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Markhyuck fluffy one shot ♡:

Title: long distance love

Kind: markhyuck online boyfriends long distance relationship au

Warning: words like “fuck” and “shit” said a few times also small kissing parts but not detailed so yeah almost none

Note: i am also in a long distance,online relationship rn so i’m kinda inspired by own relationship. Also i used the word “silly” as the meaning “being funny in a cute way” not in the meaning as being stupid at the part mark called donghuuck silly. Just to clear things.

Original aff link: http://www.asianfanfics.com/story/view/1275221/long-distance-love-markhyuck-marklee-markchan

I wrote this for mark’s bday btw even though it’s pretty late 😅 happy birthday my baby 💙

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People were saying it must be hard and it was to be honest. It was very hard. Loving someone so much but not being able to touch them, to kiss them, to hug them. It was hard seeing the love of your life’s face just from your computer screen. It was hard not being able to cuddle your other half especially when it was dead dark at night and you were cold and feeling alone. It was hard. But it wasn’t bad. And he definetely wasn’t regretting it.

Mark knew from the start that dating with someone who is miles away from him will be hard but he still said “yes” with a soft smile on his lips and loving look in his eyes when donghyuck asked if they can date. Cause he knew even though they were so far away from each other physically they were so close by the heart.

And it’s not like they weren’t communicating with each other well cause they were. They were skyping, messaging from kakaotalk, calling each other and all. Even at the most random times…

‘Can we skype ?’

'Like right now ?’

'Yeah.’
'Is it ok ?’

'Uhmm right now isn’t so okay to be honest baby’

'Oh…oh it’s ok. We can talk later.’

'Donghyuck babe i’m in bathroom right now. Do you really wanna see my face while i’m taking a dump ?’

'Oh shit’

'Yeah oh shit really *laughing emoji*’

’………’
'My stupid ass thought you didn’t wanna see me’

'First of all hyuckkie, don’t call yourself stupid, second of all there hadn’t been one single day that i didn’t wanna see your beautiful face. I would fly there and drown you with kisses and hugs if i could. God damn sometimes i just wanna ran all the way to there just to see you.’

'How the hello kitty you can get so deep while taking a shit ?’

'Cause i’m so in love with you lee donghyuck’

'Confessing while pooping oh how romantic’

'You can say whatever you want but i know you are blushing so hard right now’

’…..whatever’

'Yeah whatever just be ready’

'To what ?’

'To see my handsome face cause imma skype call you in like 5 minutes’

'Ok but make sure you washed your hands well’

'It’s not like you will be able to hold them babe’

'Still. Wash them well.’

'Ok’

'Ok’

'Love u’

'Shut up’

'U r blushing’

’!!!!!!!!!’

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Yeah their relationship was a bit…playful ? Silly ? Even the first time they met was silly. They had a huge figt under a post about lee taeyong. Yes they literally met thanks to their fight about a male idol.

Booming-system-up-up reblogged tytrash’s post.

Booming-system-up-up added: uhmm maybe you would wanna give the god damn credit of the aesthetic to the person who made it ? Like idk me!!!

Tyrash added: uhmm i made this aesthetic myself. Who r u btw ?

Booming-system-up-up added: uhmm no it’s mine. I posted it like 2 months ago. And i’m lee taeyong’s number one fan. Hadn’t u see my url *shady kawaii face emoji*

Tytrash added: look darling you are wrong. I did this aesthetic myself today. And puhlease i am his number one fan. He even pecked my cheek once in a fan meeting. He called me cute. We r sailing.

Booming-system-up-up added: ugh *rolls eyes* i can’t with the liars really. Just everyone know it’s my aesthetic and this person stole it.

Tytrash added: hey stop blaming me i haven’t stole anything from anyone

Booming-system-up-up added: you did

Tytrash added: no i didnt

Booming-system-up-up added: oh yes you did

Tytrash: fucking come to dm u potato

Booming-system-up-up added: oh be ready u onion

Then they messaged each other and turned out it was all just a misunderstanding. Yes mark’s aesthetic was really similiar to donghyuck’s but there were differences and mark swore he really hadn’t see the aesthetic donghyuck made. After arguing a bit more at the end they both accepted they both were quilty and kinda became friends when mark added “btw pls check out my new friend’s aesthetic blog too. He makes great aesthetics ^-^ link: ……… "at the end of his post.

And oh boy after that was a long ass ride. Cause mark learnt a few things about donghyuck (or haechan cause that was the name donghyuck used when they introduced themselves to each other) right at the day they met. 1, donghyuck had a pretty potty mouth and kept using some words like "shit” and “fuck” pretty much, 2 he already started treating mark like a friend even from day one so mark guessed he was pretty friendly and 3, donghyuck himself was also very pretty thanks to the selfies he posted on tumblr for the #tyfansselcaday that mark saw accidently(ok maybe not so accidently)(maybe he searched the tags “selfie” on donghyuck’s blog on purpose)(just maybe)

Looking back at the old days now mark was still surprised about how he actually fell for donghyuck a long long time before confessing him but noticed it so late. He tried to remember when he started loving donghyuck that much and realized that he already started falling for donghyuck after the first week of their friendship began. Donghyuck was just so amazing. Who wouldn’t fall for him really ?

'Then i said “cash me outside how bout that ?” Lol’

’*facepalms*’

'wHY ???’

'Donghyuck darling it’s like the meme of 5 months ago.’

’……..’
’*sassy hair flip* do i look like a care ?’

'No you don’t really’

'Yeah’

'Why i can imagine your proud and sassy af smile rn ?’

'Cause i do have that smile on my lips rn’

'You have nice lips tho’

'What ?’

'Uhh i mean i said your lips are nice for’
'Shit im sorry i pressed send button accidently’

'Nice for what mork ? For kissing ? *wiggling eyebrows*’

'FoR WEARING A GOD DAMN LIPSTICK!’

'Merk i don’t wear lipstick babe’

'Well it would look good on you’

'Cause of how nice my lips are ?’

'Lee donghyuck i STG!!!’

'Ahh messing up w u is so much fun markimoo. What would i do w/o u babe ?’

'U’d die’

'True…true’
'Would really die without u mork ♡’

'If this is how you are confessing your undying love to me you are so bad at it hyuckkie lol’

'Oh shit sorry i’ll be more romantic next time i swear’

'Why are you talking so seriously like you really are gonna confess me ?’

'Cause i really am gonna confess you’

’………..’

'Mark ?’

’……….’

'Mark i’m so sorry do you…hate me now ?’

'Donghyuck’

'Yeah ?’

'Skype call me right fucking now’

'You can tell me you hate me in here mark. Please just don’t say it right to my face…’

'Donghyuck fucking skype call me so i can confess you back face to face.’

'You what ????’

'FUCJING SKYPE CALL ME IDIOT!’

'Ok ok omg i cant believe its happening holy shit’

And that was how they both confessed each other and mark had never liked the person who made skype more than he did that night. There were “i always knew you are so hopelessly in love with me” and “then why you didn’t confess me already idiot” and a few tears that their owners tried to hard to hide them and donghyuck’s snot didn’t stop leaking from his nose but to be honest that was the best night mark ever had. He just confessed to and got confessed by the boy he was “hopelessly in love with”. What better thing could happen ?

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'Mark’

'Yes baby ?’

'Can i call you ? I know it’s late a bit late but…i need to hear your voice. I just really need to hear your voice i’m sorry.“

Mark didn’t even wasted time at sending a message to donghyuck and called him as fast as he can. He tapped on "call” button so fast that he might’ve broke his finger.

“Baby are you okay ?”

Mark heard donghyuck’s sighing in relief.

“I’m okay now”

“Something happened, love ? Tell me”

“No no i just…i missed you…so much…i know it sounds stupid cause we never met face to face or spend any time together so how can i miss you right ? But i do. And i red a post on tumblr about how long distance relationships never ends well and how it might hurt both sides. Especially if one side is silly. And i don’t want you to break up with me cause our relationship is a long distance one and i’m sure there are lots of pretty girls or boys there that you can replace me anytime and i am just a silly boy who loves you and lee taeyong with all of my silly heart. And i-”

“Donghyuck! Breathe!”

And he did. Donghyuck was literally out of breathe, panting and hearing this made mark’s heart hurt more.

“Are you calm now ?”

“….yeah…”

“Donghyuck look i…ugh okay look first of all i miss you too. So much. So so much. Super duper much. Okay ? If i had any chance, any, i would run all those miles barefoot just to see your face. I don’t know who wrote this post but they clearly don’t know our relationship. Nor how much i love you and how much you love me. You remember the day you asked if we can date ?”

“Yeah”

“What did i say that time ?”

“………”

“Donghyuck”

“"Yes. Yes we can. It will be hard probably. So hard. To keep a relationship strong with all those miles between us. But i will never give up on it. I will do my best to make this relationship perfect. And as strong as taeyong’s love for febreeze. And i know you will do the same. So i promise you right now that we will be that one couple everyone whispers about.” And then i laughed cause you were just too cheesy and too serious for something that we both didn’t know if it will work or not.“

"But it does work dosen’t it ?”

“It does…”

“Donghyuck, love, you might be silly sometimes, especially when you are sleepy and might be a little evil from time to time and might make me burn in jealousy with all your close pics with taeyong cause you are mine and only mine but it dosen’t mean i will break up with you or i will love you less. You pretty much have my whole heart and keeping it in your hands. It literally beats in your palms. How can you even think i can love someone else than you when i’m so "hopelessly” in love with you ? Please, please never thought about things like that again. I know you miss me so much and i do miss you too. So much. But i promise you. One day i’ll find a way to fly there right beside you. I’m already saving money. Please be more patient. Or else my heart will got broken. Would you want that ?“

"No” donghyuck said and sniffed

“Baby wait are you crying ?”

“…..yes i do YOU IDIOT! DID YOU REALLY HAD TO TALK SO SWEET LIKE THAT ? ITS FUCKING 4AM HERE AND I’M FUCKING CRYING! MY NEIGHBOR WILL BEAT ME WITH HIS GARDEN TOOLS. THANK YOU MARK LEE! I LOVE YOU!”

“Did you just screamed that you love me at 4am ?”

“YES CAUSE YOU ARE SO FUCKING SWEET AND IM SO WEAK FOR YOU”

“Oh baby….your neighbor will really beat you up”

“I hate you!!”

“I love you too baby”

“I just wanted to hear your voice cause i was down!”

“Are you still down ?”

“…..no…no i’m not anymore…mark”

“Yes baby ?”

“Thank you”

Mark smiled. Donghyuck and his cute, soft voice was too much for mark’s poor heart.

“No, love, thank you”

“I guess i gotta end the call now. You probably have things to do. Isnt it like 3pm in there ?”

“Yeah but most important thing ever in my life is loving you, you know hyuckkie”

“Cheesy lil ramen boy” donghyuck said and sniffed again “making me cry. Idiot.”

“You know whenever you call me "idiot"i take it as "i love you” right ?“

"I know”

Then mark asked something he thought he should ask. Just to be sure.

“Donghyuck we’re good now right ?”

“No. We’re perfect”

“CAUSE YOU’RE THE APPLE TO MY PIE, YOU’RE THE STRAW TO MY BERRY!!”

“Mark lee i swear to god if you keep singing that son-”

“YOU’RE THE SMOKE TO MY HIGH AND YOU’RE THE ONE I WANNA MARRY”

“CAUSE YOU’RE THE ONE FOR ME, FOR ME”

“AND I’M THE ONE FOR YOU, FOR YOU”

“YOU TAKE THE BOTH OF US, OF US”

“AND WE’RE THE PERFECT TWO”

“Oh shit the neighbor is hitting on my ceiling. He’ll kill me. He’ll literally kill me mark oh my god. Save me”

“Oh opps  look at the time it’s time for me to go”

“MARK!”

Mark laughed cause donghyuck’s voice was literally shaking.

“Nothing will happen baby don’t worry. If anyone ever lie a finger on you imma beat them with a kitchen table”

“Why kitchen table ?”

“They are stronger and harder”

“Oh..”

“Yeah”

“Oh the neighbor stopped”

“That’s a sign for you to go to sleep”

“Yeah. I really gotta sleep or else i’ll fall asleep on mr. Kim’s class and i don’t wanna die in school.”

“You can’t die before we get married”

“Yeah right whatever” donghyuck said in a joking tone and mark could see him rolling his eyes “imma go to bed now. Bye my ramen hair babe. Love you”

“Love you more my lil evil”

“Impossible”

“You are a lil evil hyuck just accept it”

“No i meant it like you can’t love me more than i love you it’s impossible. Ugh just forget it. God that was cheesy”

“My cheesy lil evil”

“Mark go to sleep”

“It’s afternoon here baby”

“Then lemme go to sleep”

“I’m not holding you back babe”

“…..true”

“Yeah”

“Goodnight then”

“Goodnight babe. Love you”

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Donghyuck wasn’t eager for many things, he never had lots of wishes to ask from god even when he was a child. And he just wanted one single thing since he met with mark. Seeing him. Face to face. And hugging him. And kissing him. And cuddling with him. And doing all those coupley stuff.

He had been praying and asking god every single night to see mark’s face, to hold him close just once. Just once was enough for donghyuck. But maybe wishing for something that will probably never happen was silly.

“Donghyuuuck” donghyuck’s mom shouted from the living room and donghyuck shouted back

“Yes mom ?”

“You have a visitor”

“Na jaemin you are 40 minutes late. You are so dead."donghyuck said and got up from his bed.

"What the fuck made you be that late ?” Donghyuck asked when he entered the room but then froze when he saw a blonde, ramen like haired boy in front of him instead of his model like sassy bff.

“M-m-mark ?”

“I’m sorry for being late. Was dealing with some problems. But i’m home now” mark’s voice got softened when he said last sentence and he let out a sweet chuckle when donghyuck ran to him and pulled him into a tight and warm bearhug.

“Are you crying again love ?”

“Shut up. Shut the fuck up mark.” Donghyuck said into mark’s neck and sniffed “why the hell you didn’t tell me you will come ? You want me to die by a heart attack ?”

“I wanted to surprise you” mark said and pushed donghyuck gently to cup his face softly “but it worthed right ?”

Donghyuck was about to lean forward to kiss mark finally after all these waiting but a voice stopped him.

“Please don’t make out in front of me. I didn’t made you two meet to see that. Please”

“Na jaemin!”

“I’m 40 minutes late. I know.” Jaemin said and laughed “but i brang some ramen with me as my apology so we’re good right ?”

“Did you two idiots planned this together ? Really ??”

Mark looked at jaemin “awww he calls us idiots”

“He loves us”

“I know right”

“I SWEAR TO GOD!”

“Donghyuck, darling please don’t yell. Our neighbor was pretty pissed when you yelled at 4am last week”

Donghyuck sighed and looked up at the ceiling.

“Dear god, is it my punishment for loving these two idiots so much ?”

“Awww he loves us so much”

“Awwww baby”

Donghyuck sighed again and just pulled mark into a soft kiss. Jaemin didn’t say anything. just smiled, watching the two lovebirds, taking some pics.

“Awww i’m such a proud mom”

“Aren’t you a proud dad ?” Jaemin’s own boyfriend asked, appearing out of blue.

“No i’m a proud mom. Donghyuck you are doing amazing sweetie”

Mark pulled donghyuck closer and donghyuck felt something pressing on his chest.

“What is that ?” Donghyuck asked when they broke the kiss.

“My surprise for you” mark said and pulled out the cd he was keeping in the pocket of his jacket

“Is that…oh my god mark…”

“Yep signed cd of lee taeyong’s newest album. Deluxe version. He even wrote a few things for you in the card inside the cd. Also there is a video of him saying he loves you and appriciates how much you love him.”

Donghyuck just pulled mark into a hug again and cried more.

“Shouldn’t you be jealous tho ?"donghyuck asked playfuly when they broke the hug, mark was still holding donghyuck’s waist.

"Why would i be when i know you’re mine ?”

“True” donghyuck said and kissed mark again, linking his arms on mark’s neck.

Donghyuck’s one and only wish came true and he had never cried that much in one single day before. He thought he would be okay with just his wish coming true but now he had more wishes. Seeing mark again. Or mark never leaving him. Going to the same university. Graduating together. And marrying in future. He chuckled in the kiss suddenly. Cause oh…how silly wishes. Donghyuck knew there was no way those wishes could come true. But even just imagining was making him happy.

“Donghyuck”

“Hmm ?” Donghyuck asked while playing with mark’s hair and panting softly.

“I have another surprise for you too”

“If that’s a diamond ring you gotta keep for a while babe i’m too young and hot to get married right now” donghyuck joked and laughed and mark did too but then mark pulled a paper out of his back pocket and gave it to donghyuck. Donghyuck’s eyes got wide while reading the paper.

“W-wait t-that says you are accepted to …… university”

“Yep”

“It’s the one that i will study in”

“Yep”

“B-but it’s here. So close to my house”

“Yep”

“B-but how ?”

Mark pulled donghyuck towards the window and pointed at a house pretty near to donghyuck’s house.

“See that house ? That’s my new home…well mine and jaehyun and doyoung hyung’s new house. My parents didn’t let me move here alone” mark said and laughed but donghyuck was quiet.

“Donghyuck baby”

“Pinch me or punch me in the face”

“What ?”

“It’s too good to be true. I’m either dreaming or i died and woke up in heaven”

“Well i mean you are angel so that would fit”

“I’m definetely dreaming you never call me angel. Pinch me”

Donghyuck held mark’s hand up to make him pinch his arm but mark put his arms around donghyuck’s waist, pulled him close and kissed him instead of pinching him.

“I’m definetely dreaming” donghyuck said between kisses and mark said “then let’s hope we will never wake up”

Donghyuck questioned how could all of his wishes came true. But then decided not to think about it a lot. Cause if it really was a dream then he was thinking same with mark. He hoped to never wake up. If it was real then he hoped it will last forever. Cause it was just too good. And his heart had never been happier. Mark was making donghyuck’s heart happy. And it was all that mattered.

“Shit. Fuck. There is no place left in my phone to record more. Jeno! Gimme your phone!”

“Babe should we really record them kissing. I mean isn’t it a bit too extr-”

“Jeno. Your phone.”

Jeno sighed but gave his phone to jaemin anyway “whatever you want babe”

Green Thumb

Requested: @sincerelytrees: Maybe u could write about taking Evan to the lovely plant store down the street and he’s super excitedly blushy the whole time

Genre: fluff

Warnings: none i think

A/N: Ok i know this is super short but i ran out ideas i hope you still like it :) also i need to work on making things short so this was nice :)


“Where are we going?” Evan shuffled behind you, his hand grasping yours. He looked around as you pulled him along, trying to guess where you could be taking him.

“You’ll see! Don’t worry, you’re gonna love it!” You turned to smile at him, giggling at his confused face. You pause on the sidewalk, and put your hand on his shoulder. “Ok, we’re almost there, I know you’re gonna be so excited!” Your smile only grew as you pulled him around the corner to see the quiet plant store.

Evan let out a quiet gasp and turned to you with a sparkle in his eye.

“You can pick out 5 plants for my room-”

“Finally,” He exclaims under his breath, “I’ve been waiting for this moment for so long.”

“All right, all right. Let’s get in there and pick out some plants!”


Evan walked around the store with his cart, picking out different plants left and right. He really got in his zone and you thought it was adorable. He stopped his cart and pulled out a few plants. When he turned to show them to you, he noticed you staring at him. His face rushed with color.

“You are so cute.” You said, your voice filled with love.

“Oh- I- y-you’re cute too.” Evan normally wasn’t this flustered around you, but sometimes he got caught off guard. “Thanks for letting me do this for you. I really appreciate it.”

“Oh, its no problem, Evan. You’ve been waiting for this, and I wanted to do something nice for you.” A small smile spread on your face, as you moved to hug your boyfriend.

Evan set the plants down and pulled you into one of the best hugs you’ve ever had. He peppered your face in kisses and tucked his face into the crook of your neck. He just took his time, savoring the moment. It was obvious how much the two of you loved each other.

You had never been more grateful for Evan’s green thumb.

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transboy remus & genderqueer sirius meeting each other at a trans day of visibility rally tho oh mygos h

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  • Sirius getting a text from Reg and it’s nothing significant really it’s just Reg asking Sirius ‘Are you sure participating in that rally thing is safe. Take care.’ and they get a bit thrown off because Sirius misses their lil bro so much it hurts and it’s the fact that they are who they are that made Sirius leave Reg in the first place and it’s followed by anger at their family because if it wasn’t for them maybe Reg could be here with Sirius. Remus sees that Sirius looks a bit dazed and he kinda just rubs their shoulders and asks if they’re okay and Sirius just nods and Remus insists like ‘Are you sure because if this is too much for you it’s definitely okay like you’ve done more than enough for today. Do you need a breather? Do you wanna go somewhere else or??’ and Sirius is so touched because sometimes they need to remind themself that there’s a good reason they left home and that they don’t regret it because there are people - even the ones they’ve never thought of before - who will treat them better than their family ever did so Sirius just smiles and tells Remus not to worry and Remus just nods and resumes talking and Sirius doesn’t mind that Remus’ arm casually slips around their waist protectively and affectionately
  • Remus and Sirius casually talking while the whole parade is going on and they learn a lot about each other and Remus uses the facepaint he’s been carrying around to give Sirius the colors of the genderfluid flag and Sirius explains to Remus about the different pronouns they prefer and when for each one and Remus is super supportive. They end up talking about more stuff like movies and and music and books with queer representation and they’re just super caught up with each other it takes them a while to realize they’ve stopped walking once they arrive to where the parade culminates.
  • The whole thing culminates at this park and there’s music and people talking up on stage and sometimes it’s speeches and inspirational/empowering songs and things about awareness and acceptance and visibility but mostly it’s just trans and nb people performing and sharing their stories and it’s anything from coming out/self acceptance to stories about meeting a cute person or finding the perfect store to shop in because of their gender neutral clothing and accessories etc etc etc and it’s an open mic and they’re pretty close to the stage. Remus elbows Sirius to go talk and share and Sirius just laughs and shakes their head frantically. Remus just nods understandingly, ruffles Sirius’ hair (’lupin u just ruined my bun wtf’) and goes up the stage and gets the mic and Sirius is so shocked because this is Remus Lupin he doesn’t even speak in class other than to sass the teacher.
  • “Hi everyone, I’m Remus Lupin. I’ve never really had a significant story before other than me being trans. Well, until today, because I met an amazing person who I thought was just some pretty face with a huge head full of hot air and is popular at school because of their name. Turns out they don’t know how amazing and wonderful and funny and smart and kind they are after all. They’re still a pretty face though. And a pretty good kisser too. Which is why I’m hoping they’ll have lunch with me at the university courtyard tomorrow and have coffee with me after this even though I’ll probably just have hot choco and they’ll judge me because they love coffee which i honestly don’t get because-’ and he gets cut off with Sirius screaming ‘YES I’LL GO OUT WITH U OK’ and people are laughing and cheering and Remus jogs down to Sirius and kisses their cheek and and Sirius just smiles like an idiot and g osh they’re so adorable

anonymous asked:

Hey! Scamp* anon here! Lol so there's no way of saying but yes I am the same person have been here for a while. That conspiracy theory scared me even though I am the og... So yeah. Now I'm kinda paranoid that there will be others but oh well (I only like to spread goodness). As long as they are saying nice things then that's fine. But I will say yes I've been here for a while now actually! I think I found you from looking at someone's notes or something and was like oh look at this blog

hi!!!! ok THANK GOD LMAO i still love every anon on my page so i probably wouldnt notice bc im always blinded by kindness BUT I LOVE GETTIGN UR ASKS!!.+:。(ノ・ω・)ノ゙ im V glad U FOUND my blog!!!!<3333

anonymous asked:

OMG I am the anon that made hime hana joke just for fun and I was away from tumblr for a few days and now I'm back and as I always catch up with your blog I am in AWE that the hime-hana thing is a thing OH MY GOD I love the both of you you guys are awesome i'm also the same anon that asked if u have ao3 I love the writing here so much, UGHH I love how good you guys are

That is so sweet, oh my God.

Awww, that’s really cute hahah, yeah well it became a thing quite recently actually. Glad to have you back here lovely anon, hope everything’s ok and I also hope you have fun reading the new posts. <3 

Hime is also gonna get an ao3 account soon, so maybe we’ll see you there too, who knows. still thinking whether I should start like a full fan fic or not

freedom to be

expansion of ”revolution in eight easy steps”, bffnet’s april flashfic winner

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revolution in eight easy steps

– authored by Bellamy Blake

1. Every revolution needs a good goal and a good leader. Make the goal clear; “Freedom!” is vague; “freedom to vote!” is better! The leader helps elucidate the goal further.

2. The masses need to hear your ideas clearly through your actions.

3. A certain blonde co-leader might seem like a great idea at first, because she has a certain legitimacy you lack, but it’s a bad idea. She’s bull-headed, smart, doesn’t accept easy answers. Retreat if necessary. (It will be necessary.)

4. Dangerous situations involving your co-leader to avoid: sharing a bedroom with one bed, getting wet together, in general spending time together beyond the revolutions. Dates are especially a no-no. Learn from my mistakes.

5. Your little sister should not be around when spending time with your blonde co-leader, because she knows what you look like when flirting, and you’re definitely flirting.

6. Falling in love with your co-leader is a bad idea. I know it’s hard not to, because she looks at you and says she sees a better world in your eyes, and you see the stars in hers, unfathomable and unreachable, but don’t. It’s a terrible idea. It’s not going to go anywhere. She should want better.

7. I know I said don’t fall in love, but do it anyways. Revolution doesn’t have rules, there’s no such thing as an easy way to do this, it’s unpredictable, harsh, and sometimes wonderful; love is the same. Love makes life better, adds a more optimistic tint that was destroyed with your mother.

8. It’s okay to be happy. It’s okay to be happy with her. Revolutions and ideals are important, necessary, but so is individual happiness. She said she loves you; tell her the honest truth: you love her too.


“a revolution in eight easy steps” a memo response, written by Clarke

  1. ok
  2. ok? not your strength but ok
  3. ??
  4. good times. I got to see you shirtless.
  5. wait,what the fuck is this list exactly? only the first two have anything to DO with revolution
  6. no comment
  7. no comment?
  8. why do you have such a need for dramatics, Bellamy, why can’t you just say these things to me? why is it that I only ever find out the important things from notes you publish? I had— I’m so mad at you right now. I confess and you avoid me for a week, and then I read this, and I have no idea how I’m supposed to react. is this my response? is this a yes, or a no, a maybe, what is this? you go from saying it’s no good to love me to saying that it’s okay, and it’s no secret you hated my guts at the beginning, and the feeling was mutual, but I thought we were past that. we need to talk.

tacked to the bulletin board:

(in Miller’s handwriting) mom and dad are fighting

(Jasper) !!!!!!!

(Jasper, again, on a post it stuck onto the original paper) you call them mom and dad too? thought it was just Monty and I

(a frowning face, courtesy of Clarke, then) we’re not fighting

(Jasper) rejoice!!

(the papers are later pulled down by Bellamy)


(Raven’s handwriting) has anyone caught them making out yet

(Bellamy) if there’s a bet going on, winner has to watch Spartacus with me

(Jasper) !!!!!!!!!

(a cat shaped post-it, also by Jasper) aka torture!!!! don’t make us

(Bellamy, on the post-it) then quit the betting pool

(Jasper) :(

(Clarke) technically, Bellamy, we’re the ones who’ve won. watch Spartacus with me?

(Miller) this is gross. I’m burning this.


(Jasper, new post-it) Miller’s a party-pooper, pass it on


(on a memo, written by Raven, placed in Bellamy’s mailbox)

the notes on the board are getting out of hand. rein the kids in.

(same paper, Clarke’s response on the other side, tucked into Raven’s purse)

you’re jealous

(a series of texts between the two)

R: i’m not jealous

C: ur texting me abt it nbd

C: [attached: pic of Bellamy’s ass in jeans]

C: how could u not b jealous tbh

C: im jealous of myself

R: [attached: pic of Raven’s dog, a Spitz named Stripes]

R: i have a dog. i don’t need a “””man”””

C: take that back did u not read his list

R: my dog licks me so

C: raven raven r u srs this is 2 easy

R: oh shit wait no

C: well bellamy licks me too so

R: i HATE you

C: U WERE OPEN


(texts between Bellamy and Raven)

R: rein your girlfriend in

B: Stop, we’re not dating

R: yah you are

B: No, we’re not. We haven’t agreed on it yet.

R: you literally wrote her a love letter. accidental, but still.


R: are you ignoring me now

R: ok but still, your girlfriend’s a problem


R: stop ignoring me


B: Just asked her if we were dating and she gave me a weird look

B: What does that mean??


B: Raven!

B: Raven, please!!


R: how does it feel

R: and don’t worry you’re fine she loves you so


R: JESUS CHRIST stop fucking IGNORING me

R: I’m telling Clarke to break up with you


(texts between Raven and Clarke)

R: bellamy’s the worst. break up with him.

C: no he licks me 2 good

R: i fucking hate you


(left in the open: some words scratched out, small doodles scattered throughout, on a yellow legal pad)

How-To: Fall in Love

1. Falling in love hard— falling in love isn’t hard. People say different things, but, ultimately, it’s different for everyone. For me, it was slow, but easy. It was seeing him, always ready, in the morning, watching lines deepen in his forehead, seeing a sardonic grin crawl across his face, and the spark in his eyes, never extinguished. How could I not? It was easy, it was right.

2. The idea that there is a right and wrong way to have a relationship is absurd. No two people are the same, so every relationship you have is different. You can fall in love more than once and each time is valid because each person is valid.

3. Sometimes it’s about logic, sometimes it’s about heart. Sometimes you fall asleep, making a list of all the qualities you want in a partner: inspired, capable, calm, a soft smile, thick hair. Sometimes you fall asleep and the list is all about him: inspired, capable, calm, soft smiles just for you, thick curls.

4. Your mom might not approve, but she never approved of your enviro minor, wanted you to do Doctors Without Borders; other people might not approve, but fuck them.

5. His sister doesn’t like you, and that’s okay, because she might glare with flinty eyes, he’s happy and that’s what matters to both of you. That you both agree on this point helps your case.

6.There’s nothing wrong with a workplace romance. Colleagues might annoy the shit out of you, but it’s well-intentioned.

7.This is important, so it bears repeating: there is no wrong or right way to be in love. He hated you at first, and the feeling was mutual. His ideas are grandiose, impractical, and it bothered you that he thinks they’re worthwhile. Time passes— your opinion improves, his ideas mutate as your relationship turns friendly. You’re both leaders; he’s better with his words, and you’re better with execution. You share space constantly. You know what he looks like just woken up, curls mussed. You know what the lines on his face mean, the laughter lines, the worry lines, crow’s feet, furrows, dips— you know the freckles scattered across his face. You know him and the knowledge makes it impossible not to love him. There is no wrong way to love him, and there is no wrong way to love him; you just love him.

8. He might write a list, supposedly about revolution, and everyone reads it. Your first response is embarrassment, because it’s grossly embarrassing, but then it’s pride. A copy is tucked into your wallet, next to your ID, next to an faded, worn note from your deceased dad saying “freedom does not come cheap” because it makes you blush. Next time you saw him, you told him, blurted it out— I love you— and he smiled, easy, a small duck of his head— I know— it’s stupid, cliche, but he means I love you, and so you know you gotta write your own list. 

9. It’s better than his. It also happens to be longer.


    (Monty, written large, on the bulletin) when’s the wedding?

    (Miller) I’m gonna get cavities

    [REQUEST] BTS'S REACTION: When you're eating chips and one of them falls to your bra

    THANK U SO MUCH MY LITTLE CUPCACKE <3

    YOUR REQUEST MAKES ME HAPPY <3

    Suga:

    “ ahm… Well…~tries to not look but is still staring

    V:

    "If you ask me, i can clean you”

     

    Jin:

    “Don’t tease me girl”

     

    Jimin:

    “oh, too bad, ok, i don’t have choise. I will clean you, open your tshirt ok? *perv look*

     

    J hope

    *stares while tease you*

     

    Jungkook:

    *the gif says by itself*

     

    Rap monster:

    "oops, who will clean that?”

    Hope u enjoy it

    bye bye

    love yah <3