of how you feel

I knew Emmerdale and Robert wouldn’t let me down. Look how far we’ve come.

Robert Sugden is going to willingly and voluntarily tell Aaron Dingle, the love of his life, the one person that he would do anything for, would literally die for. The one person that he is the most afraid of losing. The one person that he knows that he could not live without. He’s going to tell that person that he slept with Rebecca and got her pregnant. Not because he has too, not because Ross is blackmailing him. Not because he thinks that there’s going to still be a baby at the end of all this, but because he actually can’t live with the guilt of lying to Aaron. He actually wants to try to be a better person for the man that he loves. 

Andy was right when he said that Aaron makes Robert a better person, and here we are again, getting further evidence of that, as if we needed anymore. If this were anyone else Robert would be merrily going about his way, not worrying about the fact that he was lying to him, but he can’t because it’s Aaron. 

I love that there is nothing forcing him into doing this anymore. Ross has backed off thanks to Rebecca. As far as he knows Rebecca is no longer pregnant. He’s got away with it, but he doesn’t want to and that just makes my heart sing and break at the same time. 

I also love that it’s not a heat of the moment decision, like Aaron says or does something that makes him confess. He’s thought about it and he knows what he’s doing. He’s making a conscious, considered decision that could end his relationship with Aaron and he’s willing to risk that for the sake of Aaron knowing the truth. 

I’m just imaging him now tonight and tomorrow stealing glances at Aaron when he thinks he’s not looking, just watching him as he goes about his day, memorising every little thing about Aaron and his habits, as if he hasn’t done that already. But this could be the last day that he gets to spend with the love of his life and that has got to be devastating and terrifying, and yet despite that he’s going to do the right thing and confess. 

Well that got long and rambly, but if you couldn’t tell I have a lot of feelings about this and I just love the way that they have worked up to this reveal being all about Roberts decision, no one’s forcing him into it.

I’m tired of feeling obligated to people just because I’m nice. No, I don’t have to talk to you if I don’t want to. I don’t have to talk to anyone if I don’t want to. I don’t owe an explanation to anyone for that, honestly. I talk to people when and if I want to and when I have the time to do so. My phone isn’t everything in the world to me. Me being happy day to day is everything to me. Sorry if that upsets everyone else.

anonymous asked:

Hi, Shea! since ur basically my Internet parent, I wanted to ask you a question. I'm a fanfic writer, and one of my stories has been getting lots of attention, and there's this one person who really likes my stuff and keeps talking and interacting with me, and at first I was like, super excited, b/c YAY! FRIEND! but I just found out they're 40, and I'm only 17. They don't seem harmful, but you don't really know who you're talking to, yada yada. What do you think? What can I do to stay safe?

Aaaa this is a really tricky situation, I completely understand why you’d be torn! On the one hand, I really don’t think there’s anything inherently wrong with someone older encouraging you n your writing - it’s a nice feeling to be recognized, and this person truly may not mean you any harm! On the other hand, though, the most important thing is to put your own safety first and foremost, and 40-17 is a very big age gap.

If you ever feel uncomfy talking to this person at any point, I’d say block them right away, because your gut feelings are usually sound indicators of safety. If they haven’t made any unwanted advances/otherwise made you feel uncomfortable, though, and you decide you want to keep talking to them (which is absolutely up to you!), I’d just suggest being extremely careful with the amount of personal info you give them (like nothing about where you live, no last names, try not to talk about your personal life, etc.). Remember that no friend online is worth endangering yourself.

I’m super proud of you for being careful! As a very wise man once said, “safety first, safety second, coolness third.”

Voltron Theme [Epic Trailer Version]
Voltron Theme [Epic Trailer Version]

tfw voltron hits the Big Screen™. so here’s my attempt scoring some music for Netflix’s Voltron: Legendary Defender, as if it were a cinematic trailer. Some notes on composition below. Enjoy!!  

note: original VLD Opening Titles written by Alexander Geringas. This is most definitely a homage to his work.

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