i still can’t get over the fact that this was the very first time even let himself be vulnerable in front of isak. it was the first time he wasn’t hiding. it was the first time he was facing isak knowing that isak had read all these things he had written in his text. isak knew about the guilt, and the fear, and the pain
so pretending that everything was fine like he had always done wasn’t a possibility
and isak’s reaction in that moment was so so so crucial. but at the same time it was like having to paint a line on a blank canvas, and only having one canvas available. and knowing that if you messed it up, if the line wasn’t straight, that would be the trace you left behind. and even, who stood there, exposed, was that blank canvas. and isak’s reaction was an attempt at a straight line; if isak messed this up, it would not be something that could be erased, or redone. it would’ve had a long lasting effect on even
but isak’s reaction was perfect. he was there. he was gentle and kind and showing him love through his touch and little gestures and through his words. you are not alone
and this was so important because before that moment, even’s mind was full of speculations. full of “if he knows, he’ll leave”, “if i’m not strong, he’ll leave”, “if i’m not doing okay, he’ll leave”. if, if, if
but that right there, isak holding him, that wasn’t speculation. that was proof. and you can contradict speculations, you can refute them all. but this proof was undeniable
Your art just showed up on Cringemas and Jack yelled "I KNOW THAT ART ITS CHEAPCOOKIE!" That made me so super happy to hear cause your art is amazing!
DAMN. no rly? was that his words ???!!!! ♡(ŐωŐ人)
daaaamn i feel so bad to not remember anythin’. i watched it but …URG. blank blank and internal screams.
that reminds meh when mah art passed in pewd’s video. the dirty fan art reaction stuff. Well, i had to watch it 5 times to be like ‘’okay.it happened, now.waht dah fuck did he just said?! ” i was completely blown away. like 1000% out of this world.
Well. it’s happening again. i’ll wait to watch it again. They looked to like it even if the drawin’ was way too smol. （´ω｀♡%）
“Dear Isak, I’m now sitting at the place where we first met and thinking about you. It’s soon 21:21. I want to tell you a thousand things. I’m sorry for scaring you. I’m sorry I hurt you. I’m sorry for not telling you that I’m bipolar. I was scared of losing you. I had forgot that it’s not possible to lose someone, that all people are alone anyways. In another place in the universe we are together for eternity. Remember that. I love you.Even.”