It’s weird but no matter how badly someone fucks me over, if we were close at one point, my chest will still get tight when I see their name or a photo of them. I don’t want to miss someone who didn’t value me at all.
imo burning cas's body would be idiotic. one of the problems on spn is that we never see the boys learning anything about anything - like, cas's been with them for 7 years and they never asked him a single question about his life before meeting them or how angelic death works. so dean will never know if cas is truly gone, and, anyway, 'cas is dead = I suddenly realize I love him' is an old af storyline (seen 3 if not 4 times) which never meant canon destiel when cas came back. you're deluded.