oh god i am so done with this show

Dear Mom,

I’m sorry.
Oh if I only could express how sorry I am!
You always wanted the best for me.
You’ve made mistakes but not on purpose.
All these years you’ve been and you still are my biggest support.
Even now, when I honestly do not deserve it.

I think of you as a person that is just too kind for this world.
And so am I.
We’re so similar in many things and, oh god, did we laugh about things that no one else understood.
I know that I sometimes can’t really show it.
No, honestly. I’ve done you wrong so many times just because I couldn’t handle a stupid mood swing or had no cigarettes left.
You do not deserve this.
You deserve so much better.
But i love you, I love you so much.
And I need you.
I’m an awful daughter and i don’t know if I can change but you’re my world, mom.
You’re everything to me and I’m proud to say that because you’re the best thing in my whole life.
You were the one that rubbed my back and dried my swollen eyes when i was crying my eyes out over a guy that I met secretly.
You were the one that forced me to go to the hospital when all i wanted was an overdose.
You cared for my cuts.
And i know that seeing them broke your heart.
And knowing that breaks my heart.
You wouldn’t say it but you hate blue hair and black clothes and all the piercings and stuff. And I have all of it.
But you still hold my tattooed hand.
I don’t know where my life began to turn wrong and everything crashed and the burning pieces fell down on me.
But one thing I know for sure: it isn’t your fault.
You did so good, really.
You warned me about the older boys, the drugs that take you to heaven but then to hell, all of it.
I didn’t listen.
I guess I just had to experience it myself.
My heart explodes in my chest when I think about what I put you through.
I made you cry.
I made you feel helpless.
I made you get so exhausted mentally that you had to seek help yourself.
I can never make that up to you.
Never.

You’re the best and I honesty don’t know why you’re still by my side.
But I love you, I love you so much it hurts.

—  Love letter to my mother.
the magicians 2x03 - “i’m gonna make you the best ice-cream sundae you’ve ever had”

HOLYSHITHOLYSHITHOLYSHIT

MY TINY MONKEY BRAIN JUST LIQUIDISED INSIDE MY SKULL I AM DISTRAUGHT??? OH   MY GOD

  • OKAY SO ALICE, MY BEAUTIFUL BRILLIANT CHILD SACRIFICING HERSELF FOR QUENTIN (WHO ALSO ALMOST SACRIFICED HIMSELF FOR HER GOODBYE MY ASS) YOU DESERVED LIFE I AM ,, A BROKEN MAN, I HOLD OUT HOPE YOU WILL RETURN OH MY GOD BUT YOU ALREADY BECAME A NIFFIN BUT OH MY GOD I NEED TO BELIEVE YOU’LL COME BACK AGAIN
  • Listen,,                            LISTEN
  • Everything about this episode you guys, everything im tryna tone down the caps but oHH GOd it was maybe the best the show has ever done?
  • The Brakebills kids minus Penny trying to kill each other bc of the curse was surprisingly entertaining, the shenanigans that ensued were hilarious if darkly so (also Margo shined as a plotting evil queen - “the lamentations of their women” - this girl is my life lmao
  • Penny!! releasing !! his cacodemon!!! to save Quentin!!!! he loves Q and the others so much and he hides it so terribly, Penny is welcomed back into the fold of asshole characters I will make excuses for going forward
  • I think we can safely say they are all awful assassins and would die immediately in game of thrones 
  • Penny shot Margo in the ass with an arrow and no moment will top it, ever
  • Shoutout to my homie cartographer Benedict, I hope the show treats you better than the books dude
  • I was lowkey really sad Marina died, she was a fuckin pill in the first season but she had a lot of depth too, it’s horrible she had to go out that way
  • Reynard is disgusting and that shit with the cat…. bruh I almost yarked I swear to god
  • Julia is a fuckin asshole dickhead I am sorry but I’m over her honestly, she once again put Quentin, Alice, Eliot, Margo and Penny at risk over her own vendetta, which, while justified, surely cannot have the Brakebills kids as an acceptable casualty. She’s vindictive as hell, and I almost yelled when she snatched the chains off Penny’s hands. Without sounding like a brat, I god damn hate her wow!!! Now the beast and Marina are gone idgaf what the hell she does honestly
  • Alice and Quentin in the carriage, I literally read that passage from the book the other day, they made me legit cry? Like everything they said was such an echo of the book I had an ominously sick feeling the whole time that something terrible would happen
  • Sad the Beast wasn’t given the finale-death he deserved, same with Alice. That wasn’t episode 3 material my guy, they were amazing characters that could’ve gone a lot further in the story. I’m also really hoping we revisit the Chatwins at some point soon to flesh out their backstory and how integral they were to Fillory, Martin has such a fascinating arc in the source material
  • I hate Ember almost as much as Julia, fyi WHO DOES THAT, GOAT MAN, labels their dumps as “divine eliminations” I hate that, I’m going to use that
  • QUENTIN SET HIS CACODEMON ON ALICE TO SAVE ELIOT AND MARGO IM!!! THAT SHIT HAD ME EMO!!! WHY DO THEY HURT ME IN THIS WAY????!!! THEY LOVE EACH OTHER SO MUCH bye im gone they better be inseparable from here on out 
  • The cacodemons looked cool as fuck btw, when Penny’s and Margo’s fought I was like….   broooooo
  • Nobody better forget Quentin’s dick analogy why is he like this

9/10 for style and emotionsss, Alice my sweet child I won’t ever forget you I am so sorry :’( I’m so curious to see what the next obstacle will be for the Brakebills kids now that the Beast is gone, like will they go back to school, sail the seas, take part in a heist, idk!!! idk

anonymous asked:

I want to ravage your entire frame. My servos will explore and violate every inch of your being as my glossa intake works upon you. I will steal your lips and claim them as my own, your frame pleasured for hours on end. My little Bumblebee, I will show you the true meaning of pleasure. If you would be my Valentine, all of this and so much more will be coming to you. You know who I am and I can wait for your response. I am ready for you, my sweet.

Primus………………………..

You’ve done it before, you know my answer. When’s good for you?

Age difference prompts
  • ‘listen, the fact that i am 15 years older than you only means i’ve had more time to learn programming than you so stop trying to hack my computer to send me love letters you dumbass amateur let me show you how it’s really done’ au
  • ‘oh my god is that a pile of rare ancient paraphernalia of my favourite old-timey fandom??’ au
  • ‘wait what do you mean my boyfriend was my dad’s junior in school’ au
  • 'STOP USING TEENAGE SLANG ENDEARMENTS ON ME I AM TOO OLD TO BE CALLED “BAE”’ au
  • 'your teenage celebrity crush is my current older celebrity crush??? oh my god you met them ten years ago tell me everything??’ au
  • 'you’re the cool older teacher and i’m the strict younger teacher please stop acting like you’re the one who’s the same age as these kids’ au
When they hear another member moaning their name while sleeping

Oh my god ahahahah xD aight I will try my best, this is gonna be fun~

Here goes!


Baekhyun

*The next morning*

‘’Listen Chanyeol, I know you want me, but I can’t fucking sleep with you moaning my name all night.’’

CY: ‘’I- wat?’’

‘’You can’t deny what has been done. I got a video of it too.’’

Chanyeol

*Hears Baekhyun moaning his name while sleeping.*

‘’So who’s the one moaning now. I knew you can’t resist me.’’

Chen

*Records Suho moaning his name and shows it to him the next day*

‘’Any last words before this goes viral?’’ *Can’t stop laughing and giggling like an elementary school girl.*

D.O

*Starts to freak out when he hears Kai moaning his name several times.*

’Oh my god does that mean he likes me more than a friend? Can I finally confess? What am I going to do? I can’t look him straight in the eyes anymore!’#HARDCOREFANGIRL

*BONUS: The next day he keeps grinning and giggling whenever he sees Kai.*

Kai: ‘’Kyungsoo-ah did you see my phone?’’

‘’No-o.. I di..didn’t ‘’ *Giggles and keeps grinning.*

Kai: ‘’Everything alright with you buddy?’’

Kai

On the outside embarrassed fangirl Kai

’Oh my god, Kyungsoo.’

On the inside though…

’I knew you want me~’’ * ‘Pitbull - I know you want me’ playing in the background lol*

Kris

‘’I knew it Tao! I knew you can’t resist me, you can’t deny it now! But then again no one can resist THE WU YI FAN~’’ *Satisfied with himself.*

Lay

*Startled by the loud moaning noises Sehun makes.*

‘’What’s that? What’s happening?’’

Luhan

*Hears Minseok moaning his name and immediately runs into his room.*

‘’I’m here! Let’s do this!’’ *Sees him sleeping. 

‘’Aw man…’’

Sehun

*After hearing Lay moaning his name.*

‘’MY BODY IS READY.’’

Suho

*Hears Chen moaning his name and lies down next to him like that waiting for him to wake up.*

‘’No one can resist Sudaddy.’’ I’m so sorry omg XD

Tao

*Hears Kris moaning his name and wakes up from it.*

‘’Wtf is this monstrous noise, it sounds horrible, like a dying walrus.’’

Xiumin

*Like Kyungsoo can’t contain his feelings and keeps fangirling and giggling whenever he sees Luhan the next day.*


Aight, that’s about it!~ I hope you like it and sorry for the late reply~ I still have 14 asks or so left ;A;

My ASKBOX is OPEN. I make EXO and BTS reactions~

Disgusted by the Clique being used as an oxymoron

Once again, I have to reiterate this to a clique that I trust and love to be in. There are people, unfortunately that ruins it to everyone. Does it ever cross these people’s minds that they are abusing a person for their own purposes? 

I wouldn’t be surprised if Tyler stops climbing, even for just a couple shows. If they want to engage the audience, they trust them to treat humanely. That is the entire point of the ‘Holding Onto You’ part of the show, they trust their fans to hold them up while he is performing. 

And some people decide to take that away. And if it’s funny that his shirt is ripped to shreds by people that want to hold him, to take part of his clothing, please unfollow me. Send me hate mail because you would treat Tyler like that. 

I love Tyler too (come on, who doesn’t love Tyler and his quirks, his higher voice, his rap, his paint, his piano, his talent and his hope. Does that give me any excuse to treat him that way? No. It never does. That is a person, not an object for your purposes. 

We know about self-confidence, that is what the entire point of Blurryface was about and it seems like we are going to make his paint darker again. These are the people that will make him shove into more anxiety. 

The Skeleton Clique is an amazing, loving place but it also has people that call themselves ‘fans’ treating him like that. It’s not fair really. It makes me so disgusted that fans would do this.

The Skeleton Clique is an outlet for hope, there are so many amazing people that comprise it. I hope to try to create a positive blog as possible. This blog is an outlet of happiness and hope. And sure we will all have our bad days, but this band makes me feel I am not alone. 

A band out there that cares and yet some people have the audacity to treat them like this. I really want to spread even more positivity on the recent actions. We have true fans, not elitest or rude or violent fans, these people need to be treated better than simply an object that we can rip apart. 

I stand with Tyler Joseph and I am extremely disgusted by it. You all are amazing and this band is amazing. No one deserves to feel that the people that they once trusted is losing faith in them like Tyler is right now.

I along with many of you are amazing people and I hope that he will continue singing, even with these terrible events.

Real talk now; who do I thank that these two exist?? I mean? I like to thank God? you did a really nice job here well done amen. and i want to thank faith and Bryan Fuller for Hugh and Mads being on the show Hannibal and for all the Hannigram. oh and i like to thank Mads for acting according to the notion that yep for Hannibal it was love at first sight when he met Will just thank and bless ok

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hearing your boyfriend’s voice first thing in the morning…

Adrien Agreste! It should be a sin and a crime against nature to look that good!

Look at those freaking bedroom eyes! How dare you Adrien!

So I watched part 2 of Origins and I cannot with those two. 

That final scene with Marinette and Adrien. The way how they looked at each other. The way how he said, ‘ami’. That ending! I cannot. I am done with this series. I am 200% done with this show! No!
Cannot anymore. This show is too much for me. My heart  cannot take this much cuteness! I do not know what else to say about this episode. I mean, sorry for the spoilers but….oh my god!

This episode!

This scene!

These TWO!

And what Master Fu said in the end about them being made for each other, I’m done!

Leave me for I am now a puddle of ladynoir shipping goo! DONE!

~LittleMissSquiggles (2016)

3000 followers!! Thank you!

Oh god! I realized we’re already 3000 persons and counting! I’m so happy, people!! At first when I made this account, I never knew it would get so well received, so thank you so, so much for all your support, reblogs, notes and comments. They truly help me become better and encourage to make more, better and crazier art *o*

What should I do to celebrate? A giveaway? I’ve never done something like that, though I considered the possibility. God, I’m so awkward when it comes to find a way to celebrate these things appropiately, so if you have any idea, drop it in!

Oh, and I made something really lame to show how happy I am, actually:

Obligatory sign to allow replies XD ?

my grandma showed me this picture of the last four couples in a dancing marathon in Chicago…

and I can NOT get over how the girl on the left is SO done with her partner!

“God damnit Frank stop this. Get up.”

“No I am not holding you no don’t- oh there he goes. he’s asleep. he’s sleeping with his head on my boobs.”

“I regret everything”

“Getting real tired of your shit Frank”

My talk of Gravity Falls is starting to get to my boyfriend.
  • BF: I've been rewatching Arrested Development. It's great because there's so much to look for and dissect in each episode.
  • Me: Yeah! I mean,, all those little clues and allusions and nods to other things in the series.
  • BF: The writing is just fantastic, very well done.
  • Me: I only know two shows like that, Arrested Development and-
  • BF: -If you even say "Gravity Falls" I am walking away from you right now.
  • Me:
  • Me:
  • Me: *opens mouth*
  • BF:
  • Me:
  • BF:
  • Me:
  • BF: Don't
  • Me: Grav-
  • BF: Oh my god *walks away*