of course i procrastinated on this too

So, funny story:

Rainbow Rowell always tags her pictures of Benedict Cumberbatch with ‘bentobox lumberjack’. When I went to see her at YALLFest, I had planned to get a bento box and put little lumberjacks with Benedict’s head on them inside and then give it to her. Of course I procrastinated and then found out the day before that bento boxes are very hard to find and also expensive. I told her this at YALLFest and she laughed. So I thought I would make a digital version. Here you go, rainbowrowell :)

I’ve procrastinated so long on the question of the PhD that now I don’t have enough time left to prepare all the things I need to sign up for next semester. (Of course, I only checked out all the stuff I need now because I was terrified of this.)

So now that means I won’t be starting with my PhD next semester. But maybe that’s not too bad. I can earn money and maybe get my feet under me if I take off another half a year or a year. Besides, this also leaves me with enough time to figure out what I want to focus on academically for the next 3 to 5 years… And get in contact with professors not two weeks before a deadline and feel the sharp shame for a decade.

I just have to talk with my parents and inform them. If everyone’s on board then I will feel much lighter. I’ve felt that slow, slow slide back down into a worse mental health and I think this might be good for me? Just make a decision. Just survive outside of academia for one more year without crashing. So much can happen in a year and maybe I’ll know myself a bit better in a year.

sassy-tsunchou  asked:

Hi, do you still draw Alphyne? I really miss your arts (they're so cute and funny at the same time) ^^ Also it's really nice to see UT arts from someone who is also from Poland (I'm kinda proud of you) xD

YEAH, of course! Alphyne is basically my drug. Too long without Alphynes and I’d go berserk. It’s just that I started really procrastinating on a lot of things and summer vacation made me even lazier. And I’m really sorry for this. :c I get burned out from time to time, but eventually i come back to drawing. I think I’ll be working on my @alphynezine entry soon, so that’ll be something! And some other things too! I know that Alphyneweek is probably gonna return soon, so there’s that. AND THANK YOU OMG! <3 It’s so heartwarming to hear that people like my stuff enough to miss it. And also that there are so many Poles following me! Dzięki i pozdrowienia! ^^

anonymous asked:

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17) Are you happy with the person you’ve become?

Yeah, for the most part I am. There are a few things that have changed about me that I don’t like but I’m satisfied with who I am as a whole:))

Anonymous said: 52) If you could press a button and make anyone in the world instantaneously explode, who would it be?

I’m a lover not a fighter but anyone who hates on people I love can go die in a hole and rot with maggots eating their brains

INFIRESSI SAID:I’ll help you procrastinate (I’m doing it too lol)! 9 and 25?

9) Simple but extremely complex. Favorite band?

Bangtan Boys, of course who would’ve seen that coming

25) To you, what is the meaning of life?

I don’t really think there is one meaning. Life means different things to different people, and ultimately if you’ve fulfilled your own goals and lived up to what you feel it means then you’ve successfully completed it. 

send me numbers to these unique questions~

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