ohio-problems

What I want

I want that relationship where you can talk on the phone, or in person for hours about random things, about life, about fears, about things that make me anxious. Random face times or Skype calls or phone calls at three in the morning to say I miss you, I want that relationship where we know every little bit of one another, know each other’s favorite song, favorite color, favorite movie. I want that relationship that even when we fight, we can’t bear to stop talking. I want the relationship where if one of us are feeling sad we just cuddle the night away in silence, or talk about what happened that made us feel that way.

I want to lay out and watch the stars, fall asleep in the grass. I want to adventure and fall in love with her over, and over, and over again every time I look into her eyes. I want her to make me realize that everyone I’ve been with in the past, was only making me better for her. I want to visit all the wonders of the world, and be able to say I kissed her at all of them.

I want to know every inch of the person I’m with, every inch of their being. I want to know what makes their beautiful mind theirs, I want to know every inch of their soul and what they’re passionate about. I want to know every little centimeter of their body, I want to know trace every birthmark, every scar. I want to see them on their bad days, and on their good. I want to love them as a whole, and I want the same for me.


But people like this don’t exist anymore. At least not for me.

And that’s what breaks my heart. I get into these meaningless relationship just for them to end because I was never enough. I give my all, just to end up empty.

And I’m done.

so funny, because it's true! XD
here is what Jeff Foxworthy has to say about Ohio…
If your local Dairy Queen is closed from September through May, you may live in Ohio. If someone in a Home Depot store offers you assistance and they don’t even work there, you may live in Ohio.   If you’ve worn shorts and a jacket at the same time, you may live in Ohio.    If you’ve had a lengthy telephone conversation with someone who dialed a wrong………… number, you may live in Ohio.  If “vacation” means going anywhere south of Dayton for the weekend, you may live in Ohio. If you measure distance in hours, you may live in Ohio.  If you know several people who have hit a deer more than once, you may live in Ohio. If you have switched from ‘heat’ to 'A/C’ in the same day and back again, you may live in Ohio. If you can drive 75 mph through 2 feet of snow during a raging blizzard without flinching, you may live in Ohio. If you install security lights on your house and garage, but leave both doors unlocked, you may live in Ohio.  If you carry jumpers in your car and your wife knows how to use them, you may live in Ohio.  If you design your kid’s Halloween costume to fit over a snowsuit, you may live in Ohio.  If the speed limit on the highway is 55 mph -you’re going 80 and everybody is passing you, you may live in Ohio.  If driving is better in the winter because the potholes are filled with snow, you may live in Ohio.  If you know all 4 seasons: almost winter, winter, still winter and road construction, you may live in Ohio. If you have more miles on your snow blower than your car, you may live in Ohio. If you find 10 degrees “a little chilly”, you may live in Ohio. If you actually understand these jokes, repost this so all of your Ohio friends and others can see,you definitely do live - or have lived - in OHIO