you damn well know that billy russo is gonna wake up and remember EVERYTHING that happened to him and his pretty face, and will get his revenge on frank, and will most likely use karen to get to him yOU DAMN WELL KNOW ITS GONNA HAPPEN IN S2 OF THE PUNISHER. TOO BAD WE WILL HAVE TO WAIT A LONG ASS TIME UNTIL WE CAN SEE THIS AND NOW IM UPSET
Of all the blood thats been on his hands, this is by far the worst one. It just keeps flowing as Ryan desperately pushes against his side, desperately tries to get it to stop. His hands were shaking but he wills them to stay still, stay strong. They just need to hold out until the others get there, they just need to stay alive until the others get there.
But Jeremy was fading fast. Far, far too fast and Ryan wasn’t sure how much longer he had left.
“‘M cold,” Jeremy mutters underneath him, eyes already glazed over.
“I know,” Ryan says, voice shaking but he tries to keep it calm for the other. “It’s ok. You need to just stay awake for me a little bit longer, ok? Just focus on that. I need you to stay with me.”
Jeremy nods, but his breath is already so shallow, skin already so pale. Tears prick at Ryan’s eyes, but he doesn’t let himself cry just yet. He’s still alive, and he has to hold onto that. Help is coming, the others are almost here. He has to get out of this alive, he can’t lose Jeremy now, not like this. He can’t lose him, please god don’t let him go -
“Ryan,” Jeremy mumbles.
“What, dear?” he says softly, leaning closer. “Just keep awake, ok? I know it hurts. Don’t you dare close your eyes.”
“Ryan, I love you,” he mumbles, but there’s something so final in it that its breaking Ryan’s heart.
“I love you too,” he says, reaching a hand to cup his cheek, pulling him in for a kiss. “I love you so much, so I need to you hold on. I need you to keep breathing Jeremy. Don’t you fucking give up on me. Don’t you leave me.”
Jeremy just frowns and closes his eyes. “’M sorry,” he mutters, drifting off and finally passing out.
“Jeremy? Jeremy! Jeremy wake up!” Ryan screams, clutching him and pressing harder on the wound. “Jeremy don’t do this! I need you. Don’t you dare leave. Jeremy!”
The others finally rush in as Ryan screams over and over, holding his still barely breathing body. They finally take them out of there, though Ryan clutches to his body the entire time. It was going to be a long night. Ryan just prays to gods who he knows has abandoned him to not take his boy. Not make each breath his last. To let him keep the man he loves for just a little longer.
Ok so here’s the story of how I came out to one of my friend in the most awkward way ever.
So last week-end we went out with a couple of friends to celebrate my 22nd birthday. And this friend of mine just kept trying to set me up with her boyfriend’s friend. And at first I just try to avoid the guy. Then I wanted to explain my friend’s friend that I was into girl and ask her to tell my friend to stop (thought since I didn’t really know her, I could take the risk of her judging me). But then I think « ok this is ridiculous, I’m just gonna tell my friend the truth » and after half an hour thinking how am I gonna do this and after seeing her trying again to push the guy towards me, I just grabbed her and pushed her to the bathroom saying « I need to talk to you ».
And so once we’re in the bathroom I tell her « please stop trying to set me up with him ». And I’m hella nervous. And she’s like « calm down, I was just trying to be nice to him, he’s a good guy etc… » And that’s when heart racing me who has had a couple of vodka before just forget all the speeches she had rehearsed in the last 30min and randomly blurt out « Look, if I was to like him, he’d have to have bigger breast ». And I’m not sure if she understood right away but then I shyly added « I like girls ».
And turned out she was extremely supportive. She wasn’t shocked that I’m a lesbian, just shocked that we’ve known each other for four years and I never said I was. Didn’t had time to explain I hadn’t really realized it before bc we were interrupted by her friend who wanted to know « what secrets we were keeping ». But my friend promised me not to tell anyone one even though she thinks I should come out.
Anyway, that was all awkward and kept me up all night that night from being stressed about the fact that someone knew my secret but it’s nice to have someone IRL that knows the truth.
Losers club ok ok I need advice and just to talk to someone so like I'm a trans guy. But I like stereotypically feminine things but bc I like things like makeup and flowers and such I never pass and it sucks and it hurts ya know? So like ugh idk should I stop wearing things that make me happy so I'll pass or should I just keep being me and be sad every time I get misgendered ? Help
As sometime who is cis, I want to first say that my advice is coming from a place of cis privilege and I urge you to keep that in mind.
If your safety is at risk, then maybe you should, just until you are in a safer area or situation, notify your style just enough so that you do not gain the attention of assholes who might want to hurt you.
If you are in a place where your safety is not at risk, please go ahead and wear whatever the fuck you want. Clothes and appearance do not determine gender. You are a guy. No matter what you wear or say or do. That will never change. Wear what makes you happy. Do what makes you happy. Screw everything else. And if these are your friends or family members misgendering you, tell them to stop. Talk to them about how it makes you feel. If they are strangers than maybe try to feel sad in the moment than move on. You are not you for them. You have nothing to prove.
And, anyone who makes you feel like shit, let me know. I’ll fucking fight them.
im not white yall lmfao and youre constant need to racially distance yourself from something obviously aimed at humour and laugh about how youre mom would physically abuse you for “ talking to her like that “ isnt funny or lucrative to your race ok. making jokes about it only normalises that shitty behaviour and the 600 asks ive gotten about “ how white i sound “ arent funny any more
GOOD MORNING CAN YOU BELIEVE TALENTED PRINCE YURI PLISETSKY ORIGINALLY HAD A LILIA-CHOREOGRAPHED EXHIBITION PROGRAM BUT HE WAS SO FRUSTRATED HIS FREE SKATE DIDN’T GO AS PLANNED THAT HE SAID FUCK THAT AND CHOREOGRAPHED WELCOME TO THE MADNESS, THE MOST YURI PLISETSKY ROUTINE TO EVER ROUTINE, IN ONE NIGHT, BY HIMSELF????
LIVE YOUR TRUTH YURI WE CAN ALL ONLY DREAM OF BEING SO MAJESTICALLY FUELED BY SHEER SPITE (x)