Hello, could you write this for a Drarry drabble? Soulmate AU where you experience unfathomable, collapse, sob and heave, pain when your soulmate is about to die. Draco Malfoy has experienced this pain at least 3 times and keeps a journal for it. He has felt this pain the day after the dark lord was vanquished, (maybe near-death from abusive/neglectant relatives?), when Quirrel burnt to death, basilisk biting Harry, etc. Bonus if Draco loves his soulmate and worries every pain may be The Death.
((the infamous carrot prompt was easier than this…oh my god… here take it. I give up. I’m so sorry if this isn’t what you were hoping.))
Entry 1- 1988
I don’t remember the first time so I can’t write it down. Mother and Father told me I was a baby and I got hurt and they didn’t know why. They took me to St. Mungo’s and a healer said I was fine. My soulmate died. That is why I hurt so bad. I thought I was going to die yesterday. I am alive still. The healer said maybe my soulmate got recreated and bad luck made my soulmate die again so soon. The healers want me to write it down. Maybe if it ever happens again I can write that too. They don’t think it will happen. I hope I can see them if they get recreated again.
Entry 2- 1992
Mother had the healer come see me at Hogwarts so I didn’t have to leave school. She called it an “episode.” I had another “episode” she said. It doesn’t sound as bad as it was. I don’t remember it hurting so bad last time. Last time I didn’t cry. I think I cried because I was sad. Not just because my chest hurt. I couldn’t breathe for a minute. I’m supposed to write down what it felt like. It felt like when you smash your finger in a door but not just on your finger. On your whole body.