彡☆day 7/365; last night’s practice sketches were more of fanarts, tbh ㅋㅋㅋ it’s been one week since 2017 started and it’s been a productive week! //i use a faber-castell mechanical pencil for my sketches and a black koi colouring brush pen for the hangul calligraphy! also, a tip: it’s better to use a kneaded eraser than the square ones since with kneaded erasers, it’s like clay, so you can make it as thin as you like and can erase the littlest mistakes you make without erasing the whole sketch!╰(*´︶`*)╯
Bought a new notebook and also a pack of pens from Muji! I also started on the title page for my new bullet journal that I’ll use for my last year of high school! I can’t wait to use this throughout the year!
here are some of my favorite ‘studytubes’ (i didn’t get all of them in the picture)
their content is honestly gold. they post helpful tips, ‘study/plan with me’ type of videos, recommendations, hauls, & more… what more could you want? (besides good grades, a fit body, equality for everyone, muji pens. yeah i’m gonna stop there). i’m been obsessed with watching them lately.
here are the links to their youtubes and their tumblrs (if they have one):
Hello there lovely, I was wondering if requests were still open and if
so could I have an angst kbtbb you can choose the guy, I’ve recently
discovered my boyfriend cheating and although unorthodox I wanted to
read something similar to my situation with someone else’s words… so I
wouldn’t feel so alone, I found out about him and her about a month
before he knew I wasn’t stupid, I’m the idiot in love who took him back
because I love him but, you can take a different path, thanks. Love ya.
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Fandom: Kissed By The Baddest Bidder Category: Angst / Comfort Character: Soryu Oh Notes: One of the rules when I write fanfic- Cheaters don’t get happy ending. And yet, one day I got this request. It really got to me when I see the part “I’m the idiot in love who took him back
because I love him”
We are no fools, my loves. We all make our choices and there is no right or wrong when it comes to love. I am leaving the fic with an open end because I can’t create an ending while not knowing how this would truly turns out since I write this base on the reader’s side of the story.
And I believe the “ending” isn’t what usually get us through the tough times, it’s the process. As painful as it may seem, we grow and learn from experience. Whatever the lesson is, I wish you finding true happiness. I am here if you need to talk or simply someone to listen. Lastly, I do hope you feel less alone.
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At first, you think the worst is your broken heart then you begin to realize things are never the same, the two of you could never go back to how things used to be even though you’ve forgiven him. You even pity yourself a little for being such a fool for so long, trusting and sticking up for him when everyone keep telling you to give up.
Your love is strong, much stronger than some random girl. He loves you dearly, he’s just lost. He didn’t know what he’s doing or how to stop. He feels guilty and begs for your forgiveness. Your love is strong, it has to be.
But what really hurt you most is the fact that he turns to someone else when he needs help, it isn’t you he chooses to talk to, to lean on. It’s another girl who makes the move, who takes initiative to flirt with him and eventually rocks on top of him.
His depression may have clouded his judgement, fucked up his emotions but what about his feelings and love for you? What’s he thinking when he’s inside her? Has he ever thought of you when they do it the second time, the third time?
Does she make him feel good?
Why? Why does she feel bad and decide to tell you about it? She makes the first move!!! She wants him to cheat, right? Is that her way of gloating? Showing off that her claws are all over your man then she “feels guilty” and shows your their intimate conversation?
You have no idea how a heart can be shredded into that many pieces. Confronting him isn’t hard, he admits immediately with relief as the secret has been eating him alive. Why? Why does he bother cheating if he suffers too? Your love is strong, you have to stay strong for him.
He needs you, you can’t give up on him. Not when his world has crumbled, not when he’s suffering from depression. He has lost his position at the Dragons, Inui has recently lost his life during a drug deal because of the reckless new leader. Soryu stops talking about it and pretends he knows nothing about the Ice Dragon but his eyes never sparkle like they used to and he’s even lost his smile when he eats your omelette. You’ve failed at being the supportive girlfriend, you need to do better and leaving him in the cold isn’t the way to do it.
You ask Mr. Ichinomiya for a transfer since there are hotels all over the world, the man agrees as he wants his right hand man back.
“Soryu,” You return to the suite and embrace your man from behind, “Let’s move to England. Mr. Ichinomiya has agreed with my transfer, we’d use a fresh start.”
The love of your life turns around and cups your cheek, “_______, I’m so sorry.”
“No, I’m sorry. I should have been there for you when you need me.” You tip toe and plant a kiss on his lips, melting into his sweet scent. “I love you, Soryu. And always will.”