oh adam ; ;

it must have been a trip for Adam when he first met Gansey because this untouchable rich kid immediately unloads everything about his alternate life as a tomb raider trying to unearth the centuries-old mystery of Glendower and Adam is just, “sounds fake but i’m literally so starved of human interaction that i will now follow you to the ends of the earth in search of your super lost and super dead king”

THE GANGSEY
The Raven Cycle / Maggie Stiefvater

so guess who just finished the whole series and has adopted all the children???? me. it’s me. i’ve adopted them. they are my squishy.

Things that only SPN fandom can understand:
  • “Oh my Chuck!”
  • “Carry on my wayward soOOOOOon” means “somebody’s gonna die”
  • “Adam? Who the fuck is Ad- Ooooh, right!”
  • “It’s just a car!”: fandom screaming
  • “Why does everyone have to die!?”
  • Lucifer and Death are good guys
  • Metatron is not.
  • Don’t get stuck on tuesday
  • “How can Sam get wifi everywhere?”
  • “It’s funnier in enochian”
  • Dean is the pizzaman
  • There are a lot of ways to say “I love you”
  • Twist and Shout
  • “How can this cast be so fucking attractive!?”
  • God is bisexual
  • Thinking “I kinda miss the apocalypse”
  • “I can dig Elvis”: fandom heartbreak
  • “Bitch”, “Jerk”, “Idiot”, “Assbutt”.
  • Your social life ended with “Dad’s on a hunting trip, and he hasn’t been home in a few days”
  • “I usually suffer from insomnia” actually means “I usually spend the night reading Destiel fanfictions”
  • “Why do I still watch this show?”

My favorite thing about 300 Fox Way is that you never quite know how many people are there at once. I mean you remember Blue, Maura, Calla and Persephone well enough, but there is Orla and Jimi every once in a while and then there are random cousins running around and ‘hey Blue your Raven Boys are here’ and sometimes the Gray Man is there and then when you get the Cave Crazies its like how big is this place is everyone packed in like a clown car whats going on

Here’s a playlist that I decided to put together to share the type of music that I’m into. Enjoy :)

and - EDEN 

breath - Lauv

quit - LANY

a little death - The Neighbourhood 

cool blue - The Japanese House 

wait - M83

fallingforyou - The 1975

if i get high - Nothing but Thieves 

face like thunder - The Japanese House

heart hope - Oh Wonder

how to never stop being sad - Dandelion Hands 

fall harder - Fractures 

one of the purest moments from any form of media ever
  • caleb: how could you not notice that?
  • adam: i don't know, i wasn't paying attention i guess
  • caleb, laughing: you are so bad at this
  • adam: sorry, i'm just distracted
  • caleb, still laughing: adam, we're in a park, and there's barely anyone around, what are you distracted by, the pigeons?!
  • adam:
  • caleb: oh no, stop, i'm sorry, i didn't mean to make you feel embarrassed. pigeons are...cool?
  • adam, laughing: god, you're such an idiot sometimes. i... was distracted by you.
  • caleb: what? why? i've been sitting here doing nothing. i mean, look at me!
  • adam: i am! that's the point!

Adam: I’m so happy I could kiss you!

Ronan: Neat!

*Later*

Ronan: *face down on the floor* I can’t believe I said neat, Gansey! Who says neat anymore? It’s the 21st century! It’s not neat to say neat, but I said it anyways cause I’m a HUGE LOSER!

Gansey: Hey, don’t worry about it. Remember what happened when Blue confessed to me?

Ronan: Didn’t you thank her?

Gansey: *joining Ronan on the floor* I thanked her.


Another line that only hit me on the reread. 

As Adam and Blue have this intimate, post-dream-tree moment, Ronan is “staring at them, raw”. Ronan explains later, in the Raven King, that the visions in the tree are:

“Nightmares”, “Worst-case scenarios. Whatever mindfuckery it thought would be most likely to mess you up the next day.” 

So maybe that highlighted line isn’t only a reference to Ronan understanding the tree because he dreamt it. Maybe his understanding, his rawness, is because he’s actually staring at a real world version of his worst-case-scenario-nightmare-mindfuckery: Adam with someone else, Adam with a female someone else, Adam being 100% unavailable to him. 

Maybe he sees the intimacy of that moment between Blue and Adam and realises it’s an intimacy he wants for himself but thinks he can never have.

Maybe it dredges up his feelings of unloveability and abandonment.

Maybe, without even stepping into the tree, he’s having to face the truth of his sexuality and the impossibility of ever sharing it with someone he has feelings for, no matter how many dollies they drag each other around on. 

Maybe he doesn’t quite realise all this right now, but maybe it’s why he’s so raw.

M i n d f u c k e r y.

Ronan said, “I’m always straight.”
Adam replied, “Oh, man, that’s the biggest lie you’ve ever told.”

(The Raven Boys)

A+ observation Adam.

JUST ACCLIMATING MYSELF TO FEATURES so that I can draw them some more in the future. <3 Ronan gets more little head studies because I like…drew the big Adam and was like alright got that on the first try OK no more attempts necessary haha. 

Baby ravens are ugly little shits.


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