For some reason the Kageyama-Tsukishima office window was suspiciously dirty all the time despite being repeatedly cleaned

i’m still in shock over the passing of the lovely @dostmotherknowyou. they were one one of the most radiant most beautiful people i’ve ever encountered on here. i wish i could reflect the kindness with which they treated me in words, but all i can say right now is how devastated i am that someone so lovely had to leave this world so soon. thank you for everything, kip, for your friendship, smiles and support. i’ll never forget the day you made me this piece of stunning artwork which happens to be my favourite portrait of me of all time <3 i will always cherish it along with your memory. xo

okay before i retreat from the internet for the day to feel sorry for myself and avoid the cw-related drama that is sure to come rushing back

help me decide what i should write next?

(also maybe thoughts on what i should do for nanowrimo (the * indicates i’m considering it) and next year’s bb (the +) )

  1. the affectionately known “s!s!b”
    1. it’s a stripper au, what did you expect
    2. bucky’s a stripper, steve’s a client
    3. they get together outside of the club tho dw i’m not having any of that shadiness near my fic
    4. also, sub!bucky/bottom!bucky
    5. pwp
    6. it’s half finished but then the bang happened
  2. the also affectionately known “s!s!2″
    1. it’s the sequel to this
    2. sub!steve, bottom!steve, sub’s pov
    3. pwp
  3. pole dancer au
    1. bucky’s a pole dancer
    2. i just want him in heels
    3. heels and booty shorts
    4. u can thank @needmorefiction for this one
    5. pwp, bottom!bucky
  4. martial arts au*+
    1. by martial arts i mean judo bc i kno that shit back to front
    2. stebucks meet at a training, lilsteve wanting to be able to fight for himself, lilbucky (and his parents) thinking he could use the discipline and the focus
    3. and they get good
    4. they end up regional champs at kata demonstration at age 17 (together obvs), and incredibly well known for their competition fighting abilities
    5. i’ve thought this one out a lot okay i won’t go into it unless y’all want
    6. they’re in the same weight and age class, so they train together, and fight against each other a lot
    7. it’s impressive to watch them fight,a  lot of smaller comps bank om them both entering bc that brings in the crowds
    8. steve realises he has a crush on bucky at age 19, at a competition of all places.
    9. bucky realises a little while later when they’re training
      1. judo involves a lot of grappling and sitting on various body parts in groundwork if you haven’t seen it before okay
    10. but in one comp, the final, they’re facing each other and shit gets real
    11. steve ends up with a dislocated shoulder, bucky ends up scared out of his mind for his best friend, and steve ends up admitting things he probably wouldn’t have had he not been high as a kite on painkillers
    12. there’s more planned but this is long enough anyways
    13. all u need to kno is that there’s a point where steve bangs bucky harder than a screen door in a hurricane
    14. so yeah bottom!bucky
  5. dai!au*+
    1. dragon age au, what could go wrong
    2. bucky’s the poor sod who gets the mark of andraste on his hand, accidentally becomes the inquisitor
    3. steve’s the grumpy head of the inquisition forces
    4. basically follows the plot of the game but with more banging 
    5. idk i haven’t thought this one through too much
  6. t’chalcon fake married au*
    1. that’s it that’s all u need to know 
  7. bucky vs tinder vs pining
    1. u kno that edit goin around where steve and bucky in canon universe end up on tinder
    2. and get matched and bucky obvs has Feelings for steve that he doesn’t think are requited
    3. yeah that
    4. probably not gonna be long enough for nano/the bang but i wanna do the thing
  8. model!bucky/commander!steve
    1. that’s all i have but hey it could be fun
  9. undercover russian spy trophy husband bucky+
    1. exactly what it sounds like but also not bc bucky’s actually a double agent, working for the same government body steve does, but he’s so deep undercover with the russians that they’ve sent him back on “undercover work”
    2. they meet on a dating website that sam signed steve up to as a joke but it works out in the end
  10. treasure hunters au*+
    1. who doesn’t like beefy guys doing impractical things to find pirate treasure
    2. whilst competing with each other to get it
  11. the hockey au*+
    1. good luck