Hello all, it’s your friendly neighborhood Bully, here to just info-dump about my life and progress right now!
:( The bad news: My depression took a sharp downturn (cant get out of bed, cant eat, etc), Finals are steadily approaching, my contract with Universal costuming expired so I’m technically unemployed, my renter’s lease ends in two months so I need to find new lodgings, and I’m still fighting writers block.
(Whew, isnt that fun to type out all in one place!)
:) The good news: My doctor put me on anti-depressants and referred me to a therapist which I will be seeing once a week, my heart condition is stable, and my cats are healthy.
I know I haven’t been posting as much as usual-
I really wanted to participate more in Femslash Feburuary and MLM March- but the “pls update!” messages combined with all the ~fandom nonsense~ that has been rearing it’s ugly head these past few weeks have made it hard to stay active in the ML fandom. Dont get me wrong, I still want to contribute, but I’ve decided a bit of distance is necessary for my mental health. Hopefully I will become more active when season two rolls around!
That being said, I’m still going to be updating @miracusims regularly, since it is my happy, drama-free fandom space. This blog will still have the occasional shitpost or au idea thrown about. As for fics… my update schedule really depends on when I get the motivation/time to write, or when my depression clears up enough for me to do so. Right now I have the most progress done on the next tlatb chapter, but DD isn’t far behind. Sugar is… on hiatus until I re-evaluate where I want the story to go, and roommate au is more of a “write when I feel like it” story.
Thanks for sticking by me ya’ll, it means the world <3
When Peter said “But I’m nothing without the suit”, my mind automatically flashed back to Avengers when Steve asked Tony “big man in a suit of armor, take that off and what are you?”
Tony shot back a reply then. He wasn’t sure and he probably would never call himself a hero, but he shot back a reply then. But now when he hears a flashback of that, he wants Peter to realize that he is special without the suit. He wants him to know his own worth. ALSO: Everything special about Peter did not come from a bite of a spider, just as somebody else’s did not come from a bottle either.
2 months ago, i finally made the jump & created a multi-muse, due to restricted free time & a dear need for better organization. it took me so long to take that decision, as, as you all know, multi-muse, though now more popular & accepted, often have a harder time fitting in – or so i thought ! but boi was i wrong. in all honesty, i have never had such a good time rping as i do right now. creating a multi has given me the opportunity to rp in fandoms i probably would’ve never thought of joining, & write characters that i’ve always been dying to write, but was always too scared to make. i am so grateful for the response this blog has gotten & the support you guys have given me. it has given me the chance to forge beautiful friendships, & write with so many beautifully talented people. i’m just so incredibly emotional, you guys have no idea how much your love & support means to me. it allowed me to truly enjoy rping again. so thank you thank you thank you. for bearing with my constant shitposting, for sending memes, for showing interest in my portrayals. you’re all so dear to me, i hope you know.
The Captain America™ Fitness Challenge is a multistage aerobic capacity challenge that progressively gets more difficult as it continues. The 20 meter fitness challenge will begin in 30 seconds. Line up at the start. The running speed starts slowly, but gets faster each minute after you hear this signal. [beep] A single lap should be completed each time you hear this sound. [ding] Remember to run in a straight line, and run as long as possible. The second time you fail to complete a lap before the sound, your fitness challenge is over. The fitness challenge will begin on the word “start”. On your mark, get ready, start.