Thank you so much, cuite! <3 That is so nice :’) xx
Of course you qualify, and for you darling, I used the Shadowscapes Tarot. Three cards, you know the drill~ :P
The first card is the Two of Pentacles.
You’ve been struggling with decisions lately, it seems. You’re trying to balance the best of both worlds, but it is straining you. Juggling the options won’t bring any closure or satisfaction, you need to choose. Both have something to offer you, but this card tells me that deep down, you’re afraid to acknowledge what you know to be the best choice.
You might already feel pressured as it is, and there might be a metaphorical pedestal that you feel placed upon. Expectations are to be dismissed, because the opinions of others are truly nothing you should pain yourself with addressing. Despite insecurities or what others have perpetuated, you are capable of making the right choices for yourself.
The Two of Pentacles is a reminder of your potential for something great. If there is something you want to pursue, even if it means leaving something behind, this card promises you that it’s worth it. You can truly do anything you set your mind to, and the future shows opportunity for friendship, adventure, and success.
Secondly, The Devil.
You’re locking yourself away and allowing raw temptation and desire to drive your heart. You have it exposed, and tangled in a mess of uncertainty and fear. This isn’t a good thing, obviously. You have things to face about yourself before you can free from the prison you’ve built. You might have or do think that it is protecting you, when in reality it’s trapping you.
You’re allowing the bad things that you have experienced to keep you afraid of the world, and of love. There are people trying to save you, to coax you from the pod, but you just bow your head and hide. This isn’t the same as cowardice. You are just scared. I feel as though you put yourself out, and looked for happiness, but there was disappointment, hurt, and or rejection. You feel inadequate, and unworthy in your natural form. This is far from the truth! You have so many amazing qualities, and you are most definitely a gorgeous soul with lots of love to give… And even more to receive.
Being naked and exposed to the possibilities of pain is usually what sways us, and this is a reasonable reaction. It’s one of the most difficult things to do, reach out and look for love. There will be no’s, there will be ugly people who don’t see your beauty because they’re shallow and blind to what matters, and there will be unrequited feelings. It’s life, and there’s no stopping it. The Devil represents the temptation to hide away and let the world do the work for you. Sometimes we have to fight for what we want, we have to show the Universe what we desire. You can do that, you just need to break free and show what you’re made of.
Lastly, the Ace of Pentacles.
A journey is in store for you! It looks like you’ve experienced stages of growth and progression, but now the future has an adventure planned for you. You can expect to see the ending of a cycle, independence, hard work, goals achieved, a toxic person (or people) that will let you down/betray you, and then success. Loyal companions, bounty, etcetera.
Advice is to stay true to yourself and put faith in your abilities. There are ups and downs, there are failures. You will get through it all if you don’t give up and persist. You deserve happiness, you deserve what you have been and will be working hard for. Stop putting yourself down, stop discrediting your capabilities, and stop downplaying your power. You can do it!
As a conclusion, stay focused on your goals. Don’t stray too far from what you want, make sure you don’t compromise for the sake of others. You’ve been doing that for far too long, and some people especially need to be put on the back burner for you to realize your dreams and potential.
Sorry for taking so long! I finally feel a bit better after a lot of therapy and tea. I hope this was helpful and accurate! Please remember to leave me some feedback so that I can improve, it’s really important. Thanks~ <3 xx