Roaming around aimlessly has somewhat calming effect. You can breathe in a lot of fresh air what is really healthy. You can also clear your mind and soul. But for me, it means nothing. Nothing can calm my mind. Nothing expect this one girl. This girl that I hurt badly because of my stupidness and insecurities.
Why couldn’t I just talk to her? Why did I lash out on her? Because I’m a fucking idiot and I thought I can get rid of it myself. But the truth it that I can’t do anything that is connected to me talking about my feelings.
And where did it lead me? To the darkest park in whole Seoul. On this bench that we used to sit on at warm nights watching stars. She was so happy back then. I was so happy back then. I was always happy with her. But she seemed more and more tired. And I still ignored her, persistently convincing myself that she actually cheated on me when she clearly didn’t.
I took out my notebook, a pen and started writing…
Do you remember those moments when we were watching night sky over the always busy Seoul? You seemed so happy back then. And I was even more happy. Why? Because I had to look at your beautiful smile when you were pointing at the shapes you saw. Your eyes were shining brighter than those stars. No stars can dim them, raindrop.
But now, I’m sitting here all alone hoping you would come with this blinding smile on your face. That you would sit next to me, lay your head on my shoulder and tell me that everything’s going to be okay. That no one will harm your gorgeous (I secretly love when you call me this) because you will protect me.
Yet world have hurt me so many times already that it doesn’t effect me that much anymore. I got used to it. Nothing can effect me anymore, baby.
Remember that I love you, okay raindrop? I’ve always loved you. You were always before everything else. I haven’t showed you that, but you were. Not that you don’t want to see me I will reduce myself from your life. I won’t hurt you anymore. I won’t hurt anyone anymore. I will always be in your heart. And I will see you whenever you come to our special spot, okay baby girl?
Always and only yours, Yoongi.”
I put the notebook on the bench so it was still open. I stupidly thought that she would come here, find this and ran after me. But it was too much to ask. I was no one to her.
I was walking down the bridge we first kissed on. I passed the restaurant we had our first official date. I got to the spot where we said our first ‘I love you’ I broke in tears. Why was I crying? I just wrote in that letter that nothing can break me. Yet just some lea in the middle of the city made me cry. What is wrong with me? I think I’m just tired.
I laid down in the middle and watched the sky. Just like we did few days ago. Every thought about her made me cry even more. Cry Yoongi, cry. Karma finally reached you after all those hurtful word you spat out, I thought to myself. I sat up and placed a backpack in front of me. I took out the gun and look at it. Where did I get it, you ask? It was supposed to be for self-defense. I didn’t really need it, but Y/N bought it for me when all those stupid threats were throw at Jimin.
It was shining in the moonlight. It actually looked beautiful in some ways. I threw the backpack away and loaded the gun. My hands were shaking when I put it next to my head. Is it the end?
It was almost one in the morning when my phone started ringing. I opened my eyes lazily trying to reach for the device that was disturbing my sleep. I picked it up from the floor and without even looking at the caller, I picked up. “Hello?” I asked trying to sound less sleepy. “Y/N you need to find him. Please find him.” I heard Hobi’s crying voice and all the sleepiness disappeared. “Hobi what’s wrong?” I sat up confused. “Yoongi hyung, he left the dorm few hours ago. and when I texted him at midnight and he’s not responding to my calles now. I’m worried that he will hurt himself.” He said in panic that I could barely understand a word. “I’ll go look for him. Don’t worry Hobi. He’s going to be okay.” I didn’t belive myself, but he did. “Call me when you find him, okay?””Okay, I’ll talk to you later.”
Hung up, I put on some hoodie, shoes and ran out of the apartament. I got into the car and drove to the park. He was always going there when he was sad. I ran to the same bench we were sitting on few days ago and saw some notebook. ‘DO NOT TOUCH! YOONGI WILL KILL YOU!’ was written on the front and it was still open. I picked it up and read what was written on the open page. Tears started running down my face like crazy. Our special spot. Stil holding the notebook I ran as fast as I could to our little lea.
When I got there he was sitting there looking at something in his hand. I realized it was a gun I bought him few months ago. He put it next to his tample crying. I covered my mouth unable to scream. I took a step forward. “Gorgeous. Don’t do it.” I finally said loud enough so he heard me. He was shocked, but still didn’t put the gun down. “Baby please put the gun down.” I came up to him and fall down on my knees to have eye contact with him. “Why? I’ve hurt too many people. I’ve hurt the only person I love. I don’t deserve to live. I have no reasons to. You hate me. So nothing is holding me here.”
He was looking me in the eyes. He was scared. No, he was terrified. “Baby please give it to me.” I begged putting my hand in front of him. “I never said I hate you. Yes, you did hurt me, but that doesn’t mean I hate you. I love you. I love you more than anything. So please give me this gun.” I held his hand with one hand and took the gun out with other. I threw it to the side and brought Yoongi to my chest. He was all safe and sound.
He burried his face in the crock of my neck crying loudly, letting all the emotions out. “I’m here gorgeous. I’m not leaving you baby.” I whispered stroking his hair.
Idk if this's been asked before, but do you have any headcanons for your timelords au?
ok let’s give this a go (I have no idea what I’m doing here)
The Time Lords
Allura is known as the ‘The Princess’ and Coran ‘The Mechanic’ or ‘Mech for short in this au
Allura has a sonic umbrella with purple light and Coran has the classic sonic screwdriver with green/blue light.
Coran has regenerated a couple of times and Allura has only done once.
Coran has been a red head in every form, but the moustache he had to regrow back each time.
Coran escaped with a young Allura when their home world was destroyed.
They’re searching for any other survivors and helping out when they run across trouble (like the usual dw junk).
Their favourite alias are Kimberly Smith for Allura and Rhys Smith for Coran.
Allura does not have an official license to pilot a Tardis and Coran’s license expired centuries ago.
Coran is Allura’s guardian and is like a father to her (u know what I’m reminded suddenly of, tenth’s daughter Jenny)
Coran goes undercover as the substitute
physics engineer teacher of Lance, Hunk, Pidge and Keith’s class when investigating some mystery stuff in their school.
Shiro’s intro is similar as in Voltron, but gets rescued by Allura and Coran and ends up back on Earth.
Shiro is Keith’s older foster bro.
Lance suspects their sub teacher is an alien at first as a joke (cause the guy is too happy to teach) but then witnesses Coran getting cut by some broken glass and the wound heals itself.
Lance fails to convince the others that their sub is an alien.
Lance accidentally becomes one of the most wanted creatures in the universe, cause he helped defeating a baddie and decided to do a victory pose and declare himself a defender of the universe which got caught on an alien camera. He gets a bounty on is head.
Shiro is also has a bounty, cause escaped prisoner from the Garla empire.
Same as Pidge, Shiro hopes to find Matt and dad Holt who were also captured by the Garla.
We have also come, cause there’s no way you’re are leaving us behind Gang
Keith is actually an Alien in this au
There’s a bit I imagine where they go back in time to the point when Keith ended up in an orphanage (you know that scene in Meet the Robinsons, yeah like that)
Keith and Pidge are both presidents of the conspiracy club at their school.
Pidge has many times has tried to log in/hack into the Tardis but has failed so far.
The whole Gang is given a quick intro to piloting the Tardis together (Tardis needs 6 pilots to fly it)
Out of the Gang, Hunk does it the best and the one who mostly understand how the Tardis work (it doesn’t make sense, but it does at the same time)
That’s off top of my head, I got more, but that’s for later >;3C
idk if you have done this before but can you do romantic headcanons for takumi from fire emblem?
can you do romantic headcanons for Takumi if thats okay
Notes: Idk if I’ve done it either my bro so here you guys go
○ He blushes and gets all stiff when his crush stands too close to him - honestly does it with his partner for a while too. It’s not that he doesn’t like it, but he’s a nervous bean ok
○ He’s not experienced with romance and love and he actually goes to Sakura for girl advice even though he knows she doesn’t have any more experience than him
○ Stares. He really doesn’t mean to, he doesn’t even always realize he’s doing it, but when he has feelings for someone Takumi tends to stare at them when they’re in the same area
○ Whenever Takumi messes up (even if he hasn’t really messed up and just thinks he did) he’ll bring his lover flowers - or chocolates if they’re allergic
○ He actually has a really good memory for things his lover tells him
○ Takumi loves to cuddle but is usually to timid to ask. When he’s more comfortable he’ll ‘ask’ by wrapping his arms around his lover and giving them puppy eyes
○ Not a fan of PDA at all but he’s easily jealous and if someone is paying you a little too much attention Takumi will get a tiny bit more physical, usually holding your hand or standing too close to you to be just friendly
○ Chastises you for the smallest cuts. You show up with a paper cut and he frets over you, asking you where you got it and lecturing you to be more careful. He just doesn’t want to see anything happen to you, but he’s a bit of a mother hen about it
○ He’s a great listener and likes to be able to take some of the weight off of his partner’s shoulder by letting the rant to him when they feel they need to
○ Watching his partner sleep helps calm him down after he’s woken up by his nightmares, and often helps lull him back to sleep as he tries to imitate their breathing and reassure himself that they’re ok
So here’s an OK KO theory I’ve been sitting on for a while
At the end of “We’re Captured”, Prof. Venomous only expresses interest in Boxman’s robots after they were ripped apart and reassembled into a weapon.
So what if, in a future episode, Venomous shows up with hundreds of mix-matched, frankensteined Boxmore robots. While Boxman is mean to the bots he keeps near him, he still views them as children to a degree. He would probably be upset/unnerved at his creations reassembled into weapons of mass destruction, even if they accomplished things he wanted but couldn’t achieve before.
After showing distaste in Venomous’ new minions, Boxman would get called out on actually showing a bit of compassion for his kids, and would ultimately result in Venomous being the new ‘big bad’, while Boxman would come to a realization that:
1.) He has to team up with the Lakewood Plaza heroes to defeat Venomous and his army 2.) Defeating Venomous would make himself a better villain with less competition
Number 2 would be his motivation to side with the heroes, and would go back to being evil once everything is said and done. From this point on, he could be one of those “major asshole, but kind of like a weird uncle” characters.
Keith is half Galra and no one’s stoppin me on this. And this boy, theres like no stopping him, but what if, big what if, this purple fluff monster gets sick? @atrailof-whispers came up with some of these too
the poor guys cant handle his forms, and its just a hot mess
each sneeze, those fluffy ears of his come out of nowhere. No ones complain because let’s face it theyre cute. PLus he turns purple.
and we know Keith can be considered anti-social, but when hes sick? Cuddly af. and he will cuddle just about anyone, but really prefers lance
And he purrs. Loudly. like those big cat chuff kinda purrs. happens most of the time when hes cuddling someone. Lance gets super jealous, because damn he only purred for lance when they were cuddling during the night
dammnn does Kieth get needy. he clings to just about anyone. and yall thought Lance was dramatic? if shiro found him you bet Keith would cling to him like some koala bear and shiro would have no choice but to deal with it. like the kid weighs anything anyways.
you could just see shiro walking through the castle with keith either on his back or being carried like a princess. at that point, if shiro sees anyone else, keith is immediately their problem. cough cough lance cough
the coughing tho, sounds like hes hacking a hairball
ok back to the ears. if its a really serious head cold, those ears of his arent going away. plus hes like super expressive with them everyone can tell what hes feeling without him saying a word
you know how pidge will sleep anywhere? Keith will do the same thing and usually hes not going anywhere unless someone picks him up and carries him to bed. usually lance or shiro.
ofc when he finally gets better, cuz theyre just all praying for that day to come, he vehemently denies any of the stuff he does. him cuddly? please, thats the last thing keith is. and no he doesnt purr! Who said that? lance i bet it was you
“GURL WTFFF I found ur blog like an hour ago and I’m just reading everything it’s so good. I might have an ok request. Maybe do one where Fionn snaps at you and doesn’t apologize at first then realizes what he did was shitty later on? Idk if you’ve already done anything like this. I haven’t read everything yet!!”
I’m flattered :)
Harry was over to watch some football with Fionn. You didn’t mean to bother him often when he had his mates over but you needed his help.
“Fionn, can you come here and help me for a second” you called out. You waited for a response and didn’t get one.
“Fionn!” you tried again. Nothing. Finally you walked into the living room to see him engrossed in the TV.
“Fionn, can you plea-”
“Jesus, shut your bloody mouth! Stop naggin’ me already! You never stop! Prolly for something dumb too, innit? Come on, what was so important?” he snapped.
You shut your mouth, as he said to, and scurried off to the bedroom where you locked the door and sat on the bed. You never bother him when he has people over, why couldn’t he come for three seconds…
“Mate, come on” Harry said. Fionn looked at him as he sipped on another beer. “She needed a hand, you could’ve paused it”
At this point, Fionn realized how much of an arse he had been and how avoidable this all was. He sat there for the remaining part of the game, realizing how rude he was.
He quietly stepped up to the bedroom door and knocked lightly. Rather than make him sit out there all night or sleep on the couch, you opened the door and turned right around, heading back to the bed.
“I’m sorry I snapped on you earlier. I don’t know what happened. Theres really no excuse…I am a real are, aren’t I? I really don’t know what made me snap, baby, I’m so sorry…” he said and sat next to you on the bed.
“Its alright” you sighed. “You’ve been stressed and tired and all that”
“Still not an excuse. Now, what’d you need help with?” He opened his arms and you fell into them as he kissed the top of your head.
Okay but headcanons with Pete feeling a familial connection with his fellow arachnids? Him screaming as other Avengers move to kill his brother Charlie, who lives behind the TV screen. "No nOT VAL, SHE'S ONLY A BABY!!!" "WAIT STOP THAT'S MY LITTLE COUSIN DAISY, SHE'S MY FAVOURITE no offence to Charlie but he's an asshole brother BUT HOLD ON DON'T KILL HER!!!" Eventually he has to gather them all and put them somewhere safe in his own room. He's overprotective of his Spider family.
When I was like 5/6 I lived in this tiny desert town in Australia. Place was full of Oz wildlife -like, giant lizards liked living under our veranda, but that’s a story for another time - and so many spiders. To stop my fear of spiders, my parents dubbed a spider ‘Sam’ and told me he was my friend (as long as I didn’t, y’know, touch him). So every time someone around me tried to smush any random ass spider in front of me, I would shriek and make me them stop because, “What if it’s Sam!!!”
I can see this applying to Peter. When he was little, he was PETRIFIED of spiders. Aunt May and Uncle Ben did everything they could to get him over his fear - I’m talking gifting him arachnid textbooks, taking him to the zoo to see them, naming random ass spiders and telling him they’re his friends. And then Peter grows up and hey. Uncle Ben was actually half right. Spiders really are like family.
So it’s only natural that he would move to the Tower and start naming all the spiders around them. The distinct ones are his favourite - the pale one hanging up in the corner of the gym that doesn’t move, that’s Val, she’s quiet. The one in the kitchen is Henry. Daisy is in his bathroom. She’s sweet. He talks to her, sometimes.
And the day someone figures out there are actually bugs/arachnids in the Tower and whips out the bug spray is the day Peter gets all protective. (Spiders are friends, not food enemies!) They shouting draws the team, who are very confused to say the least. But Peter won’t back down. Just. Peter is such a weird kid, I can kind of see him getting all worked up over these random spiders he’s lived with and named and had one-sided conversations with. Peter crouched on the wall by the balls of his feet, flapping his hands, talking about this spider like a person: “Her name’s Joanna, she’s mellow and SMALL and she’s only a baby, she won’t hurt you! She’s not even venomous! Come on, guys, she has a family, she starts arachnid kindergarten soon!!!” He pulls the, “Natasha, help a fellow spider out!” but she’s too busy quietly laughing
So Peter is like “FINE THEN” and gets a bunch of containers and goes around collecting these little guys. Tony puts the bug spray down and gives up, Natasha thinks it’s the sweetest thing, but the others don’t even realise what’s happened. Until two days later, when Sam goes into Peter’s room to re-steal his own shirt (that the teenager had ‘borrowed’) and finds… a bunch of spiders. Hanging out. Chilling. In a makeshift habitat made out of food containers and dirt and Sam’s borrowed shirt.
A few days later, Peter is gifted an actual spider habitat by someone (probably Natasha and Tony, honestly). And from then on, if someone finds a spider in the Tower, they don’t rush to bug spray, they just shout, “PETER, TINY FRIEND IN THE ENTRYWAY!” and Peter will come and happily collect it, like the Tower’s one-man animal shelter.
Everyone on the battlefield froze as Zarkon lifted Lance in one hand and Lotor in the other. Two months prior Zarkon woke up and took over the galran empire again. Lotor tried to convince his father to change his ways. But he was relentless. So Lotor and his team found refuge in his childhood friend. Princess Allura. Who was happy to accept help once she confirmed they were safe.
So now voltron, the blade, and Lotors team stood watching as the five lions opened their mouths and out came eight of the most unlikely attendees to join the war at this time. Considering all were supposed to be dead. Zarkon literally dropped his son and the blue paladin as he saw his younger uncorrupted self walk out of the black lion followed by the young Haggar.
“Ugh what happened.” The former blue paladin spoke while helping his two passengers out of Blue.
“I feel like I have slept for ten thousand years.” The former yellow paladin yawned.
“That would be highly unlikely unless we were kept in a pod which we weren’t.” The former green paladin confirmed as she two looked around at the shocked faces.
“Father!” Allura yelped as her father emerged from red. Once again in his shiny young glory.
“Allura, my dear where are we? Is this the aftermath of a mission?” He questioned as he embraced his daughter.
A low growl emitted from in front of black as Lotor started to wake up and rush to Lance. “What have you done to my son!?” Young Zarkon screeched launching into battle.
“Zarkon who is that?” The former green paladin asked.
“I don’t know but he has Lotor and he’s hurt!” Alfor yelled in rage as he two launched himself at Zarkon.
“I am Zarkon ruler of the universe and his is my son. I have every right to do what I have done. Not that I would have cared .”
“No you are not. Our leader Zarkon is right here.” Former blue paladin argues pushing his passengers behind him to join in the attack. As the other two former paladins join the rest Haggar came out of Zarkons ship to asist him by attacking the real time paladins.
“A witch!” Young Haggar screams as she two helps the others using her science to attack Haggar. (Idk ok)
“What the holy hell is going on here.” Lance yelped as he came too and was pulled out of the cross fire by Lotor who was still a little shell shocked by seeing his father the way he was before everything went to hell and back.
As Zarkon and Alfor commenced their attack they both jumped in the air to swing at Zarkon while simultaneously yelling ‘DONT TOUCH MY SON!’
“I’m sorry what ” Hunk finally piped up after shaking the initial shock off. This seemed to pull the rest out of their dazed states to help join the intruders attacking Zarkon.
Thanks to young Zarkon and Alfor Zarkon was defeated in less than an hour, along with Haggar. This left explaining. After everyone went through as session in the healing pods.
“So. What did you guys just come back from the grave like poof hi!” Keith exclaims waving his hands around.
“We are the paladins of voltron. We obviously came to help. We must have suffered damage on our way and forgotten our missions.” Explains Alfor cheerily as he stands a little too close to Zarkon.
“No we are the paladins of voltron and all boy you two died ten thousand years ago.” Shiro said calmly gesturing to Zarkon and Haggar.
Then Coran goes on to explain wat he did in the season finale.
“This is all starting to come back to me.” The former paladins and their friends all started to remember one by one.
“Yeah it all makes sense now!”
“Well you forgot one important part.” Zarkon says.
“What did I miss?“Coran asks thoughtfully.
“Well you forgot the fact that Allura and Lotor are siblings and Zarkon and I were married ten years before the time holes hit!”
hdkaifjlajdkajs idk if youre taking requests and its alright if youre not and you can just delete this!!!!!! but could you doodle sum chibita comforting a dysphoric karamatsu...... thank you for your time and i hope you have a great day !!!!!! i love your art!!
OK well i mean ive said before i dont really like drawing stuff having to do with dysphoria an i really dont like drawin kara upset BUT!! you were super nice about it so! i tried! heres the doodle i got done before i got too upset to finish it
SEE THIS IS WHAT HAPPENS WHEN YOU DON’T KNOW ANY GERMAN, GILBERT
okay flatmates AU where roderich is from Austria and Gilbert is German but grew up in the US and since his parents didn’t teach him the language (lawls JEN) he has zilch skills and SHENANIGANS ENSUE idk. They’re not dating yet here (BUT OBV THEY WILL BE)
remember how in superman, taylor sings “has me seeing // he’s not all bad like his reputation”…
idk that just got me!!! cause even though that one’s about a boy, this era kinda parallels that line! it’s US “seeing” (ok we’ve always seen it but just go with it to prove my point here) that SHE’S not all ““““““bad”””””” like HER ~~reputation~~ and WE can’t hear one single word THEY (@ literally everyone else) say………….
also “i loved you from the very first day” if that ain’t us
(AH JEEZ OK HERE WE GO I JUDT HAD A DIFFERENT THOUGHT BUT I HOPE YOU STILL LIKE IT, ITS UP THE SAME ALLEY)
Lilac Petals - rubberdoop
Barry walks into the Grump Space, rubbing his hands together. It’s a little colder than usual today, which gave him an excuse to wear one of his particularly thick flannels. He loves the feeling of the fabric on his chest, his arms.
Unfortunately, the heat is on and he starts to feel the precursors of sweat. He sighs, wishing he could keep it on but reluctantly takes it off, leaving him only in his white undershirt. He untucks it from his jeans, wishing he had done laundry so he could have worn a Starbomb or at least something besides a plain white shirt.
“Hey Bear, can you help me with something real quick?”
Barry looks up in surprise, finding Ross standing there in the kitchen area of the Space, back turned to him, reaching into the freezer. He’s wearing a black hoodie with the sleeves rolled up. Barry walks over to him, standing a few feet back.
“What’s the problem, buddy? Problem with the ice maker or something?”
Ross hums a response, not turning around. Barry walks closer, trying to see what the problem is. He leans in, trying to look past Ross to see the ice maker. Ross turns around suddenly, his mouth open, obviously about to say something, and their faces are less than an inch apart. Barry blinks, taking a moment to look at Ross’ face. He must be flustered, because his face is fairly red. Upon further examination, he realized that Ross is wearing a hoodie, even though the heat is on.
“Hey, Ross. What’s up with the hoodie? It’s like a hundred degrees in here.”
Ross stutters, trying to squeeze passed Barry without answering. As he does so, he grazes up against him, and Barry feels something peculiar, something familiar. Before jumping to conclusions, he turns around and grabs Ross by the arm. He pulls him back to him, meeting Ross’ piercing blue gaze with his own. He puts a strong hand on Ross’ back, running his hand along the tell-tale strap that he finds there. Barry cocks an eyebrow and smirks knowingly.
“Hey Ross, buddy…are you wearing a bra?”
Ross’ face turns an even deeper shade of red and he stutters again. Barry brushes a few stray strands of hair out of Ross’ face, an look of interest on his face. Ross takes a few breath before finally responding, his voice meek.
“I just…I like the way it looks on me. It makes me look pretty. I didn’t know we were gonna turn the heat on today so I thought I’d be able to wear it under my hoodie without anyone noticing but Vernon turned on the heat and I -”
Barry raises his hand, motioning for Ross to stop rambling. He sighs, trying to stop himself from imagining Ross this morning, standing in front of a mirror, putting on a cute little bra, struggling to get all the tiny clasps in place, adjusting it so that it’s straight. Maybe he poses in front of the mirror for a bit, trying to find an angle that gives even the slightest impression of cleavage.
Before he realizes what he’s doing, he puts his hands on Ross’ hips, closing the small amount of space that remained between them. He slides his hands up, the fabric of Ross’ hoodie riding up with them. His fingertips graze the bottom of the bra and he runs the pad of his thumb over the soft fabric. Barry hears Ross catch his breath in his throat, and he suppresses a moan. His heartbeat quickens. He’s never gotten this worked up over something so trivial as touching a bra. But there’s something about the fact that it’s Ross that just drives him up the wall.
Barry spins Ross around, backing him up to the fridge. He pushes him against the door, leaning in close, hesitating for a moment before leaning in and kissing him, his hands still wandering. He pulls back, pulling the hoodie up and over Ross’ head, leaving him shirtless in only the bra and his jeans.
The bra is lilac, the top made of silk and the bottom decorated with lace petals. Ross’ arms shoot up to his chest, trying desperately to cover himself up. He tries to protest, but Barry won’t hear any of it. He grabs his wrists, pulling them down to his side. He takes a step back, taking in the gorgeous view in front of him.