oh my god im forever laughing at you

Taeyong as your soulmate (Soulmate AU!)

I dunno, this is a new blog and I’m super confused😂 Well I just wanted to say that I accept requests for nct and seventeen. I’m having Taeyong feels lately. Basically, the first sentence your soulmate will say to you is engraved in your wrist.

  • As a kid, you lived an embarrassing life. Everyone around you seemed to have beautiful words engraved to their body, many kinds such as “wow, your stunning” or “is this love” (I dunno smh)
  • Well..not really everybody, some of ur friends also have shitty words like “uhm..can you shut up for a little bit” or “ur being annoying”
  • but urs is like on a whole different level, it literally said “Oh shit, fuck, sry for slapping you, omg, ur crying, holy crap, sorry” like who the fucking hell is this guy (author: taeyong you beautiful shit!). Your parents was so embarrassed they had you wearing long sleeves for years.
  • one day you intentionally slap yourself cause your bored af as well as practising for the day u’ll meet your cursed soulmate.
  • every time you see those annoying kids from the neighbourhood, you imagined them being ur soulmate. U’ll end up cringing and run for your life.
  • One day you got a part time job in a famous music store near your house and ur super happy.
  • Music was your passion and you had talent in dancing
  • Every day you always wonder why there was nobody that unintentionally slap you, WHY ARE PEOPLE SO NICE DUDSVCUVFUSJX HF!!
  • One day there’s this guy (u cannot see his face) holding a cup of coffee while taking selfies in front of a bunch of TVXQ albums
  • his selfie stick almost hit your precious albums, so you walked to him to tell him to be carefull.
  • but he suddenly took a 90 degrees turn and unintentionally slapped you with his selfie stick and spilled his coffee all over you.
  • “Oh shit, fuck, sry for slapping you, omg, ur crying, holy crap, sorry” he said frantically trying to wipe ur shirt.
  • While doing that he accidentally touched ur thighs and screamed “ OH MY GOD SORRY I DON’T MEAN TO”
  • Truthfully you were just crying coz it was too funny
  • You stopped crying and started laughing insted. “HAHAHA YOU JUST SLAPPED ME…”you stopped to take a deep breath “….WITH A SELFIE STICK AHAHAHAHA
  • He just smiled sheepishly and a second later, HE WAS SCREAMING AGAIN “ YOUR MY SOULMATE!!OH MY GOD IM SO SORRY”
  • You just reached out your hand and said “Your so handsome, Im Y/N by the way”
  • He blushed furiously “Ahh you’re also beautiful, Im Lee Taeyong” he shaked your hand “Well your stuck with me forever then”
  • “Yeah i’d love that” You said.
  • There is no way you won’t fall in love with this precious bean.

That’s all my lovelies, if you have any request just send it to me. if there is a lot of good response, I’ll write a continuation of this scenario.

oh god, im honestly loving my only love song so damn much!

SOO JUNG IS MY LOVE - i swear, every episode i just have to take a moment because i love her so much 

i haven’t laughed this much watching a drama in forever!

only complaint is the length of the episodes AND HOW MUCH TIME GETS WASTED ON FLASHBACKS FROM PREVIOUS EPISODES!


The Right Way To Talk

pairings: lucaya

fandom: girl meets world

word count: 612/drabble

notes: this is loosely based off of this lmfaoo I saw it on instagram and my first thought was of lucaya. Enjoy! 

“… and then the ball hit him right in the face! Oh man, you should have been there, Maya, it was hilarious. The whole baseball team was dying because of how hard we were laughing. We were practically on the floor. And Coach! Oh my god, Coach -”

Maya knew she should be paying attention to her boyfriend of a year, but she couldn’t help but be distracted by the aching pain steadily forming on the back of her neck. They were casually standing in the middle of her living room as Lucas had been too excited to sit down to tell his story and now Maya was paying the price for being so short.

And she had had enough.

“Lucas!” Startled by her sudden shout, he jumped from the sound before facing her with widened eyes.

“Uh, yes?” She rolled her eyes in return at his oblivious reaction to the current situation.

“We can’t keep talking like this!

“… Like what? About baseball? We can talk about something else-”

“No! I meant we can’t keep talking like this!” Maya gestured to the space in between them before looking up to meet his confused eyes. “My neck hurts all the time from having to look up at you!”

“Oh.” Lucas blinked three times, processing her words before he got an idea. Maya crossed her arms, tapping her foot gently as she raised an eyebrow at him.

“Okay, how about this, then?” He spread his legs farther apart, bending them slightly at the knees. His face was now closer to hers, almost leveled. He mimicked her stance by crossing his own arms as he leaned in, his eyes not leaving her’s for a second.

Maya felt the blood rush to her cheeks at the close proximity. Now that she was staring directly into his eyes, she had to bite the inside of her mouth to stop the nervous laughter from escaping out of her. Instead, she settled on giving him another glare.

“Oh my god. No, Heehaw, this isn’t any better. Now your legs are going to hurt.” Lucas pursed his lips, bringing a hand up to tap his finger against his chin in a thinking manner. Soon enough, his eyes lit up at another idea.

“I got it!”

“Wait, what-what are you doing?!”

In no time at all, Lucas had grabbed Maya around the waist and effortlessly picked her up, placing her on his lap as he sat down on the couch. With both of her legs straddling his waist, Maya had no choice but to place her hands on his chest, eventually sliding them up to rest on his shoulders as she felt the rest of her face heat up. Now face to face, Maya could see the details of Lucas’ face perfectly clear, especially the wiggling of his eyebrows and his stupid smirk that was aimed right at her. His hands on her waist squeezed every few minutes, causing her to squirm from the ticklish feeling.


“What? This is better, isn’t it? Plus-” he paused, drinking in Maya’s undivided attention as she narrowed her eyes at him.

“Save a horse, ride a cowboy” he said, sliding his hands up and down her sides before resting them on the curve of her hips, pushing her down so that she was completely sat on him. He wiggled his eyebrows at her one more time, biting his bottom lip to prevent himself from laughing but failed when a burst of laughter escaped his lips.

Maya couldn’t help the wide grin that took over her face, rolling her eyes at his attempt of a pick up line.

“Oh my god, why am I dating you?”

oh my god i cant imagine having like a soul and emotions and going through robert’s beautiful ending and the credits start rolling, much like the tears running down your face at the thought of being soft and beautiful with robert forever at the pace he deserves, and then you just start hearing… “dreeEeeEEEEEAM… DADDYYYYYY…”

dating nct dream; chenle ver.

this is probably gonna be kinda really long

-this boy is probably as clueless as jisung smh

-but he knows the simple things!!

-hand holding, hugging, etc


-how he fell in love~~~~~

-as in love as an 01 liner can

-ok so chenle first met you at school

-well, the first time he saw you he didnt really meet you

-so he was wandering down the halls like the cool kid he is!!!

-and he was about to go in the music room bc what else does this nerd do with his life

-he had the day off from training too so like

-why not mess around in a place he loves!!!

-so he’s about to walk in but then






-how cliche is this smh


-and he immediately mELTS

-“omg angels are real i cant tell anyone abOUT THIS”

-so he slowly opens the door just a bit and looks in and sees someone sitting on a chair, back turned to him and has headphones on

-so you dont notice him at all bc your back is to the door and your headphones are top notch af!!!

-chen’s just standing there at the door like a creeper and all he can think about is “i wanna marry them”

-he listens to you singing your lil heart out for a lil bit longer but his smol heart cant handle it

-he’s already too in love with you


-and you just didnt notice at all

-so he runs back to the dorms and bursts through the door dramatically screaming “I NEED HELP”

-the rest of the dream team are like “omg what’s wrong are you dying”


-he doesnt know he’s in love and i just what a cutiepie omg

-jaemin stares at him for a second before falling on the floor laughing

-mark’s trying to contain himself but it’s too cute to not laugh 

-“chen chen listen to me i think youre in love man” -jaemin

“WHAT DO YOU MEAN” -chenle, pterodactyl screeching

-mark tries to calm him down while also getting the juicy gossip 10/10 “it’s ok dude, tell hyungs who it is

-and then jisung like, slides in and is like "yeah chen tell HYUNGS WHO IT IS” which makes chen hit him

-chen gets kinda sad and freezes “oh my god… i dont know”



-so he spends the next 5 days trying to find out who it is

-asking everybody to sing for him, getting dragged away by jeno and renjun

-“we’re sorry for him” -ren and jeno trying to do damage control

-“NO I NEED TO FIND OUT IF THEYRE THE ONE” chen, as he’s struggling against his friends

-ok so like, that obviously fails so chen’s sad for the next 5903 years

-and he’s like “im never gonna fall in love again”


-“that’s so much work tho” -hae

-“*cue ren grabbing him by his collar, eyes bloodshot and clearly distressed* YOU TRY BEING THE ONE HE GOES TO WHENEVER HE MISSES HIS ONE TRUE LOVE YOURE GOING TO HELP US WHETHER YOU LIKE IT OR NOT”

-jaemin has to drag him away but ren keeps screeching

-so one of the boys sneak into like, every vocal class to listen to everybody sing for like 2 weeks but they still cant find the one 

-chen keeps saying “NO IT’S NOT ANGELIC ENOUGH IT’S NOT THEM" 

-so he nearly gives up bc he thinks it’s just not meant to be :ccc

-also, chen’s the type to walk pass the music room dramatically, staring at the door as he does so 

-so he’s doing that one time but woah. W O A H!!! HE HEARS THE VOICE AGAIN

-“omg fuk chen be a man and aSK THEM FOR THEIR NAME” -chen, screaming at himself

-so he slowly opens the door and woAH IT’S YOU

-he knocks on the door but you dont notice, your headphones on again so he takes a deep breath and walks over 

-he taps your shoulder lightly which makes you sCREAM AND FALL OFF YOUR CHAIR

-chen is so red omg

-“im so sorry i didnt mean to do that!!!!!!!!”


-“im so sorry omg!!!!!!!!!!" 

-"it’s ok man” -you, laughing really hard at yourself and him

-“im… im chenle and ive been looking for you for like… forever-” chen turns ever redder bc it sounds so creepy coming from his mouth

-“i know who you are. how do you know me?" 

-chen’s brain short circuits and all he can think about is "OH MY GOD YOU KNOW ME” and he accidentally says it out loud

-“everybody in this school knows you, youre in nct dream…”

-he feels embarrassed bc he didnt remember

-you glance at the clock and see that it’s almost time for your guardian to pick you up 

-so you just tell him “well i have to go but im y/n. i come here every tuesday if you need me." 

-and you grab your backpack and sling it over your shoulder

-and he looks like a fish opening his mouth and closing it trying to say something but you just look so cool doing that and im!!!!!!!

-so just as youre about to leave he’s like 

-"i really like your voice”

-he like BLURTS it out he sounds all choked up and stuff omg

-and you pause for like, an hour before you turn around and look at him 


-you sound really shy and cute and adorable omg

-the last thing you say is "i like yours too” before you walk away like nothing happened

-as soon as you close the door behind you and leave, chen COLLAPSES


-the rest of the dream team probably crawl out of the closet or something inside the room 

-they stare at chen’s half-dead body for a bit before jisung says something

-“is he ok" 

-"lol when is he ever” -ren

-so chen’s laying on the ground in a ball

-and mark’s just like “i never signed up to be a parent when i auditioned but w/e dude”

-so he walks over and picks chen up like it’s their wedding day or somethin smh and has to like, carry him back home

-so every tuesday he meets up with you in the music room 

-at first you were like “uh but why would you wanna be here when you can be with your idol friends”

-but after a bit you got used to it

-and you would like, wait for him to arrive before you started doing anything

-and your school is probably one of those school with vending machines and stuff smh fancy af 

-so whenever you bought a drink or a snack, you’d buy one for him too

-which makes chen just falls in love with you even more bc “omg, they think of me when im not there woAH "even tho it’s just like, a drink or something

-so the first few times, it would just be you singing and him listening 

-but after the fourth time he swung on over to you in the music room you were like "dont you wanna sing too?”

-and chen’s just like “omg, uh i sing a lot already and i really like your voice”

-but youre just like “i like your voice too. do you wanna sing with me?”

-so when he hears you say that, he’s like “oh.. oh…… i………IF YOU WANNA”

-and you know that song jungkook and lady jane sang on masked singer (here’s the link if you havent heard it: x)

-well youre like “do you know this song??” (HINT IT’S THE SONG I LINKED ABOVE WINK) and you sing a smol part of it for him

-he literally melts in his seat bc your voice is so angelic and you sang the part of the song where it was like “im in love”

-he manages to nod tho

-so you two sing together (what a bunch of cuties omg) and after you guys finish, chen is LITERALLY ON CLOUD 9

-and all you say is “we sounded nice together” before grinning and he just awkwardly chuckles and scratches the back of his neck 

-“yeah, yeah we did" 

-and when you leave this time, youre like "i’ll see you later chen” and leave 

-chen’s dying again bc “omg they called me chEN INSTEAD OF CHENLE WE’RE PRACTICALLY MARRIED”

-when you guys pass each other in the halls you two smile at each other but dont interact much bc he doesnt want crazy fans to hurt you :cc

-this lil duck’s way of confessing was so cute and cliche

-the next tuesday, he was like “i gotta do this today!! i must confess!!!!!!!!” so he like practices what he’s gonna say over and over again

-he probably uses ren as a practice test

-and when it’s finally tuesday, you head to the music room but chen’s already there!!

-“oh hey what’s up man” -you


-“you look really nervous”

-and he just like shrivels up into a ball but he is a man!!!!! he can do this!!!!!!!!!!!

-and he like, sings you a really cute ballad and asks you out

-your heart is pounding and your face is probably really red

-youre standing there and not saying anything so chen gets really scared

-but then you say “oh my god” really quietly and then “of course you idiot oh my gosh” and shove him lightly

-after you two started dating, chen tries his best to walk with you to school and walk you home too what a cutiepie ;-;

-just saying now chen is a clueless MESS (in the cutest way possible!!!)

-like, if he sees a doggo on the way to school with you


-it doesnt matter if the guy with the doggo is scary


-if there’s a van with the sign “free candy” in badly written handwriting


-whenever you two sing duets all chen can look at is you

-especially if it’s a love song

-youre always on his mind and he cant ever find words that explain how much he loves you so he tries to write songs for you

-for your one year anniversairy he wrote a song for you and sang it in the music room where you two met

-he smiles really hard when he sees you, his face squishes up and it’s sO CUTE UGH

-he hugs you as a greeting after you two started dating

-i feel like chen would love giving you forehead kisses omg

-if he’s going away on a trip or a tour or something, he’d leave voice messages for you of him singing or telling you he loves you or something oh my gosh

-he’s such a sweet boy and he loves you so much

-he would honestly give you the world 

-and you would too!! because you love him just as much as he loves you ♡

Compilation of Jaebum Focuses

  my favorite performances (and everybody elses) : 

Non-Performance fancams I love: 

if you want to add any more please message me, but these are just some of my many favorites

anonymous asked:

jackbitty + hugs from behIND

Bitty hummed along with the music playing softly from the living room as he mashed another banana into the mixing bowl. The early morning sun filtered through the windows, casting everything in soft shades of gold and making Bitty feel even warmer—and fuzzier—than he thought possible.

His happiness was like a living thing, buzzing and incandescent in his veins. This, of course, was the reason he was halfway through mixing up batter at barely six in the morning. Once his eyes had opened and he found himself in Jack’s apartment, in Jack’s bed, he knew there was no hope of sleep for the foreseeable future. He had slipped out from the arm laying across his chest and quietly padded into the kitchen. At least he could put his restless energy into something warm for Jack to eat after he woke up and went for his run.

He smiled to himself as he moved around the kitchen. It was still unfamiliar to him, but he allowed the hope to bloom in his chest that he would get to know it very well over the coming months.

Letting himself get lost in thoughts of what the future might bring, Bitty nearly upended his bowl of flour when a pair of strong arms wrapped around his waist. He felt Jack’s lips press into the crook of his neck where the collar of his overlarge shirt had pulled to the side.

Bitty let go of his bowl and leaned back into Jack’s sleep-warm chest as he lay his hands over Jack’s.

Bonjour,” Jack mumbled into his neck, nearly making Bitty shiver.

“Mornin’.” Bitty said, tilting his head the tiniest bit.

Jack hummed into Bitty’s skin, giving him a small squeeze. Bitty, who had slept in his underwear and not bothered with pants that morning, felt the bare skin of Jack’s legs against the back of his own thighs—Jack must not have gotten dressed either. 

Bitty glanced up at the clock and looked at the top of Jack’s head from the corner of his eye.

“Shouldn’t you be out for your run right about now?” Bitty asked.

Jack inhaled deeply as if he was trying to memorize Bitty’s scent before lifting his head and pressing a kiss to Bitty’s hair.

“Usually, yeah.” He said, arms still firmly around Bitty.

“Usually?” Bitty asked.

“I can be persuaded to skip it… with the right reasons.” Jack said, his voice low.

Bitty’s breath hitched in his chest.

“What are you baking?” Jack asked.

Bitty cleared his throat.

“Banana oat muffins.” He said, his voice still a little unsteady.

“How much longer will you need?” Jack asked, leaning down again to run his mouth along the top of Bitty’s shoulder.

“Oh—Lord—probably another twenty minutes or so.”

“Hmm.” Jack’s fingertips slid under Bitty’s shirt and stroked circles into the skin of his abdomen. “Do you think you could take a break first?”

“I could be persuaded,” Bitty said. “With the right reasons.”

He felt Jack grin into his shoulder.

“I think I can come up with a few,” Jack said.

“My ears are open, Mr. Zimmermann,” Bitty said.

Jack’s resulting laugh was reason enough alone for Bitty… but he was still interested in seeing what else Jack could come up with.

ok but imagine

Zoe accidentally revealing Phan in a vlog??

Zoe casually vlogging at Playlist Live in their hotel and Dan and Phil are hanging out with her and Alfie, and in the background you start to hear:

Dan: “JESUS christ it is so hot in this room Zoe needs to call room service my god.”

Phil: “Are you sure its not because of me?”

Dan: *chuckles* “If i say yes, will you finally stop saying that forever?”

Phil: “forever?!”

Dan: “Forever, Philly.”

Phil: *dramatic sigh* “Fineeee.”

 Dan: “Alrighty then, its because of you.”

*both laughing* Phil: “Love you.” 

*a second of pause and Zoe squeels.* “Love you too.” 

*a short kiss noise* 

Dan: *enters room* “Oh no, your filming? Im sorry Zoe, can you please cut that out?I know you have to say whatever it was again but…”

Zoe: *smiles and pans the camera to Dan* “Aww, you two are so adorable!!”

Dan: *Laughs momemtarily.* “But seriously, Zo.” 

Zoe: *sighs* “Yea, i got you.” 


One day later the blog is uploaded. Zoe tweets it out with the caption “Gahh! Spent hours editing this vlog cause i did it at 4 am on a plane. Sorry for the delay!” 

And the viewers suddenly realized, in her exhaustion, she never edited that piece out…

so kordeigiselle gave me the extra push i needed to do this…..

what i’m about to say may hurt you guys but…..it’s the truth.

well…….Taylor is cheating on Calvin…..

and Kaylor is

 in fact real

pref #22: boyfriend does my makeup video (requested)

Can you please do a preference where you’re a YouTuber and do a boyfriend does your makeup video?

luke: “Okay, are you ready?” You asked your boyfriend, who sat cross legged on your bed next to you. He nodded his head yes as you hit record. “Hi, guys. I’m here with my boyfriend and he’s going to do my makeup today.” You said, poking his cheek. 

“Where do I start?” He asked you. 

“I can’t tell you that.” You giggled as he raised the eyeliner pencil to your face. 

He held your face still with one hand while he held the eyeliner in the other hand, “Alright, well I think this goes here.” He said, forcefully running it over your eyelid. “Stop moving!” He laughed. He put down the eyeliner and grabbed mascara, “Okay I swear I’ve seen you put this on your eyebrows before so I’m going to assume that’s where this goes." 

"That’s not what I u-” You said, but you stopped and let him keep going.

You felt him brush it against your eyebrows and then look horrified, “What did I just do? Oh God, babe I’m sorry.” He said, taking a wet cloth and scrubbing your eyebrows.

You swatted his hands away, “No, stop! You can’t wipe it off!”

He looked at you, black mascara now smudged down your face, “I suck at this.” He said, laughing.

michael: You sat down in front of the camera next to Michael, fixing your hair and pressing record. “Hi everyone!” Michael beamed.

“So it was requested a lot that Michael does my makeup, so that’s what we’re going to do that today.” You smiled and Michael laughed.

He squirted foundation into his hand and looked up at you, “Is this right?" 

"I don’t know.” You laughed. 

He smeared it all over your face, you tried to hold in your laughter as he spread it everywhere, even over your eyebrows. “Okay, so now I’m gonna use this thing.” He said, holding up a concealer stick, “It’s an odd color for lipstick.” He said, smearing it onto your lips. He looked confused when he looked at the result. “I know this goes on your eyelashes.” He said, pulling the mascara wand out. He ended up completely missing your eyelashes, causing a big black line under one of your eyes. “And that’s all I’m gonna do. I want you to go for the natural look.” He laughed.

calum: You looked at your face on the screen, your face was orange and you had lipstick outside the lines of your lips. You and Calum were bored during a livestream and you two decided that Calum should do your makeup. “Okay, now for the finishing touch.” He said, pulling out eyeliner. “Look at me.” He tilted your chin so your eyes met. You started to laugh as he concentrated on dragging it across your eyelid. His mouth trembled and he burst into laughter, dragging it across your face. 

“Calum!” You laughed, looking in the camera. There was a black line from the corner of your eye all the way down your cheek. “You suck.”

“You look perfect. You should wear that look to our next red carpet.” He laughed.

ashton: “Okay, I’m gonna put this on your cheeks.” He said, holding up a brush with way too much bronzer on it. He covered the entire right side of your face and then dipped it into the bronzer again, repeating it on the left side. You looked into the mirror, your face was about 3 shades darker than your foundation. 

“Oh my God. What did you do to me?” You laughed.

“Wait until it’s done, it’s gonna look great. Now stop moving.” He said, holding up the eyeliner pencil. He drew a crooked line above your eyelid, and then attempted to put on blush. He began to fill in your lips with bright red lipstick, but he started to laugh, “Babe, this looks terrible. I don’t know how you do this.”

Chopsticks and Chinese

So that pic Adam posted of Jennifer and Colin got to me, and I kind of wrote this short little fic because of it.. Enjoy~~ 

Sparks of fascination prickled through her eyes as she watched Killian maneuver the chopsticks. She decided that the new chinese place down the street would be ideal for their first real date, just secluded enough that she felt comfortable. She’d had a brief flash of panic when their dinner had arrived, complete with a set of wooden chopsticks each. She had used them enough times in her life to know that they were tricky, and even more complex to explain. Before she could ask for silverware instead, Killian broke apart the chopsticks and expertly picked up a piece of his orange chicken.

“How are you using those so well?” She finally blurted out, instantly blushing at her lack of tact.

“Surprised? I’ve travelled to many a realm love,” he said, watching as she shrugged and attempted to pick up some of her food. After a minute he took pity, reaching over and grabbing a bit off her plate.

“Allow me,” he said, patiently waiting until she begrudgingly opened her mouth. Just as he was about to put the food in her mouth, a cat call from the door had them both freezing in their place. Emma turned just as the camera flash hit her eyes, making her flinch back in surprise. She looked over to Killian, who was smiling at the culprit. For the second time that night, Emma blushed, mumbling out a ‘Hi Ruby’. Ruby just squealed, allowing Victor to lead her over to the bar.

“So much for discrete,” Emma said, and Killian laughed.
“Perhaps next time I’ll have to teach you how to use the sticks?” He questioned.

“Yeah, next time.” She grinned, opening her mouth expectantly while he picked up the chopsticks.



The cold chill woke me from my sleep, I was confused as to why I was in the bathroom on the floor until I remembered what brought me here. That dream really hit me, what if that was to really happen ? I would be devastated, I mean I know chris isn’t my man… but who’s to say things cant change ? I got up from the floor and walked back into my room forgetting that sean was here, he was still sleeping, how the hell did he even get I ? What am I doing ? there’s a man sleeping in my bed that I haven’t even knew for very long, chris is the only man that I let sleep in my bed with me. As he lay there asleep I just stared at him, this isn’t right. I have to stop this, was I really about to choose him over my bestfriend ? chris would never choose another girl over me, especially not one that he just met, I have to wake him up and let him know that I don’t want to do this anymore. Just as I was about to wake him up I heard my phone ringing from inside my closet, I quietly ran in the closet and grabbed it out of my jacket pocket and answered it.

“hello ?” I said lowly

“ hey bitch !!” chanel is forever loud talking on the phone.

“chanel its 8 in the morning why are you so loud ?!”

“girl you know me I cant be quiet, but why you whispering ? where are you ?”

“im home, and sean is in my bed sleeping..”


“NO ! I didn’t give anything up !”

“then what is he doing in your bed ?! you’re lying !” she started screaming and laughing but I wasn’t finding any of this amusing.

“I don’t know he… came over last night and… we just fell asleep we didn’t do anything I swear, but can I tell you something ?”

“of course girl what is it ?”

“I don’t wanna see sean anymore..”

“ why ?! that man is the definition of FINE”

“well since sean been in the picture me and chris don’t see eachother anymore and I miss him. He wont talk to me, and if not dating sean will get us back to how we used to be then I don’t want to see him anymore… its hard not talking him” I looked over my shoulder to make sure he was still sleeping and he was.

“well…… if that’s what you wanna do then do it” see this is why I love her.

“yeah, im gonna tell him when he wakes up, but what are you doing up so early ? you’re never up this early”

“ oh girl, I gotta get up and go shopping for something to wear tonight for this house party in compton ! micheal and chris are going to !” I miss us all hanging out together, I sighed.

“well have fun and tell them I said hi, dont drink and drive !”

“I will ! and im not driving, momas getting white girl wasted tonight ! One of them niggas will.”

“okay I’ll talk to you later.” I blew a kiss into the phone and so did she and then I hung up. I was nervous as hell to tell sean that I didn’t want whatever this was that we had to go on, I’ve never broke up with no one before. I turned around about to walk out the closet.

“SHIT ! Oh my god you scared me !” I said holding my chest, when I turned around sean was standing directly in front of me with a small smile on his face, and it was kind of creepy.

“goodmorning beautiful” he said

“uh, goodmorning… sean I need..”

“what are you doing later on tonight ?” he said before I could finish my sentence.

“nothing, why ?” he walked away to the other side of the room and I just watched him, still standing inside of the closet. I don’t know what it was but I was getting strange vibes from him, or maybe its just my nerves making me paranoid. I watched him closely as he sat down to put on his shoes.

“theres this party going on tonight in Compton, I know you don’t party…. But you should come out with me.” He said standing up putting on his hat

“um, no thank you. But we ne..”

“please ? this can be your first and last time, you haven’t even experienced a house party before, they are fun. You should come.” I thought about it for awhile, yes I’ve never been to a house party before and going to one in Compton was definitely risky… then I remembered chanel saying that she’d be going, and chris would also be there. That’s what made me change my mind.

“okay, yeah I guess I’ll go.”

“you’ll have fun I promise !” he walked back over to me giving me a hug and kiss on the cheek.

“I’ll pick you up at 9” I sighed.

“okay. See you then, but sean ?”

“yeah ?”

“how did you get in here…” he stalled for a minute

“you left your door unlocked so I just came in.” I never forget to lock my door but I was a mess last night so I probably did.

“uh okay, I’ll see you later I guess”  He gavae me a head nod and then left. I was supposed end it with him here ! but he kept interrupting me, this is just making it more harder. I don’t want to hurt him, but I also don’t want to lose chris so tonight I’ll for sure tell him…

It was now 5 oclock and I was still undecided on what to wear, I went through all of my clothes in my closet but couldn’t find anything that was appropriate for a house party. Do I wear pants or a dress ? I kind of wanted to wear a sexy dress for chris just in case we were to run into eachother but I quickly dismissed that and just picked out some jeans and a crop top shirt with my jordans. For the rest of the remaining time I just made a light snack and finished reading one of my books. I started getting ready at 7:30, I took a shower then did my hair and make up and got dressed. Im super nervous  about going to this house party, 1 because I never been to one and I’ve heard about how crazy they can get, and 2 because chris was going to be there. I plan on telling him there that Im going to stop seeing sean so I hope we can get our friendship back, that’s if he even still cares. I got up off the couch and grabbed my phone and purse because I heard sean blow his horn, the asshole couldn’t get out and knock on the door? I walked out the house and got in the car and smiled at him, this was so awkward, he doesn’t even know im breaking up with him later. It was surprisingly quiet the whole ride there which was strange because he normally cant stop talking, but I just ignored it, I didn’t really want to converse with him anyway to be honest, the less talking the better. We pulled up to the party and there was cars everywhere, there were people hanging out in front of the house drinking and being rowdy and loud. I immediately regretted coming here it looked like a wild circus. I thought the club was crazy but this is on another level of crazy. Sean got out and opened the door for me and grabbed my hand as we started walking inside. He greeted a couple of people and I just stood back and let him speak to them. I don’t know what they were talking about but I was ready to go.

“yeah… that’s my… girl robyn” I heard sean say, then all the guys in the group turned and looked at me up down, one even was biting his lip as he looked at me. To say I was uncomfortable was an understatement, my paranoia from earlier found its way back. I hope chanel is here already because im not feeling this at all, im here all the way in Compton with people I don’t even know. Sean started walking back towards me and lead us inside the house, it was packed from wall to wall. Why the hell did I agree to this ?

“you want a drink ?” sean said in my ear

“no im fine..”

“come onnnn don’t be a party pooper, just one drink” I shook my head

“yes ! im gonna go get you a drink”

“I said im fine sean..” does he not know what no means ?

“okay, well lets dance” he grabbed my hand but I took it back

“I don’t want to.” I said as I looked around trying to see if I could spot chanel or chris but I couldn’t, I looked back at him and he was staring at me with an annoyed look on his face.

“so you came all the way here with me to a PARTY but don’t wanna dance ?!” he semi yelled and I was taken back, I don’t know who he thinks he is but he’s not about to sit here and yell at me like im a kid. Just as I was about to turn and walk away he grabbed my arm.

“look im sorry, but why don’t you wanna dance ? I mean if your not gonna dance then atleast have a drink” at this point I just wanted him to stop talking to me

“okay I’ll have a drink.” He smiled and walk away to go get it, while he was gone I scanned the party again but I still didn’t see them, all I saw were drunk people grinding on eachother and loud talking. I felt someone grab my arm and I thought it was sean but it wasn’t, I turned around and it was some big buff ugly guy and I can tell he was drunk.

“um can you let me go please !?” I said snatching my arm back

“don’t be coming up in here with that attitude girl !” he slurred yelling, I started walking away but I bumped into sean.

“where you going ? you tryna leave me ?” yes actually.

“no I was looking for you…. Can we leave now ? I want to go home.” He gave me that are you serious face and I just nodded.

“aight hold up let me just go get my phone from in the back room, its on the charger” I nodded again

“come with me though, I don’t wanna leave you out here by yourself” I grabbed his hand and we moved through the crowd of sweaty drunk people into a hallway which lead to the back room he was talking about. I walked in behind him and looked around the room as I stood next to a dresser, this room was filthy. I hope no one sleeps in here, I wouldn’t even let my dog sleep in here that’s how unclean it was. I watched sean as he looked around trying to find his phone.

“you cant find it ?”

“nah, but I put it in here when I went to go get your drink, I don’t see it” I can tell he was getting upset

“yo I’ll be right back aight ? my phone better be in this fuckin house man” he said as he walked out mad and slammed the door. I sat on the dresser waiting for him to come and 5 minutes passed and he still wasn’t back. I pulled out phone checking to see if chanel had left yet and then the door opened.

“did you find it ?” I said not looking up from my phone but it got really quiet so I looked up when he didn’t respond, he was standing in front of me now looking me up and down and my paranoia came back again.

“ uh sean ?” I said getting off of the dresser looking at him, he then smiled.

“you know robyn….. I like you, do you know that ?”

“that’s what you told me….”

“you’re beautiful, very beautiful” he said rubbing his chin.

“it’s a shame that I have to do this.”

“do what ?” I said backing away from him but he just kept coming closer to me.

“I normally get what I want….and what I want is you..” he was now taking his shirt off all while his eyes never left me.


“I came into this thinking it was gonna be easy getting you, but I was wrong. I gotta admit, you’re a tough one robyn. But I like a challenge……” after he said that he whistled and the door opened and 4 guys walked in, one of them being the big buff guy that grabbed my arm. I immediately started to panic, they all were looking at me as if I was their prey. They started coming towards me while sean was undoing his pants and smirking at me.

“please don’t do this….. please…..” I said with tears in my eyes pleading with them but they didn’t stop, one picked me up and threw me over his shoulders while I was kicking and screaming, I hope someone can hear me.

“ SHUT THE FUCK UP!” sean roared, the guy then threw me on the bed while the other 3 each held my arms and legs down. I still continued to yell for help.


“I heard you on the phone this morning robyn. You were gonna leave me huh ?” he chuckled.

“you were gonna leave me because of that bitch nigga chris huh ?”

“no no, I was just… I wasn’t gonna leave you I…”

“why you lying to me robyn ? I heard your whole conversation. You can leave I don’t care. But not until I get what I want..” he said hovering over me between my legs. I tried with all my strength to get out of their hold and I got my arm out and reached for my pocket. But sean saw me reaching there and looked down to see what I was reaching for and he took my phone out my pocket and looked at me and smiled.

“its chanel. You wanna answer it ?” He said while smiling at me and putting the phone towards me, I nodded.

“you think im stupid ?” he laughed and then threw my phone at the wall and I knew it was broken in pieces just by the sound it made hitting the wall. What am I supposed to do without my phone ?! I screamed out for help again, I was now hysterically crying.

“you scream one more time bitch and you wont ever scream again, got that ?” he said roughly grabbing my neck and I winced at the pain. I nodded.

“Now lets play a game robyn.”