy things !!!

Minhyun Angst Scenario

Author’s Note: Ok so 3 people asked for an angst scenario with Minhyun and I’ve been having the hardest time trying to thing of one to make it into a long writing, so I’m just going to make it into a bullet point scenario because Minhyun is literally so sweet I can’t think of having arguments with him,,, srry if this is bad bcuz im just gonna go on a whim without having to worry about grammar lol


Originally posted by tokkimingi


  • ok so we all know how sweet minhyun is so being in an angsty situation would be a rare occurrence 
  • but when these do happen, it would usually be something really serious;; the relationship not working out, lack of understanding each other n stuff
  • TW: hyperventilation ( its a sensitive topic for some people out there )
  • OK LET THE IMAGINATION BEGIN
  • non-idol!au just to make things  a little more comfy & have different problems besides the relationship problems that can rise when dating an idol
  • if that sounded confusing im clarifying that minhyun is NOT an idol for this scenario
  • you & minhyun have been dating for a while and have even been living together 
  • but problems rise as you notice that minhyun has been acting strangely more distant
  • you know he didnt talk about his feelings alot unless you asked him, then he would always say if u asked
  • but recently whenever you asked him whats on his mind, he would tell you not to worry and would switch the convo topic to something else as if nothing happened
  • this went on for a couple days until you told him that he needed to really tell him what was going on with him because you were concerned that he was trying to solve some sort of conflict on his own or keeping a secret
  • you felt a pang in ur chest because he looked annoyed when you asked him to seriously talk
  • because of that look he had, you already felt like crying because you really didn’t know what to expect
  • it was really late at night and the two of you were sitting at the dinner table
  • the mood felt heavy and you were fidgeting a lot since you were so anxious
  • minhyun was sitting across the table from u, looking down at his hands that were folded together until he sighed and slowly turned his gaze up to look at you
  • you jumped when you saw him look at you and you kept fiddling with your  hands under the table
  • “y/n i need you to listen to me carefully. i’m just going to say my honest feelings.”
  • you felt your heart drop already and you tried to hold back ur tears, clenching your hands together, anticipating what he would say to you
  • “i think we should break up” he said slowly, trying to look you in the eye multiple times, but he fails to and looks down at his hands again
  • you start crying instantly and you try to suppress it by covering your mouth with your hand and bending over in your chair.
  • “im really sorry y/n” you hear, his voice breaking a little as he was also trying to hold back from crying
  • You rose your head up and looked at him with your red, teary eyes 
  • “Why?” the word that kept repeating in your head and the only word that you could say to him
  • he didn’t like the sight of you in pain and his fist clenched a little when you looked at him
  • “its… harsh, but… i just fell out of love, y/n. it isnt your fault. its just me.” he explained, finally looking you straight in the eyes
  • you couldnt believe what he was saying
  • fell out of love? if he fell out of love then wouldn’t be my fault? i dont understand. my head… it hurts so much. why is it hard to breath?” multiple thoughts were running through your head and you held your hand to your chest, clenching at your shirt
  • the words “why” couldnt stop running through your mind and your head started to lower slowly and your breathing was getting shorter and faster
  • Minhyun watched with worried eyes and got up from his chair and slowly inched closer to you with his arm raised a little to reach out to you
  • “Y/N? Are you okay?” he asked with worried eyes, crouching down in attempt to see your face
  • you were scared. you didnt know what was happening anymore. your mind went to dark places and you couldnt control your breathing. tears were rolling down your face, your eyes quickly moving in different directions, your chest quivering, and your teeth clenching.
  • you were clearly freaking out. you didnt know that something like this would do this to you
  • you clenched your eyes shut and started whimpering, hunching over to the point where your chest was touching your thighs 
  • minhyun saw how your breaths became short and frantic and he immediately stood in front of you to straighten your body so that you could breath easier
  • he grabbed your face with both of his hands and stared at you, “Y/n open your eyes. please” his voice sounded desperate and you could feel as his hands shook when he held your face
  • you slowly opened your eyes, seeing a blurry image of minhyun in front of you, the tears blocking your vision
  • he started wiping away your tears with his thumb, avoiding poking your eye out 
  • “please, y/n calm down. i dont want to see you like this” he said with a shaky voice, basically on the brink of crying as well. “take deep breaths with me” he said and started to create a slow, steady rhythym of breaths, not breaking eye contact with you
  • your breaths were still quick as you tried taking deep breaths, but minhyun started to rub your face with his hand, still keeping the steady breaths he started. 
  • you tried your best, but the words that minhyun said to you before this all happened kept replaying in your mind, causing you to go back to those same frantic breathing
  • minhyun’s face changed completely when you started to go back to that quick breathing and the tears that he tried so hard to fight back finally started to fall from his eyes
  • he obviously wanted to stay strong for you so that he could calm you down 
  • “y/n p-please…” he begged, his words being choked back
  • he bent down a little to hug so, your head resting on his shoulder as he softly held you in his arms, his hand placed upon the back of your head and the other under your arm, slowly petting your back
  • you were shocked at the sudden hug, but it surprisingly helped your breathing calm down and you slowly pulled your shaky arms to hug him back
  • your frantic breathing turned into sobbing and you rubbed your face into his shoulder
  • he was relieved that your quick breathing was reduced down to crying, but he still held you tightly in your arms, softly crying
  • minhyun was quick to recover from crying and he let go of you to face you
  • he smiled, his eyes red, looking at you, who was still crying, sniffling loudly, holding minhyun’s hand tightly
  • he reached over and grabbed a napkin that was on the table and started to dab at your face, drying the tears.
  • you looked at his handsome face as he wiped at yours which only made you cry more because the thought of him leaving you was too much to bear
  • he laughed a little when you started you cry more and got close to you to place a kiss on your forehead
  • “once you stop crying, then we can talk.” he said and grabbed another napkin because the first one was drenched from the tears he was drying before
  • you eventually calm down to where you were only sniffling and minhyun hands you a glass of water and drinks out of his own cup since he also cried
  • you both start talking about your relationship and minhyun explained to you why he fell out of love and you guys realize that most of those problems are things that could easily be fixed if you both worked together to make it better ( communication is key in a relationship ;) )
  • you end up avoiding an emotionally horrific breakup with minhyun, going to bed to prepare for the next day that will be filled with new efforts to keep the happy moments that started this whole relationship in the beginning 

Lance and Allura Friendship Headcannons

•Lance makes sure to learn all of Alluras little ticks so he can help her because she won’t reach out for help
•He’ll bring her food and water and brush her hair out while she works to keep her from getting too stressed
•sometimes when they can’t sleep lance will teach allura different hair styles from earth (i.e, types of braids, ponytails stuff like that)
•Allura shows him Altean hairstyles
•Lance asks about different types of Altean clothing
•she explains and they play dress up while the others are on a small mission
•Lance supports her decisions, but if they’re not completely safe he’ll try and help make a sounder plan
•She puts makeup on Lance at least one
•Lance loved it, everyone else was very confused
•Lance convinced Allura Godzilla is real
•She wants to travel to earth to save them from godzilla
•The team has to explain that it’s just a movie
•Allura doesn’t find the movie trope funny
•Coran relates godzilla to a house pet on Altea
•Allura will spar with Lance when they have some down time because he wants to get better
•and he knows Allura needs to let off some steam sometimes too
•Lance will stay up late with Allura and just listen as she talks about everything that happened to her
•he understands that what happened to her people is still a very fresh memory to her and let’s her talk to him
•They love and cherish eachother ok
•Best friends
•Allura starts to find Lances’ pick up lines more endearing when she learns it’s not him wanting to “pick her up” but it makes him think of family
•She tells him he reminds her of her cousin
•They talk about their family
•They think of eachother as siblings soon enough

anonymous asked:

You know, sometimes you say things jokingly about sheith, but really - if you had to pinpoint your interest or why you believe in them, what would it be?

I’m not sure I’m getting this question..

Like what makes me think there’s actually something there?

It’s mostly just my wishful thinking haha. (I think it can be a really amazing thing if they go that way specifically with Keith and Shiro, for so many reasons. But sadly I’m aware the world might not be there just yet :\ )

Hmm I dunno, I have to say that what stands out to me most is that there’s something a bit “extra” to their relationship? Like, all their scenes would have been totally brotherly in nature if it wasn’t for that one weird tiny extra little detail they added to it for some reason.. Not sure how to explain it.

Like I think Keith and Shiro act more like exes that want to get back together but can’t say it, than two bros or two friends? haha.

And like alot of their scenes have like kinda romantic themes to them? Like Keith being Shiro’s knight in shining armor all the time, fate bringing them back together, watching a sunset by the fire for no fucking reason..  Like stuff you would usually see in romantic plot lines and not like “mentor/student” “big bro/lil bro” relationships. (I dunno, if either of them was a girl, would anyone think this is not like the obvious romantic plot line? (Which btw I guess can also work for Keith and Lance haha))

But I guess jokes and reaching aside, these are the things that really do make me think there might be something there:

  • Keith’s introduction. The first things that are established about his character (badass, loves this Shiro guy, Shiro’s savior)
  • The Keith sneaking away after looking at Shiro thing (just a super odd thing to show?)
  • EVERYTHING about “Across the Universe” (ok seriously, that episode was so gay it actually makes some straight fanboys uncomfortable and it’s hilarious haha)
  • Keith’s expressions and voice when he talks to Shiro (yeah.. not brotherly..)
  • The way their hug was framed
  • And I guess also the big focus on their relationship so early on in the show? I mean relationships in stories can’t stay in status quo, they have to develop or evolve during the story somehow, and Keith and Shiro start off with a very strong relationship already. So you kinda have to wonder where can it evolve from here? In most cases the strong relationships that are established at the beginning will go towards conflict (between the characters, about one of the characters) or death of one of the characters, but sometimes it can also be something like best friends to lovers kind of thing. Anyway, that relationship was made to stand out from the start for some reason..

And I guess that’s it? (And I’m only looking at what’s in the show and not like outside of it)

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Daryl x Reader - Do it for her (Request)

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Daryl x Reader

Requested by anon:  Hey! Can you please write an imagine with where the reader is young and have depression and daryl starts to help her with that because he loves her but he’s insecure about the age difference, sorry if it’s too much!

I hope you like it ;)

P.s: Reader is Beth and Maggie’s sister (and she’s legal)

ENGLISH IS NOT MY FIRST LANGUAGE SO, SORRY FOR EVENTUAL GRAMMATICAL ERRORS.

She’s gone

How could it be?

Everything were going just fine, she was safe, the trade went smoothly and she was finally into my arms.

“Now we just need Noah”

After those words everything happened so fast.

Beth left my arms and walked toward that police officer, stabbing her with a pair of scissors.

Before I could elaborate what just happened, I hear a shoot and in a moment Beth fell to the ground…dead.

That’s something I will never forget…the death of my baby sister.

———————————————————————————————————————————————–

Since we arrived in Alexandria I wasn’t the same as before.

Everybody do something: Daryl helps Aaron recruiting people, Glenn and Tara go out scavenging…even Maggie, my older sister somehow recovered and start help out Alexandria’s people.

I spend days in bed doing nothing at all.

Every time I close my eyes I see the moment of her death, it was just too much to handle!

Suddenly I hear a knock on the door

“Come in”

“Hey…I thought I could bring you somethin’ to eat”

It was Daryl.

Me and Daryl get closer after Beth’s death…closer than we were before.

Since we arrived here, I closed myself into a room, everybody came to see how I were doing, trying to help me get out of this situation, however the only reaction they obtain from me was just a silent stare. However with Daryl was different.

He came to my room and talk to me about what he and Beth did when we got separated after the prison, he was the first to make me smile, talking about how Beth didn’t listen to him when he told her to not enter an old house but she did that anyway because she heard a dog.

He really understood me and I really enjoy his company.

“Thanks Daryl but I’m not hungry now”
He placed the tray with food on my bedside table

“I’m not going anywhere until you eat all of that, you need to eat”

“I don’t need to do anything”

“Damnit (Y/n)! Do you think that Beth will be happy seeing what are you doing to yourself?”
Somehow those words irritate me: “SHE’S NOT HERE! SHE’S GONE! She’ll never feel happiness or joy or sadness anymore! She’ll not sing or fall in love anymore because she’s dead! She’s dead because I couldn’t stop her and protect her!”

I start sobbing, all my sadness and guilt just came out at once.

I feel strong arms around me and Daryl breathing onto my hair: “sssh it wasn’t your fault, you did your best to keep her safe”

After I calmed down a little I start to realize something: Daryl was by my side since he arrived with the others at our farm, we haunt together, we also drink together but it’s just after my sister’s death that I start to see him as more than a member of our group or a friend.

“Daryl…”
He pull away from me just to looking into my eyes: “Yes?”
“Thank you… you make me feel better…every time you came here I feel happy, that’s something I didn’t feel for quite awhile so thank you”

“Don’t mention it…I really miss our “drunk nights” and hunting” he said smiling, while he caress my cheeks.

We stare at each other for minutes so I took the chance.

I peck him gently on the lips, then I move again and I start to kiss him.

At first he was still but after a little while he kiss me back, putting his hand on the back of my neck for deepening the kiss.

He was so good and I start to moan into the kiss.

Daryl’s eyes snapped open, and suddenly he pull away: “I have to go”.

He start heading to the door, but before he could open it, I take him by his wrist:” What happened? I thought you wanted it”

“It’s not that it’s just…”
I don’t let him finish, too hurted by his reaction:

“It’s just what? Ooh now I get it, for you I’ll always be Maggie’s broken sister that needs help and compassion…you know what? I’m tired of people who just pity me. I thought you were different but here you go, making your way toward my heart and then throw me away and leave me just like everyone else…”

“GOD DAMMIT (Y/N) I LOVE YOU OK?”

That was unexpected, Daryl Dixon was in love with me?
“Do you love me?”

“Yes I do, I love you since I lay my eyes on you”
I let go of his wrist and I start to caress his left cheek: “Then what’s the problem?”

“…It’s just…you’re so young, you could be my daughter, what people would think seeing you with someone like me?”

“Do you mean what people will say after they see me with an amazing and caring man? Do you really think that I care? You stayed by my side until now, helping me go through all of this…and I can do it just if you continue to stay by my side…I love you too Daryl, please, don’t throw our possible future away because people will judge us”.

Daryl didn’t answer, he just hug me tightly.

I hug him back, scared that if I let him go he’ll walk out of that door.

“Please stay with me”.

“I’ll never let you go” he answered kissing me.

I’ve a long road ahead of me, but I’m sure that with Daryl by my side I’ll be able to feel better and be back the way I was before all of this.

I’ll do it for her.

For every YOI shipper

This blog is still on hiatus because I have no internet and still have been unable to set the new admins but let me tell you.

If you happen to appear in the so called “shit list” don’t worry! Come to this blog! It doesn’t matter what ship you write (even if it is popular!) And we’ll make sure that your fic and you receive the love it deserves! Or even if the “problem” is not a ship.

Every ship and every author deserve love and there will always be people interested in what you have created. Don’t let immature people dictate what is Ok and what is not. It is good that people have different tastes and also to know when to avoid stuff that you don’t like, but that is in no way a reason to call people and their work “shit” or “gross”.

Please let this fandom be an awesome and positive place to share our creativity! Don’t let others put you down! ❤

So I’ve been getting a lot of message about “Niantic putting Team Harmony in Poémon GO” and I’d like to make things clear for everyone :)

There are a lot of articles running around the internet right now about Niantic putting my Team Harmony in the game because of the legendary pokémon addition (including Lugia). However, Niantic’s officials never said they were putting Team Harmony in the game. They once were interviewed and got asked for their opinion about a 4th Team and said they were “open to the idea”, but never said they would add or use Team harmony.

You need to understand that all of these rumors are FAN-MADE THEORIES, not official statements. You should only believe what Niantic’s official websites/pages say. Anybody on internet can write an article on unfounded information and then spread rumors that are not actually true. So please always check your sources before assuming :)

I wasn’t approached by Niantic nor Nintendo about the use of my Team Harmony design, and to avoid legal actions I highly doubt they would use my logo for their game unless permission was given from me to use my artworks. So legally they cannot use mine. I would definitely be open to the idea of letting them use Team Harmony as an official team for the game, however I’d like to be asked by the devs themselves.

What’s most likely going to happen here is Niantic will make a 4th team, but it will be their own original one and not mine. I am all for people making their own version of a Team Lugia or Harmony (after all I do not own Lugia itself, and as long as it’s not copying/tracing mine I’m pretty ok with it ^^ (but I do have rights over the team image I’ve created)) so if Niantic was to make a Team Lugia I think it would be awesome! They might also make a 4th team with another Pokémon (which would be a little weird in my opinion considering the link between Lugia, Articuno, Moltres and Zapdos) but I still see it as a possibility.

So TL;DR: Pokémon GO is NOT using my Team Harmony in the game. These are fan-made theories and not actual, confirmed, official facts.