Oh god. She’s going to leave me. Oh god. I can’t function. I can’t live. I’m having a mental breakdown. It’s 5:40 am and I haven’t slept and she hasn’t answered me since 5. She’s asleep but idk how or why. I responded immediately and she was already asleep I guess. I don’t know what to do. I have to have her. I gave my body to her. But she can’t love me. She can’t love me until she forgets the person who hurt her. But the person who hurt me slept with the person who hurt her. Why doesn’t she see that I hurt too? We both have to heal, why can’t we do it together? The same situation happened to both of us… why can’t she love me?