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Okay but imagine Dean using horribly cheesy angel-themed pickup lines on Cas when they start dating – just for shits and giggles – because Cas always responds to them with utmost seriousness in this adorably bewildered manner oh my gosh –

“Are you an angel? Because you’re the answer to all my prayers.”

“I’d appreciate it if you refrained from stating the obvious, Dean.”


“Am I dead, Angel? ‘Cause this must be Heaven!”

“No, Dean, this is Purgatory. Please do keep up.”

 

“Baby, somebody better call God, ‘cause he’s missing an angel!”

“I believe Father is fully aware of my whereabouts, but thank you for your concern.”

 

“Is it hot in here or is that just the Holy Spirit burning inside of you?”

“I’m inclined to believe that it’s the latter.”

 

“Can I take a picture of you to prove to my friends that angels do exist?”

“Dean, you do not have any friends.”

I am made of broken mirrors and shattered love
Blood-dripped comets and blue galaxies
I know only of a black hole inside of me
Continually reaching for something I can never have

I am made of cutting words and foggy love
Suicidal meteorites and red suns
Water at the edges of my eyes
And yet I cannot say a word

I am made of ripped jeans and torn hopes
Blown up suns and dead stars
I am shouting into a void that never hears
And a void that doesn’t care about the bullet inside of me

I am made of broken heads and bloody noses
White dwarfs and dying suns
Don’t get too close to me, oh god do not
I am not worth it, nor worthy of the love you give a galaxy.

—  “Shattered Galaxy” (via @rainyflowerkid)
I WATCHED MOCKINGJAY PART 2 AND CRIED A LOT AND OH MY GOD I STILL FEEL EMPTINESS IN MY HEART AND I DON’T GET HOW PEOPLE COULD EASILY GO BACK TO LAUGHING AFTER THE MOVIE ENDED. IT AFFECTED ME SO MUCH THAT I HAVE NO IDEA HOW WILL I EVER KEEP LIVING MY LIFE AS I USED TO BEFORE. THE HUNGER GAMES HAVE BEEN MY LIFE FOR 6 YEARS OH MY GOD. EVERYTHING COMES TO AN END. ALWAYS.