“My first girlfriendlover was a beautiful, talented, young Japanese skater who suddenly entered my life at last year’s GPF banquet, completely wasted, challenged me to a dance-off that he won, pole-danced like a pro with a good friend, and then vanished with the same suddenness, after forgetting everything about that fateful night that was a catalyst in my decision to move halfway across the world and leave my skating career behind for the position of his coach and choreographer.”- is what we might have heard had Yuuri not stopped Viktor then (hence the regretful/sad expression).
You’ll feel so homesick that you’ll want to die, and there’s nothing you can do about it apart from endure it. But you will, and it won’t kill you. And one day the sun will come out - you might not even notice straight away, it’ll be that faint. And then you’ll catch yourself thinking about something or someone who has no connection with the past. Someone who’s only yours. And you’ll realize… that this is where your life is.