ok i actually love this quote

Had time for a lil’ doodly doo! Nothing special, really messily done. I’m on a ‘I wanna try new things’ trip, woop woop!

Still gotta rock dat pink and terrible shirt designs tho– thanks to the lovely fren who suggested this shirt quote! I loved it, haha.

(This is no actual EERIE concept.) Just figured I could combine stuff of both the game and the AU since both includes insanity in some kind of way. ok imma stop nerding out about this ovo baii

  • Kyungsoo: *looking at his thighs*
  • Jongin: What are you looking at hyung?
  • Kyungsoo: Thighs
  • Kyungsoo: My thighs are soo full because they are full of secrets
  • Jongin: ...
  • Kyungsoo: ...
  • Jongin: So wrap them around my ears and lemme hear all of them :)
  • Kyungsoo: *is about to cry bc jongin is just so beautiful*
  • Baekhyun: i sweAR TO GOD-

Just a little reminder for JayTim shippers:

● Jason and Tim aren’t related and even Tim stated that Bruce isn’t technically Jason’s dad anymore, as you can see here:

They weren’t raised together or stuff like that so there’s no reason why he should necessarily consider Jason as his brother (I’m not saying that It’s not ok or possible to see them as brothers, I’m just proving a point)

● They overcame their problems and even If the writers didn’t make a perfect job exploring this important aspect of their relationship, there are still some conversations to prove that:

(Oh Gosh I love this panel so much)

● Tim always cared about Jason:

(even in young justice)
● And he still cares (and considers him as his partner):

(”you’re not just the man under the Red Hood” is actually one of my favourite JayTim quotes ♥ Tim is so sweet)

● Jason eventually got psychologically better and started to care about Tim, to see him as a partner:

Just look at the pictures, the ship sails Itself:

● Aaaand It’s not pedophilia because: http://salt-sass-and-lyrium.tumblr.com/post/146304003444/superboyvapes-despite-you-wanting-to-make-me (Sorry I always quote you, I just love your post lol)

SO our ship is perfectly normal and you’re perfectly normal, bye.

Do you guys ever wake up in the morning with an ocean of tears behind your eyes and all you want to do is cry for hours. Not because you’re sad or miserable; just because. For a reason unknown. Maybe it is because I’m depressed and miserable, I just don’t know what it feels like anymore to feel otherwise, besides, I’ve always had this condition. It is almost as if I have found peace in accepting my state of misery and loneliness. I’m just ranting here..

I hope you all are doing “ok”. I may just be a blogger but I genuinely care about all of you who follow me. You all sort of feel like family.. as if our condition creates a bond within us that keeps us together. Who knows the reason. Do we ever truly know anything for its actual reality? I don’t think so at least. After all, most truths seem to make sense when we are only speaking with ourselves..

I hope you all have a wonderful day. I love you all

- Promethean Dread 🥀💕

  • Washington: secretary Jefferson, you have the floor sir
  • Jefferson: *freezes* uh my god, ok ham, uh *starts sweating* uhm I...I.
  • I'M IN THE TUB WITH BUBBLIES
  • I GOT MY RUBBER DUCKY
  • HE ISNT VERY FUZZY
  • I KNOW MY DUCKY LOVES ME
  • Everyone:
  • Jefferson: theSE ARe WIse wOrds ENTERpRisiN MEn QUotE Him, Don'T ACT SUPRISED YOu GuYS COs I WrOTE ThEm..
  • Jefferson: *whispering in madison's ear* i didn't know what to say i never actually read his fucking debt plan
Feysand & the death bargain

I think that‘s what people call it, right?

So I just finished my reread of acowar, and I remember a lot of people complaining about this being unhealthy or irresponsible, and hey, ho, what do ya know, I have Thoughts.

We have to take this whole quote in context, along with what we know about their characters. Throughout all the books, both Rhys and Feyre have shown themselves to be selfless, willing to sacrifice themselves, their reputations, their lives, for people they love (e.g. when Feyre is willing to make a bargain with the Cauldron in order to save Nesta and Cassian).

Ok, so pair this with the *actual quote*:

“When it’s time to go there,” I said quietly, “we go together.”

This means that when it is their time, when they have lived long, happy, fulfilled lives, they will be willing to pass on together, as it were. This does not mean that if one of them dies, it’ll be like “oh fuck, see ya Cassian! Hope you have a nice life, Mor! And hey, good luck, rest of the Night Court! I’m taking off now!”

I dunno, I guess I don’t see anything wrong with promising to make major life choices with someone else. And it’s not like they are saying “hey, I will kill myself when you die”, or even, “I can’t live without you because I have an unhealthy sense of co-dependence”. It’s more… choosing to be with someone, through whatever happens, to know that you can count on one another.

(tbh I haven’t read that many arguments about this because I was trying to process a lot of other stuff during my first read, around the time people were being really critical, but… anyone have other thoughts?)

  • Taehyung: I want to be a jellyfish
  • Yoongi: a jellyfish has no brains, you're already pretty close
  • Taehyung: oK LISTE-
  • Yoongi: I'm kidding.
  • Taehyung:
  • Yoongi: You are smarter than you seem like and I love you. I hope you know that even though I say mean things to you sometimes
  • Taehyung:
  • Taehyung: ok wow im actually crying I love you so much
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Videogame Meme / Seven Male Characters [1/7]  - Matt Miller
Accidentally meeting and talking to Day6

Note - all the staff at the Day6 concert wore a day6 hoodie and a mask with the face of one of the members. (As can be seen on V Live from April 1st) and I went with my friend @hmadsen93 

 Okay so yesterday, April 1st, was the Day6 concert, and my friend Helene and I got there about 2 and a half hours early. We got confused about what to do because there were many lines and stuff, and so we just kinda stopped up by the doorway and just looked awkwardly around - not knowing that the two people in the doorway, with Young K masks were IN FACT YOUNG K AND DOWOON! 

 After a little while, we got in a line, got a card and then walked PASSED YOUNG K AND DOWOON, to a table where there were two masked people sitting and giving the cards stamps. Helene got one from the one on the inner side and walked downstairs to look at the merch, and I got a stamp from the person who was most towards the door, and just as I was about to walk downstairs after my friend, she came back upstairs and I just followed her - being yelled after if I didn’t want to go downstairs and stuff from the guy giving me the stamp - we found out that she got a stamp from Sungjin himself, and Wonpil - COTTON CANDY MAN KIM WONPIL - WAS THE ONE THAT YELLED AFTER ME!!!! 

 After we got in line, and we were walking into the venue with the rest of the people, there were two masked Young K’s in the door again, taking the ticket stubs. Helene is so graceful and elegant that she bumped into the shorter of the two, who acted very careful and spoke very softly - in a deep voice, and I just said “Thank you” - And I got a very American sounding “Thank you” in return - We found out that it was Young K and Dowoon once again - Helene stumbling into Dowoon and me speaking to Young K. 

 Small things that happened at the concert: I found out that being tall, pale and having BRIGHT PINK HAIR will grant you a lot of eye contact with your biases, Jae is very underrated and not loved so much here in Korea as he is in foreign / western countries, Sungjin looks a little like CN blue’s Yonghwa with his current style, Young K is too sexy when he is sweating, Wonpil is too cheesy for his own good, Dowoon’s voice is deeper than you would’ve imagined and he sings HELLA good, and Jae LOVES TO DANCE…… WHO KNEW?!! 

 The fans had also planned a prank on Day6, which actually granted us the concert to be an hour longer than it was originally - we started singing Letting Go for them after they had left the stage, and we held up posters saying “Day6 isn’t talented enough” and when they finished another song, we turned it around again and it said “unbelievable” - BUT SINCE THEY HAD BEEN PLAYING THE STAFF THEY KNEW ALL ABOUT IT!! 

They pulled the biggest April Fools prank on us ever!
 Also my fave quote of the night:
Fan (to Young K): BRIAN I LOVE YOU
Young K: Yeah yeah ok

anonymous asked:

Hello there Orange!! Welcome! Hope you do great! Could you do MTMTE Drift, Rodimus, Megatron and Swerve reacting to bot s/o telling them they love them for the first time??? Thank you so much!

THIS IS SO LATE, I’M ALREADY DOING GREAT. OH, ANON, I HOPE YOU STILL WANT TO READ THIS. you’re welcome, ohlol.

Also, I love these boyz. These boyz are awesome. 

AND I DON’T KNOW WHY MEGATRON’S AND SWERVE’S PARTS ARE BIGGER THAN OTHERS. HELP ME.

Drift

  • It was a regular day on the Lost Light, you and Drift were having a rest after some training. He is telling you some stories about first adventures of the crew, which happened before you came on the board. 
  • You were smiling at him, sitting next to him, hugging your knees, your head tipped to the side. 
  • He looks at you and smiles at you too. 
  • “Why are you smiling? I didn’t tell you funny part yet.“ 
  • “I’m just thinking about how much I love you.”
  • He opens his mouth, trying to say something, probably, but there is no sound. His optics is so wide… In the silence sound of his vents turning on is almost too sudden.
  • “Oh.” All he said. You are still smiling, even though there is a small sting of fear - does he feel the same?
  • “I-I…” He stutters and starts again. “I love you too. I was waiting for the right moment to confess, but, I guess, you did it better.” Now he is smiling almost stupidly wide.
  • You smiled again and leaned against his shoulder. “Yeah. I did it better.”

Rodimus

  • Dis boy was so obvious with his crush on you. He was flirting with you, used cheesy pick-up lines, but, on the other side, he was so overly gentlemanly. 
  • He was too afraid to confess, tho. Not like he would ever admit it.
  • This day was one of those days when he was in a good mood and tried to make you laugh with stupid jokes.
  • It worked. 
  • “Oh, Rods. You are something else, I love you so much!” You said, giggling. The words come out unconsciously, you didn’t mean to confess.
  • He stopped in mid-sentence. For a moment, there was an awkward silence, mostly because of how confused you become when he stopped talking.
  • Oh. OH. So THAT’S why he is silent. Oh no, what should you do now? Should you push it further, go for it, confess? Or confession made like this would be too blunt? 
  • Well, here goes the first option… You smiled with as much confidence as you have and tried to speak as smoothly as possible.
  • “You mean it?” “Actually, it was just a phrase, but yes, I mean it.”
  • He smiled like a lovesick fool (which he was, let’s be honest) “And here I thought my pick-up lines don’t work. Now, the most beautiful bot on the Lost Light, whom I fell in love with, would you like accompany me, the most handsome captain in the Universe, on a date?”
  • You giggled. “Oh, it would be my pleasure”

Megatron

  • You’ve had feelings for him since… since forever?
  • Ok, not since forever. You actually were the one who was scared of ex-warlord and his presence on the ship.
  • And then he suddenly quoted your favorite book. And then you two talked for the first time. He was… a little bit stiff and awkward because he knew that you were scared of him. 
  • But then the conversation suddenly blossomed and turned into a long talk, which protracted for more than an hour.
  • After that, you realized that you fell in love with old mech, with ex-warlord, with someone, who arrange mass genocide, with… With Megatron.
  • And here you were, standing in the corridor, waiting for his conversation with Rung come to an end, so you can… What? Go there and tell him?
  • It was Rewind who told you about the looks Megatron was giving you. And about the way he talks about you. And about how oblivious you were.
  • And now you don’t know what to do. You were so ready to go and tell him about your feelings, but now? How are you going to make this relationship work? He will be judged, he will be punished for his crimes, there is no way he can just escape all of this. And what about you? You’ve had a brilliant career, what if being with him will ruin it? Is it worth it?
  • They finished talking and Rung left. It’s now or never. You have two choices - to remain silent or to confess. And you didn’t know what to choose.
  • Your spark chose for you. You sighed and turned around the corner. He noticed you, of course, and tried to say “Hello”, or something, but you didn’t let him finish.
  • “I love you”
  • Silence. You lifted your gaze.
  • Oh, his face. His beautiful faceplate with this always tired and sad optic, oh, this look on his face, it crushed your spark. He looked so scared and almost ashamed, for a moment it seemed like he was going to cry or scream in agony. 
  • “You shouldn’t…” His voice filled with static. 
  • “I know.” “I’m a monster…” “I know” “Stop being so calm, you don’t understand! You can’t just pretend that I didn’t do anything-!” “I’m not going to.”
  • He gave up eventually but still looked so… vulnerable. “I can’t do this to you… Not to you.” “I’m not asking for this. I just… Just wanted you to know, I guess.” “And what should we do now? What do you want to do now? What do you expect?” “Nothing. And what I want? I want to live my life. And love you. I want to love you.”
  • Instead of crying or snapping again, he carefully and slowly wraps his arms around your frame. “I don’t deserve you.”
  • “Who cares?”
  • It was worth it.

Swerve

  • This boy is so obviously in love, even without flirting like Rods. He can’t even remember when exactly he fell for you. First sight? First talk? First laugh? First friendly hug? He doesn’t know, but he fell so hard.
  • Swerve is very self-conscious and his self-esteem is so low. He just can’t confess. He is not worth you. He will never be worthy enough. Of course, it’s not true, but in his thoughts? 
  • Skids tried to encourage him to tell you about his love, but Swerve ignored him or joked to avoid this theme. 
  • That is before Skids talked to you. He hated doing this because it was Swerve’s life and he shouldn’t have intruded, but, hey, he tried to ask you smoothly. About Swerve, about your feelings… And he was lucky - you liked Swerve too, even more - you loved him, you fell for him as well! So he encourages you to tell Swerve. And you agreed.
  • So, Skids made sure this evening in Swerve’s nothing would interrupt you two. 
  • You were drinking, talking, everything was wonderful for a meeting of two good friends. 
  • One moment, there was a comfortable silence, you are looking at him and he is smiling at you. And then you decided to speak up.
  • “Um, Swerve? I wanted to tell you something.”
  • Oh, how oblivious he was. Oh, if he could only knew WHAT you were going to say because His thoughts were immediately filled with fear. “They want to tell you that they don’t want to be your friend.” “They hate you.” “You are worthless, even they can see it.” “They noticed and wants to laugh at your stupid crush.”
  • “You know, we’ve been pretty good friends…” “Here it is” “But now I understand that I want to be more than just friends. I love you, Swerve.”
  • “What? What did they say? Love me? Me?”
  • He gulped. “This is very cruel way to prank me, Y/N”
  • “I’m not joking!” You took his hand. “I love you, I can shout it to everyone in the bar, to everyone, if it will prove you I’m not joking!”
  • Oh boy. Oh Primus. He is crying. Swerve can’t help himself, he just… He can’t believe it. And when he can, he just SO. FRAGGING. HAPPY.
  • You love him. He loves you and you love him. This is the best day of his life. He has friends. He has you. He is not worthless if someone as beautiful as you can love him.
  • You rushed to hold his faceplate while asking what is wrong, but now he is laughing, and he is crying, and probably everyone is looking (and silently thanking Primus, FINALLY, THESE TWO CONFESSED, OUT OTP IS CANON) but he is so happy, and he does not give a damn.
  • He somehow manages to nuzzle in your neck, stil crying and happily mumbles something about how he loves you and how happy he is. As if you not noticed.
  • In the end, probably you’ll kiss him and bar will blow up with cheers and applause. 

anonymous asked:

okay what are your favorite edward moments from the books?

  • Edward and the lemonade bottle cap
  • Any reaction to people’s thoughts
  • “Stop it mom, you’re making me blush.”
  • “Do I … dazzle you?” Because he deadass didn’t know and thought it just for some reason did not work on Bella and his heart “swelled” when he found out he did dazzle her
  • any Mike Newton slander
  • his and Alice’s “both freaks” alliance. Like the time in Midnight Sun where Edward had to pretend Alice was telling the truth when she told Jasper he wasn’t going to do anything meanwhile Jasper was literally visualizing sucking the life out of this one student. “We had to stick together, Alice and I. It wasn’t easy, hearing voices or seeing visions of the future. Both freaks among those who were already freaks. We protected each other’s secrets.”
  • His and Alice’s siblingship in general. Seriously like any time one looked out for the other.
  • Every Boo Boo The Fool moment he had during Midnight Sun when he felt emotions and was like ??? what??? what is this??? am i.. FEELING??? is this… ENVY??/ ALL OVER… A HUMAN ???A HUMAN GIRL? SHE’S JUST A GIRL
  • “NO!” I shouted AKLSDJLKJDAJD BECAUSE HE SAW THAT HE WAS IN LOVE WITH BELLA THROUGH ALICE’S VISIONS…… WHY. IS. HE. LIKE. THIS. ……..
  • “Love her too?” I whispered, incredulous.
  • His what is she thinking now? and now? now what? now what’s she thinking?  little kid “are we there yet” kind of questions
  • I saw her life as I had before-college, career…love, marriage. I saw her on her father’s arm again, dressed in gauzy white, her face flushed with happiness as she moved to the sound of Wagner’s march. The pain was more than anything I’d felt before.
  • Could a dead, frozen heart break? It felt like mine would….. She was dreaming of me……Could a dead, frozen heart beat again? It felt like mine was about to.
  • Oh, and also, I’m wretchedly in love with you.
  • how generally nervous he was around her not just the fact that he thirsted for her but the fact that he didn’t know what he was doing bc…like i said….he has no idea what the fuck feelings are
  • Blood Type
  • How long have you been seventeen? A while. (FUCKING KING OF COMEDY)
  • “It doesn’t Matter? / does it MATTER?” etc. basically the entire freak out and his mental debate of whether she was mentally sound and how he could probably arrange for Carlisle to set her up with the best medical care
  • “We match!”
  • “isn’t it supposed to be like this? the glory of first love and all that?” :D
  • Edward cooking for Bella on prom day and using Charlie as his taste tester.
  • I guess it wasn’t a favorite moment but it was ??? cute?? his stupid little tantrum about how if Bella was at Mike’s place on her birthday the worse thing that would happen was them not finding a bandage
  • Edward anonymously setting up a scholarship for Bella
  • DUDE HE’S SO FUCKGIN CHEESY….. Before you bella…my life was like a moonless night
  • “Amazing! Carlisle was right!” what a nerd
  • Edward breaking a tv set then storming back in the room and roaring nO NO when bella’s dumbass said “Okay alice where do you want to do this?
  • “Isabella Marie Swan,” he whispered, the strangest expression crossing his face. He almost looked mad. “Do you believe that I asked the Volturi to kill me because I felt guilty?”
  • Edward trying to convince Bella he was lying about not loving her
  • “I just proposed to you and you think it’s a joke.”
  • He and Bella winning an Oscar for their acting performance in their “I got accepted there too” bit in front of Charlie
  • Edward coming up with an entire blockbuster movie plot where he and Bella would be the luckiest plane crash survivors in history while they’re taking notes
  • No Bella you look…sexy
  • “Did you run over someone’s cat?”
  • How he could quite literally kill Jacob when his stupid ass told her he’d rather she was dead
  • Another thing…I’ll be fighting for her too. I’m a quick learner Jacob I don’t make the same mistake twice and I’m here until she orders me away
  • That sounds about right…pup
  • I prefer brunettes!
  • The “You’ll always be my Bella” speech
  • The entire proposal…………he is so cute…..i wanna cry he was so happy
  • The way he got his feelings hurt when Bella didn’t want to put the ring on and how happy his little face got when he saw the ring on her…… i’m crying
  • he told her to be nice before he proposed
  • Edward really took a crying bella who pulled over on the side of the road crying into his arms and held her the entire night while she cried over Jacob Black can i fucking die. Can i fucking die right nOW.
  • Just how honest he was in that tent scene tbh. I would die for him idk if you know that yet but in case you didn’t.
  • This is probably just a me thing but any time he gets protective over Bella or his family etc it’s so hot laksjdlakjdas i’m SO SORRY
  • The telling Charlie about their engagement he was so chillin.
    Bella: stressing pulling her hair leg shaking at 100mph 
    Edward: :D charlie :D i know i should’ve told you but …. i proposed! :D
  • Edward in general wanting to give Bella the world is so cute like he would buy anything for her but the fucking cARs… i hate him. No i don’t. He’s just so cute he’s so excited and willing to do anything for her.
  • “By the way, I love you” “That’s why we’re here”
  • Taking Bella’s garter off with his teeth winking at Bella then throwing it at Mike Newton’s face
  • Edward’s entire reaction every time Jacob had any thoughts. Like the time Jacob was like they’re probably all fighting not to rip away the cup from bella’s hands and edward rolled his eyes. Or Jacob would be like “he owes me” and edward would mouth “I do.” Or jacob would fall into this self-pity i need love mood and edward tossed him his keys and told him to get out
  • Edward’s absolute love and pure JOY when he hears Renesmee’s thoughts for the first time
  • After the birth Edward ordering Jacob away after he clearly gave up and was over it and Edward refusing to give up on Bella
  • EDWARD’S LITERAL DISAPPOINTMENT WHEN HE COULDN’T HEAR BELLA’S THOUGHTS WHEN SHE “WOKE UP” poor baby he actually thought. what kind of boo boo the fool. 
  • Vampire Bella:                               
    Edward: oh my god. Incredible. You’re amazing. (what  a NERD)
  • Edward’s happy little voice every time he talked about Renesmee
  • “No I don’t care if you bite Jacob”
  • Just his overall protectiveness for his family. I’ve already talked about this but!!!!!!!!!
  • Him defending Alice always whether it be to Sam or wanting to rip Demitri to shreds specifically for her
  • Edward giving Renesmee a fucking ipod
  • “Caius you idiot the sun is out how are these children of the damn MOON”-an actual quote by Edward Anthony Masen Cullen
  • HE WAS SO EXCITED TO GET INTO BELLA’S MIND MY LITTLE BABY IT’S ALL HE’S WANTED IT WAS LIKE A FUCKING BIRTHDAY PRESENT OR SOMETHING. I feel like on his birthdays Bella is just like ok. For your present you’ll get my mind I’ll lift my shield today. He was just so excited so happy he told her to do it again
  • Edward loves. A lot. He loves so much oh my god. I wanna die.

maybe i should’ve just linked you to the edward cullen quotes good reads page. or like your nearest barnes and noble and the YA section where you can find the entire series because I can assure you everything he’s ever done is so cherished in my world. i’d die for him idk if you’ve picked up on that

the-sleepy-bus-stop  asked:

Ok so kind of a Mercy rant. I was playing Lucio early in game but I switched over to Mercy. This guy who switched to Zenyatta about the same time started complaining that I was only healing one person and got sassy about it. I was actually healing whoever was on the payload (just a lone sombra) and told him so. He got quiet until the end of the game when I got a card for my Lucio healing. He then said, and I quote, 'Hey Mercy you could learn from Lucio.' ?!?!?! JACKASS I WAS THAT LUCIO

OMG 😭😭😭😭😭😫😫 I freaking love you guys. I’m sorry I need a minute. Ok now that I’m back this is the only part of this movie that actually made me feel what real love is within a family. Nobody is perfect and we disagree alot, no to mention fight but because we are family we work through the issues and disagreements. We are all different but we all collectively want something that something is Love. ✌️🍀😎

self-rec Saturday? let’s do this thing

i’ve seen a quite a few of these around, and felt like throwing my hat in the ring, too, though most of this stuff isn’t exactly new


it’s been just about a year, but i am still inordinately proud of Be A Body (Explicit, ~5K), the fic best summarized as “General Hux goes on shore leave to get anonymously railed until he can barely stand. Adam Sackler Kylo Ren is a filthy fuck who eats his own come out of Hux’s ass, because he is considerate like that.” 

this fic was prompted by @machinewithoutfeelings, who’d asked me for ‘something where they do space coke in a club’, and i like to think it really turned out! the actual summary for the fic is General Hux likes spending his shore leave somewhere anonymous, convenient and blessedly free of Kylo Ren. Somewhere full of men with big hands, and preferably with a good bathroom to do Mon Gazza spice in, and yes, Mon Gazza spice is an actual thing in the old EU, though i made up all the effects. 


also turning one is it don’t come in a shot glass (Explicit, ~19K), my May 2016 kylux exchange fic, which includes such tags as “Kylo is a horrible neighbor but he gives great head”. the summary on AO3 is Kylo hates his job, his life, his hot neighbor Hux, cats, turning thirty, and everything, not necessarily in that order. Well, maybe cats – and Hux – are OK. Whatever. Being thirty still blows. 

I ABSOLUTELY ADORE all of the comments i’ve received on this fic, and i hope y’all are OK with me sharing some of them below, because i think they are possibly an even better summary (please let me know if you’re not ok with me quoting you, and I’ll edit)

“I loved Kylo just periodically grabbing Hux out of the blue, interrupting their small talk about Stephen King to suck his dick, […] creepily reading his mail and envying him for his actual ties and real coffee table.” – @rex-luscus

“a smol ginger cat is delicately guiding us through kylo’s mess of a life and leading him toward hux” – @bettydays

“Kylo Ren is this kind of possessive in bed, terrible at people type of thing, but he’s like, confident as soon as he has someone naked.” – @reserve

“The transformation of Kylo from petulant man-child to slightly-less petulant man-child. The complexity of Kylo-the-dejected-youth’s insecurities told via mail tampering.” – @sinnotalone


disobedient (Explicit, ~7K) is the puppy play fic that’s a very loose @kyluxhardkinks fill. this is the one with the collar, leash, crate, cock cage, orgasm denial, and feelings. it’s pretty much what it says on the tin: D/s modern AU: Hux is an overworked and isolated businessman who advertises for a full time, live-in sub – except that Hux ends up with naughty puppy Kylo. some trivia for you: i ended up reading a late 1800s dog training manual for funsies as a result/consequence/side-effect of writing this fic. it was incredibly illuminating.


care and control (Explicit, ~6K) remains my favorite, most self-indulgent, happiest fantasy. the actual summary on AO3 is a quoted paragraph, It’s a wide strip of dark brown leather, soft, already a bit worn at the edges, snapped shut over Ben’s wrist. It means Ben wants him. Ben needs him. He may not always be able to say it, but he means it every time he puts the cuff on, every time he puts himself into Hux’s care – I’m yours. so to rephrase that, it is the softest, sweetest D/s fic, wherein Hux spanks Ben, eats him out, and fucks his face. it was my first time writing trans!Kylo|Ben, and honestly, were i to try writing the same exact scenario now, i’d likely frame it a bit differently, but i am still very, very pleased with how this one turned out. @artyaourter made really gorgeous art for this fic, and I gotta admit, I LOOK AT IT A LOT.


i know Princess (Explicit, ~7K) isn’t everyone’s cup of tea (what with the underage Hux, the age difference between him and Ren, and the daddy kink), but it does involve a very pretty Hux who wears pretty panties, and dreams of pink nail polish, and even prettier dresses he’s going to wear for Ren someday, like this one  @ottenebrare drew, which i love so damn much. 

  • Thomas: Jimmy kissed me.
  • Anna: Ohmygodohmygod.
  • Daisy: Ok, all right. We want to hear everything. Anna, get the wine. Thomas, does this end well or do we need to get tissues?
  • Thomas: Oh, it ended very well.
  • Anna(getting the wine): Do not start without me. Do not start without me.
  • Daisy: Ok, all right, let’s hear about the kiss. Was it like a soft brush against your lips? Or was it like a “I gotta have you now” kind of thing?
  • Thomas: Well, at first it was really intense, you know. And then, oh god, and then we just sort of sunk into it.
  • Anna: Ok, so, were you holding him? Or were his hands like on you?
  • Thomas: No, actually first they started on my waist. And then, they slid up, and then, they were on my shoulders.
  • Anna and Daisy: Ohhhhh.
  • [In the next room Jimmy is eating while Andy swirls a cup]
  • Jimmy: And, uh, and then I kissed him.
  • Andy: Tongue?
  • Jimmy: Yeah.
  • Andy: Cool.
Wake Me Up - (Young)Sirius Black Imagine

A/N: hello again, dearies :D

Request:
live-life-in-freedom said: Hey ! I was wondering if you could do a Sirius black one shot where the reader is on the gryffindor quidditch team and gets seriously injured during a game and Sirius stops in the middle of the game to go help her and stays by her side in the hospital wing for weeks until she wakes up and they confess their feelings for each other :)? Thanks!! 

thank you so much for this request! I absolutely loved it! here it is ;) ok so for this Quidditch match I decided that Lee Jordan’s dad was at Hogwarts in the Marauders Era and he was the announcer just like Lee because I honestly love his narrating! so I used some of the actual Lee Jordan’s quotes here too ;)

Disclaimer: I don’t own Harry Potter

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Wake Me Up

“Hey, (Y/N)!” Sirius yelled running towards her as they made their way out of the tent and into the Quidditch Pitch.

“Hi, Sirius” (Y/N) said a smiling a little nervous.

“Hey” he said catching up with her. “I um- I just wanted to tell you uh-“ Sirius stuttered a little running a hand through his hair nervously. “G-Good luck out there” he said smiling at her.

(Y/N) felt her heart fluttering a little. “Um, thank you, Sirius. You too” she said smiling up at him.

“Hey! Could you two lovebirds cut it out?” they heard James yelling. “We have a Quidditch match now! So stop making puppy eyes at each other and get over here!”

“Lay off her, mate! We’re coming!” Sirius yelled back glaring at his friend. James rolled his eyes and turned around walking back to the middle of the pitch, making (Y/N) giggle.

“Um, we uh we better go” (Y/N) said awkwardly.

“Right” Sirius said smiling before he leaned down to kiss her cheek. “Good luck” he said squeezing her hand before he ran over to where James was. (Y/N) stood still on her place bringing a hand up to the spot where Sirius’ lips had been just one moment ago.

“(Y/N)!”

“I’m coming! I’m coming!” she yelled walking over to the rest of the team.

“Hello everyone and welcome to yet another Quidditch Match!” Richard Jordan greeted everyone on the field. “Gryffindor against Slytherin!“

“Alright, I want a nice, clean game! Understand?” Madame Hooch said looking at the team captains, Lucius Malfoy and James Potter. Both boys shook hands glaring at each other.

“And it starts!” Jordan announced the crowd.

The game started with Gryffindor taking the lead. It wasn’t long before they started winning and Slytherin started attacking them to beat them. James grabbed the Quaffle and raced for the opposite hoops to score. It wasn’t long before Lucius bumped into him, causing him to drop the Quaffle and grabbing it himself before flying in the opposite direction. Before he could get to the middle of the pitch, Sirius pushed him away and stole the Quaffle from him again flying even faster and scoring this time.

“Yes! Sirius Black scores!” Jordan could be heard through the speakers. (Y/N) could hear the crowd, (mostly girls) cheering for him. She turned to look at him and Sirius winked at her from his spot. She rolled her eyes smiling at him and went back to looking for the Snitch and she spotted it not too far from Lucius Malfoy.

“And I think… YES! (Y/N) is after the Snitch – what an amazing Seeker that girl is, and rather attractive too-“

“JORDAN!” they all heard Professor McGonagall’s voice.

“Sorry, Professor. Just a fun fact.”

(Y/N) was too concentrated into not losing sight of it, that she didn’t even notice Avery and Scabior following her. Before she knew what was happening, she felt her broom being pulled back.

“Not so fast, (Y/N)” Avery said smirking at her.

“HEY!” Sirius shouted furious from his spot.

“So, after that obvious and disgusting bit of cheating-“

“Jordan!” Professor McGonagal growled again.

“I mean, after that open and revolting foul-“

“Jordan! I’m warning you-“

“All right, all right. Avery nearly kills the beautiful Gryffindor Seeker, which could happen to anyone, I’m sure-“

“JORDAN!”

“Keep your bloody hands to yourself, Avery!” Sirius yelled fuming coming towards (Y/N).

“Sorry, my bad” he said winking at (Y/N) who simply glared at him.

“Are you alright?” Sirius asked her.

“I’m fine Sirius” she said smiling at him.

Suddenly, (Y/N) looked past Sirius and saw a Bludger coming towards his head. Sirius noticed the look on her eyes before (Y/N) pushed him out of the way.

“Sirius! Watch out!” she said pushing him out of the way just in time to avoid the Bludger.

(Y/N) turned and watched it soar away, then blinked. The Bludger turned around and streaked right back at her. (Y/N) jet off before it could get to her. (Y/N) was flying in a series of zig-zag, loops, and rolls, trying to shake the Bludger off but the Bludger was relentless. (Y/N) frantically dipped and dove before she saw it again… the Golden Snitch. (Y/N) gripped her broom tighter and flew as fast as she could and soon enough, Regulus Black, the Slytherin Seeker was by her side racing for the Snitch. Shoulder to shoulder, they were racing madly, driving and dodging the wooden support beams that crisscross their path. Directly behind them, the Bludger followed, shattering the beams as it dogs (Y/N). (Y/N) brushed the wall, battling for control. Once she was out back on the pitch she bumped into Malfoy.

“Watch where you’re going, love!” he winked at her but (Y/N) spotted the Snitch behind him and kept on flying. She continued on, closing on the Snitch, her fingertips were only inches from catching it when…

“(Y/N)!” she heard James yell, she was sure it was him. But it was too late.

Before she could see it coming, the Bludger smashed into her left arm. (Y/N) screamed out in pain but steadied herself and managed to snatch the Snitch out of the air with her good hand. She kept on trying to fly her broom but soon enough, the Bludger was making its way back to her.

“(Y/N)!” Sirius yelled scared to death flying as fast as he could making his way towards the witch.

Wincing in pain, she squinted up to see a black dot, growing rapidly larger and plummeting from the sky directly towards her. The Bludger. Unable to control her broom with her shattered arm, she felt something hitting her before she fell onto the pitch with a sickening thud and everything went black.

“(Y/N)! (Y/N)!” Sirius yelled landing on the grown and kneeling next to her. He saw Remus walking to the middle of the pitch getting rid of the Bludger with his hand in no time and making his way towards his friends.

“Moony! What’s wrong with her?” he asked looking up at his friend. Remus saw something he had never seen in Sirius. Fear.

“I don’t know, Padfoot. We should take her to Madam Pomfrey” he said kneeling on the other side of (Y/N) as the rest of both teams landed.

“Is she alright?” James asked making his way towards the group.

“We don’t know” Remus said as Sirius picked her up.

“Hey, what’s that on her hand?” James asked suddenly.

“What?” Sirius said confused before he opened (Y/N)’s tight fist to reveal the Golden Snitch inside.

“Bloody hell!” James said impressed.

“No! She couldn’t have!” Malfoy said getting upset along with the rest of the Slytherin team.

“Unbelievable!” they heard Jordan’s voice through the speakers. “Gryffindor wins!”


Sirius was sitting at the Hospital Wing, next to (Y/N)’s bed. He hadn’t spoken since the match. He didn’t even smile when they mentioned Gryffindor won. He could only focus on the girl lying in front of him with a broken arm and a bandaged head. Madam Pomfrey said her arm was no problem to fix but her head had suffered a rather harsh hit on the head and she had a very bad concussion. But she should only rest for now. He hadn’t even gone to dinner. He told the other ones to go on without him. He sat there for Merlin knows how long when he heard someone coming in.

“Hey, Pads” he saw his three best friends walking over to him. “You missed dinner” Remus told him getting out some food for him.

“I’m not hungry” Sirius said sadly never taking his eyes off (Y/N).

“Pads, you’ve got to stop blaming yourself” James said sitting next to him.

“Yeah, there’s nothing you could’ve done” Remus tried to cheer him up too.

“And she’s going to be alright, mate” Peter added.

“I was going to tell her today” Sirius simply said making the other Marauders look at each other a bit awkwardly. “Right after the game” he continued. “I was going to tell her that I love her” he said sadly.

“Well, you can tell her when she wakes up” Remus said with a sad smile.

“What if she doesn’t wake up?” Sirius asked with his voice breaking a little.

“Don’t say that, Pads” James said. “She’s gonna wake up” he assured him.

“I hope so” Sirius whispered grabbing (Y/N)’s hand.

A few weeks had passed since the incident and (Y/N) still hadn’t woken up. Sirius was a completely different person. He didn’t sleep. He didn’t eat. He didn’t move from his spot next to (Y/N) unless the Marauders dragged him out for him to shower and change, by Madame Pomfrey’s orders. Remus would bring him all of his work every day so he wouldn’t fall behind and made him do it when he saw it all piled up in a corner. That night, Sirius sat alone with (Y/N) while he read her favorite book out loud.

“(Y/N), can you even hear me?” he asked all of the sudden looking at the small girl on the bed.

He had never been this afraid in his entire life. This was the only girl he had ever loved and she was lying unconscious for two weeks now. Sirius felt his eyes watering. What if she never woke up? He never got the chance to tell her how he felt. He closed the book and placed it on the nightstand. He held (Y/N)’s hand and gave it a soft kiss.

“(Y/N), I miss you” he said sadly. “Please wake up” he whispered. “I- I don’t know what I’d do without you” he said feeling his eyes starting to water. “You’re the most beautiful girl that I’ve known” he continued. “And you’re also smart and kind and funny a-and” he said feeling a tear slipping through one of his eyes. “And I love you” he admitted. “I love you so much (Y/N)” he said kissing her forehead.  Exhaustion came over the boy and he felt his eyes closing. He rested his head on (Y/N)’s lap never releasing her hand and he could swear that he felt her squeeze his before he gave up to slumber.


(Y/N) opened her eyes feeling a massive headache when the sun hit her face. She sat up carefully when she noticed someone resting on her lap. Sirius Black. She smiled a little as she ran her fingers delicately through his soft, black hair. She stayed like that for a while until she saw him fluttering his eyes open.

“Morning, Sirius” she whispered smiling.

“Morning, (Y/N)” Sirius said before closing his eyes again. And then, it hit him. “(Y/N)!” he said sitting up and opening his eyes. “Y-you’re awake!” he said excited, sitting next to her on the bed and hugging her to him. “Oh, thank Merlin! You’re alright!” he said kissing her head.

“Uh, what are you talking about?” (Y/N) said a little confused. “What was I asleep for a few days?” she asked remembering the Quidditch match.

Sirius pulled away from her concerned. “(Y/N), you’ve been asleep for about two weeks now” he said making the girl widen her eyes in shock.

“W-what?” she asked. “What happened?”

“Um, w-well” Sirius said. “A Bludger hit you in the head pretty badly” he explained. “And you’ve been unconscious ever since” he said. “I’m so sorry-“

“What?” (Y/N) said frowning her eyebrows in confusion. “What are you sorry for?”

“That I couldn’t help you” he said looking away.

“Sirius, you’re not even a Beater” she said placing her hand on his cheek. “This wasn’t your fault. I’m not the first one and I doubt I’ll be the last one to ever get hit by a Bludger” she said with a small laugh. “I’m alright, see?”

“Yes, but (Y/N), I was so scared” Sirius admitted. “I didn’t know when you were waking up or if-“ he stopped. “I don’t know what I’d do without you and I just I don’t want anything to hurt you ever again” he said in a serious tone. “Because I-“ he stopped once more before he could say it. He had seen this play a million times inside his head but somehow he couldn’t do it now. “I just agh” he said running his hands through his head frustrated.

(Y/N) simply giggled and made him turn to look at her again. “Sirius” she said smiling. “I love you too” she said sitting up to press her lips against his before she remembered her injuries and whimpered in pain. “Ouch” she said against his lips. “Sorry” she told him laughing.

“W-wait, you m-mean- uh” Sirius stuttered confused. “How did you-?”

“I heard you” she simply said. “I heard you last night” she said blushing a little. “I um, I could hear some things like you reading to me and when James and the others came and tried making you laugh” she explained. “And… I heard you when you said it last night” she said looking away. “I thought it was a dream though” she admitted. “But I still had to go for it” she said smirking at him.

Sirius smirked back at her before he leaned down to capture her lips once more. “I love you, (Y/N)” he said resting his forehead against hers.

“I love you too” she said smiling. “So… did we at least win the match?”

Sirius rolled his eyes smiling and nodded before he kissed her again.

The End

A/N: hope you guys liked it :D