I remember you.
Come here, it’ll be okay.
I don’t think I could tell you anything that would make you feel any better but here listen to this.
I know exactly how you feel and I feel this way right now. To be honest, I’m having a really hard time coping. The best thing for you to do is to keep applying to jobs. I don’t know what your situation is whether it be studying, gap year, etc. If your boyfriend doesn’t live in Auckland, Wellington or Christchurch it would be super hard to find work. I would keep trying though. Your boyfriend can set up job alerts on seek.co.nz this way he will know when there’s jobs he’s able to apply too. I have this set up for me every day so I can apply to jobs. I assume you can do the same for monster.com
I’ve basically come to a point in my life where I’ve had to re-evaluate what I want in my life. Basically, if you can’t live without this person in your life.. you continue to work hard to be with them. It’s going to take me a few more years to live with Ben and it’s going to be super hard for the next 1-2 years. But it’s going to be worth it.
That’s what you need to focus on, that for now things are horrible but one day they won’t. I hope you’ve applied to lots of Summer jobs if you can!
Best wishes to the both of you