oh my god i'm not even making sense and and and

Ok but can I just say how proud I am (as I’m sure we all are) of Grace and Hannah? I’m so excited that they got to make something they enjoy and share it with us. EWDG is so great in every way and I’m just SO HAPPY FOR THEM. Look at them go they’re doing it!!!! They’re living their dreams and I AM FEELING SO MANY THINGS ABOUT IT!! CONGRATULATIONS HANNAH AND GRACE AND THANK YOU FOR SHARING THIS WITH US!

Not gonna lie, but the fact that Carmilla and her mom have a normal (if laced with underlying tension), even light-hearted interaction made me super uncomfortable. Her mom was even comforting her with gentle touches, and complimenting her. And that just sort of humanizes her and makes her seem like less of a monster we–or at least I–picture her as. It shows that she does in a way love Carmilla and how desperate Carmilla is for that love. It’s moments like these that allows Carmilla to justify the abuse, internalizing it so that she believes that that it really is her fault. And that just FUCKS ME UP. And then there’s innocent Will and seeing him try and fix their relationship just HURTS.

The Earth is on fire
and we are asking ourselves
if God regrets what He gave us.

He took shining souls,
elegant and pure and full of light,
and stuffed them into bodies
made to keep them warm.

The bullets fly like crows
and maybe now God is realizing
that He didn’t make those soul containers
sturdy enough–
the flesh runs ragged and the bones snap
and the hearts sometimes stop beating
and the souls just pour out like liquid gold.

He’s thinking that maybe, just maybe
He got it wrong with us,
should have given us wings
if we promised not to fly
too close to the sun.

He didn’t trust us,
thought the pull of that tantalizingly near
star would tempt us beyond measure,
billions of fingers reaching toward the sky,
too arrogant, too naive.

So we are wingless and grounded
and we know sin better than serenity
but it still feels like our souls are
melting inside of us,
and oh, do they burn.

—  there’s a name for that fire within you // j.d.k.

OH MY GOD SO IM HAVING REVELATIONS HERE RIGHT

SO JK ROWLING HAS SAID THAT WIZARDS CAN HEAL MUGGLE THINGS (broken bones, simple cold, even poisonous muggle creature bites) BUT THEY CANT HEAL MAGIC RELATED THINGS (insanity from the crucio curse, memory charm, poisonous magical creatures like basilisk)

AND EVERYONE ALWAYS ASKS WHY HARRY WAS THE ONLY STUDENT IN HOGWARTS WITH GLASSES OR WHY CANT WIZARDS CURE BLINDNESS

WELL WHAT IF HARRY GOT HIS BAD EYESIGHT FROM VOLDEMORT WHEN THE KILLING CURSE REBOUNDED OFF HIM OR MAYBE HES GOT ‘4 EYES’ BECAUSE ITS BOTH HIM AND THE PIECE OF VOLDYS SOUL TRYING TO SEE FROM THE SAME EYES OR IT JUST IMPACTED HIS EYESIGHT IDK

THATS WHY IT CANT BE CURED BECAUSE IT WAS CAUSED BY MAGIC

So I just watched Lucifer 1x04...

And as always, it was fantastic. Lucifer keeps getting really weird ideas that somehow make sense, even when they shouldn’t. We got to see his scary punisher face again, and Chloe even saw him in the mirror! I can’t wait for the episode when she sees, accepts, and believes him. Anyway, two three things that I absolutely loved:

1. Lucifer giving Trixie a piece of bacon. These two are adorable. The Devil is literally giving a child a snack. I love it. I need more interaction between them.

2. When Lucifer is walking towards Lydnsey, shows her his scary face, and she says, “Oh, God.” and it cuts back to his face. Not only is it his scary angry face, he does this little head tilt and eyebrow raise, like he’s upset she’s brought his father into it. *cough daddy issues cough* But really, he’s already pissed but then that head tilt. Whew. Gave me the shivers. Literally.

3. Last, his scars. I know, I know, everyone’s talking about it. But that’s because THEY SHOULD BE. That was fantastic. Not only do we learn a little bit more about Lucifer, we also see a little bit behind his smartass facade. He asked Maze to cut his wings off, a “screw you” to you his father I’m guessing? He did that willingly. He didn’t want to be associated anymore with his family. Not only that, he doesn’t mind people looking at it, (at least not Chloe) but he doesn’t like people touching his scars. It probably doesn’t physically hurt, but he doesn’t like them to be touched. “Don’t…please.” And Chloe doesn’t push it, because she sees that it has shaken him. “…Okay.”

i hate smiling in photos but i’m making an exception here because i’m just so happy about today! everywhere i’m seeing trans people loving themselves and calling themselves cute, which is so amazing!! you’re all so gorgeous and i’m glad a day like today exists. even if you choose not to share photos of yourself today, you’re still so cool and i love you!

my gender is Weird and i don’t quite know what it is and for a while i struggled with that, but on days like today i’m completely 100% fine with it. i use they/he pronouns, but who cares what my gender is, who cares what people see me as. i’m going to be awesome no matter what, and so are all of you.

i’m so glad that even though cis people will put us down and tell us we can’t Really be Trans unless we fit in the gender binary and hate our bodies (ugh, gross), we are able to rise above it and show them we can be wonderful even if they don’t think so.

if you’re trans in any way at all, i love you and i’m glad you exist, you’re the best and i’m so excited for the future when things will be even better for all of us. keep on keeping on, it’ll be worth it.

Breaking Glass

Sorry this took so long but it’s a huge final update so there’s that. I really tried to stay true to their characters and hopefully you agree with their reactions to this entire shit-storm finally (kind of) blowing over. Heads up: if you thought the angst was over as of the previous update - oh ho ho you’ve got another thing coming. And I hope it all makes sense. Please say it makes sense. Please tell me I did not fcuk up the ending. Oh god, I’m hyperventilating.

(I’m not at all freaking out over concluding this)

Summary: All the air is punched violently from her lungs when his first three words are a question, one eyebrow arched high on his forehead in curiosity, “Who are you?” When the Snow Queen lodges a shard of glass deep in Killian’s heart, how can Emma remind him of who he is when she cannot even remind him who she is?

Also available on ff.net [prologue] [Part 1] [Part 2] [Part 3] [Part 4] [Part 5]

Part Six: Departures and Arrivals

When Killian was seven years old, his father abandoned him.

He can still vividly recall the moment the awful realisation dawned on him, settling on his skin and burrowing into the marrow of his bones with an inveterate ache. The stale sheets, the billowing curtains and morning sun, the empty bed – it’s all carved painfully into his memory. Irremovable. A scar that will never truly heal, irrespective of the care and attention he tends it.

More than any of that though, more than the salty smell of the sea and the sharp bite of the cold wintry air, he remembers the stillness. He will never manage to forget, as it finally occurred to him (the utter finality of his father’s abrupt departure), how quiet it was. How eerily still the air became as he stared at the empty space and tried to piece together the irreparably fractured shards of his youthful naiveté.

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anonymous asked:

I know you're not a fan of genderbends, but say if both halves of the couple were genderswapped? Like 2 boys to two girls (but yes I 100% agree with swapping one gender just so it's not gay like st o p)

oHH BOII

this is literally from weeks ago so i’m sorry if u don’t see this anon!! 

I know you’re not a fan of genderbends

oH YM GOD what gave you that impression??? lmao n o p e. totally not against genderbends aT A LL

say if both halves of the couple were genderswapped? Like 2 boys to two girls

so you mean like if the whole ship was genderbent? m8. m8. m8. no matter what way you look at it, any form of genderbending is transphobic. also, generally, it’s male ↔ female. newsflash, everybody!!! there are more than two genders. even if you’re going from male to female (eg; natsu and gray/gratsu (who are canonly depicted as males) → females), it’s still transphobic. don’t do it.

yes I 100% agree with swapping one gender just so it’s not gay like st o p

gr9 anon. im glad you’ve realised that swapping half a gay ship is homophobic as fuck, but honestly, if you can recognise that, then can’t you realise that genderbending is transphobic as fuck?? 

no matter what way you look at it, genderbends are transphobic as fuck. the whole thing erases trans/non-binary/etc. people i get it, maybe you want to see a character as a different gender, but instead of being homophobic and/or transphobic, you can literally just headcanon a character as trans/non-binary/etc. it’s literally so easy and why have genderbends when you can have lgbtaq+ representation yo

aaAAAND:

cis and het aren’t the defaults

if anyone reading this posts disagrees, then please, unfollow me