oh god please let me live

RP starters: Miscellaneous angst

content warning: suicidal thoughts.

  • “I shouldn’t have left you.”
  • “I’m here for you.”
  • “I’ll kill that son of a bitch who did this to you.”
  • “Please let me help you.”
  • “Oh my god, are you okay?”
  • “Don’t you dare to leave me, not now.”
  • “You didn’t deserve any of this.”
  • “Please tell me this is a nightmare.”
  • “Shh, it’s okay.. you’re safe now.”
  • “Why are you crying?”
  • “I can’t believe I did this to you.”
  • “I won’t let anyone hurt you again.”
  • “I don’t want you to die.”
  • “Talk to me.”
  • “I fucked up, alright? I’m sorry.”
  • “Where were you? I was so worried!”
  • “Stop saying you’re fine when you’re obviously not.”
  • “Seeing you like this hurts me.”
  • “I don’t want to live anymore.”
  • “Can you please just.. go away?”
  • “I’m worthless.”
  • “I’m sorry, please don’t be mad at me.”
  • “I’m going to die.”
  • “It’s nothing, I swear.”
  • “I don’t want to talk about it so just drop it.”
  • “Please don’t leave me alone.”
  • “Nobody would care if I’d just.. disappear.”
Avenging Angel: Part 1

Summary: You’ve spent the last five years on a dangerous mission to solve the crime that wrongly imprisoned your father. When the Winchesters find you half-frozen on the side of a mountain, they make it their own mission to save your life and make sure you stay alive. But after five years of uncovering horribly dark secrets, you’ve learned not to trust anyone. Especially people who seem like they have good intentions.

Word Count: 1548

Warnings: None

Avenging Angel Series Masterlist

“Oh, god, please don’t kill me!” you begged, tears freezing almost as soon as they fell from your lashes. “I’ll do anything. Just let me live.”

“You think you have something that I want?” Braxton asked haughtily, holding his gun steady. “You can’t even tell me where your father used to work. I know more about him than you ever have, and you think you have any bargaining chips left?”

“Please. Let me live. Help me get him out and then he can help you again! It’s what we both want!”

The wind picked up and snowflakes danced with the ends of your hair, but you couldn’t feel a damn thing. Not with the barrel of your boyfriend’s gun pointed at your face.

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Company - Part 4

Summary: You’re the new forensic scientist at CCPD and have to share the laboratory with Barry Allen for a while. The thought of that doesn’t please him too much, but that’s only until he meets you.

Pairings: Barry Allen x female reader

Word count: 1472

A/N: This got so long, oh my God! Also, I don’t know if I like this part so much. I hope you do, though! Let me know what you think :)

Part 1 | Part 2 | Part 3 | Part 5 | Part 6 | Part 7 | Part 8 | Part 9 | Part 10 | Part 11 | Part 12


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I still cry at A Study in Pink when this happens:
  • Sherlock: if you'd been murdered, in your very last few seconds what would you say?
  • John: Please God let me live.
  • Sherlock: Oh use your imagination!
  • John: I don't have to.

oiks-v  asked:

OH MY GOD IVE BEEN STALKING YOUR BLOG FOR THE LAST HOUR NOW AND IM C R Y I N G YOUR ART IS AMAZING AND THE SOUKOKU HELP (pssst just wanna ask if you know any good bsd fics? and... *inches closer* ive looked at a few asks that speak about a "shitty anon" and "angst" please help me find it senpai i welcome all angst bc trash is my middle name)


- Find something worth dying for (And learn how to live). This fic. This fucking fic made me cry everytime it was updated. It’s the most well written slow burn skk fic I’ve ever had the honor to read and tbfh I would draw an entire manga for it if I had enough time. 

- Anything by setosdarkness tbh. Her plots are so original her writing is superb and basically everything she writes makes me cry tears of blood. But like everyone here knows I’m gay for her writing so??? Yeah. 

- Anything by owlsareheadturners tbh. They write the hottest R18 not gonna lie and their writing is like one of the prettiest and their angst are top notch AND THEY WROTE DACHUUTACHI HOW’S THAT I LOVE THEM.

- i won’t lie (i knew you belong here). Please update. Why won’t you update. I would die for your update. It’s very sweet and fluffy and lovely and all the feels I love it so much but why won’t it update.

- Partners in love. It’s like a series of one-shots and it’s very cute and fluffy and funny it soothes my soul. Think domestic Soukoku. Then cry. 

- All in a night’s work. Mmmmmmm courtesan Chuuya. Like do I even need to say more it’s courtesan Chuuya and it’s R18 it speaks for itself tbh. Tho do check out the author’s profile too she has many good fics that one just needs special mention. 

- Footsteps on the ceiling. Or that one fic where Chuuya is so incredibly cute that Dazai needs to reevaluate his entire life yeah damn right you should you waste of bandage. 


- Now, turn away. Please update???? WHY IS IT NOT UPDATING I NEED TO KNOW WHAT’S GONNA HAPPEN HOLY SHIT PLEASE??? Coughs totally not thirsty for the makeup sex yeah no I have pure motives.

- Baby, you feel like home. It’s so cute. I cried. Dazai is protective of Chuuya and I live for it.

- Playing the long game. Where Dazai is a little shit as usual but he at least he proposed in sort of a right way.



MatPat: “Hello, my name is Matthew Patrick. I live in Los Angeles, California. I don’t know who is gonna see this-if you’ll see this, but please, if anyone finds…

Last night I was..three and I was talking to someone. Last thing that I remember and now I find-Oh, god. I think he’s coming back. Please, if you find this, look for me, Matthew Patrick.”

[Off-screen - Nate]: “What are you doing?”

MatPat: “Nothing.”

[Off-screen - Nate]: “Can’t leave you alone for 5 minutes.”

[Off-screen - MatPat]: “Let me go! LET ME GO!”

[Off-screen - Nate]: “And you just couldn’t behave…”

[Off-screen - MatPat (crying)]: “Please, let me go…”

- help


Requested by Anon #12

Y/N: Skye come here I need to show you something!
Skye: Sure what’s up Y/N?
Y/N: I can’t get this song out of my head lately if I sing some lyrics from it can you tell me the name of it?
Skye: Um…sure.
Y/N: Okay it goes like this,  I can’t concentrate while you’re messing with my brain I can’t think straight make me wanna misbehave I don’t know what I’m doing but I know where this is going Uh Oh Uh Oh
Skye: Oh god please no! Tell me you haven’t found it!
Y/N: Yes I have! *shows her the laptop screen*
Skye: I thought someone deleted that!
Y/N: That is the great thing about the internet my friend the video stays here forever!
Skye: Yay internet! she said sarcastically.
Y/N: Oh I will never let you live this down Skye.
Skye: God how could this get worse?
Fitzsimmons: Hey Skye! Great song!
Skye: Oh my god!

Monsta X Reaction To You Being in A Full Car, Their Girlfriend Needs To Sit On Their Lap And She Teases Them

[iKON Version]


*Whispers in your ear shyly*
“Y/N… What are you doing, stop moving like this… There are people here…”


*Well, what can I say - he gets hard right away and feels really embarrassed*
“Can we stop here? Just for a minute or two…? Please?”


“Oh my God, can you leave it for later? We’ll play all you want when we go back, but only if you let me live right now”


“N… No, don’t move like this…”
*Tries to hold you in place but it just doesn’t work*


*Thank God that people in the car are very loud because he let out a moan and groan here and there*
“Ah-hnn, Y/N… Don’t do this…”


“You’re so naughty, don’t do this in public… You know, if you keep going now it won’t be so fun later”


“Your butt… Move it on my actual lap not… there.”

I hope you liked it~
Feel free to request more!

i knew if i loved you, i’d have to let you see it: the ugly. the wretched. the parts of me that paint sickness fingertips on everything lovely i’ve ever touched or wanted. the panic picnics, the saffron taste of fear, the hollow ring of sobs at four in the morning. the aching, constant. the selfishness, the manipulation, the terrible lies i wrapped myself in.

you asked why i never let you get close. i told you there are no guard rails here. i want you to enjoy your time with me without worrying about falling. i want you to think i’m a safe place to live. i don’t want to hand you this terrible baggage. i am all drop, all free fall. all empty nights and screaming.  

you held my hand. you said, “i like roller coasters for just that reason. all falling. all rush. all being safe in the end.” 

please don’t love me please don’t love me oh god i can’t stand it you have so much faith and i’m going to break it.

anonymous asked:

Ok so i bloody love your ASL HCs. So i know they all live together so can i pretty please have a descriptive image of what their apartment is like? what programs they all like to watch together and what times they all go to bed and stupid things like that?

this damned modern au keeps me going ♥

and oh god bout their apartment ok let me see

  • it’s a little messy
  • “Luffy pick up your damn underwear!”
  • they’re always some dirty dishes in the kitchen sink which somehow everybody vigorously refuses to wash
  • and whatever books and cd’s and missing jackets are like everywhere
  • they have a lot of plants in their apartment and half of them are about to die
  • lots of photos on the wall 
  • I don’t particularly think that they have fave shows they watch together, Luffy is a fan of cartoons and comedies, Sabo watches crime shows and Ace doesn’t really watch tv at all or he just watches something when he has nothing else to do
  • I think Sabo is the last one to go bed always usually at 12pm or something while Luffy and Ace go to sleep at reasonable times especially when they have work the next day
  • that means Sabo is the last one to wake up always and Luffy ofen enough has to get a bucket of cold water
  • there is never enough food in the fridge 
  • and there is also always stuff from their friends lying around (i.e. Carrot’s purse or Zoro’s bandana)
  • Luffy’s room is the most comfortable and has the best atmosphere, it’s also the biggest, brightly colored with a bunch of photos from his friends and family on the wall
  • Sabo’s room is about not as messy as Luffy’s but still everywhere are his clothes and his school papers lying around, there is also a huge ass drawing of a mediviedal dragon on his wall and he’s very proud of it
  • Ace’s room looks like it was the most tidy one but this is only because he just puts everthing under his bed, this is what he calls ‘tidying up’
˻ christmas rp prompts ˺

→ in times of merry door-to-door lullabies, snowball fights, and freezing cold temperatures


  • Are you going to the Christmas Party one of the guys is hosting tonight? I heard it’s gonna be pretty awesome/awful.
  • You look ridiculous.
  • You sure you don’t mind coming all with me to the Christmas ball? I know you’d rather stay home and all.
  • Do you like my sweater? I just bought it today!
  • Hey, could you answer the door for me, please? I think there’s some kids outside the door.
  • 🎵Do you wanna build a snowmaan?🎵
  • I’ve never actually experienced a snow day before, since I live in a pretty warm place, so this is amazing…
  • Oh, God, look at this ugly ass couples sweater here. Let’s buy it.
  • CRAP, I forgot to do my Christmas shopping!


  • Send  for our muses to be stuck inside a building while being snowed in. (Hard Mode: send it twice for our muses are stuck inside an old shack/abandoned building/etc.)
  • Send 🎼 for our muses to sing Christmas lullabies door-to-door.
  • Send 🐧 for my muse to suddenly bring home a penguin. (Send it twice to reverse it to your muse.)
  • Send 🎄 for our muses to set up a Christmas tree.
  • Send 🎁 for your muse to give mine a present. (Send it twice to reverse it to your muse.)


  • The Cold Never Bothered Me Anyway: your muse suddenly gets ice powers one day out of the blue - lasts for 3 threads.
  • Ho Ho Ho: your muse is suddenly assigned to become Santa Claus for this year, forcing you to send ‘presents’ to at least 5 other muses.
  • It’s A Christmas Miracle: your muse’s ultimate life wish is all of the sudden fulfilled! - unfortunately, it only lasts for a single day.
  • Chekov: Did you guys know that a possible theory of what lies inside a black hole is that it’s an entire different universe.
  • Chekov: A black hole is created when a massive star collapses in on itself and it’s basically a big bang.
  • Chekov: So if this theory is true that’s how our universe was created so we’re basically inside a black hole right now with countless amounts of black holes with us.
  • Chekov: Oh dear god I’ve seen pictures of black holes colliding. I need to sit down.
  • Bones: Please it’s 11pm let me live.
Sassy (Helpful?) Advice for the Homestuck Classes

((Warning: Classes will be stereotyped! Accuracy may not apply.))

Witches: Ok I love you guys, but chill. You guys are all happy and bubbly one second, but the second one thing happens that you don’t approve of, you guys get so bent out of shape until the issue is resolved. Things are gonna happen that you can’t control. Live with it! (Don’t kill me.)

Princes: Oh my god, you guys are an enigma back and forth. Take a nap or something! You don’t have to be so stubborn about everything. You guys are going to end up going into some sort of breakdown if you don’t just relax and take a breather for a second.

Thieves: I need you to stop. Stop thinking about yourself for a second, please. You are doing a great job I’m sure, but you need to let everyone else do their job now. Please stop popping out of nowhere and sticking your nose where it doesn’t belong too, it’s annoying.

Knights: Your feelings are valid! You are not a burden! You are actually doing a better job than half of your friends probably! You need to come into terms with your issues! Check yourself before you wreck yourself please! We care about you! Stop hiding what you don’t like about yourself!!!

Maids: You are so much much better than this, I promise you. You need to let go whatever it is that you are relying on so much and stand on your own two feet for once. Your life is going to suck for a bit but it’ll be worth it, trust me. And besides, I’m pretty sure whatever you are so attached to is probably unhealthy as crap anyways.

Mages: Ok we get it. You’ve probably been through a lot. We know you are like, basically an expert at this, but you cannot act like you know everything. I’m sure there are still things you don’t know and you should probably stay open-minded if you want to be respected. Just Saying.

Seers: You seriously need to stop reading into everything! There is not a deeper meaning to every single thing you see. Sometimes what you see is what you get. And plus, I’m pretty sure half of all that is fake anyway so stop believing every single “fact” you find.

Sylphs: Leave it alone! Don’t touch it! It’s fine, seriously! You need to leave well enough alone, please I beg you! It was fine the first three times you messed with it, now you need to move on with your life. I get that it’s really bugging you but if it’s not your place to mess with it. Don’t mess with it!

Pages: Ok stop. Think about what your doing. Is this a good idea? Do you really think that this is a good idea. Because I love your enthusiasm and all but I don’t think you understand this situation you’re in quite yet. Once you actually know what you’re doing come back and try again because I don’t want to see you embarrass yourself.

Rogues: Oh my god, stop complaining. You get what you get and you don’t make a fit. I’m pretty sure you can do whatever you need to do. You just need to stop whining, get off your butt and do it. Stop taking yourself so for granted. You can do it.

Bards: Look buddy, I know you’re like on the verge of a meltdown. But you seriously need to confront whatever you are pushing off. Yeah, I know it’s gonna suck but it’s coming rather you like it or not so you are just going to have to get off your butt and do it.

Heirs: I get that you’re in your little comfort zone, but you are going to have to stop that soon. You can’t just stay in your little bubble forever. Move it or Lose it, it’s not going to stay that way forever so either make it last or take a hike because you cannot just pretend like everything’s fine when everything’s not. 

  • Me during Life is Strange Ep 1 to 3: Nathan Prescott you fucking asshole. oh my god i'm gonna stab you


  • local city elf who didn’t even want to be a grey warden, never mind the hero of ferelden
  • has to pretend to like duncan to preserve alistair’s feelings
  • oversleeps and overeats a lot
  • was really superstitious before the fifth blight, she’s been really glad to learn that even the undead die if you stab them enough times 
  • pre sacred ashes: oh my god sten scares me so much
  • post sacred ashes: sten SHUT THE FUCK UP AND DO WHAT I SAY (+10 approval)
  • kisses zev on the nose a lot
  • morrigan you’re not a bad person but please stop talking  
  • pre-unrest in the alienage: hey could we just forgive loghain for the sake of avoiding more civil war
  • post-unrest in the alienage: fucker
  • loghain stabbity stabbity stab
  • archdemon stabbity stabbity stab
  • UH it’s really okay if you don’t make me warden commander… REALLY i would have no hard feelings–
  • damn it
  • lets the architect live because she hates the war with the darkspawn more than she hates the darkspawn…if only by a little
  • now she’s looking for the architect and trying not to think about her impending calling (which is definitely happening within the next few years)